阿樂和Tanya沒有任何契約,她甚至拒絕了他,但他仍覺得自己有變心的罪名。685Please respect copyright.PENANAuGOzIh7nhD
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「呢間好唔好?」Tanya問;阿樂點頭,然後和她一起行入去。685Please respect copyright.PENANAWUI0RozmPZ
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Tanya坐在阿樂的對面,低頭打開餐牌,他看得見她的睫毛根根分明、也在眼尾上揚,頭頂的髮看起來也異常順滑。685Please respect copyright.PENANAu3YsyR0sTt
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和青青不一樣。青青的眼睫毛只長長地垂下,沒有生氣,頭上也有些呆毛。685Please respect copyright.PENANAa933Izu8Lj
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阿樂不自覺地將青青和Tanya對比,但她們的身影未曾重疊,始終,他清楚她倆是很不一樣的人。685Please respect copyright.PENANAaEl9as1WpF
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而且,他一直清楚,他不會愛其他人、比愛Tanya還愛……685Please respect copyright.PENANAvSrL5zXXMj
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即使,他後來喜歡青青、想和她在一起、肆意追求她;但如果、或者青青是Tanya,阿樂根本不會對她的拒絕、將他由天堂砸至地獄,而感到生氣和失控,因為那種情緒就變成了頹喪,心頭的委屈卻仍唯唯諾諾,不敢作出任何行為傷害她。685Please respect copyright.PENANAPMZlk12Gyo
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唉——愛?685Please respect copyright.PENANArTD9ImYmlZ
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唔知吖,唔知係咩嚟,唔知點解。685Please respect copyright.PENANATxXTrloKez
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「我揀好啦,A3,嘢飲照舊,你幫我叫埋吖。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAl0vec8d6tH
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Tanya喚一喚阿樂,然後拿出電話,將其亮屏,又熄掉。685Please respect copyright.PENANAEACuJrWZns
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阿樂看了看Tanya揀的是麵,所以他決定選一個飯,以免與她重複,因為她喜歡在一頓飯裏吃出不同的口感和味道。每次和她吃飯,他都會如此,已成習慣。685Please respect copyright.PENANA4k5siRaiHC
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「一個A3,一個B2,兩杯凍檸茶,一杯少冰。」685Please respect copyright.PENANA1Bktdvq5FZ
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阿樂來回頭向侍應和Tanya,她就如此笑笑看着他,當中竟然滲集着崇拜,像他在建立什麼豐功偉業一樣。685Please respect copyright.PENANAessvEPXK7m
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然後,二人脫下口罩。Tanya拿出酒清搓手液,示意要擠到阿樂的手上。685Please respect copyright.PENANAURmXiQ16Rv
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「我同男朋友分咗手啦。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAhxQOlAB4Kb
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「係。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAJJYTVSBe50
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「今次係真係分咗手啦。上次見你嗰時,啱啱分咗,但之後我哋有一齊返過十幾日,但之後,都係分咗手。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAfh88q9n7tj
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「點解?」685Please respect copyright.PENANARng1Yju5hf
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「冇嘅,我突然覺得,想要嘅唔係佢……我同佢,硬係好多拗撬咁,就算一齊咗成年,但係都好多不滿。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAu2MhoEzNFv
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阿樂心想:但平時,Tanya的post散發着甜蜜的氣息。685Please respect copyright.PENANA3WlMD5sbsx
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「咁你想要啲咩?」685Please respect copyright.PENANA2L3rtoKJXc
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「嗯……就得我㗎囉,真係錫我㗎囉,最好唔好同我咁多嗌霎啦。」685Please respect copyright.PENANATMZBos8WM2
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「哦……幾好吖。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAqo2XtMB0Ge
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他不敢直視她,因為他突然害羞,總覺得她口中想講的人,就是他。685Please respect copyright.PENANAaSTFOfro4L
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他能夠遷就她、也足夠疼愛她、平時都不會和她唱反調,非常順她的意。685Please respect copyright.PENANArqpGKrPVdA
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「唉,唔知世界上有冇呢啲男仔呢?」685Please respect copyright.PENANAiZm05tsOJ3
