"So what kind of birth control would you like?"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW1GmxksnF
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DGZxCZNYt
This is the question that my gynaecologist, Dr. Hamilton asks me after discussing the pros and cons of each method. We received our blood test results last week, and he's clean (not that I expected him not to be; it was just a precaution) and I booked an appointment as soon as I saw the results, trying to be as proactive as possible.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8TkvMgzbQ
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"Mirena."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcobUpkiKHy
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He fixes his dark brown eyes on me.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03NqJN8Ww3
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"Well, I have to warn you about the side effects." 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSUst394zd
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He listed them off, and they included.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5dHdDVyjw
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Ovarian cysts.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlFVQpV9uA
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Acne.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYm4iUas1c
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Nausea.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv4KoGX2r6
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Weight gain.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6RLP3QOGQ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpOMchYfYe
Abnormal bleeding patterns.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof5kEOBptm
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAwM8iacam
Infertility.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDV0m1qL0r
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkRJTF3mba
Ectopic pregnancy.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjXDbVeD3t
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSNrcm8QFY
Blah, blah, blah.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFFtsDMXh9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nMG41iHvS
Everything has a shitload of side effects.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wPJsd3uEp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dMYTn8pyi
I've already made my decision, so I say the sentence that's been on my tongue for the past three minutes:536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KvPoJn5o8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTk8OMXLqa
"Yes. That's the one I want."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8rzrveFFs
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***536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOuaPnf6wO
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"So we're good to go?"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDkof2B3ya
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ720VNrNj7h
This is from David, who isn't even looking at me; he's reading from his phone again.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4mOCc9SHK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVBzLFeyQ9
"Could you at least look me in the face when we're talking about fucking?"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YrF6e6sXS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW8abZanDx
He locks the screen of his phone, and at a speed that is sarcastically slow and places it on the table. He then looks into my face with pure cockiness, and raises his left eyebrow.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdjtcPYzDc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY18rR7evKA
"Are you..." He reaches out with the same hand that he was using his phone with - his left hand. Huh. - and grasps my chin, tilting it up.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2caYJ8mWR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx4lbOjX9J
"Ready to be fucked?" he asks, emphasising on both the f and k, breaking it into two syllables, and then biting his lip and raising his eyebrow even higher.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyRaHUZ87H
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANPrCsC96F
Goddamn. He went from zero to one hundred so fast, I'm genuinely confused; I'm too fucking confused right now.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgXXk122o3
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I express this confusion, of course, by making a complete fool of myself, trying and failing to form a coherent response.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKhgZZYq1j
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlaSb66AYd
"I-I-I... I-"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6VgmzwZMB
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcGwwOPuB7
He releases my chin and tilts his head back and let's out a laugh that sounds both sadistic and full of sexual promise.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CFSzSH1jZ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLzPPcqH6i
"Tongue tied?" he asks in a teasing, almost mocking tone.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx1pOEF2Bj
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGJfmvSm4B
I feel my cheeks heating up. Goddamnit, I'm blushing. Thank god for melanin, though, because he can't see a thing.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHJnpuVIMN
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At least, that's what I think.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffKOhjAd6d
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XS5dzozmq
"I do believe that I see your chocolate skin darkening almost imperceptibly to a darker shade, my dear. Did I make you blush?"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheHzA85bmy
He asks with a twisted, sexy sadistic grin on his face - one that matches the laugh he let out earlier.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a3in9kv6d
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As if to confirm his theory, I only blush harder.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnBSub0kqF
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"My friends at school, they called me Chicken Hawk. I don't miss a thing."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mihHwyIvR
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguQXOz5G7y
