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"If 'batty' means 'ass'... then isn't a 'battyman' technically just an 'ass man' in literal terms?"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7dFKuO5w4
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Apparently, this is the shit that people think about when they're high; right now, I'm certifiablyfucked up.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlyDGosz5e
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David, bless his soul, actually graces me with a response; probably because he's just as fucked as I am.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp5I2rfI1f
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"It's an idiomatic expression, but in literal word-for-word terms, then yeah, I guess so."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanb3u35y2R
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Ever since I left the hospital, David has been watching me. He doesn't let me out of his sight. He insisted that I start living at his house so that he could keep an eye on me, and for a simple life, I complied.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYkFKWOjLD
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In addition to my inner demons, I've been having pain from the wound — the painkillers don't really help me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbmHC9QXjs
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David knows that my head is a mess these days, and he also picked up the fact that my pelvis is constantly hurting me. He said that this would be "killing two birds with one stone".508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtPcLIxN60
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"I like gay porn," I spit out. I have no idea why I just told him that little piece of information. It just felt right.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C0UdCEZlm
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He looks up at me from whatever he's doing on his laptop, his head covered in disgusting turd plats that I braided with my shaking hands, and smiles, his eyes as red as mine probably are.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4A0cFSJIV
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"You're cute when you're high."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPOLKnF5aT
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I smile right back at him.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kr0fqlP6x
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"You're... just cute."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnM3iPcdl8
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"Tell me more."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxR17XLW84
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Well, since I was just talking about gay porn...508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB6S4glpRO
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"Marcus broke up with his girlfriend and now he wants to fuck you."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwLcn5fJw5
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I wasn't supposed to tell him that. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBCyafLzh3
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Oops.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtE2XFErWp
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Okay. Here's the story.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAyuFZloWO
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Ever since Marcus and his girlfriend officially broke up, he's been acting weird. Every time I mention David's name, he squirms a little, and not in the "I'm uncomfortable" kinda way, but in the "ooh, I'm getting the tingles" kinda way. At first, I didn't even know how he knew David personally enough to crush on him, but then I remembered that the second painting that David bought was through my website, and Marcus was the one who told me about it first; David had demanded that that I delivered it.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeknwmygBUh
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He had told my agent, a.k.a. Marcus.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8D0u0ev7k
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On top of that, the display picture that David uses on the website is the perfect combination between cute and fucking hot.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJRaO0VDot
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Marcus, having a good amount of common sense (although he acts like a dumb fuck sometimes, telling me to do shit for 10K; who the fuck does he think I am? An assclown?) obviously put two and two together — the gorgeous face with the sexy-ass voice. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYIDUfQ7ds
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In short, David unintentionally fucked up poor Marcus's head, Marcus doesn't know that I know, I pretty much just had verbal diarrhoea about the whole situation, and judging by the growing grin on David's face, I just blew his ego the fuck up.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMlzuDJueu
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You see, David might not be attracted to men, but he's the type of person whose ego definitely doesn't mind the attention.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr2PQ8yYXC
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"See? Everyone wants me! I'm turning straight men gay; the man left his girlfriend because he could only see me. The trees are gonna start walking just so that they can get close enough to watch me while they jerk off."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSGFekYoMr
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Wait, what? 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjKJj9MAN2
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Trees jerking off?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKjbKCh13M
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"You idiot, you didn't turn anyone gay; he still likes women. He's bi. And even if he wasn't bi, and you were the first man he liked, it would be a man crush, not "turning gay". 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0hamSAcKQ
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"Actually, it has a name; it's a sexuality when you become attracted to me, and can no longer see anything else, whether you're a man or woman or a tree. It's called davechestersexuality. He's a davechestersexual now."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNcdO4SEL4
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How full of oneself can someone possibly be? He has his own sexuality now? Really? Really?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnKUuGdNHO
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"So you have the mainstream sexualises; heterosexuality, homosexuality, bisexuality, pansexuality; and then, you have davechestersexuality."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11BJILIHWr
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"I think you need to shut the fuck up," I say, laughing so hard my eyes start watering.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fFRveDQ2w
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"Trees don't find you attractive," I state, still chuckling, reaching for the bong, feeling the urge to take another hit.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ1zEpm0Qe
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"Really? Then why do they get hard when they see me?" 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP8qQsRegW
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"They don't," I reply, re-packing the bowl with ganja from the bag beside me, and putting it in the downstem. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfn1oowkry
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"Yes, they do," he says as I light the ganja, and briefly, I look at the white smoke climbing it's way up the inside of the transparent column. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hzc9WSpt3
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"So... pretty," I say, before putting my mouth inside the mouthpiece.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcmVvZH1vG
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I inhale and pull the bowl out at the same time, and fuck, does it fuck me up in all the right ways.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcF004NNbD
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This is exactly what I need; my mind being overrun with idle thoughts, which can be considered, on one level, philosophical and deep. No thoughts of anything that can or will hurt me; just a pain-free high.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ665gP6Alat
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David really helped me out this time.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmHiR2KfAY
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"Pass it," David says when I take it from my lips.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBDnriHEEw
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We continue to take turns with the bong until the nub is finished.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJAHtt5dkb
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"I'm tired," I say to David.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuTQCRNsln
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"I'm hungry," he replies to me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkJsNgIdbb
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I look at him, and he's about to close his laptop, when a question comes to mind.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerCZVcBSWQ
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"What were you doing?"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr12X6ITTK
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"Uh... playing with shapes."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS6BsJb650
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"Can I see it?"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5VnlnoChE
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"Okay," he says, and turns the computer to me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarf0TfQbRu
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I look closely at the picture, and see that it appears to be some kind of mandala.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNZFO4grN5
