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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC63tmdtHKy
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv11rx86wc5
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFpc9uUcJz
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGilLMf1kK5
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8lZ7vAkZj
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nKP4zoxSz
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRByfvirNsP
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HhJpvzFwG
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgSLEm1EJu
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"You're cute when you're high."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZIwbgJmne
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I smile right back at him.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYWafjDZWE
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"You're... just cute."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIquV03rX2
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"Tell me more."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjVVVjRi0B
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90tFvKGCBv
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq3aV8CNF5
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcAuxnH13N
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Oops.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bRwfP5RjA
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Okay. Here's the story.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLLm9DMQoo
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDrqEADQT8
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBpaQKnsHv
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp8F6uK1Zi
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNpzUd44pW
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYtsjSQ2fp
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIekTD0z9RQ
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaz7MXh46r
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Wait, what? 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbQk9nxT00
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Trees jerking off?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK4U43Lo8K
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRbksXLCRC
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NnnMiifQc
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiNVqMj8AB
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda5wqjiSjz
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPY7ttFsg1
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YuXwmNY97
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQAbnmvDS4
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDxEd70y6E
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguvntdQoWI
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC09JKLxZgs
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFj8DDvJGj
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PGfvOB3Oi
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David really helped me out this time.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yrAopN9Qp
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVRJK3yeLI
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovnZncS1aG
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"I'm tired," I say to David.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF9rtpgBE2
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwOBhFyLo8
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y2PbzSBgc
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"What were you doing?"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHuAzZrKc2
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"Uh... playing with shapes."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPUdlvYVB4
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"Can I see it?"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrcp4xuIBu
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg4w5rM6AM
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUu5oLek53
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"That's pretty."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0jvueW4kA
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"Thanks."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Toge6SdB
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"Why?" I ask him.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6fQyf1wKe
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR2V9zRbgh
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"You mean a mandala?"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvm0zI4TJJ
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He starts grinning again.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKtbHi1syA
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM2Rnzcicj
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsF32HyNAC
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He scrunches up his face.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0zyctIBCf
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"I dunno."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEt0R8kbDW
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0En7GUpTkn
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZxXkYS1QQ
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"No, it isn't."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO0gVAx7KF
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5WtDqf2qD
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I stop and think about it for a second.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgMBjH78R2
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTKGL3tfhG
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFmVP1zsgR
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"Okay."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDwOvqY5Ck
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQtre6rXak
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxctRYsFlFq
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJLDmx3vS5
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4iecsZ9U4
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov4d5jnE7H
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***532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNIv9vTH4q
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxuKwaoxW3
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUpMuTBhVm
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Oh, rass, that was good.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wYywDxhG3
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"Yeah. I'm full."532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuiOA4j31A
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCKiOIwhNd
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6j3L2rmwn
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEFCRiLarl
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ypDUlOmar
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsfSMQAj2T
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSnGHtTyhe
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLX2GL0xdT
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILbMmXgmLk
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I let out a deep breath. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnHtJKSGYJ
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcATtBYiQs
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrVPGcPXYd
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8OMV1IpJ9
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"Leah, I—"532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K52MAm7pc
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWWu1pJ692
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Not yet.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OBoHfPln0
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1warRmn8dl
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But now?532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WtPAsSdcU
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeq8SfomYL
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"Yes?" he asks me.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCszN5kVIjU
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"I love you," I blurt out.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yGtRidKag
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2uhQJyvpb
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y1Lzb24BK
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbYQL4Nm6H
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqfGmbYUbj
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDsiFhmV3x
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRBEWH9FzK
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGfO7wycqO
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He's... everything.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuu4qt0gRm
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He's my light.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cPdJdT7wa
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He's my inspiration.532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrB8Kq1kw1
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"You're my new muse."
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