被練習簿蓋住的臉,流下兩行淚。701Please respect copyright.PENANAqvReFF2MpS
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甦醒了,仍然躺在大岩石上。701Please respect copyright.PENANArrNVg5QZxt
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海浪拍岸,浪聲傳入耳邊。701Please respect copyright.PENANARx0E6vKkMK
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神明丁悄悄地,掀起練習簿偷看我,又放下,又忍不住再偷看我。701Please respect copyright.PENANADIK0kwDIac
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「做咩啫你?」我右手按住練習簿,不讓祂看我的哭臉。701Please respect copyright.PENANAdyGC3frCwO
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「我驚你……整濕本簿。」祂不好意思地說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAqNAPNwcKH0
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我側躺,把練習簿拿下。701Please respect copyright.PENANAjcoHvyksIe
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第三天「END」標記,下面浮現:「Mission complete.」(任務完成)701Please respect copyright.PENANA0nlWEWaJTf
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祂取走了練習簿。701Please respect copyright.PENANAAikhvGVxj9
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翻回前幾頁,從第三天開始的時候看起。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKfWCY0PP9R
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「啊啊啊!」我發狂地打祂,雙手不斷鎚打祂背部。701Please respect copyright.PENANAEuYdU6K5D1
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神明丁淡定地站著,把右肩移下來,被我鎚鎚鎚著。701Please respect copyright.PENANAe67ykSsgH1
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十多下後,祂換成左肩,被我鎚鎚鎚著。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKLbvAnE8my
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「好舒服,但我差唔多夠喇,你OK啲未?」神明丁問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAUzx1vy0yV3
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「啊啊啊!」我沒有停下來。701Please respect copyright.PENANAqDo1teyyFS
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「唉,都估到你會泥足深陷。」祂說,看著練習簿,「但你手又拖過,攬過,又錫過,OK啦係咪?」701Please respect copyright.PENANASIN049adJx
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「唔OK啊!」我繼續鎚鎚鎚著。701Please respect copyright.PENANA0r00gBScgF
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「結果你同我預知嘅一樣。」祂平靜地說,「好彩我琴日已經話咗畀你知測試唔合格,如果我依家先話畀你知,你可能打得我仲甘。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAmXoZodw2pA
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我停了手。701Please respect copyright.PENANAdWBzD0p6tf
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「喂……你最後做乜,咁直接講自己係神派嚟啊?」神明丁煩惱起來,繼續讀著,「神幫助人係好間接家嘛。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAI2V88EcihR
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「不過算啦,既然你都唔合格,係唔需要用神嘅思維嘅。」祂寬恕地說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAB5mJvvOOeX
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開始向神發問。701Please respect copyright.PENANA8o1SkJ6mYr
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「神明丁,到底哩個世界係咪真係有咁多個神?係咪真係有神明辛?」我軟弱地問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAFyiGsg9x6x
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內心有點疑惑,又變成了不安。701Please respect copyright.PENANAIpeTkvnly5
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神明丁沒有回答。701Please respect copyright.PENANAWpkjrKRe17
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「答我啊。」我抓住祂的白淨衣服。701Please respect copyright.PENANAzYIXLNXwgS
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「重要咩?」祂問。701Please respect copyright.PENANAOa7sPnAMow
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祂轉身看著我,像天父看著兒女一樣,充滿著憐憫和關懷。701Please respect copyright.PENANAAj51rT8q1s
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「重要嘅係,哩三日,你已經改變咗好多。」神明丁說。701Please respect copyright.PENANA4LtnVB6pry
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我鬆了手,沉重地聽著。701Please respect copyright.PENANAFmToVZRSsn
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「重要嘅係,你以前講唔出口嘅說話,依家已經夠膽講出口。重要嘅係,以前你唔敢做嘅事,你都已經做得到。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAJJAYN969uU
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「記唔記得你喺活動室面對蔣少嘅時候,你嘅諗法?你話要『原諒自己』。」701Please respect copyright.PENANASzKWVLG6hi
