半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc16jUW2Gt
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplJWa0apWl
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPEfWTxDwk
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFkjtPzopA
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH1eWFm4x6
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3czvQP8L1
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviQHOPZ2fe
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa7YwBqz5K
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncP8UHSTAo
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHNMs2345H
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE4jgM7Cvq
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卻停下了。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq5Do1BXvw
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUleIdh1X3
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FX2Et2N4b
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE2guaEFZn
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgK3UQrfqE
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQylV8wbXt
「變態！」她推開我。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivKS1h24dj
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYaTdsaMGZ
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqLPA8BgZC
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVJOJNIDn8
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZjmYvaFY4
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52shYs8RF8
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3wMqrG0sw
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNXsB9EYbH
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtolZfJPxYl
KO便利店袋則放好。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNMXQcmnwY
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh7Ifr4O1v
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKmc9NZpjV
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRkMxuWewF
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLygIMQ2KvS
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYq8zX4oGd
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpzWtzyw5m
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuW3ZcaGVb
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJxi1IvQRg
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXrU8kHnDU
時間已經快將三點。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIfWNx0bq6
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iprlYDsTL
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPd8Eoeea
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xilzz2dMt
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9allAfKSTz
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6OsBJ4IWe
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ewKOhjgZE
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVjsrJwtpZ
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHybZ0dcyf
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy8Ziw4r7j
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNYrRzpn6z
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg7pSx83Os
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDstCPGUX9
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAwWn3LrER
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6O9rqHiel
「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMg8SSsLLs
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTTqmdmluL
「早抖」我發出。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53ukg3Ik2s
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NHHjumUg1
最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunaD5649ka
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iFfcrlY3h
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbA2IiJr4F
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UQBtBdXZy
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXMDBHu2BR
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5mJ2hWOI1
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x2BD3UDeW
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直至……746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG948ScIZPI
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWt57Ys4eN
耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zW90cdzoz
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp8e98Ewsw
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ583IBYpvtb
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgrSI5brlZ
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyzW128PHj
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmbd1GQ4zh
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yYrUlLknq
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhR1sDDOZz
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tfvahjkgy
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRJVIze8sM
「係啊。」祂說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0K2UE0h1z
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFvXxQt6NB
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqmkXp4gaG
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw5KlsB2WB
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRbVRhxkZD
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffrb5m7klf
「係啊。」我說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfiSo4TAZ2
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavutCdzGo
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUattTLio9
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8JoRRQfPa
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpuvXMILXx
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6x56r71GY
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy6HWNRIHR
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ahxhYBlb
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKmcVfCwal
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvCvq9v31n
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1fzrLWc6v
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeszx6DNsGZ
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXDKVbKPs9
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTZtXcAnkT
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXe16NqzjU
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErWOpI8BAq
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYO2Stak8j
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ8W5WmlTg
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXViBtiSCr3
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡit4hWqlgrS
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGmHMByljZ
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCB3L12frL
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtEZKZGToP
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jPDomqUli
膝蓋跪了下來。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMjM4h4PIZ
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoUwihiLqb
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y70Rjemmv
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAr4e1ajX5
「咩能力？」我問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKYcHflT17
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkSCFBGljl
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wAmJNRDkm
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYal9bhl1b
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1uljqS8D1
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQSb7UZ0nK
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KYmE1HxVw
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VLuE79ivu
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyKEHnZjMr
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD15BLwFFh
「所……以？」我想聽下去。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv10wS0LVEu
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvL127HgQo
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNJfCN6W2o
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrdJFcSLSl
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HkcLlC7Ks
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYlp8QTqyz
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PCgqftMFa
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw55nATq4Yq
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xr4q1JLDN
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazpE92I6M
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0w4fWCay
「不過，孫正直——」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6LxPQ39BL
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ykUzU4Nq1
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJYIIuZ2hR
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1BCsoHxwd
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrAgSx090r
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3Ztt39xPB
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctvU8Nqegw
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlRmyqNozU
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhamHO9lISH
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafAUvCFboe
而我，低下了頭。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeGn2Mtgg0
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWeGgvRYoC
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBFPAnRuRB
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEiNaH8D6k
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27xN5P15XV
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwMv10Bc19
我狠狠地盯著祂。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxRE98jWYl
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUpymKxwpN
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaMDoyOqHA
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszV1L8kKvt
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAyaXdbUki
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fzNmbKMYA
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksE19OjTAf
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c5BRWvaEY
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOx2FJbGB8
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