半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVGB17whBx
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhiYHrAEAE
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ5DHlKjwj
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd0UPxAzNS
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeBjvyXV08
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0wCn9GZ78
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxP8zwSBfN
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCnvrUH0bw
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydsKHHa9gN
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWvPTAetrX
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJmqDl8h1Z
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卻停下了。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55o9CSo8mZ
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEjxi9rIvt
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPiINQdBpD
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpkz1uJHMw
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「變態！」她推開我。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD379x68gd
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNnIRJNXgq
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr8ILo9O5j
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AkoKM9Pi2
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8JH2yjksg
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KO便利店袋則放好。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMCXH0d8zT
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rmsLDnoBr
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rmQAZGzJP
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiio2y5N7rv
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNDFDc9iGI
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmngonRXdIS
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakfBjG0P5B
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時間已經快將三點。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPaMR8nRJc
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWTXIup1XG
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtehQBuzZ9r
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TUxD4YsY3
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVw8SNaUYj
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTBdxZy7wT
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqNNBpiTjr
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqNvIFtGyr
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVEzKCSG3V
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yiF1VuEt1
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「早抖」我發出。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZWXCR3JTg
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9gEYrec4B
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAom6gjXMyG
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtrjELGHHS
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMwzbqxXFI
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直至……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBulGBX811
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqxrQqR4Ud
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCHBaTRIsS
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI8a78TCi9
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx552HNyIf
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcIOFIXj5P
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「係啊。」祂說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2h3oum5aZ
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKtzc2Pqx1
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESB069nnQO
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「係啊。」我說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0in0UzKhrT
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMh79R2ov8
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvZJR941M9
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5eo3G4tcR
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTL7vcZv8R
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC1yPBYSmu
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeEAe7i2s4
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEqIuKvvOM
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7wXhThPmn
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「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFU3AefwX7
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXjdu50QAI
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhDVR5w5SH
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5l48oXXPd
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膝蓋跪了下來。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIyoDRfjeV
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx097nTSKd
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「咩能力？」我問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTLaTEEpkf
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PWcWOAOPY
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YzAyVY0Xt
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaqpsdOTUy
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TxX4FYfbk
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J1MOKzyga
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR8gvdSvys
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XsPAeV34f
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PuzW9gaB3
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmVkF7s6pc
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ySkZUmzp7
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGBLB8kKSo
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「不過，孫正直——」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJtEyaoFew
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuarjDqHvbB
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeye7Rpuigp
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFRPCkKdKW
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUPIqzx9wg
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6HPoWplb1
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h4ZfsKeg5
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTRi4QPbWa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nXz08Z7RQ
而我，低下了頭。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlJBVUvGdG
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurnsxq1SxL
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU4uAApIHW
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xQv9YS3Sa
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV8gh1Gn7k
我狠狠地盯著祂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoUvupBhVI
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNbj4qyWRh
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIvNmR8sX9
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNLX23ozoq
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxzJZgyhO5
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFhuYWPfdo
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAZgO9CwYN
716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52hqJZ6bqC
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5MURtAcfH
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