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神明丁讀著練習簿的記錄,「你當時諗:701Please respect copyright.PENANAvCoXF7IrT1
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這幾年來,我一直為過錯而懺悔,不敢向前踏出一步。701Please respect copyright.PENANA4u5IUhoq6k
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忘記了,其實每個人都會犯錯。701Please respect copyright.PENANAV9HvdzvM70
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犯了錯,不准原諒自己,讓自己深刻地記住,逼自己日後不再犯同樣的錯。701Please respect copyright.PENANAVbLZqKOtv6
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我知道了,也做到了。只是,我一直不知道,原來還有『下一步』的,就是『原諒自己』。701Please respect copyright.PENANALOdS8KEsQw
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今天,我要犯足夠多的錯,然後——701Please respect copyright.PENANAg2yTVxHtVI
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原諒自己。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAdm3t95aWrS
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神明丁看著我。701Please respect copyright.PENANAN5tGK5CUZv
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「今日嘅你,勇敢同陳菲菲對抗,係欺凌者面前毫不示弱,係大家面前,展現咗勇氣嘅一面,勇敢咁做咗好多以前你唔會敢做嘅事。」祂說,「以前你缺少嘅『勇氣』,今日你已經有晒。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA1lJFZgAc3p
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一句接一句的肯定,出自神明丁的口中。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiFU2I7kYyP
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「過去你一直為陸同學嘅事而後悔,今日你已經將哩段經歷,化為自己嘅推動力,令自己唔再輕易錯過喜歡嘅人。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAwRIOTST843
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「過去你一直糾結於阿傑同阿進嘅關係,為失去兩位朋友而心痛。今日你已經可以為冇乜交情嘅同學,挺身而出、加以規勸,無論係李可兒、鄭家明,定係歐陽派。」祂說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAR76L71lwMY
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「所以,過去嘅『包袱』,經過咗哩三日,已經變成咗你嘅『行李』。隨時可以拎嚟用,隨時可以收起。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAMQL4Rf86PC
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「哩啲,先係真正重要嘅事!」神明丁語重心長地看著我。701Please respect copyright.PENANAcLitZPUQLM
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聽著,我的心開始沉澱。701Please respect copyright.PENANAHfVSyc28rp
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「即係話……根本就冇咩神明辛。」我凝淚地說,「咩平行世界嘅我,咩成為神的測試,都係呃人嘅。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAhUozaQWCiK
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「神明辛,真係有。」神明丁慈悲地說。701Please respect copyright.PENANATcReGMzrkK
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「只不過,唔係你諗咁啫……」701Please respect copyright.PENANAwmp3TrDG8p
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我仍然聽著。701Please respect copyright.PENANAH9J2y1onz7
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「所謂『辛』——」祂遞起食指,指尖冒發神聖的白光,在空氣上寫了三個字母。701Please respect copyright.PENANA45pVvW1ovL
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Son。(兒子)701Please respect copyright.PENANAK7Y2AoCT1D
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「所以神明辛就係你,你就係神明Son,神明的兒子。」祂以父愛的口吻說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAcHwva7miOW
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「對神嚟講,每一個誠心向神禱告嘅人,我都會當佢地係子女咁看待。」祂再說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAeLW9PDoRIW
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神聖的白光字母,愈來愈強光,把神明丁包裹了起來。701Please respect copyright.PENANARK7TNDX36w
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「你要走嗱?」我意識到。701Please respect copyright.PENANAmnvMBANHhY
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「任務已經完成咗,我都係時候要走。」祂把神的練習簿,收到左手的一堆書中。701Please respect copyright.PENANAYJcHEymKMw
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「至於你……」祂不捨地看著我,考慮要不要說,「不如考慮下返去現實世界。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAx2XGY66BJK
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「只要你諗返起自己係點樣嚟到哩度,你就會知點樣走。」祂說,又打量一眼四周。701Please respect copyright.PENANAxOhF0f5Oo8
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「不過,如果你覺得哩度風景好,想住多一排嘅話,我都唔會阻止你嘅。」神明丁說,「畢竟,人生嘅選擇權喺你手上。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAJ11CD2OFA8
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「神明丁,我……」我還想說。701Please respect copyright.PENANAslZIsg2EaC
