"Thank you so much for doing this," he says enthusiastically, sitting by the coffee table beside me. For some reason, we're back at his studio apartment, each with a glass of ice water in our hands, and were discussing the terms on which I'm going to work at his brother's wedding.711Please respect copyright.PENANAZzQNCct0iD
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"Because of the... um... circumstances, Jackson has agreed to raise the price," he says, as I drink my water.711Please respect copyright.PENANAWXuijn3FJk
711Please respect copyright.PENANAvH7TYhT9g7
711Please respect copyright.PENANAedu7xDETxv
I figured; no one books a photographer one week before a wedding, and if they didn't raise the price, I would've demanded it.711Please respect copyright.PENANAFednmIiedR
711Please respect copyright.PENANAVfvek6dHvl
711Please respect copyright.PENANAuY3POhXduF
"So... how much?" I ask, taking the glass from my head, then putting it back and taking a sip.711Please respect copyright.PENANApDb4pXrM7U
711Please respect copyright.PENANAVRDyKWMMD3
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"Eight hundred thousand dollars."711Please respect copyright.PENANAPhfhpg9p6p
711Please respect copyright.PENANApHgpyTs6y5
711Please respect copyright.PENANATWFnjVOvEu
I choke on the water like a bitch choking on cúm.711Please respect copyright.PENANAxyoiSNgq3V
711Please respect copyright.PENANAz0Bpl5IWoV
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Mm. I'd love to choke on David's cúm.711Please respect copyright.PENANArnFN2ImlDz
711Please respect copyright.PENANAK6ZXNm5yUw
711Please respect copyright.PENANA62FdRZ1NyJ
But seriously, this is way too much for me to wrap my head around right now.711Please respect copyright.PENANACwwdqDYAew
711Please respect copyright.PENANAeveKh3bPUV
711Please respect copyright.PENANAh8xGuFii9B
Who does that? Who spends almost a million JMD on weddingphotos? 711Please respect copyright.PENANAEPns0V7Eo9
711Please respect copyright.PENANAnXi5IH3oAo
711Please respect copyright.PENANAXIZxXfgXRE
"Are you okay?" He asks, looking at me intently as my breathing returns to normal.711Please respect copyright.PENANAfo6kZxjWB8
711Please respect copyright.PENANA5NRQXl1WrJ
711Please respect copyright.PENANAeg3iMdR0kX
"Yeah. I'm just... Fine," I say, deciding to put my jubilation aside and focus on what we're doing right now.711Please respect copyright.PENANAjuJuaZqvB8
711Please respect copyright.PENANADPX2wxvEiU
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"Good... So this is going to be on Sunday, at my house."711Please respect copyright.PENANApGOzXCaYQE
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711Please respect copyright.PENANARPn5ZDTW39
"What theme will it be?"711Please respect copyright.PENANA8Fb5Q89RRw
711Please respect copyright.PENANAh3tQcOcj0h
711Please respect copyright.PENANAiHLwWUZSE9
"White, silver, and red. Why?"711Please respect copyright.PENANA0JMtX8J0vg
711Please respect copyright.PENANAjHBNE1XPTJ
711Please respect copyright.PENANAmlLTYMlOCD
"Just curious."711Please respect copyright.PENANAxB5VKKKKRE
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A few beats of silence pass, then he asks:711Please respect copyright.PENANAb3czaWDLND
711Please respect copyright.PENANAUtfk28oopo
711Please respect copyright.PENANAyM3ilzqGjj
"Have you ever photographed at a wedding before?"711Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5CSPqltxb
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Now how the hell do I begin to answer that one?711Please respect copyright.PENANA96LLmuRXaO
711Please respect copyright.PENANAhtso4id7Qv
711Please respect copyright.PENANA5agLhxSlPm
"Yes, I've worked on eight weddings... but I've never been paid. I can show you—"711Please respect copyright.PENANAe5IbYwYLlt
711Please respect copyright.PENANAas9v5QIGXH
711Please respect copyright.PENANAGlovsfRb8D
"What do you mean you've never been paid?"711Please respect copyright.PENANA9oGtrumVfA
711Please respect copyright.PENANAkCGNAsSwRY
711Please respect copyright.PENANA0VpfeioEJg
Well, I tried.711Please respect copyright.PENANArOiQeJfVCE
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"I've been doing this since I was fifteen; I've been to eight weddings since then; I've photographed at every single one of them. I edited the pictures, and I have them saved on various hard drives, some on my computer; the only thing is, I never got paid, so I never printed any of the pictures."711Please respect copyright.PENANAZdt1qIIoRF
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As I talk, I realize that I sound like an obsessed pervert with a wedding fetísh that keeps wedding pórn on her computer.711Please respect copyright.PENANAJfmMzcUdse
