「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG66I21YbUB
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0J36XdwBh
啫係叫你收皮囉……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmmho1UV6T
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZYCnav09P
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUA7Xx1bN8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoDMmlQHWb
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSkVhmLDQC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4wsrbv0EK
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFz4DeUNnj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X3RNYXXAi
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuadoXla7We
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBb6S1F9Uy
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ybBxkLIwl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXXJvWvBpP
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfV0XBEKCC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iotXIT2K0
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SYB64FyFj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4UOM2HfAF
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5UWrU2HQ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb2adAREYc
「點算？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7si0At2fi
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJTjsVhjCC
「睇你㗎咋。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kwi5Ego61
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyEma7px2J
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5535WgF6qA
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0iQc5weaC
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWTOZAWoVw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMIcfcLXQW
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mzRn98AjV
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05cIEx5cJc
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P89ZC4p4G
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65wBoilOvh
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ674Wi4Jl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiJAKOlULq
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XpJo4GEKH
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jfrYh49TN
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC8ZdTif8H
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyq2uwIw7x
「冇呀，睇你。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWg1SCK8ZU
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwMf8k5ewc
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQrqzapXbk
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDqIa7Pwck
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt8MckeDci
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXeKt8sBHn
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEQJj1qdwS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhDJTjWoIC
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd4IugoZ3C
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnuamle1Vq
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFthuxHMAqN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92i1RblF7P
「唔知啊。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGIYcVpcf8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpNaemy87w
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxA9Lt5x5u
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapQA6JYghE
「同佢一齊？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mMHCNSOll
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRoLxWs4ZH
「可能係啦……」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqKE47dDtp
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMA3APMtmL
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29OqLdXCQZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29gfesW4jq
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVIZd27gku
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARn5TideKS
「係嘅。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzCAsOvZQS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5tE8AwzsA
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI0UXTQuq6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb2zV26OaP
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrub2UimGng
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWEh5EE8Qz
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2CY3iEKGC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6pZEyUxY8
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmphcByEwct
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94sNJxvK8R
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztGZBG2WgT
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXBAiVcuPo
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue2WDmuFvH
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyawePwH6p
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhOiUmfFxN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWFE1lPdTo
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDieFsMDpXo
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVjeEBZRQu
「你咩都唔知㗎。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRgwYq0piw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq41FlHUonM
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bP4lOyllJ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxY76RTMLP
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjOvzrktep
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L5ZtVzJb1
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCgJWZKgsW
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX1xcYQwxU
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjoy8RYNfY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYqjWW8Y8F
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYZXs9C6E4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9lxJZGJ1N
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE9sqqzehC
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgOF2Sy31y
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg3cxEYjry
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5j7hbdS67
「Sorry。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiJWVeW7G4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9WP1uz2Gt
「我都係。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TJei93zjt
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3WfEh4puT
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbzDmTX3Lu
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIBBAfiWWM
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIvXjJnZGl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaxemmihnX
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfITitq0TwG
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s40T8NmGS
「係嘅。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9BWVccvVP
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTNkk8Bl8B
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAzwUMdD4o
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XneuxaQPn
他們都沉默許久，青青說：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl6ZSHGVGS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcwHADwvbz
「阿樂啊。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULZORf7450
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBk4RXkoaa
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeSjxzLSDs
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJEmuomCGt
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxQJrm1lKd
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7vi50A8XR
你自己開唔開心啊？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy9pHpsVrR
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxulwK1LpZT
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg785iHV10
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrOqz24Uof
「媽媽。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp60pNCCRk
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBnwck6Fhu
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspU3vdGXHz
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lkpQSDsaH
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeFiih8ydK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVdIoxuutD
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH4l1QVGKz
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R6ljc30Ju
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60cK9P8dA7
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0lEebQCXY
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnAW4LF5Wa
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XkWji4uwl
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqADiy28Ljk
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZceaBthlf
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I6SesZ8cX
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pxu1XrDqy
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5O0q1Pvom
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqodA3nj4S
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlnAnHycDe
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6YUjSyJBt
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3MiIEoq7k
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6brvNjofb8
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8KOmRRQc8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aQTjV5di9
「多謝。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaLS0V5eTE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSBV2Ejuo4
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6ETCTbOg4
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZrABZ9Ozc
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qdfMrhwKE
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2FSisrDHA
「係有啲長氣。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYxgvgyuqZ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfndMPIiCw
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj4ssu9CV3
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNXRl0960W
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKwAui9dF6
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CANDbUWME
「可以啊。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGxT0htwaK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAcPoSR8RE
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VY3ezuKDw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJAULvLOyZ
「好。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ex46wpG41
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDGHc4Wb50
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