「我都係咁話。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssMboXdTB
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApztDfLZA7
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FhSMZGv19
阿樂點頭：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIEpVnjeDm
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvqGb4BcJH
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgPpAfwbmT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb3kaTs3RM
「係呀。算啦。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPD0KegVWY
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAx5qThIO0
他們各自回房。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz38IenUcc
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXStxk8J0R6
Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYU8ZvTUMXG
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeTi7pXSLU
有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v6Y9YDt1i
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXPRIK138a
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0tDgf2ent
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHfLvHDYHs
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9iGzgrF2V
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8xB3B2goS
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXq3zyL6CT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJqyibj497
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgE805TbMS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU6AllfxEB
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjMCrFsZqQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxNPNOYwPz
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvm6GBHXJq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WNV8GkMIg
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplx1NxHdWC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6VOxjSycj
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbKhQf9FwQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8yE6eT723
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf2Yt8wo1d
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RuoaPgO9P
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRshxkohEE
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV0bVezldJ
她有什麼問題嗎？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHYmtLDd9R
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSfLfhjzk2
她是不是很不堪？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r2czeQv6d
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaPAvlnP76
為什麼？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGOy85Lqf5
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i01dvvhMr
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsekJqRH1R9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OW7Y3FMyb
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RBstJWIAg
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRzQlINqJW
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUifDJbTNd
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XcxdspZN6
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U22L4iV6S
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHORArPST4
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveWOjDbgky
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsp6Y6uIVc
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7XBYXnQ4m
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxXt8RSemp
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlDrCW0gAU
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDc1NsJdxl
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl6vhcEodO
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLcO6HSSet
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5pFph4TAh
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIj6rFFtZJ
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8fXxbT7wq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxBScOlIOz
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKOED4i3EM
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmBSpRD95K
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE14v8BlUn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJrJaTtSVe
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLgAvjltA9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcvqYUcY5H
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTfB0vdupD
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjlWZC5GUF
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8v1xVJErW
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICdJ4pslCo
「靚仔，考成點啊？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIn3l2Ri4l
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtrw70sWo3
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBVNbyDnez
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ou2qDMMcC
「點解你喺度？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F0LGChyBa
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1lWHLTwxu
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7up9bg2FO8
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jYhu0wheZ
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDgh62DfwT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwcvg60Pj8
他皺眉，有些兇地講：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXkPA9xI2h
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aiq45G93E
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqLSJCxFIN
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC90VXWJHHT
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO8qFkkDzy
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx86WwjMPBw
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHAARz5s31
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsPOvic8pS
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YJgJuAAIm
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1UhxNsffb
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjyAfszwEA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PA4tgD4V7
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q4fUJpoBB
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX1hD4t5Lp
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS27c6VYxw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjucoepkOUq
「以後唔好啦。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOExgnaYwGV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmulTfMpUtL
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2gVwQzI2s
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6nfkBL8Ku
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRAMgfgMKw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXqSN9Th32
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9IdsVKAVs
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjucfYmDxlU
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKatKnGkdmq
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoREVmDv4W
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07n4UuRrrp
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsWbGGJKTu
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVzuHVeKPz
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxlGFCDbhe
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7azSndOOJL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0c7MYoYui
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUBpB9IHIo
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRoS2EaZR6
很明顯了吧。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXPumHYfTJ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkfiCwtufG
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NEnvMzEnW
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjunVvqOxF
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFljKd1KbdR
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIicaoIWisf
所以，她恐懼。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULrRkImuzu
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2UrC9qVY0
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTb4db7j1Z
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknBqIaw7Mb
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpl5YTf4vn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiq3KyUfA2
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3kMjmI9Ag
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpllb2w92h
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvJhrECPvw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerRI3NiIVq
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHlWWzkNog
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