711Please respect copyright.PENANAG69cJHWRwO
711Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6YXRP7d4X
He looks at me curiously, then says, "Why?"711Please respect copyright.PENANA4x4LbirOKn
711Please respect copyright.PENANATtx1KVICw2
711Please respect copyright.PENANAypI1qFStIE
"I love weddings. I can show you, if you'd like."711Please respect copyright.PENANAPbrL3Fr839
711Please respect copyright.PENANAnOAfWSpUeA
711Please respect copyright.PENANAl8BPWmK4JV
"Yes," he says, his voice suddenly low, with that look in his eyes. "I'd love for you to showme, Leah."711Please respect copyright.PENANAVsDFMkmyJX
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***711Please respect copyright.PENANA0bdJkofbat
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Pretending that David's double entendre has no effect on me (I'm sure he knows it does), I pull out my laptop, and open up the album labeled "Wedding Photos".711Please respect copyright.PENANAK7yIwFcMVw
711Please respect copyright.PENANA12dlLWFezP
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"These are beautiful," David says to me, his voice back to normal, as he clicks through the pictures. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAS7H2unDeYj
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As I see each one, I relive the moment.711Please respect copyright.PENANARHgLuvNio8
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Auntie Mavis and Uncle Martin kissing after exchange vows;711Please respect copyright.PENANAYpPzsOdHzI
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Stephanie and Ryan from highschool walking down the aisle together;711Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZRZisERc0
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Amanda and Emily getting married in California last year; 711Please respect copyright.PENANA83YtgWjWny
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And then he stops.711Please respect copyright.PENANAwHASX5or3f
711Please respect copyright.PENANAMqR0EpPtyY
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"This bride... She's beautiful."711Please respect copyright.PENANA7mF9HyQx1L
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"Yeah."711Please respect copyright.PENANAAFjQmDrFUv
711Please respect copyright.PENANAjU32UyBgfO
711Please respect copyright.PENANAdfU5W6yPxc
"This bride", is a dark skinned beauty, with an afro framing her beautiful, smiling face. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAvG95sCfzR0
711Please respect copyright.PENANAuWwVpvqACH
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"This bride" is my best friend, Amy.711Please respect copyright.PENANAw5HuKPropo
711Please respect copyright.PENANAb1dxGRzf0N
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My best friend, who is now dead, because of one stupid mistake that she made.711Please respect copyright.PENANAojwJioQWrW
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My best friend, who I still haven't forgiven.711Please respect copyright.PENANAiWMdWDiRaN
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Amy had an ectopic pregnancy; this occurs when your ovum is fertilised in your fallopian tube instead of your uterus, and your pregnancy has almost no chance of success, but your tube has an almost 100% chance of rupturing, which could possibly cause you to bleed to death.711Please respect copyright.PENANAGlaJI0SKLe
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Her doctors tried to tell her this. Her husband tried to tell her this. I tried to tell her this.711Please respect copyright.PENANAeydnFY7cGY
711Please respect copyright.PENANAXzHnks4pln
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But what was her response?711Please respect copyright.PENANAWTc6CozhUP
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"I have faith in The Lord."711Please respect copyright.PENANATdQREuOLUh
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That faith put her in a grave in Dovecot Memorial Park, with a twelve week old foetus in a box on her chest.711Please respect copyright.PENANAzitGUcKzsU
711Please respect copyright.PENANA8xjlPgvYjT
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"You good?" I hear him asking me, pulling me from my dark thoughts.711Please respect copyright.PENANAk5mAFH1hel
711Please respect copyright.PENANAXkvnNcRIkv
711Please respect copyright.PENANA0qP33NHZQb
"Yeah. I'm fine," I reply, because there's noway I'm talking about that shít right now.711Please respect copyright.PENANA5WKs0leJyY
