「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkVEfF2y8S
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev7oyL9NGt
啫係叫你收皮囉……597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyVGh6kIi4
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPbDKeurXV
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PQ8wrdjGz
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa8xiULo8M
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsicdWzvN8i
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfE38wy9Yi
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3B7Fnqv5c
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSFZwVaxwS
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyla08z0F9
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ik7Dg1Zym
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ6hiV8wtj
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzowx76Wc79
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKw7rubSxF
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PLamLBhTI
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDi09SviV5
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOYixK3Wpl
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvkxGEUJqB
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHYEC6Ona3
「點算？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uQ8Gknusr
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuM42KnYfy
「睇你㗎咋。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2HHOKWYvV
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fJ1hvxpQp
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ra8F16UH7
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHpMjHewnZ
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGNxn8GBQj
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArplWZiCQN
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUIQw2XIhN
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQdgSIgTQ2
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWbzCq6uvk
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFa1ogw92D
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1PVVuOgPm
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPYBTS0oXR
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEJrIWItgF
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIikWkeaf5w
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH9mkeJRhy
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5EFtniRcw
「冇呀，睇你。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4O8E8uLZL
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKKE0SpVRA
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe285g4Iqh
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVKfZDnq86
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA0jjqMb7M
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbWaSi5XNT
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggd8Y852kM
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3u38kmOZR
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1QJn1DHul
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4A6KiXmz5
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAxaItt9q2
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMVVF884pn
「唔知啊。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z4T3C8KwA
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj2g6GWF95
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4yxTYBKGs
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbVTN4Gcvl
「同佢一齊？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54S3CRjhm5
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzHwfeqEGs
「可能係啦……」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8YWOCesZu
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSfZL2Mxgo
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRTtj7kdEZ
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEskMY3gJg
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor05AssyIL
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5I6MJZmvb
「係嘅。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS9w6pB2hk
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxbASgXQmD
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LKIykkxXX
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkIeqelN8g
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ61nuJURp6
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf3OoaoQrv
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR8tH19Kkx
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMe5EbMAGQ
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD5nuCtfZ9
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjkvxAW3BH
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nF42Pjv9P
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJH78oKAkr
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfUIZewjJd
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4wxykQUvO
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVhHOLjN9g
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJJa4vXoeQ
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63oTqtsRHP
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0yOC5kPtQ
「你咩都唔知㗎。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnCpKDCm12
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBzZPMnjwY
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vbekEIwgy
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEiF53tPhC
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXR8MIkPEs
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5x0CVr2DE
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwFYI3GtEj
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE1FbpY1Tj
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZZygnhSTr
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI0EEDk0PD
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGefzm5lCP
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P24Czfq0f
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTS3Mx1hWl
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfo8fqmYPv
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B9VwVo8wY
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJLbBfylb5
「Sorry。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlMSs1HWI2
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5geavTsoIP
「我都係。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKfxYqidZJ
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUIDdESuEs
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMWQ1fKz9L
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIOtzyr5ag
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwziDp99eEm
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzehnTFOVl
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKIzOKWhr3
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITdBOIa4Dv
「係嘅。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr4cUu2nA1
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBnPgpn31g
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSPa0Y0Yjo
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqN2pJx9Db
他們都沉默許久，青青說：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8vXSEKH7V
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnf6Ek80vD
「阿樂啊。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppduDJ6P7y
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn30qt1gon
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡular0Ogks3
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ghV0UVpTk
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVzGkfmVzl
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZGXwP6c2B
你自己開唔開心啊？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44KhjBKKJU
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1aBTTtay9
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O1yH26mMA
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7RjYYW5XX
「媽媽。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPmkz6cooF
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5zvoRMZcP
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOROpbOSTcW
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFcSvZNZ1F
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO5ToayyZr
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX35Z3Aw7hH
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrQzhzJNDq
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPauygsvHW
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcc94V30cP
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpvJqLSQY7
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcknQUf4tFB
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv8OmmQfxX
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqcqMBBJlm
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyKD2nOTNC
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMAtIjGr9o
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg56plSz60
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPaTftNLha
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXHxYQqcTp
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2EG8TFBnl
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvcLTTBWwM
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj3fFKDDEL
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V23cyrD4m
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHjxKkhgZ3
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdrVK5L6Q6
「多謝。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QYwSkUIIi
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOs5kyhDmd
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI554Bv9fc
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYKjzwJt5n
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmN80OO23U
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZHIlKoKrv
「係有啲長氣。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCyjQxYBZn
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h6Tg0Rw5d
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3s40BBa52
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnmrGmb9lU
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CWqSyGV3I
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj1DX9rHyj
「可以啊。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4iPp7SOqB
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqeIp0WB4X
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZsV1EyT74
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxKx6Xy4bZ
「好。」597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUctEqjOwR
597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXas8qHKSC
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