「我都係咁話。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6LptwvOJm
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU85fqEVYQ
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阿樂點頭：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaTRSLZPe7
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1lnHfLGdF
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiDpBNzHLR
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlJhnujqdG
「係呀。算啦。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWD4A2wKwg
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN7rkYhrb8
他們各自回房。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXfVhJtU4H
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZgR7b7bVp
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcYOD09vU2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvBapvge2W
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lXxVz4C3s
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZbuYCnEGk
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpTXJwxrFX
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zx79aBAZ3
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qk1T5F7hC
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFkl4efX7z
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxxZ25wsdz
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX8Cp3eUYY
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGsGiEJPR0
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX1YKorRE3
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSHi0jPE76
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gax6fNfhy
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4zG24Zko6
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBeRbJkxxw
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSzrKoL1tr
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ034Zka48y5
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx9zI1eu2G
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4cApM7jEW
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yUvjL0wuc
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbrHwmKd5Q
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQjFeimvsY
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eFeQ2Ipv7
她有什麼問題嗎？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWewqUyo1CP
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TnCqxKlfL
她是不是很不堪？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzC214HKk5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1cCbQqJxn
為什麼？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBE43HYniU
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DhcjwkBh3
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBBZCHKQj4
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZHJfX098T
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3HPGGIz1K
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tuGaEL0FB
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wqmJbTTGt
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j3oKn7Gr5
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauC2AUPZSj
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHCsCCHqTN
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpp4lOUIoO
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed6dP7vUeD
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHDpfuxXF8
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnybLbJv6V0
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY43uBExtzU
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnSxLfyf9d
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yAq7M8RwO
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqmSEGcPe
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyuzZNHjVu
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF0IbX8y9R
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sN5kSfyFO
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T6vasfuOY
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpJxPhnqX5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rHNqWx1us
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBR6CdxaoK
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQp3tmzt5o
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgpppsoDsc
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2paIdP685J
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i1gCdEoTM
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn2PWYMHnj
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t0ibtgEGP
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36kYRSHBrh
「靚仔，考成點啊？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDKMmqNsMR
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfhQf89xVr
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZEvlZYMKE
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb9hlJaTr3
「點解你喺度？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMLjag2h0a
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJsZQZVtyK
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNovkLLpO2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnQNwmGMFx
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lAq3vpYt3
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLcqfoyyCm
他皺眉，有些兇地講：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg1K014kr5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDY2wRZc76
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAzmX677O7
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnIhKarI28
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV5Mc236Za
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZiQJuuU3M
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8momF0OPl
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrl1JgUFtY
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTdXnQyMlA
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2VUgblitC
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Fq7Mp8TJ
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyurv4k595s
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYb7WDnt4D
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDVIGPq2Tv
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFDMm4aeS1
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ra9EzMmMT
「以後唔好啦。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SROpd880A
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckDT6pfamg
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSqos7ZlAt
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkbkkrPJjP
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XZYQSbIpb
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURbZHtuUsh
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pIyJ5vQbf
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmElHohs1i
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq4SLiCntB
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRvpYfCz75
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxd2FH0bNA
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuW8M5jgUP
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztUQa9IEFI
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcSK8muWuK
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOCn6152nA
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhcyg5Y4gV
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwDn5okbNf
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p3E7jrZPn
很明顯了吧。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8yAt9WUm2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThUb3WANHu
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIB6Bi8fnr
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYThE8zryJa
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ip0vmgVCe
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdzNleITt8
所以，她恐懼。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyKhUzsfAf
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOfC2g061B
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsFqB9dNd2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuf1oBgH16
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfknGStgPLW
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh26WReEd2v
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGuMgJtJS3
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVr3FXLVOA
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDOW8CGhwm
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrHerMn0xF
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bi8zhiIMm
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