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"You sure? Because you look a little—"711Please respect copyright.PENANAUhAN7PMcWP
711Please respect copyright.PENANAVaNguzrdDA
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"I said I'm fine," I say a little too harshly. One look into his eyes, and I know that he knows that I'm lying to him.711Please respect copyright.PENANArNlXo3IzZi
711Please respect copyright.PENANAwWlNcraP7S
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"Okay," he says passively, as if surrendering, and continues, to click through the wedding photos.711Please respect copyright.PENANAjrYLRYZtNp
711Please respect copyright.PENANAYYx5EQkgOG
711Please respect copyright.PENANAnMIi8nsiZR
"Thank you," he says when he is done, pushing the computer back to me.711Please respect copyright.PENANAmqJEHB89Km
711Please respect copyright.PENANAyWSokQhcoJ
711Please respect copyright.PENANABXkr0aKIAe
"You're welcome," is my automatic response, as I put my computer in it's case, then put it in the brand new laptop bag I bought yesterday. I get up holding my things, and we say our goodbyes to each other. Then, I go to leave the apartment.711Please respect copyright.PENANAOPGag3f1PL
711Please respect copyright.PENANAYx9istD0MT
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"Leah," he says as I reach the door.711Please respect copyright.PENANARmvvClfLEE
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"Yes?" I ask curiously. His voice sounded... normal just now. It wasn't dripping with sex appeal like it usually is. 711Please respect copyright.PENANADngxqsrFWu
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"Take care of yourself," he says with nothing but sincerity in his voice.711Please respect copyright.PENANAI1gVCri8Gn
711Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cwi3T2BpD
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I give him a small smile, pulling the door of the apartment open. "I'll try."711Please respect copyright.PENANAnd8JK9Cqgo
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Because that's the best that any of us can do, right? Try.711Please respect copyright.PENANAO7Swf5v9Xi
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Then, I close the door and leave him there in his tiny, crammed apartment.711Please respect copyright.PENANAyFx9TBNTC6
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***711Please respect copyright.PENANA5A6AdtoGZW
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When are we going to have another one of our sessions?711Please respect copyright.PENANA3JhWBhP0Oq
711Please respect copyright.PENANA44VguzYwZ8
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This is a text message that I received from David at 10:47 a.m., while I was doing an afrocentric photoshoot for a Jamaican model.711Please respect copyright.PENANAZWOSOrYvRg
711Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q6aKoILcu
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I stopped to check my phone, and creamed myself when I saw the message.711Please respect copyright.PENANAlOEhJr1eev
711Please respect copyright.PENANA4NSRXz4qV0
711Please respect copyright.PENANAj5AkiCQ3ln
"You okay?" Jenayah asked, seeing the look on my face when I saw the message. She probably thought that my boyfriend was sexting me and sent me a díck pic. Oh well.711Please respect copyright.PENANAj96RRnAkHG
711Please respect copyright.PENANA6Sq9fsTm35
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"Yeah. I'm fine. Um, I'm going to go from this angle, now. And look straight ahead of you."711Please respect copyright.PENANAkGY50JLY7w
711Please respect copyright.PENANAYR8qCNeC5a
711Please respect copyright.PENANAsPBlqeuzIT
Now, I want to have another one of those sessions tonight.711Please respect copyright.PENANAhDvDVGsrN0
711Please respect copyright.PENANAULcZcQ6Rqe
711Please respect copyright.PENANAkcXBMJXrRZ
Can I come over? I ask in a text after having a shower.711Please respect copyright.PENANAJKO4rklIyN
711Please respect copyright.PENANAvlfug9flGu
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Yes. I'm in Cherry Gardens.711Please respect copyright.PENANAUdSAinHo7v
711Please respect copyright.PENANAx0hgxMFkwJ
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Thank god.711Please respect copyright.PENANA0vRSyuje8I
711Please respect copyright.PENANA9Hg6KWKrKT
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I pick up my car keys and I'm just about to walk out the door when my phone buzzes again.711Please respect copyright.PENANAyVaHlMiBB2
711Please respect copyright.PENANAqtoiwdQfKM
711Please respect copyright.PENANAC6JTd8Uy4A
