而阿樂，也回到了當初。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgg7yyuUMh
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRbibm9JnC
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP2iUx3ZgV
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjWiPruR2D
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d4WP5IWgN
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvWHUWNbB6
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又是如此，又、又、又。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO1s9Qlv7X
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRov1N62c1G
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhrRovIAeA
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQCjKMxZPA
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWiFCzQT76
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCcYGjHD9Y
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdMfz0MvKT
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJIFq3TYkA
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyRD6Dgxsy
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3628iJhJXD
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzKWtZcK7Z
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUFvmn0R5V
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPTgNz5c46
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6zyXd5alB
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3W2ArWtSF
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkO2kjWh1I
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CMvSVkEoP
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilkRermTXg
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTnWAJANJB
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxKk7dxdFp
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92URkiY9AG
「做咩啊？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡighmijcX4h
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzp1c5F5Ba
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i3Sry7VhS
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi1o5n6vgf
他享受了她的體温。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGLlPL8xNP
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe45SzSkdR
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmUOm6SaPz
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4XlCExWEb
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkBDsxa8tQ
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic7CujRA9A
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRx17gqgrH4
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof6VIv2Awy
他不解。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXEZ5T5cAr
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvXYgwjWp1
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakldl3e7kt
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bGDNOVFgh
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuddbkefgbA
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNtlirL8o3
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycQOJyOT9x
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所以，我以為我都可以。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8btg1ZLPfT
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwecQNBi5Db
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2efq896Rf
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即使他們同為人類。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKIrZs5ZQM
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVefEWaEED6
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iFWU7Cbo1
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnEfRTE9Bp
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是嗎？727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSPnkGwwnr
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanHA6EiYOo
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是嗎？727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7noyOcLPWq
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8wa1HqVSU
「哦哦，好，冇事。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToDtoG0Jn5
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsryBh86OoZ
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRekflp3xgw
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmJPRog3wX
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsGv5FQYO9
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue6EhHcXu7
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH0ErkqphL
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZcQriyzgk
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXwcny7sRN
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKwpcuZAu5
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZOVZC4iFp
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ8yLmHi2Z
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88bEb4n9mH
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQjLSlDDef
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa8GyY5qv3
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyBfHNpowY
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aK2qzgOvM
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MupJpPkgi
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYboOXRHeP4
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSlnEGmIvI
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2nzONvLyH
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtLeE7i9Lq
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSG7S6SVkN
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k1JgISoZN
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iXtFZwVD1
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NKrbsj8Pu
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY0mMu4k0j
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv91sWiqDT
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeAm6NhWuY
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1RBZYia7S
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE2g43oEmB
「好。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9elUTLzHlG
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAJqFUZx8q
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFCYBGwd8r
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIOl93gSl3
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfkA0gAxYC
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