而阿樂，也回到了當初。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUHuVb9V2U
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青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9EsdR8SeS
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阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2D3BDQV7n
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他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb3nPBioaq
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又是如此，又、又、又。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6YDcRN0rT
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和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXSHicNq9C
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHj0qsW7HA
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QWPRY63lf
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpykuZwR0fO
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoplg84IXR
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06C02JeViJ
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL3xZFTOOB
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMUDhEodT8
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAQWsuR8s6
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoTHeflhU5
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHZ0J760xL
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPrHAxuJgl
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1CZkdy8n3
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJTlgQJFwn
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h4dTsTj7q
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRuHyrGpKb
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMqRmQbWeM
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRZ0B9RWCG
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEggRMrkAy
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQXBHUPBRU
「做咩啊？」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9vsX7VdbD
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJwgdTvquY
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiLCDKplCl
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbFriAa0mS
他享受了她的體温。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMrTmrOfBO
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXp520iuw7
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2PzLBm7L5
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ztrdi9iI
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L4o0O3a5R
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHeCWsfJpz
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU6DQQ2XQn
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他不解。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7utSeKeHk
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「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0WC7UPXaA
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x6tDb7vy2
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmij7S53OU8
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6TnIjvQVb
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkj7HF8Sjc
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所以，我以為我都可以。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulDCThrpP1
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阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxv3j8R23S
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即使他們同為人類。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUSposlEA6
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqsWesfmv4
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeOXd1IUiZ
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA8b02POAS
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是嗎？625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuRXCjQarc
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單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABfBtjNGTu
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是嗎？625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKevcK0TU5
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「哦哦，好，冇事。」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTudU6zVKY
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Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJKJAergjt
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一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJjFFHIOD0
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他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oc3mfwhDP
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但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljwAGRNz7O
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbOFSLmBta
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OF1AL9tg5
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說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqIMYe0nAA
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他應該明白，應該早已習慣……625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBXtxSlIf3
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他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo27b1UiKWW
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回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NpldhtAxc
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoGZFPxrwx
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlt15SZ3bk
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青青看見他低落的樣子，問：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqLoEGSUqF
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「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTPD9bTmDM
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj10oi5hFdR
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoolkh8i8Dl
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DDRzPeSMA
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Fao28ldI2
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這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmibgltjUp0
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEOFW2K1Je
「好。」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwJdlRiAvc
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU63qTC5ZV
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXnJlO1FLq
625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77kzd5AXXq
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1ieHjdcyv
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