「我都係咁話。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7O6CNxQ15
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf6EDdUMvZ
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阿樂點頭：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnMqfXv9NC
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「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFqNpjta7U
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「係呀。算啦。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDMpWLlwLC
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他們各自回房。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rx0IkC7rf
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbnbtPnrva
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj0Wm0iMmG
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc26lRqzaq
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRY9PfWNIi
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkCCBNbcyy
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還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVzZaMHOS3
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興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXgTTOge50
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡott2QBhTxw
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ajLrmEgNr
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6WrAJtlHm
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Eg0HjgUah
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrGZfH5bhI
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi77dXCeq0X
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFxr02Ropp
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxMMA2tANF
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMNWuwwjlc
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VdTH1O6fy
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNpE9qRgqi
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2jCOrQyGN
她有什麼問題嗎？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlHnmsBPsQ
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她是不是很不堪？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHCZtAizbW
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為什麼？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6wZ6ZsKHQ
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青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SsLC1AFlA
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於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLyRUhouhp
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zkIthKmTK
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWCRqHmDW7
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1galbdRyIn
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhdIOSiivm
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoLvR5mFcy
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m2PXmXztN
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfVslpOLwd
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpx4BsALQZ
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcRWQzB5z3
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2cA3CbpNQ
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她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHfTxdjnRV
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慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqnObTsdgC
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP8zlQcmE1
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1anzmepoO
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慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2if9UwPZcg
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCECHXfR7fn
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdvyLMF77a
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青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG7jXqpVAb
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3zQPUinE6
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs35U4i77Pk
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKWDJou1Nj
「靚仔，考成點啊？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMQwLoVt8W
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但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ltUiPVsuA
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「點解你喺度？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8EKVDPYkf
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語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rWKNpHApY
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF4JnBv0t4
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLHTPGFjuP
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1IxJcz61V
他皺眉，有些兇地講：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkGFibBaHk
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxKkGVo17J
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc174xFpPd
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxE7I83Tqi
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sn9jmVSTE
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq28YSsSjQ2
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLFg43a6mB
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG2B5Geq07
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5xCn54UUC
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPzUwg72cb
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0qzltur6f
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwGxRGDEYq
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHatKxzC8J
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F0yzGokal
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5u0a3F5Yg
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「以後唔好啦。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjjs4KeppW
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她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKmsddo4R5
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直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCJEbhzmRx
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他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gBlmb8xQY
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD9w8IrSWx
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5APQYEava
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愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3pXTBPZn4
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那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWxY9PLuMw
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKRgqnI4Rj
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8J7Zht3cB
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQmD9lrgkM
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk5Kq0rfUI
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很明顯了吧。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoknOhkziLB
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJndzM1FTP
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRf6aS2yIE
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRkrPp7gpG
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVkwVEWn5T
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所以，她恐懼。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tJ2vB4rdC
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRKaRljz50
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但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2v8qTMBT9
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodLDJDiBV2
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9E95GuIz
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ8sxIPyjP
657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQuVnWbqFA
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKKvitn3KL
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