"Don't you find it curious that both our homes have leaks?" I ask while lying down, staring at the ceiling. We're lying down on opposite sides of the bed.617Please respect copyright.PENANAmgw5RsvfZd
617Please respect copyright.PENANA6QkY3tmJTV
617Please respect copyright.PENANACdzETiUQVS
"I fixed it. I figured that you'd be staying over more, and I thought that you may not... uh..." He seems as if he doesn't know how to word his feelings.617Please respect copyright.PENANAaz15JVMg53
617Please respect copyright.PENANAt9SRk8pKMd
617Please respect copyright.PENANAsDYyL4x82t
"Want to sleep in the same bed as you?" I say, completing his thought and putting him out of his misery.617Please respect copyright.PENANAsYAb24WFlj
617Please respect copyright.PENANAE7Bv1jAWhd
617Please respect copyright.PENANA7AoqYG6eon
He's right. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAWv5i8UQOUG
617Please respect copyright.PENANAVnU36xA81I
617Please respect copyright.PENANAdxePTroaEL
Post coital affection is not something that I'm a fan of. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAEJeRhKPhaM
617Please respect copyright.PENANAtMPVvW764c
617Please respect copyright.PENANA4cOIqe8fSh
That's a euphemism for "I hate it".617Please respect copyright.PENANAvLzkp0j5w1
617Please respect copyright.PENANA6QUU95yfCM
617Please respect copyright.PENANATnwRlqeiFB
Things always get complicated somehow, and eventually, feelings develop. Not on my part of course; I'm so cold, I'm beginning of o believe that I can't fall in love. 617Please respect copyright.PENANA9UJJQy2t1R
617Please respect copyright.PENANAsi2IONFptJ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAXJAKr1DJ3q
However, the subject of my lúst always ends up developing these feelings for me, and I always feel guilty for not being able to reciprocate them.617Please respect copyright.PENANA7kmuQaOv8g
617Please respect copyright.PENANAebHh95oWZt
617Please respect copyright.PENANAWuWUJfTPgc
Additionally, I just find it awkward.617Please respect copyright.PENANAZaVxTH4JUW
617Please respect copyright.PENANATBjL2WUfBw
617Please respect copyright.PENANANshZnbU8A8
After this happened with my first two fúck buddies, I stopped the whole 'cuddling and sleeping in the same bed' thing altogether.617Please respect copyright.PENANABUeQ7XMuVm
617Please respect copyright.PENANAzGDF54vjmu
617Please respect copyright.PENANAqGDOT8ubd9
"Thanks," I tell him, grateful for the gesture. "And speaking of home, I need to go home." 617Please respect copyright.PENANAIVqZ58fnsU
617Please respect copyright.PENANAUna4XivZRJ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAhicTY1xkab
I get up and start to get dressed, panties first, but I hear his low voice, dripping with séx, and freeze, then turn to look at him.617Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6RnKgyZsd
617Please respect copyright.PENANAxlmGO8XyBF
617Please respect copyright.PENANAxprAZErUc2
"You sure you don't want to stay a little longer?" he asks, that naughty grin creeping onto his face again. I am officially turned on again, and I know that he can tell; he's looking at me as if he's already won.617Please respect copyright.PENANANIZPolXrJm
617Please respect copyright.PENANAr7mKWboeNA
617Please respect copyright.PENANAypbvwwSuWZ
Dear god. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAjMh8WWVHam
617Please respect copyright.PENANAcWPWwKZmUC
617Please respect copyright.PENANAacyduJCaGI
"Um... no thanks. I need to go."617Please respect copyright.PENANAVn6fjTUP4S
617Please respect copyright.PENANAMjvLrDfiMX
617Please respect copyright.PENANAGLO5iGHLuY
I try to sound strong, but I know that I sound like a weak, tempted creature, denying itself of a basic need. 617Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZTkRTENml
617Please respect copyright.PENANACkQgsBWvfQ
617Please respect copyright.PENANA8coDj5lW3r
I dress myself in a haste, putting on my shorts backwards and my shirt inside out, and he doesn't even try to hide the fact that he's laughing at me. Doesn't matter. Right now, I just need to get the héll out of this house. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAmkTZTCWUgk
617Please respect copyright.PENANANysNKlaleb
617Please respect copyright.PENANA01h7Q47AS6
