而阿樂，也回到了當初。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSQaTO9jGm
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKzLM5eqal
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2qiz86iDH
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他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd2NwOtEE1
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又是如此，又、又、又。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoB7qUC1LB
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk7j0CXM9g
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有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1NAjJx6So
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晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3FjYiqNK8
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Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCXHxy5mNb
659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0b59Lp8qf
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXod2CiLaG
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當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUpTJq0skE
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她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kCipzDum0
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有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXStmorqke
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他追上去，拍拍她的肩。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCHvdQ3jUa
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Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34LrIMtPNj
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「做咩啊？」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjLIPE69y0
659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Bt597JOyY
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPSjhfQTQP
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他享受了她的體温。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lBvV122Xv
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他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnXM28J5H0
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「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIfMWxEWPX
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阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJMl0KAL6B
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他不解。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI37z0RPzm
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7J1NJgbEC
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Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSxVDerSpw
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「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH0XqOsZ1u
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所以，我以為我都可以。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSJ1fPmInj
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOmmT5C9qu
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即使他們同為人類。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I9rDMwX8r
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvpz4hvmzN
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此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30g6BGmhfn
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是嗎？659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuolt18ljbd
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Q95DcNFM
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是嗎？659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM7c0Kxd8p
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1LbmKBnJl
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJtTCb174m
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4qiZ97ojA
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他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOeT2Yj4Ak
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhACO7vs8nN
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他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka6r4nGvOa
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6VoionFT7
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMZvABSwcp
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他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH4WHErlsS
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBdleb7NUN
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客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzGHewnQMj
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青青看見他低落的樣子，問：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YHrj0zu8s
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd8rpazkIA
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她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNdVtOQJBV
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「可唔可以問你一個問題？」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oPfjzHlkY
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiXTq8Sxh8
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「好。」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBSML692za
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阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ027wmYGgAC
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「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXK2dPjEow
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