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Tanya對着阿樂微笑。685Please respect copyright.PENANAjqI7luDxUk
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飲品到,他替她篤檸檬,以往,她讚他將酸度調至剛剛好,有檸檬味又不太酸,他竟從中有成就感——其他人如他一樣知她心意嗎?685Please respect copyright.PENANAk5aDnYLqeL
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阿樂想起和青青吃飯時,青青喝的是熱檸水,然後將四片檸檬全部篤爛;當時,他覺得,還是Tanya的「難度」大一點,要好好照顧Tanya的難度大得多。685Please respect copyright.PENANA1VggUezSO0
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「好飲。好耐冇嚟啦,對上一次嚟,仲係同Ex添。」Tanya漫不經心地說,又補充:「幾好食㗎不過都。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAo6N0rbxPC1
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「咁咪好囉。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAzLAQrFIKMA
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在阿樂聽來,Tanya不斷散發單身的氣息。685Please respect copyright.PENANAyVpKOrAI7U
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「我個Ex呢,佢……」685Please respect copyright.PENANAKCBEgZGhSG
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然後,Tanya就開始批評她的前度,什麼情緒化、幼稚、小氣、爛玩、懶惰;每聽一句,阿樂都在心裏暗忖:好彩我唔係咁啫。685Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ8caxXFYb
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Tanya的舊男友和阿樂很不同,屬於帥氣的「MK」,以前阿樂極度不忿,覺得自己才是忠心對她的那一個,認為他們很快就會分手。事實上,Tanya也不斷在想分手、分緊手、唔想分手之間不斷遊蕩。685Please respect copyright.PENANAHve7ZHxUJb
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現在,她終於分手,回復自由身,並說出她想另覓一個符合阿樂條件的男友。685Please respect copyright.PENANAJW9epRg3uc
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這是在暗示他吧?685Please respect copyright.PENANASMh2aWAAye
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是吧?685Please respect copyright.PENANA2YiOjJO4Xu
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「算啦,都過咗去啦。」阿樂假惺惺地說,但其實在心裏暗喜,他一直都喜歡聽Tanya說男友的壞話,仿佛她說得越多,就是越喜歡與其男友類型完全相反的他。685Please respect copyright.PENANAx8Jf3SUF8X
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他們低頭,吃了兩口。685Please respect copyright.PENANAlGn06AMoB2
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「都係嘅,點似你吖,咁好仔。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAyHPkoDTqVc
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Tanya帶點揶揄又帶點調皮地道。685Please respect copyright.PENANAYe3NDBCRdp
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「當初又唔揀我?」阿樂試探地問。685Please respect copyright.PENANAz3n9Q5Dpae
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「係囉,後悔囉。」Tanya似笑非笑地答,根本分不清真假,但已夠阿樂竊喜:「哈哈,最好係啦。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAHDU2RoxV79
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她不再提記和他和一輩子的好兄弟了!685Please respect copyright.PENANA9JMj7ZqiPs
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「傻㗎咩,我哋一生一世都會係好兄弟嚟。」685Please respect copyright.PENANA4PaRUDFkay
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他的心不自覺地加速,一下、兩下,呯呯呯。這不是在收他做兵吧?685Please respect copyright.PENANAYGp7NVt9QE
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「咁你呢?樂仔,你最近點吖?」685Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y3jrmucrZ
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「幾好吖,唔錯。」685Please respect copyright.PENANA8qax9SP4vE
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是,阿樂應該要證明,他是一個獨立的個體,讓Tanya知道他可以很好,絕對不輸那些她口中很自信的男生。但竟見她有些隱隱的落寞,他就忍不住補充:685Please respect copyright.PENANAUL8AT9HWgO
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「都係以前好啲嘅。」685Please respect copyright.PENANArWIFb5ZgUj
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然後,Tanya笑問:「有冇識到女仔啊?」685Please respect copyright.PENANAotrF5Wf2No