"Fuck off," I growl.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Si2CGTNRu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUYRC6CPT3
But of course, he continues to talk, the grin still on his face.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupSR1Tb1hm
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"I've also noticed that you're clamping your thighs together. Your pupils have dilated, and you're unconsciously leaning towards me. Yeah, I'd say you're ready to be fucked."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhgvVhpiiY
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Oe6Y0cpBO
Who watches for someone's pupils to become dilated?536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcW5e1PcvM
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrkTP3zKcf
But his freakish style of observing isn't the only thing that's on my mind.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uE3BH6qGD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9OgIITgHB
Sex.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4fzErGihI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnXu0jMCmr
Of course sex is on my mind. Since the IUD doesn't start working for a good week, I bought a shitload of different Trojan condoms, because: 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsR7TrMc9T
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV4tlt0qOO
a) Trojan for life;536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGqOJqgpZ5
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprI5s8lvDv
b) I've never seen his penis before; I have no idea what his penis size is;536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWZRW0ssKJ
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle07rrKIc0
c) I will get fucked today.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LP3FLH2f3
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJt1LkbVG2
The last one is what sticks with me, as I empty the contents of my purse onto the counter, condoms scattering all over the table.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAryzMPf0Q
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5aN6wyhtE
"It doesn't start working for the first week," I tell him, explaining all the condoms.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtC9FVsYXs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsffE2RMoA
He smirks at the condoms, as if they've just told him the most hilarious joke, then looks at me and chuckles.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaInvHZIsf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBo95tpaXf
Well, now I'm confused. Does he not want to fuck me? Because if he's going to leave me hórny after all that sexy talk, I'll just have to-536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2Et6zkXnz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgCuPPPOEG
"Don't look so angry, Leah. Its just that I'm more of a Durex guy."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLvLlxJTok
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiUk06z3RX
***536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIrFRkezpd
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I continue to sit at the table, staring at the condoms while David gets ice water.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvLS7rPPXr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BsGIh23ZB
Idly, I wonder how long he will continue this teasing shit for. Probably forever.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YobW2NNSi
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnKGoCtw23
He sets one cup in front of me, and I slowly sip the water; my stomach is in knots. When I do finish the water, I start eating the ice.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzoGoNPRsj
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It reminds me of school; when that one child in class had a water bottle with ice, we'd all beg for the ice so that we wouldn't bake in the oven of a classroom.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY993r0tC8
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"Hey. Come back from wonderland, Alice."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr3hfdX1oS
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"Huh? Okay."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG0TbfMQ0r
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFKXDgU0sj
That's my awkward response. So of course, he starts to laugh, again. And I start to blush again.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBSQz5O93t
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw5cUxNVhN
"Go fuck yourself," I say, sliding off the stool to put my cup in the sink. 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlx2dUtIA8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKeHc50nw6
"Oh, darling," he says with a mischievous grin, laughter still in his voice as he too slides off his stool, "I think we both know that I'd rather fuck you."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsWrrGZJwy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5nvKJyszQ
The next thing I know, his tongue is halfway down my throat, and his fingers have bypassed my shorts and panties, and are massaging my clit.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJXdczFYDN
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XkbQDR5cN
"Fuuuuuuuuuuucccckkk," I moan out when his lips leave mine, not expecting it. 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPPi84NUpp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFYhQeNKj
"Yes, that's what you're going to get. One big, fat fuck right inna yuh pussy."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE8UYHE1cT
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3RR3il4t3
"Christ," I hiss as his fingers start to move faster.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtprHksc2aE
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And suddenly, he rams his middle finger into my pussy, and pulls it forward, right against my g-spot.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlvQJafa0j
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciakS8nRKT
"Oh, rass," I say, my voice shaking; my eyes are open, but everything is going in and out of focus.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL7zJsVLKs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEuMPH5AMS
I'm grinding against his hand now; riding it, chasing my orgasm. So close, and then it hits me with the force of an elephant running downhill.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNImR7rPP3y