It's late. Bring overnight clothes and stay over.711Please respect copyright.PENANAMiDzcTEJNc
711Please respect copyright.PENANAYaSUOUVMBC
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I look at my watch and see that its twelve past nine. Shít. He's right.711Please respect copyright.PENANArqsnJ8oZk3
711Please respect copyright.PENANAJI5FdIJOds
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Okay.711Please respect copyright.PENANAO3jWRjyilN
711Please respect copyright.PENANAmq7jJVja5t
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I turn on my heel and pack a bag of overnight clothes, not really paying much attention to what I'm choosing. With that, I leave the house with my duffel bag slung over my shoulder.711Please respect copyright.PENANARhJvlVQOW5
711Please respect copyright.PENANAjcXG3bw1fD
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***711Please respect copyright.PENANANyhuQq8SoX
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When I reach David's house and he opens the door, I don't even get out a proper greeting. I open my mouth to say "Goodnight".711Please respect copyright.PENANA9lQiaqUkdA
711Please respect copyright.PENANAZoj5RtMMQo
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" Goo—"711Please respect copyright.PENANAGrQ6RINejI
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And then his mouth covers mine. As soon as his tongue starts to caress mine, my nipples harden and I get wet, my clít swelling in my drenched panties.711Please respect copyright.PENANADD6JJFSEZs
711Please respect copyright.PENANA5YYangVSaE
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We enter the house — David somehow locking the door behind him — still kissing, only breaking apart to tear off various articles of clothing. He stops in the middle of the hallway — we're both naked by now — and pushes my back against the wall, crouching down on the ground right after, and buries his face in my pussy, pulling a yelp of surprise from my chest.711Please respect copyright.PENANANzN2zbn9T3
711Please respect copyright.PENANASOe3ffmXuf
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Now, his tongue is lashing against my clít as if he has some sort of vendetta against it.711Please respect copyright.PENANAsKtdYjuUS0
711Please respect copyright.PENANAGR7J0iQnyO
711Please respect copyright.PENANAXgVp60WxVW
"Motherfúcker," I hiss, throwing a leg over his shoulder and thrusting forwards and trying to grind on his face.711Please respect copyright.PENANAz4T4wQKWyi
711Please respect copyright.PENANAQX9isnBIdE
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He holds my hips in place, so my efforts go in vain. I let out a long groan of frustration.711Please respect copyright.PENANAAXNTj2Kco9
711Please respect copyright.PENANAf3u3sd5pSt
711Please respect copyright.PENANAkQZiCoaL2z
But then, he sucks on my clít, as if his life depends on it, as if he's feeding off it.711Please respect copyright.PENANAzbxp46EDZs
711Please respect copyright.PENANAbuOJNfRszK
711Please respect copyright.PENANA5EcQ0yAeJE
That has me screaming and coming all over his face.711Please respect copyright.PENANAO9mKfKEWp7
711Please respect copyright.PENANATLwbeUfs22
711Please respect copyright.PENANAdoXJTjtsTo
I fall forward, holding on to his shoulders to support me throughout my orgásm. Afterwards, he gets up and wraps his arm around my waist, so that I can lean against him. 711Please respect copyright.PENANA52ercBy0qA
711Please respect copyright.PENANAzjUQCo7OxO
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He walks me to his bedroom, and lays me on the bed.711Please respect copyright.PENANARJU57Ll6gO
711Please respect copyright.PENANAQE9srQQ1ju
711Please respect copyright.PENANAk9TQa0XPDR
"You up for séx?" he asks, straddling me and looking me in the face. Immediately, l feel rejuvenated.711Please respect copyright.PENANATN0cZFjU02
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"Yes."711Please respect copyright.PENANARH0NVy4V8W
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"Pull up your knees," he demands in an authoritative voice; that sentence alone has me getting wet all over again. I obey him immediately, and he moves from atop of me and positions himself at the entrance of my vagina, sans condóm; it's been eight days since the last time we had séx. 711Please respect copyright.PENANA054DOwfI2m
711Please respect copyright.PENANA3WOko3D0vZ
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I close my eyes, lying on the bed and waiting for him to fúck me.711Please respect copyright.PENANAqLp7JImcqK
711Please respect copyright.PENANAWZLJKQoH1P