"Well, goodbye," I say, once I'm dressed, as I turn to leave and speed walk out of this bítch as fast as I can without it qualifying as running. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAs1804Fki25
617Please respect copyright.PENANAGzTvCMZv1T
617Please respect copyright.PENANACCf7LFV1JT
However, he decides to make this even harder for me.617Please respect copyright.PENANA3AUFng331J
617Please respect copyright.PENANAFcGJF0Lc1t
617Please respect copyright.PENANAXyug5HCe84
As I am leaving the room, I hear him say:617Please respect copyright.PENANAN2pY5MsJId
617Please respect copyright.PENANAnNY9CbSyaf
617Please respect copyright.PENANAQoAqESZRsp
"See you soon, Leah."617Please respect copyright.PENANAPadiJeGdVT
617Please respect copyright.PENANAIeQjIFa0OM
617Please respect copyright.PENANALxJusA9igd
The way he says it, especially the way he says my name, is a promise that he will fulfill my sexuál desires.617Please respect copyright.PENANA0Oxba7z0xl
617Please respect copyright.PENANA9bvmE6hg3n
617Please respect copyright.PENANA9VA2L4Stgs
It says: We've only just begun. You haven't seen anything yet.617Please respect copyright.PENANAEQC4XmY7DL
617Please respect copyright.PENANAQDvIflda33
617Please respect copyright.PENANANtBG3gTGFH
It means that I have to leave. Now.617Please respect copyright.PENANABRgVcQmB8K
617Please respect copyright.PENANAJvNOZZ1BId
617Please respect copyright.PENANALhckeMSa3f
I stop speed walking and start running.617Please respect copyright.PENANAV3wcSahbE7
617Please respect copyright.PENANA3xgTdulWVJ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAtRi49iOVaL
***617Please respect copyright.PENANAMi4klVApNo
617Please respect copyright.PENANAJynObiRDxm
617Please respect copyright.PENANAS30RYWIUyB
"You know that I hate event photography," I say to Marcus through clenched teeth into the phone.617Please respect copyright.PENANAYL9ZEpofTA
617Please respect copyright.PENANAsi8VDlU4LR
617Please respect copyright.PENANAqsmzoAC1GA
The last event I worked at was the "Water Party". I have to admit, that was educational and fun, so I didn't mind. Before that, there was David's family reunion, which I was only going to do because I really needed the money at the time; I was just about broke, ready to go into my savings account to buy food. Dragging Shemmaré along was an afterthought, but it made it less painful.617Please respect copyright.PENANATFuXal3FDx
617Please respect copyright.PENANAE662PLsLe7
617Please respect copyright.PENANAH0o2swZOZn
The truth is that I don't likeevent photography. I like to be creative, so I prefer artistic photography.617Please respect copyright.PENANAKUy8771SVk
617Please respect copyright.PENANAZyJHnpnqZr
617Please respect copyright.PENANAEzWKLRnhOv
The only event that I love to photograph is weddings; I think they're beautiful. Every wedding is different, and the setting alone is like a piece of art. 617Please respect copyright.PENANA2XZepemQ0q
617Please respect copyright.PENANABlxAl2QxBI
617Please respect copyright.PENANAA5zD6h0kJE
Additionally, weddings make a humongous amount of money.617Please respect copyright.PENANAuLNtn2z6x0
617Please respect copyright.PENANAr1GFGHzie2
617Please respect copyright.PENANALTy3PRaBvL
However, I've never been paid to photograph a wedding; I always bring my camera and take pictures at the weddings that I'm invited to, but ironically, I've never been employed to work at the only event is that I'd want to work at.617Please respect copyright.PENANAeyYBeh4q93
617Please respect copyright.PENANAggN6zUifUg
617Please respect copyright.PENANAdCTc1PUbdR
However, Marcus now wants me to go and take pictures at a five-year-old's birthday party.617Please respect copyright.PENANAlEDGueJ5uC
617Please respect copyright.PENANA72HPtQAxEQ
617Please respect copyright.PENANANDnnqkEizA
"You're not in a financial position to say no."617Please respect copyright.PENANA41kZsbpd2E
617Please respect copyright.PENANAoqgdr4R7ek
617Please respect copyright.PENANAwsq9tPYOvY
He's right. Event photography makes money; artistic photography? Not so much.617Please respect copyright.PENANAoMz7w3pM66
617Please respect copyright.PENANAco7PeORa1R
617Please respect copyright.PENANAsO0ZJ6ZrQJ
For me, anyway.617Please respect copyright.PENANA4UR8LU6l6n
617Please respect copyright.PENANAaoKSArd2Rk
