而阿樂，也回到了當初。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtiMB7EZ48
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy3QPucZb8
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4yrb9X8vI
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktk7rKrNDx
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwJAFOvZ6F
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFYqyMzfmU
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06sBTasBZB
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FXUXrmZ3f
又是如此，又、又、又。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2Xa9YL38i
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8N9UkPGCh
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf89dPZkOr7
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE5oHB7jht
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizKHqn9cpJ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLvpvXeJJs
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGlPd5Dps7
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbf2Wn4xYQ
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8utqNFvvjp
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUMCCECreC
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4poAveu7TP
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw0O9uCF96
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KmD5IAOY9
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL2rc2GAXK
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm6TWc9dT3
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf22fpaFQID
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TMDrXLUJj
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxFHo4PsPj
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXiRDI5qis
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hunJaoT01
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gio7C3ThI
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw42r4xKztC
「做咩啊？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs45a5weuTW
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKCBcTB2aj
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhH1GNqaJW
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez8z8bpDZ2
他享受了她的體温。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQepNNnZ3a
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWjga3LY1U
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiRkJddpXq
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbiq45wgVQ
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILAkRTe2EK
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm74DLvsl0
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JZICVK4Yh
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLFJIEFzSg
他不解。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4X3ohBrCq
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC9PsXm87u
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv43VQXPBwC
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6oeUjSO7y
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6yEuX9t0S
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96RM73JbBd
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP3AncfUg5
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkZryLvUR0
所以，我以為我都可以。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre4m6MbMzh
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcFgTtFTCD
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjGCp3Se0M
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGFIsOamp0
即使他們同為人類。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC6ELpApdV
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcznM5ccBPc
但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzgii3Iutd
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ6tfGaUYV
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGinYgYYBo
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AUFk1ApJh
是嗎？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jK4joQpCV
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKkjoOADPq
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTdVtB3gAl
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV8Avda8sc
是嗎？679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYSKxVLZYg
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Zvb3LETV
「哦哦，好，冇事。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3EakJrH7B
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkVIBurhPf
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Yzm2flgl
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx1Y2r7UIc
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcynTHF2Vf
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsoDu91rc9
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrmebQgYeZ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtjyHpwVMU
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk6OjqO58Q
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iJiRIe81s
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XMHriDNdE
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUy6FpvNv9
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JwWPBSO7d
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy322SXVvz
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgXDELdzsr
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHieLDDi9q
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ460DAbQjtK
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ92QufGgC
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VKWbXHLf6
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD2qTLz6vD
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGjU4FtNXo
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKW5UczDuV
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRFkEZVm3c
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh1uJnnySW
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAWFePJtKB
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrAvjffEVD
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxV4OyHi60
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQlnNqxxEh
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgIMsFNkpQ
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCRwRn1xNL
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNngvUStIvP
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelrs3Zzsmx
「好。」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamkegrhLa5
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoGifYFQou
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6VNuYxBTL
679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv26T93EWY
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」679Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU2PdkdWdv
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