711Please respect copyright.PENANAHTA5FrDSUw
"Open your eyes, Leah," he says in a rough, gravelly voice, and I obey him automatically. What I do see when I open them floors me; it's a look of both pure, carnal need, and vulnerability, as if he were letting me see into his soul.711Please respect copyright.PENANAaIPOgXwzfI
711Please respect copyright.PENANARwuYLMW648
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"I want you to look me in the eye when I fúck you," he growls, as he slowly pushes his penís into me. I arch my back and let out a strangled cry... and he stops.711Please respect copyright.PENANAgNcCR4MDQd
711Please respect copyright.PENANAtplIaR8BnF
711Please respect copyright.PENANAxHFQipinXH
"Leah," he growls, making me remember his demand. My eyes meet his again, and he starts to thrust again, slowly moving himself in and out of me.711Please respect copyright.PENANA29g8C4BJpP
711Please respect copyright.PENANAia2IZxdDEE
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"Hurry the rass up!" I growl at him. 711Please respect copyright.PENANA72VLADEf5a
711Please respect copyright.PENANAU3vAF73X0S
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He looks at me and smiles.711Please respect copyright.PENANA74XxK0uyKN
711Please respect copyright.PENANAwpNq4FfPCs
711Please respect copyright.PENANAUilr4QC4Oo
"No.I'm doing this my way."711Please respect copyright.PENANAIfIQsWSYLA
711Please respect copyright.PENANALCtuNhoI6v
711Please respect copyright.PENANAh24FaHHFMc
He continues this slow, agonising torture, and I can't take it anymore; I reach down and rub my clít, moaning in pleasure even as I see the irritation in his eyes.711Please respect copyright.PENANAoUKujZVEIL
711Please respect copyright.PENANAWbeHCMzmDy
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He stops again, and pins my hands together with his left hand and holds them together against my abdomen.711Please respect copyright.PENANAiPlxSfjSia
711Please respect copyright.PENANAxZyKP4Ge3N
711Please respect copyright.PENANANBmFbMphcP
I look away from him and try to sit up, suddenly feeling vulnerable, but I hear his soothing voice.711Please respect copyright.PENANA9k6Y5zT6MU
711Please respect copyright.PENANAGXxboQcN38
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"Relax. I don't want to hurt you; if it's to much, tell me to stop, and I'll stop."711Please respect copyright.PENANA2GmownBiiV
711Please respect copyright.PENANA24V3Yg9c8U
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I've never trusted someone I was fúcking this much in my life; never felt this vulnerable while having séx.711Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ8JxAD2oM
711Please respect copyright.PENANA9MiwdG9ALK
711Please respect copyright.PENANA07D8zRU0Ob
"Leah, look at me," he says, except this time, his voice holds reassurance in it.711Please respect copyright.PENANAGTGF3tfxNp
711Please respect copyright.PENANAhmtOejvfu7
711Please respect copyright.PENANAej8Z778YcM
I have to admit, I'm nervous as hell; I feel like when I do this, he'll see into my soul.711Please respect copyright.PENANA4DXnG1Kl4f
711Please respect copyright.PENANAiaaDzd94El
711Please respect copyright.PENANA0QwbBrd8C3
But I do it anyway. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAXK6ofnBgyw
711Please respect copyright.PENANAiXKenwKfa1
711Please respect copyright.PENANAMBT01e9Q5S
It's intense letting someone see you like that, see you so defenceless; that intensity makes the séx all the better.711Please respect copyright.PENANASs2WYiNOdt
711Please respect copyright.PENANANUW3IzA9Pm
711Please respect copyright.PENANARhrq1zLC6s
My eyes lock with his and they can't move. I can't move. I can't moan or scream or cry out. It's as it I'm choking on all the sounds that want to escape my throat; choking on the pleasure I'm feeling, the pleasure that he is giving me.711Please respect copyright.PENANAxnOXKmzne2
711Please respect copyright.PENANAtY9bYFyEUD
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"Bloodclaat," he grunts, and then he switches the hand that he is using to pin my hands, and starts to rub my clít in firm circular movements. This brings me to a shattering orgásm, which has me arching my back and writhing beneath him. I never once breaking eye contact, though, so I am looking into his eyes as he comes with me.711Please respect copyright.PENANAyeHRFTrSqf
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***711Please respect copyright.PENANAToMqdMjvE1
711Please respect copyright.PENANAc4zXSkEVjt
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I can't believe that I'm actually cuddling.711Please respect copyright.PENANAZRgU13FX8o