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阿樂心虛,擺手答:685Please respect copyright.PENANAKtwrHbTDnX
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「冇啊。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAhkVsdWFmCb
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他講了大話。他覺得,不能讓她知道。阿樂和青青的事,是他永遠都不能說的,因為這樣,他就不忠誠了,是為棄卒。685Please respect copyright.PENANA8cNIpo96M3
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「點解你好似咁唔自然咁嘅?」685Please respect copyright.PENANAAwrG944vF1
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Tanya狐疑;阿樂說:「啱啱有一啖,太難吞。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAwstHps72pH
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就在阿樂說「冇啊」的一刹,他突然覺得自己沒有多喜歡青青,此刻,他甚至後悔這些天的一切一切,他已不能給最純粹的Tanya了,他也背叛了那一個說會永遠守護Tanya的自己。685Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8Y4ieQvEY
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如果此刻Tim少在,他會說:685Please respect copyright.PENANAm5Iuof9OKY
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「你條仆街個腦係咪裝屎?呢條女收你做兵,宜家揾返你,竟然令你後悔自己食過呢一條女?685Please respect copyright.PENANAkW63KGtsrE
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你究竟想要啲咩?午時花、六時變咁。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAB66fuvUMTD
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悲劇。685Please respect copyright.PENANA4F1OARTubw
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阿樂的心突然湧上對青青的愧疚,他昨夜不應對她如此無禮……他深化了自己的情感,將首次追求受挫失敗的嬲怒、歸類為愛而不得的失落,但他的愛卻不至於令她遭受這樣的對待。685Please respect copyright.PENANAQTj3qCkuTM
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他暴走了,一刻思潮汹湧。685Please respect copyright.PENANArUBGyErzh7
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像一部爛透的小說,作者因為過分情緒化而寫出亂七八糟的情節。這文章和寫手都太糟糕了。685Please respect copyright.PENANAu2RKxhRDHR
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愧疚,他以情緒加深了對青青的喜歡,他也在哄騙了她。685Please respect copyright.PENANAyee316bUpa
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Tanya多吃幾口,她的聲音又將阿樂喚回了現實:685Please respect copyright.PENANApBPwDXJlvx
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「咁你會唔會想要一個女朋友啊?」685Please respect copyright.PENANA9v9uf4aKkm
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「想嘅,如果有。你呢?」阿樂點頭。685Please respect copyright.PENANARSkkMJuuJ4
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「我唔想住啊,拍拖咁麻煩,宜家咁咪幾好。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAHpqbwb0AdV
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Tanya啜一啜飲管,然後抬眼看阿樂——她好漂亮、表情好可愛,世上竟然有這樣的人。685Please respect copyright.PENANAfOv9t5qilE
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「哦……慢慢嚟囉。」685Please respect copyright.PENANAdYmNqa1Pwm
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阿樂認同又似不認同,但他至少看到了希望,Tanya在單身的情況下和他見面,然後說出一些令他感到欣慰的話。685Please respect copyright.PENANAX5DTo3ICHU
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青青於阿樂的印象開始模糊。是。若說阿樂如此自私、忘情,他是、他是;但,誰又敢保證在女神出現在自己面前的時候,不會自我質疑?這想吃了很久的葡萄啊,在心間永遠都是甜的,給他送上別的蜜桃、雪梨,都不是最初想吃的那一串提子。685Please respect copyright.PENANAphOZnheh5n
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誠實問心,意義不一,悲哀地。685Please respect copyright.PENANAUCesg8NU29
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「等間有冇嘢做?嚟你度睇Netflix得唔得?」685Please respect copyright.PENANAsxVfpTaB4D
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Tanya又朝阿樂笑。685Please respect copyright.PENANAwFj7J3SgGD
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「得嘅……」685Please respect copyright.PENANACkj1DIUt3s
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一切,又回歸到最初的那時,像什麼都沒有發生。685Please respect copyright.PENANAfrbpc1GCnW
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