阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約，她甚至拒絕了他，但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNQ0RteSvY
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「呢間好唔好？」Tanya問；阿樂點頭，然後和她一起行入去。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgbs7OWgZ5
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarTUWoAvmU
Tanya坐在阿樂的對面，低頭打開餐牌，他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚，頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz1OTI4q44
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下，沒有生氣，頭上也有些呆毛。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJufwt04R7u
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6uS1tJ5hY
阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比，但她們的身影未曾重疊，始終，他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDCTcd58tS
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而且，他一直清楚，他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9BdHuiXxO
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqRrqtjqRE
即使，他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她；但如果、或者青青是Tanya，阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄，而感到生氣和失控，因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪，心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾，不敢作出任何行為傷害她。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2RiUNoDKw
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唉——愛？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iYqznfRba
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kRMGCbQTp
唔知吖，唔知係咩嚟，唔知點解。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIHPpWJEXX
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tV4wV3Lfd
「我揀好啦，A3，嘢飲照舊，你幫我叫埋吖。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgvVhL70Mg
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWAKIRn0jp
Tanya喚一喚阿樂，然後拿出電話，將其亮屏，又熄掉。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqCmOi9pv6
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtyZGQ76qV
阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵，所以他決定選一個飯，以免與她重複，因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯，他都會如此，已成習慣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz2AesPnSV
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr50fymNpiV
「一個A3，一個B2，兩杯凍檸茶，一杯少冰。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWrEs40mvF
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vxQWRKKmQ
阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya，她就如此笑笑看着他，當中竟然滲集着崇拜，像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEiy3Fvl35
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbibc00sgmK
然後，二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液，示意要擠到阿樂的手上。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgAcGtb39V
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtZZ5IgM50
「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdxzvPgCh4
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「係。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatxlHuCyYy
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時，啱啱分咗，但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日，但之後，都係分咗手。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL2txsE1xs
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4POflUSSWJ
「點解？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3Nxa4Vv7e
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「冇嘅，我突然覺得，想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢，硬係好多拗撬咁，就算一齊咗成年，但係都好多不滿。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlzoCxQe9h
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpqh6R7F7v
阿樂心想：但平時，Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTkgCKHxMD
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0boRo87Ab
「咁你想要啲咩？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FRF8TZlEH
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9o12Aat9t
「嗯……就得我㗎囉，真係錫我㗎囉，最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMlA2Sk5vw
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「哦……幾好吖。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZzIykafB
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPDfzmtrKK
他不敢直視她，因為他突然害羞，總覺得她口中想講的人，就是他。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ndx93s1I
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm7YzIObTt
他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調，非常順她的意。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnQHUdi1cQ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0BgJoxmnF
「唉，唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEllq1NScRi
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj6qD9QE5W
Tanya對着阿樂微笑。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0euuUFoNeu
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqoq5LXbSH
飲品到，他替她篤檸檬，以往，她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好，有檸檬味又不太酸，他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvaouk9xNP
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZaA0N5jFU
阿樂想起和青青吃飯時，青青喝的是熱檸水，然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛；當時，他覺得，還是Tanya的「難度」大一點，要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttPyShBYFl
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SMQ6KLl8I
「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦，對上一次嚟，仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說，又補充：「幾好食㗎不過都。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qGMzOXP9z
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「咁咪好囉。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS6TKLc7Qd
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrfnVM7i4t
在阿樂聽來，Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc2abn8JdF
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOtXVsQIKv
「我個Ex呢，佢……」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4zw7bT4Zx
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然後，Tanya就開始批評她的前度，什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰；每聽一句，阿樂都在心裏暗忖：好彩我唔係咁啫。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4VMDcq29h
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nduX0w4R5
Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同，屬於帥氣的「MK」，以前阿樂極度不忿，覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個，認為他們很快就會分手。事實上，Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoea1ufoySH
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxAxGHcVQi
現在，她終於分手，回復自由身，並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTRq743AYa
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這是在暗示他吧？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIJHFPxtm5
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是吧？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzGyNHSvRl
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「算啦，都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說，但其實在心裏暗喜，他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話，仿佛她說得越多，就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcdSfvrnfa