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"That's pretty."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfBxpzgYVn
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"Thanks."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumHq4TBb1H
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"Why?" I ask him.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRZrvbfzEA
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"I dunno. I like how the shapes look like that."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtw6wh8Jng
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"You mean a mandala?"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWICifZ4g6N
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He starts grinning again.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PddHuWu22
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"Yeah. I like them. I was online looking at stuff, and I saw this website that lets you make them. It's fun. I mean, the software is for amateurs so they don't have as much variety as I'd like, but it's still fun."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwClH1c0rI7
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"What are you gonna do with it now?" I ask him.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENVhsaoOtg
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He scrunches up his face.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB1nomm7Dc
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"I dunno."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY3L276IVB
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"It would make a nice tattoo design."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSj0Ntsil0
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"You think so? I think it's too simple."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBh9bayYE6
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"No, it isn't."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTq053QrcJ
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"Really? You'd get it then?" he asks me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw02jZSyBpk
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I stop and think about it for a second.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQUHAe7SYK
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"Probably," I say, staring at the different shapes, how they curl around each other.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYae7OR6LQO
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"Listen, I'm really hungry, so I'm gonna cook something, okay?"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PYv6isE8H
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"Okay."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8RcDPrTcx
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"You wanna come with me?" he asks.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0Pr78w53o
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"No, I'm tired," I say yawning and stretching. "I'm gonna sleep."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAVqz0j2op
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"'Kay," he replies, yawning in response to my yawn as I turn to walk towards the guest bedroom.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb9kMUGmjH
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When I enter the room, I throw myself onto the bed, closing my eyes, falling asleep immediately. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNajJbRu0z
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The last thought I have before sleep consumes me, is What will David cook for dinner?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsefFFwNHa3
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"You full?" David asks me as I finish the ackee with tomato and roast breadfruit that he just fed me. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrUDHjXpE1
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You know when the breadfruit is over ripe, so it has that sweet taste to it?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRyBjPeEte
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Oh, rass, that was good.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYaNqlVubr
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"Yeah. I'm full."508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyMj4YJvqR
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I slept for about six hours. Now, I'm sitting in front of him on the living room floor. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMwYL2UYgL
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I'm sober again, and that's not necessarily a good thing.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL35nUFHoH
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Now that I'm sober, I can feel the ever present pain from the wound in my pelvis, which is a reminder of everything.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsSv09ebiT
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Even if I ignore the past, I can't ignore the present; I lost a tube. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpFYUpwrXN
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It's in this moment of disappointment that I realise that I'm not completely against the idea of having children; that I still want them. Having only one tube makes the chances of conceiving a child naturally less likely.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pDt4D1aF9
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When did this change? There was a time in my life at which I was considering tying my tubes. When did I subconsciously open up to the idea of children?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGSSNsU0CC
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When you started seeing David as more than just a casual fuck.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPx09ZC030
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Of course. Everything that is emotionally unstable in my life right now somehow seems to be tied to him.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBQyXPG2Is
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I let out a deep breath. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN1ghVcRTs
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"Leah? What are you thinking about?" he asks in a curious but timid manner.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBnVbIS0j8
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"I don't want to talk about it," I respond.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA16p32tYpU
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He suddenly looks overwhelmed with sympathy.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu9QsTnuW1
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"Leah, I—"508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yQ1D6Pnfb
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"It's okay, David," I respond, because the truth is that right now, I really do not want to share this shit — my thoughts of having his children — with him. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DqBsCHEBN
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Not yet.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m7fgYC2v9
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I stopped thinking about David as a casual fuck a long time ago; my feelings began to grow from the simple attraction, to include affection, which then grew to a care for him that only intensified over time.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyovF7zvHH
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But now?508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTD8pfNaTy
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"David," I say, and he looks up at me from whatever he was staring at behind me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDieMySe7h0
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"Yes?" he asks me.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguve215stM
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"I love you," I blurt out.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcrFHmd1tL
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He stares at me stunned; and then his face splits into a breathtaking smile that pulls at my heartstrings.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKANIvY4fty
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I know why I said it. Maybe you would have expected me to deny it. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbIh7sAwrZ
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The bucket hit the water; it is submerged, now sinking through the liquid in the well. 508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3wLy6I9eE
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There is no sense in denying something so final. I can't fight it anymore; you can't fight a battle that's already been won.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWumX4XGuvC
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Besides, I don't want to fight it anymore; I might get hurt through loving David, but I've come to realise that he's the reason why I wake up every morning, feeling inspired to pick up my camera and make something of my life, feeling some sense of contentment with myself. If I get hurt, it would be worth it because I would have gotten to love him.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPMp0004A0
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The way that I feel for him is enough to write an infinite amount of poems, to write a million books, base a thousand movies; enough to inspire any artist to create.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3qYuZpDBY
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He's become the subconscious thought behind every photograph I take, the reason behind every poem I write.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd5BXejQUI
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He's... everything.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt3xfBse9q
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He's my light.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodQcWXtn6w
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He's my inspiration.508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiH6YjWJiz
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"You're my new muse."
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