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"Blood! Claat!" 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnXJxkeZLE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7A3xaS9KQ
He grins - he seems to always be grinning - as he takes his fingers out of my pussy, and places them in his mouth, sucking. Mean while, I am leaning against my stool, panting.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfKGcNHvie
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOrM7loZWT
He pulls his fingers out of his mouth with a "pop", and then says:536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStH4JtC3BI
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIaMoMS64w
"Strip."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszDMxupwNp
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My clothes are on the ground within seconds, and I wait for him to do something. Anything.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObDHsTNgTg
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaskYDnaNO
Instead, he turns and walks off.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt8l2rJTsy
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PFZSjrFQR
"Come."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyHtyd1MRe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLNpo4xvlm
I follow him like a hungry dog, almost tripping over my own two feet.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRQwpkbOMq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE6zTlEBkj
We end up in a bedroom - not the one I slept in last time, but another bedroom with a King Bed - and I stare at him as he strips, as he rubs himself through his boxers briefly before removing them. I get my first look at his penis - an intimidating piece of equipment with a few veins popping out and a mushroom head leaking a clear fluid - and I watch as he rolls the condom onto his penis.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rx5AOLj23
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He walks quickly towards me, and I step backward in surprise, falling onto the bed when it hits the backs of my legs. 536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZi8502cRD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtmkOQJllN
As he reaches me, sitting up and facing him, he pushes me back so that my torso falls back, and my back is against the bed.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcfg1PAFUs
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA0gTImTqa
"Pull your knees up."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyXzhcSl0O
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkHGTKWcD4
I do as he says immediately, completely enchanted by him.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsgu9vEP3D
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg042oqUMR
I expect him to enter me, but instead, I lift my head in time to see his hand coming down on my pussy.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahHJWsaQ2x
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYUMCH51XN
"Jesus, fuck, me" I moan, arching my back.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOtI0IpegW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIPYcU2lCR
"No, I'm the one who'll fuck you," he says with mirth.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvds1Rskal
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT5c7zdhBJ
I look up, and realise the double way in which my words could have been interpreted. I open my mouth to reply to him, to defend myself, but then, I'm cut off.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjueRaIXBK9
I'm cut off because I feel it.
I feel his head squeezing through my entrance; its been a while since I had sex, so this is a bit painful for me. I clamp down on his dick.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8K2h7a2GK
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOWg1MYvzS
He growls.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRtymZjb2P
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ8OMeKFDs
"You're gonna have to relax, or that's all you're getting. Stop that shit before I come."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc4SRAh3DG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBDSfo213k
I take a few deep breaths, and allow them to relax me, and slowly, relax my vagina as well.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKttwClKzRz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWfGm2zEE0
Slowly, he pulls out, and pushes back in. I throw my head back and moan, and he speeds it up.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajv4kJsoGU
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdQ8dC69CK
However, I soon realise that his primary goal is probably to torture me. Each time that I near orgasm, he slows down, just so that he can draw it out. He takes me right to the edge, to the point where it's at the tips of my fingers, where I can feel it coming in my blood, where I can taste it... then he takes it from me.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnGVLxRl4S
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKov0F817v
"Rass wid yuh, man! Why yuh caan' jus' mek me come? Chuh bombo," I say in frustration, near the point of tears.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYB9P4FI0D
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGgxpS1Q0A
"Oh, you want to come?"536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXqq0oFBZz
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FKWCw6ikJ
I swear I could spit in his face. I hate him so much right now.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlayWFkznZ
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He gives me one hard thrust that has me crying out, then pauses.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIpd7NpfNq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmleaEuTRW
"I want to hear you say it, love."536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM1GDFlw3B
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gL8S8tKez
"I want to come," I sob, because he has stopped moving altogether. I try to grind against him, but I don't need to.536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQduB6dfNeu
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAPIGuQSwJ
He starts to move, to fuck me better than I've ever been fucked in my life, while rubbing my clit in quick, small circles, and soon, I have one of the most explosive orgasms of my life, screaming his name at the ceiling as tears stream down my face.
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