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「有緣再見啦,拜拜。」神明丁說,展露微笑。701Please respect copyright.PENANA2gtJIxQw8t
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「等等……」我只能說,沒準備道別。701Please respect copyright.PENANAfPwH0pi4GR
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隨即強光極度耀眼,把夜空的浮雲通通照白。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiO8R9ETpeN
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一瞬間,地面的神光消失。701Please respect copyright.PENANArdbK1Dk8xB
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四周回復了黑暗。701Please respect copyright.PENANAQauWJdKcrV
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只剩下我和海浪。701Please respect copyright.PENANACuHq0jnCB7
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這算什麼?這算……什麼?701Please respect copyright.PENANAFwTBFYWoYb
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我仰望著星空、浮雲,把身體放到最鬆。701Please respect copyright.PENANAt9xzUbZDvH
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獨自一人留在島上。701Please respect copyright.PENANAH7uAruCZox
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雙目漆黑,感覺一切都完結了。701Please respect copyright.PENANAbuvWwHdL1o
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「神明丁、陸傾兒……」701Please respect copyright.PENANAnoyiBNNLCy
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慢慢地走回岩石。701Please respect copyright.PENANA7kzWT4MZA0
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屁股坐在岩石上,拾起厚皮的日記。這本陪伴了我五年的筆記簿,裡面夾了一片樹葉。701Please respect copyright.PENANAolwvTIDBLY
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手翻到葉片那一頁,眼睛繼續之前的閱讀。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKk3rZYTG4J
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--------- 孤島日記 第26天 ---------701Please respect copyright.PENANA9GiSrOifV8
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心情:差到想自爆701Please respect copyright.PENANAybAEbuhHGa
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡,每日都有很多車、很多人走過,有些會走進你的生命,陪你走一段路,最後才離開你。701Please respect copyright.PENANAKLPYaToqZt
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。701Please respect copyright.PENANAHSiFSMaxGF
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我不希望彼此的關係變差,但是,人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。701Please respect copyright.PENANAmNu5CuMPMG
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有時候,我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人,能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕,羡慕得很,但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。701Please respect copyright.PENANAnXeRAS4CIp
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既然如此,我就只有做自己。一天,我有了一個奇妙的想法:701Please respect copyright.PENANApyiWFHoGcr
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「不如放逐自己,流浪什麼都好。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAWOk5EfqQzl
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嘗試過一個人的生活,走一個人的旅程。701Please respect copyright.PENANA3MgwWlTD6g
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只是,我萬萬沒想到……701Please respect copyright.PENANANLdezp1qTe
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。701Please respect copyright.PENANAfFJuT0j40u
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如果,這個世界有神……701Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ1ar6sPeW
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望可以再過一次17歲,我人生中所有的錯誤都是從17歲開始的。如果可以再來一次,我會好好幫助別人來贖罪,我會愛惜自己喜歡的人。701Please respect copyright.PENANArq3lzgUGBD
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如果,這個世界有神……701Please respect copyright.PENANAadzFOzTtcR
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望你能夠赦免我的罪,結束我無限期的懺悔。我希望可以放下過去的往事,解開我腳下的鎖鏈鐵球。701Please respect copyright.PENANASs89eWpr0l
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右手摸著最後這幾行字,覺得很溫暖。701Please respect copyright.PENANAFslcgBq4Yi
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看著,眼睛泛起了淚。701Please respect copyright.PENANAkIMkcPra2D
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神幫助人果然是很間接的。701Please respect copyright.PENANAFmZV61sO75