711Please respect copyright.PENANAaBBZDAyNMG
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Apparently, David enjoys cuddling, and he convinced me to lie in bed with him for five minutes. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAftAoJjpcXK
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My head is on his chest, and he's combing his fingers through my hair, relaxing me; I actually don't find it awkward.711Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ak9GoSR8d
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For some reason, I think back to the picture of Amy, so beautiful in her wedding dress, and the words just start to come out.711Please respect copyright.PENANAMIBTgv6gVR
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"She is my friend."711Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Kax5AXQd
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"Huh?" he asks, looking and sounding confused.711Please respect copyright.PENANAwEb03dZFXf
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"She is my best friend. She died."711Please respect copyright.PENANA27vbbucV88
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I hate how people start to use the past tense once people die.711Please respect copyright.PENANA2ULsO33j1B
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"She was my daughter," for example. Does your daughter stop being your daughter when she dies?711Please respect copyright.PENANAtcDT3qTbEF
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No.711Please respect copyright.PENANAzOaIEzRg62
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She was my best friend. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAm0E7Msa8hT
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No. 711Please respect copyright.PENANAKUjT6OrPnr
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I still have never had a better friend than her, dead or alive, and even if I find a new best friend, she will always be my friend.711Please respect copyright.PENANAAPmHahbqSY
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"Who?"711Please respect copyright.PENANAyRjtQNEJHZ
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"The bride."711Please respect copyright.PENANAktmiizo6gb
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There is a pause, and then he starts to rub in small circular motions on the back.711Please respect copyright.PENANAfNnCL93yqf
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"I'm sorry."711Please respect copyright.PENANAdyK55T8XH1
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I lie there for about two more minutes, and then get up (because as tired as I am, I will not fall asleep beside him. Five minutes, remember?) and exchange "goodnight"s with him over my shoulder, then make my way to the entrance to pick up my bag.711Please respect copyright.PENANAUJrkVMeyXG
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Once I do that, I put it over my shoulder — why the rass does it feel so bomboclaatheavy? — and make my way to my room.711Please respect copyright.PENANAJjs8QmRAst
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I drop the bag as soon as I enter the dark spare bedroom, and sift through it for my night wear, which consists of pink pajamas, where the bottom is a pair of shorts, and the top is a tank top. After putting them on, I feel for the bed and collapse onto it as soon as I feel it brush against my thighs.711Please respect copyright.PENANAkgzjXi2S7h
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I stare blindly at what would be the ceiling as I drift off to sleep, and the day's events replay in my mind: how I first saw David's text at a photoshoot; how it made me so hórny, I couldn't even think about anything other than his penís after that; how I'd finally ended up at his house and fúcked him.711Please respect copyright.PENANA09XVaztn74
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The last thing I think, however, before I go to sleep, is something heavy; one of those thoughts that just pops into your head; a thought that you did not see coming, that you wish you never thought.711Please respect copyright.PENANA9vhr8ZiGar
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I wonder what it would be like if Amy were still alive; if she listened to me; if she made the right decision.711Please respect copyright.PENANAcbtNSSfnth
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These thoughts plague me, pour over me like acid as I drift off to sleep, where Amy is also the star of my dreams.
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