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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQEeOLBMW4
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr0NWQfRXy
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhpQZwoB2L
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2gKoN7l59
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWwdaDOjrw
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76HgPoj0xh
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN4zfBLCW2
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4beDesToR
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ877vSYUxgS
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"You're cute when you're high."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsoFzVWwlb
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I smile right back at him.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQDTRxVcx5
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"You're... just cute."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb4SjyV4ZJ
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"Tell me more."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72393umtOo
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HPPEcb5oC
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNPuD3bfEJ
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qN4UfU5kg
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Oops.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oYgGpSfLc
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Okay. Here's the story.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6cxoZ5MNA
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gp9h1Ax5B
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW9Ile5ZZL
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMOqCGwr10
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79aBhsRVYL
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L2hfG1ntX
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc59ym8DFlV
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1HvJBHuFT
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Wait, what? 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9TPytZkia
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Trees jerking off?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopEhGROeLY
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFA367wRiV
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZLkpN0VEC
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8EU5jZuXb
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQit6h1oXa6
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVs3XVxLm2
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF25GMWE7e3
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nuffAdqNs
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXgoat37bv
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJJiggkv7I
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOT42z1Axp
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPoAMYBg1C
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1aCfCE4M2
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David really helped me out this time.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4xlpEbBbs
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ywJOJHNxo
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HXWQGoXIZ
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"I'm tired," I say to David.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONcZFxL6kD
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzFHGY5ych
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aaXBxoVyE
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"What were you doing?"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw6tImQNv3
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"Uh... playing with shapes."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapoT4onvcy
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"Can I see it?"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTjiexb48j
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjCMvSbvlf
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7dEzbWPkW
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"That's pretty."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1gnmi7QL5
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"Thanks."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZS9AEmGmR
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"Why?" I ask him.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU6zsKc2Mi
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufl2U9SSQG
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"You mean a mandala?"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGrWGBPQIS
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He starts grinning again.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFC2h2O5NR
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF7OAQt2VI
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCuNHz5xrA
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He scrunches up his face.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw32QafkNL
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"I dunno."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU1khYil9g
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPqkrQTxRz
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQp6cbOb9m
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"No, it isn't."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjYZRx5rcy
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMxnMD0OXp
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I stop and think about it for a second.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlcWWFZzOr
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mHWTzmQqk
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZvdVuSPfC
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"Okay."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJHd4bbKjO
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE3cwfrQSE
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PQVWr5kaO
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPcAAUV27A
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeFmFuXN4m
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxelxjKDTLx
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***474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwEFdIGXuA
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cDWlfkIwX
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4XQqBUlPF
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Oh, rass, that was good.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj74oDMnltl
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"Yeah. I'm full."474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv71716VuC
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2DrPC6jeM
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bsuH3MdB3
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0lrzJoKC3
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzQQ17smRA
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU4gcNHyqt
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiLQ05bznB
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMlkEE4rc2
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXebkdMrFO
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I let out a deep breath. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuSQfvxWXf
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkh3qj33Zv
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN69IajLjz
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj6m56Xkwn
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"Leah, I—"474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwbyjMaAjI
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6trGLL98HZ
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Not yet.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljXfdG7fYd
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVoAdSrgWQ
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But now?474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorymCH9LaF
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqbE7sq9AI
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"Yes?" he asks me.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk4J7tuRh4
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"I love you," I blurt out.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpghWfpKNW
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Xn2MYzU8
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8tJ8KsZ3v
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBceJVKoHu
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkuuD0MaIq
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3fpz2dbcV
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRrirTu0VL
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcIWHlbyEE
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He's... everything.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92SyRt96Ru
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He's my light.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwmZc9hVLY
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He's my inspiration.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQHy9z62f0
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"You're my new muse."
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