半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。703Please respect copyright.PENANAYNC2RDAkNV
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。703Please respect copyright.PENANAKAERR70rMz
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。703Please respect copyright.PENANAqNBV5Y5Gyk
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。703Please respect copyright.PENANAscvHRTrGjg
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。703Please respect copyright.PENANA2t4GTCIouK
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。703Please respect copyright.PENANACiEU1j26HF
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。703Please respect copyright.PENANAPFBGkZfNXB
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。703Please respect copyright.PENANAiQufQCU8FW
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。703Please respect copyright.PENANAH6iQVhTvqy
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。703Please respect copyright.PENANAIJiGx22T2f
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——703Please respect copyright.PENANAIyoPEYsVdj
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卻停下了。703Please respect copyright.PENANA7fwvilQFQX
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。703Please respect copyright.PENANAWY3zrnP5Hg
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」703Please respect copyright.PENANAvjvrBJwyyX
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAGxUZAvwecD
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「變態!」她推開我。703Please respect copyright.PENANAK2Cr2qBLJc
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。703Please respect copyright.PENANAo91mdljr9D
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」703Please respect copyright.PENANALdBs3WdsgN
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。703Please respect copyright.PENANAyRZG1rNMur
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……703Please respect copyright.PENANAugvqpHXyQX
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KO便利店袋則放好。703Please respect copyright.PENANAAllSMrfeeq
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。703Please respect copyright.PENANA5AH4VuPSgP
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——703Please respect copyright.PENANAjOifg3B2lC
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。703Please respect copyright.PENANAoRAtN7nduD
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。703Please respect copyright.PENANA0OBFK9kMmR
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。703Please respect copyright.PENANAC8ZWEnVP0P
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。703Please respect copyright.PENANArBxwUIBiWI
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時間已經快將三點。703Please respect copyright.PENANAbLwlYG6OG5
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——703Please respect copyright.PENANACmSxbdmYaI
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。703Please respect copyright.PENANANFyFYXpQxW
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。703Please respect copyright.PENANAJVEI1YNv7X
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。703Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xr10mjdYM
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。703Please respect copyright.PENANA47XTB9Yn6A
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。703Please respect copyright.PENANAbqWfmMCiNA
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」703Please respect copyright.PENANAp7Mz0a13Ev
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——703Please respect copyright.PENANA435WK5PI3N
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。703Please respect copyright.PENANA2gQGUx41Ze
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「早抖」我發出。703Please respect copyright.PENANAvSE0BI5iEM
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。703Please respect copyright.PENANAGtlfXPZmy2
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」703Please respect copyright.PENANA0o0fb28u0Y
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAJqWMqEAJPD
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——703Please respect copyright.PENANAeiQeRESFHb
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直至……703Please respect copyright.PENANAoyU94Xln0t
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。703Please respect copyright.PENANA2Psr5ahEJR
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。703Please respect copyright.PENANAUMxEE4D3wT
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAs2EgJejjWG
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。703Please respect copyright.PENANA91ahNx3r4X
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。703Please respect copyright.PENANAHCaRD7DgDA
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「係啊。」祂說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAy4asvyqjkI
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。703Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gg913xs8r
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。703Please respect copyright.PENANAkekMbdqOqG
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「係啊。」我說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAwriGjWTwmQ
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAr8xzxpGQZx
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」703Please respect copyright.PENANASIakKrb8Ou
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。703Please respect copyright.PENANAqiICkSjDkh
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAaWUZAoBs5N
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。703Please respect copyright.PENANAtEABIKK388
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAgR70lU0uKD
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。703Please respect copyright.PENANA57r1TRElXj
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAU40odeNfHm
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAIz9LpEKT7O
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」703Please respect copyright.PENANA4wyCvbAWFo
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。703Please respect copyright.PENANAN4c0bQUyRD
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膝蓋跪了下來。703Please respect copyright.PENANA30ZN5T8Z4s
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAL929xAUhxS
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「咩能力?」我問。703Please respect copyright.PENANAAdkdUWgTAw
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAEcrny32Yvb
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAbfrbqdlmIP
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAf7cXAgdiFs
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAk9xmyUtnUY
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。703Please respect copyright.PENANARqRRCkz7yd
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」703Please respect copyright.PENANApFmMUhGKvd
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAsiCNV1vXhn
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAfhp0xR6H4i
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」703Please respect copyright.PENANATTmaXkpOCj
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。703Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ4q9wV3Ff
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「不過,孫正直——」703Please respect copyright.PENANAPqlhZI38iM
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」703Please respect copyright.PENANA9AEstiN38H
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」703Please respect copyright.PENANAAJi9FvQ5cB
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」703Please respect copyright.PENANArOwKYtVsbg
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。703Please respect copyright.PENANAoxqbNh3ySp
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而我,低下了頭。703Please respect copyright.PENANADuWgKbe9Ts
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。703Please respect copyright.PENANAGEWOuJICUV
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。703Please respect copyright.PENANA7sSKEBByuH
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我狠狠地盯著祂。703Please respect copyright.PENANAxVvwHF8ByI
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。703Please respect copyright.PENANAVcXmiyZimj
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。703Please respect copyright.PENANAn0g0sy6mDw
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。703Please respect copyright.PENANAXqzgh1VXNq
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」703Please respect copyright.PENANA3dsWaltdDv