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkffT7bT9M
他們低頭，吃了兩口。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dnKJav8bD
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qcd1lzlxO
「都係嘅，點似你吖，咁好仔。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe1Rhnma8Q
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD3sRhC6T8
Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP2KnVozIz
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ut00Uk2S2
「當初又唔揀我？」阿樂試探地問。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgowV2pI9ct
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa1ww7kHco
「係囉，後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答，根本分不清真假，但已夠阿樂竊喜：「哈哈，最好係啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsCFesha4G
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3munoIIgm
她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了！637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5XsOB1rT7
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2wWtAyzjj
「傻㗎咩，我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEBDmaK8qS
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY73zNyVqE
他的心不自覺地加速，一下、兩下，呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNnUz8Ov3y
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL5rhte7aO
「咁你呢？樂仔，你最近點吖？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrncC5Ouy8
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qRQWhU2jo
「幾好吖，唔錯。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeytcgGJ4G3
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmJZTrTXuh
是，阿樂應該要證明，他是一個獨立的個體，讓Tanya知道他可以很好，絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞，他就忍不住補充：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6dQEAHfy9
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zFNv7OOPy
「都係以前好啲嘅。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx65aEVFXBi
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NRJiuemPo
然後，Tanya笑問：「有冇識到女仔啊？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3NcMK0rRZ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLMnGuBVKx
阿樂心虛，擺手答：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13KycLboQz
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「冇啊。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6noJ4gYwo
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sta62XhtZ
他講了大話。他覺得，不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事，是他永遠都不能說的，因為這樣，他就不忠誠了，是為棄卒。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPWhs8Oo6E
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLhL8yxTXr
「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3ZPZbVmiJ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw56TS43qCf
Tanya狐疑；阿樂說：「啱啱有一啖，太難吞。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfxcUIKTVP
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt8cVXBXHz
就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹，他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青，此刻，他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切，他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了，他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqYI3YS3E6
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV35R2xTqm
如果此刻Tim少在，他會說：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6i0Imt7oU
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvD4Jp2eI7
「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎？呢條女收你做兵，宜家揾返你，竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFGvrGmvHp
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhW1glflnT
你究竟想要啲咩？午時花、六時變咁。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLbOCFa2jr
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悲劇。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOuUWxD8Qd
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阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚，他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感，將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落，但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh9kk2WWcG
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiftH3U2WZE
他暴走了，一刻思潮汹湧。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWKAUFD7JC
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像一部爛透的小說，作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdtWE6VvSP
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愧疚，他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡，他也在哄騙了她。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mveKIXVAI
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSpjLnq2yK
Tanya多吃幾口，她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45U2fZhkbB
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAP864aVJ7
「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAJBoYrc7j
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdtzD9DRuV
「想嘅，如果有。你呢？」阿樂點頭。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LjHPq6XHN
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjcn7tJVrz
「我唔想住啊，拍拖咁麻煩，宜家咁咪幾好。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7Z0SZMvBh
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SAO1sbaoB
Tanya啜一啜飲管，然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛，世上竟然有這樣的人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MkYYXeHPf
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ197ama7RDM
「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2GYvDq9ZZ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NQWbHmkS2
阿樂認同又似不認同，但他至少看到了希望，Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面，然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbREmvsLtR
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpc5yE55Ok
青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情，他是、他是；但，誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候，不會自我質疑？這想吃了很久的葡萄啊，在心間永遠都是甜的，給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨，都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp8uXuoqHJ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHANtlIPyo
誠實問心，意義不一，悲哀地。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcv7wv1r4s
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9TNmESznG
「等間有冇嘢做？嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2DxByTZAB
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkCyzGvNyf
Tanya又朝阿樂笑。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj8ozFw6qE
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「得嘅……」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2b2w1haxy
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一切，又回歸到最初的那時，像什麼都沒有發生。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRkpIIuqdc
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