「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5qkfqWtej
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrDnTlLGoO
啫係叫你收皮囉……696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQuoI5NVNL
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2UmYOqmc0
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1IXkIMgHu
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmtx5GWqnG
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd8ynD4dxP
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyoEmQoOrg
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Z9H8wR7f
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28H7kRC2yE
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyvbPmDNrW
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjui0Pdh7X
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBvZY0IB71
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExoHhs8Ose
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UK02ZT6Br
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ977epTbYx
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKJ4PUDUAG
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFJ7dU0Zke
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdz3UNu1eK
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWGG7QFDAf
「點算？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5Q90rFcdN
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86tqUD6L6r
「睇你㗎咋。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCke7vMcnVM
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vpJHd4jil
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCuheJ2oPA
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vocRYPuR3
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdynHjDmFmD
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfIZqiRg5d
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PUt7l8cte
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1mquLZIz2
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK9Naa1DDV
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZxrTJvA7u
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeoQot6Zsb
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDZt9hfcPi
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k0C6hs0d1
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2MOVHMMQu
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4onys6eSql
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBriHM637u
「冇呀，睇你。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPA021jB9H
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbp83gjzEp
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGQfwvpv2C
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEw7yoNMic
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQRCa41PZr
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXev5eGASdp
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaafwaSMxrE
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXipQS5fuWW
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSjIY2ecp9
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtO0mYmtcw
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr5oc0pbIZ
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPaZ79OjKQ
「唔知啊。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTe0ZYKFOy
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0Y3RQispS
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡappzVuq6ha
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwFuxSR6cU
「同佢一齊？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX5OokpQok
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv942zzoTsG
「可能係啦……」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gk8Oh4lz5
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUZ7lfcpfb
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNQir6ornE
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDL0yTll4O
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbJxaPw3bz
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOxLPy8dib
「係嘅。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJRF3hijed
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcySe0FOfi
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL58z4rUXZ
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ22GBvVHCj
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbwkC2Umpz
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMrPfwjrxD
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzvLFo6fnm
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWgJD55YNc
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8npEFKOdK
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jLS0QDecH
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgHMDJSclR
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHUBvfNE9a
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivIsevLRbZ
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqCIK1XFDI
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbMyUlnprq
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0ZTnaHeO7
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKc6jAyd9b
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TamQUTLmQ
「你咩都唔知㗎。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2790I25k0
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLFpNMjri3
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLZOu4OarD
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhfU9xrzhl
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LWJTTDmTA
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWVZbagXqH
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79t0egHdEW
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXSU9VGDxf
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66PzsrlZ19
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoSxCaLArw
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEhXA0FhvS
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ciXm3v6mv
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1PEOKgwb6
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzV1M1Ksbr
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYLDmC4lVY
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFPP8lu7Dz
「Sorry。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPs7XdDedR
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgiAPRyoNX
「我都係。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YFHaN2SZx
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixRWHVFTFO
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdABVnhP4vb
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJu6tFxbvl
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSr0rVsdqp
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XAvp8oTbq
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYnqDNiDy5
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzZ5Oy0b2U
「係嘅。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bG6AaOYMC
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqF3XLpxw4
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtblTVoTe1
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5FGFLc1wo
他們都沉默許久，青青說：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8nDDh5DLN
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwNerzt5Zq
「阿樂啊。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocS1XNcTnM
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfFGqbgqjZ
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP49c7tzqw7
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbDR2pWAD4
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3tasWbK9f
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF1EfMiRrs
你自己開唔開心啊？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhtxEK1mdt
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOXitNzSow
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DUI9ZIw55
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vzQywqbCX
「媽媽。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRFlUbygNo
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOZEegpwCi
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr6oPZgsE4
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0mmhncVBD
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW5C3KSS1R
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexvDj3eVNc
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0W5P53GYA
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfIJnbUiPM
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdb2lWQSsP
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlU8ASoUdG
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmhH7EXwxV
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65VgeAoc1a
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzLbMR9dc5
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLzKiD6nXy
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu6je87wV2
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZMj7npt6R
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYSNcSX7d1
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5qTlxnfpm
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc3FjcOwuJ
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmKVBqAdaG
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaTkY6e0FK
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWBUYV9vHv
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwgzjoRtx6
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy6c0BR31v
「多謝。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDiUNelp6q
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXVk5aSzrt
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4oudRaq2A
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZBN16Tan4
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEvccHGOwm
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraF57vl3E5
「係有啲長氣。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB74hshoWJ
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCzwsnCytY
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoeUcO5DTn
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7bUJuPSpC
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsQkzanskO
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xaUWx3mqp
「可以啊。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmbbOoEuq3
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygt7LKFNsF
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5eG7cUsxE
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5pp7GDr3b
「好。」696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPzN48773x
696Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcntze74vvr
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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