617Please respect copyright.PENANAvIAviOHoES
"Just keep going to these events until your work becomes recognised. You'd have a lot more money if you weren't so stubborn, you know."617Please respect copyright.PENANAWzcD831tQQ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAsbGCMsRH5b
617Please respect copyright.PENANAtxhb7HQCVf
"You know I don't like this," I growl into the phone. "And how much are they giving me? Twenty? Thirty?"617Please respect copyright.PENANA0YbDnHaPQJ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAoPmGH8aqRG
617Please respect copyright.PENANAtYothIpEr1
Silence. Then, "Ten."617Please respect copyright.PENANATBvVtj1WYq
617Please respect copyright.PENANA1mQdtObI1w
617Please respect copyright.PENANAj6pVep3DYw
I hang up the phone.617Please respect copyright.PENANAp6QOJaqQlx
617Please respect copyright.PENANAEVk2ECD7RJ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAUIMniBD3Q8
He expects me, Leah Anderson, to stand up at a five-year-old's bashment all day, using my camera wasting my battery life for ten thousand dollars?617Please respect copyright.PENANAKMEB7cCQmg
617Please respect copyright.PENANAbQTgplQY1l
617Please respect copyright.PENANAj4w7YWIZ09
Obviously, he's lost his goddámn mind; and he needs to find it instead of telling me bullshit about doing an event for ten thousand dollars.617Please respect copyright.PENANArWY4h9dOCy
617Please respect copyright.PENANAA33gIkV9LG
617Please respect copyright.PENANAGU4Dc3efKu
That's seventy seven dollars in USD.617Please respect copyright.PENANAyYnHLa5XjL
617Please respect copyright.PENANAerF0c0JCD9
617Please respect copyright.PENANAL8fjqmZoPP
My lucky number. Twice.617Please respect copyright.PENANALWnz6VruF6
617Please respect copyright.PENANAWRZLf2KPzj
617Please respect copyright.PENANAs5ZA90TFpO
Except, getting paid that amount of money for a day's work as a photographer is not lucky.617Please respect copyright.PENANAJb08tVE6hg
617Please respect copyright.PENANAmguuPhTTLH
617Please respect copyright.PENANAhXJQJEs9gv
He can go stick his díck in a blender.617Please respect copyright.PENANAiwk0HQFAx9
617Please respect copyright.PENANAY9p5pqrIUh
617Please respect copyright.PENANAs86MQfqsVl
Relax, Leah. He was only trying to help.617Please respect copyright.PENANAGANp0TgC2N
617Please respect copyright.PENANAhQEv9JbVei
617Please respect copyright.PENANAPHsPAiczm2
I know that that voice in my head is right, but if Marcus is really going to try to convince me to do an event, he could at least try to raise the price, or find someone else.617Please respect copyright.PENANAI2UM9rSm7o
617Please respect copyright.PENANA2jRUSdSZm2
617Please respect copyright.PENANAQmJ3hqqtHw
What the fúck am I going to do with tenthousand dollars anyway?617Please respect copyright.PENANAxyiZb0nvh4
617Please respect copyright.PENANAufph7jGyiG
617Please respect copyright.PENANA1FksnYf7Ig
Buy just enough gas to fill my car?617Please respect copyright.PENANAGgYEtUNDYA
617Please respect copyright.PENANAwWtY6w6wkU
617Please respect copyright.PENANAeb204hChJT
Buy one pair of D'nexstep sandals?617Please respect copyright.PENANAerrVxaKCjH
617Please respect copyright.PENANA7iHrp2FFjT
617Please respect copyright.PENANAvFUnOCCxfr
And he was there chatting me up about how I should do more events and make more money.617Please respect copyright.PENANAAmDfbGuUPu
617Please respect copyright.PENANArgi4aDJHTO
617Please respect copyright.PENANAmZeahfS8dD
Events do make a shítload of money; far more than tenthousanddollars.617Please respect copyright.PENANAbGOYUhyUU3
617Please respect copyright.PENANAvjsnhdhrKe
617Please respect copyright.PENANA8pMUqi4iyz
My minimum is twenty. He knows that.617Please respect copyright.PENANAIzyfCdahRl
617Please respect copyright.PENANAGYSGCvyCGo
617Please respect copyright.PENANAcWlvlwspTd
I sit down, on the edge of my bed, placing a hand to my pulsing temple, trying to calm myself down, when my phone rings again. I'm ready to decline the call, when I glance the caller ID.617Please respect copyright.PENANA9JYFY4nCLA
617Please respect copyright.PENANAMktrvlmMPG
617Please respect copyright.PENANAB02Ab04G6U
"Hello?" I say, trying not to make my annoyance leak into my voice. However, if this is a booty call, I am going to throw my phone into the wall.617Please respect copyright.PENANAKhfagkGTzV
617Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y9ziFXV6g
617Please respect copyright.PENANAuXT6y8eDh5
"What did I do?"617Please respect copyright.PENANAADBDXDx0bc
617Please respect copyright.PENANAVgE18EPxXK
617Please respect copyright.PENANASUwiYChfq9
"Nothing," I sigh. "It's not you. It's... life. Anyway, what is it?"617Please respect copyright.PENANA5oaZMf6FWY
617Please respect copyright.PENANAp9BqCB5Md5
617Please respect copyright.PENANAahSrjmMWjC
He clears his throat nervously, then says, "it's not about séx."617Please respect copyright.PENANA2vtxigOewM
617Please respect copyright.PENANA0B9BM3fEkq
617Please respect copyright.PENANAdPXU2SIA3x
"And?" I reply, keeping the relief out of my voice.617Please respect copyright.PENANAbwzmJMakTR
617Please respect copyright.PENANAPHuMakxdYq
617Please respect copyright.PENANAmDPSv5BXcw
Why is he nervous?617Please respect copyright.PENANALNygx9gN3D
617Please respect copyright.PENANAhJSoE8Jw1D
617Please respect copyright.PENANAfZJcr1Dgc0
As if hearing my question, he says, "I just want you to say yes."617Please respect copyright.PENANAM7EujmTnuk
617Please respect copyright.PENANAfUFuOVPlm2
617Please respect copyright.PENANA3iBxj61qE1
"To what?"617Please respect copyright.PENANAtbXghNr8EQ
617Please respect copyright.PENANADQhzfZxnA7
617Please respect copyright.PENANAJyfEweqUuB
I hear him huff out a loud breath.617Please respect copyright.PENANAvoUJrK0WlZ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAVBdxvKf5y0
617Please respect copyright.PENANAe9KCXSSWDR
"Are you free on Sunday, a week from now?"617Please respect copyright.PENANAigMj5Ph4pX
617Please respect copyright.PENANAuHEzV2Vyve
617Please respect copyright.PENANAxPCTa3Vk5d
I mentally check then reply to him.617Please respect copyright.PENANALZijS8LBNu
617Please respect copyright.PENANArModJ0cc0N
617Please respect copyright.PENANAr8SCPAYyB4
"Yeah, why?"617Please respect copyright.PENANA3cbUeX8Yrh
617Please respect copyright.PENANAG1CQOw6h6h
617Please respect copyright.PENANAwnG8iSampp
Silence.617Please respect copyright.PENANAJB6ppk9oZj
617Please respect copyright.PENANAjyR75fGC7l
617Please respect copyright.PENANAUd8CoVvD4R
"David, spit it the fúck out."617Please respect copyright.PENANA39l2mUMeZc
617Please respect copyright.PENANAtPszEGj4ZN
617Please respect copyright.PENANAmN2jUN21G1
"Okay. My brother's getting married, and didn't think to book a photographer. And now he's asking me to do it for him."617Please respect copyright.PENANA2BaIRzcOmE
617Please respect copyright.PENANAOXhwk0L6Ki
617Please respect copyright.PENANAPpcAwPOCIu
"And you want me to be the photographer," I finish. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAwV5WTNGFR6
617Please respect copyright.PENANAqni8Nob6zw
617Please respect copyright.PENANAPekZ7IuJUM
I'm in a daze. 617Please respect copyright.PENANAt9UWV0ZXpI
617Please respect copyright.PENANAUQh2eH9TKu
617Please respect copyright.PENANA73WxW2LsDX
A wedding.617Please respect copyright.PENANAsaZEq9hQv5
617Please respect copyright.PENANAYnyUGpFIcH
617Please respect copyright.PENANAzZvn4f2NqG
I'm being personally asked to be a photographer at a wedding.617Please respect copyright.PENANAWNQOKRoZL6
617Please respect copyright.PENANA8JefNsERTq
617Please respect copyright.PENANAWarp5P9NaF
I think I might shít myself.617Please respect copyright.PENANAtCJIsPqavs
617Please respect copyright.PENANALofmBWF98H
617Please respect copyright.PENANAIIx59T1PHl
"Leah? Hello?" he says, reminding me of his presence, of where I am: in my bedroom, on my bed, and not atop of one of the cumulus clouds outside.617Please respect copyright.PENANAxLM8850h2Z
617Please respect copyright.PENANAjfFkdIKJeP
617Please respect copyright.PENANAdbKz9Fegq8
To be honest though, I am. I never expected this; its like an early Christmas present, and who am I to turn that shít down?617Please respect copyright.PENANA6Gyr5YKwdZ
617Please respect copyright.PENANAaydUU0bCzz
617Please respect copyright.PENANAQQtCWPMunp
I feel the words coming out of my mouth effortlessly; I don't even have to think about it.617Please respect copyright.PENANAJMXljb4RKp
617Please respect copyright.PENANAGPNexjtQg6
617Please respect copyright.PENANAcRU4SaL1hu
"Yeah, I'll do it."
ns216.73.216.197da2