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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fKE4gDfu7
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TFfe48A63
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakE0SzZNcC
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hdsRWgZwP
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjryTnfKiZ
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelbfkrdplc
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviggJYpN0E
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm7d3RdXqM
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytarQ6hQFL
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"You're cute when you're high."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yvwUx3fmg
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I smile right back at him.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlkwGdNtSw
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"You're... just cute."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXJpSUMCnU
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"Tell me more."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5pBwLORdw
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwREHRR7jn
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdmSU6ug5P
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ6Sq3sVCF
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Oops.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSWVVhJc77
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Okay. Here's the story.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTKm4VfZF
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwifjpml0A
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2d33qoibX
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RblHtYM4E
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EbX6UXZ5k
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGkFIKHPL1
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcJcrHljXb
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9rqcGzUZf
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Wait, what? 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbTv1bxCpV
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Trees jerking off?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5n4PWMFbo
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1pWEXH3Ln
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFJOqeVNYS
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN6e7mYFZK
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk93bdgczB
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFJREGTkiQ
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrKg5r9TS0
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GTD2nqzJu
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G4BZJCoA7
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12DFQCwRdU
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ab8FdH3nk
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDN2UyQrLO
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJZDjO3V4X
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David really helped me out this time.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9KRRgInMJ
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ZGSEBwjR
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYRFbgO48u
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"I'm tired," I say to David.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECHpTB4H1B
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOhJ3vTunq
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEXb7wCYPf
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"What were you doing?"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYxW9h0y2a
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"Uh... playing with shapes."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ZPmk3jh1
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"Can I see it?"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2K9jJe4l
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYMI7gmgaC
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdwSplDarQ
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"That's pretty."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVbd5yFXY2
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"Thanks."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQIufMZdmj
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"Why?" I ask him.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb4UK8e3p1
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIqL8BMe7F
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"You mean a mandala?"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJiXpXKdv1
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He starts grinning again.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz0mAqgCJO
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZfMAAZAKF
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9bMHbmCYy
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He scrunches up his face.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKqyFkMT2V
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"I dunno."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCEVNuEjtz
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtt3pNooSS
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoLWcW6cRl
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"No, it isn't."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w6u81Ear7
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe9rXYxWhv
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I stop and think about it for a second.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILOUSYg1V9
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD3kIxfBow
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXaOew5ces
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"Okay."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV4O653o2J
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0am3bKjFu
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pWN8bgMeq
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSAMIIARov
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwVkNmfJSC
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ501IGaTyu0
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEl2y0Q4az
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8DltfG9WU
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Oh, rass, that was good.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvtAODdfIM
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"Yeah. I'm full."533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i8s0ub36q
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUGN2NFIF5
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanoHDfWlZT
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpVQw77vTa
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyO27PP5sz
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5bSg83CdU
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJzak7tvB9
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRsjAEaVc7
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRUBwPgWul
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I let out a deep breath. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LWWRCHdLE
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFevAX6B91
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjnQjDm5xJ
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpScsVu2SF1
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"Leah, I—"533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4aMYHrtGh
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG82Omy7tjK
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Not yet.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeQhWeUocE
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCMfX7miBs
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But now?533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DdO8YrcbB
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZlyBcjEzz
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"Yes?" he asks me.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDtGnZgAhJ
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"I love you," I blurt out.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHyRyVQziV
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC0j6OKG4E
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QUZR3MShE
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccpCwoMCWp
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFjEJHg88e
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExNAUlBtio
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZI9u14kIZ
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqlfcuiP1l
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He's... everything.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueTMPT0Hu2
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He's my light.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmoD34AlEd
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He's my inspiration.533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHimDQFFQ1
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"You're my new muse."
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