兩年前，剛考完公開試的我本來收到美術大學的取錄通知，不過母親以前途為由，要求我留在出生地完成會計學位。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXBMW74o6e
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV1OjneeT8
要說一點後悔也沒有的話，那是騙人的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBB9GDaRm6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmtTbKDQ52
只是，我知道希望我讀完會計學位的不只有母親。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YOhYlz4mz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu8TTQvQj5
畢竟從父母的角度想，把女兒交給一個以漫畫家這種虛無飄渺的職業為目標的人，會感到不安也是人之常情。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSAIIaI9e4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGeFBw2taE
所以，我讀這個會計學位不只是為了母親，更多是為了我和她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95EGl6Cgbv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLqgNxMjMH
我搖頭：「點會？又冇人規定要讀美大先可以畫畫，就算我而家讀會計，一樣可以畫呀。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcD1WIUqmM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwsOcqcwCw
她定眼看了我一會，良久吐出：「咁好啦。」說罷開始把玩起手上的iphone。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB4seqa7eV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2EBRAsvSs
我以背向她的姿勢躺到床上，把屈曲的手臂當作枕頭。我想望著漆黑的晚空會讓我快點入睡。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCEQkRzCDR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIQ9GlIJaG
除了因為明天早機以外，還要趕在我的理智消失，對旁邊的她做出什麼之前。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77aYXwzt11
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA4xcCQatj
額…雖然這樣說很奇怪，畢竟我和她在一起已經一段時間，但長期分隔兩地的關係，像這樣子睡在同一張床的機會少之又少，那種事情當然也是一次也沒有做過。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPrPj4GHdA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81W0WNfoUR
不知是否太少親近她，每當我鼓起勇氣想要做什麼越界的事（說是「越界」絕對也很奇怪…），總會在最後關頭被無謂的羞恥心給阻撓，每次也不能成事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwoREKzWbf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7xpNBiplq
我甚至想，如果再是這樣子下去，我或許要看心理醫生了吧…456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYtpslnBTH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrEcKopgY4
旁邊不時傳來她的輕笑，大概是在ig瀏覽著那些無聊的迷因圖。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5att86GBI2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtu0SGUedU
忽爾，背後傳來她的聲線：「要唔要熄燈呀？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAtprjtzvH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf7tst7leO
被她這麼一說，我才想起——的確還沒有關燈。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9dGx14Lcy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE1DOi4maF
房間的燈掣長在比較近她的床邊櫃上，不好意思勞煩她的我只好把手臂繞過她的身體，去觸碰那些遙不可及的按鈕。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iDxwzdqcq
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHq06e2I24
把身體湊向她時，她好像瑟縮了一下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8xBCErMam
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17zOQiqgas
嚓——房間陷入漆黑一片，只餘下光線柔和的小夜燈。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpkBNQaTD2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoa3xI5ASB
她依然目不轉睛地望著iphone屏幕，在白光的反射下，她的睫毛顯得比平日更為修長，我不禁看得入神。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuq3q0vVsz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFy12C5vVM
在黑暗的籠罩下，她大概沒有察覺我的視線，然後大概是看到了什麼爆笑梗圖，發出了凌碎笑聲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf3ethK62s
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl38ZoCAS1G
我禁不著問：「睇到咩咁好笑呀？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnZFbrsrtI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGhwzk6WQk
她把iphone翻轉，讓我看到屏幕那方。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO2hqyhE4e
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHmKOwoN9A
我花了兩秒才認出照片裏那個正在奔跑的男生正是自己，背景是不知名的荒山野嶺。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE41JaudeOL
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwahdXKuFi
「…聯校宿營嗰陣嘅相？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdhJg2pbBX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1frmu7jxh
她聳了肩：「嗰陣見到就好想影低，你唔覺得你個表情好好笑咩？」說罷又笑了兩聲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf62Wm230E
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOXggCib3L
「好笑？on9咋掛？」望著那張呆頭呆腦的臉，除了這個形容詞，實在想不到其他合適的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED55Rtk9cu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkHsClgvz9
「唔係，係閃閃發光。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAvBcOlFY1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6go3KfuJI
這什麼形容詞啊…。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrwecr2sLs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRjBLjsMnp
「…傻妹。」我拍了她的頭。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcElPmXsU3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyQIV1ePq9
她雙眼悄然垂下：「嗰段日子，真係令人懷念。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaHoCzhxd0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5XNiWdV3y
聯校宿營，充滿回憶的兩日一夜。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsEAyglzq3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sQ92I0OoD
我把照片往左邊掃，才發現這傢伙私藏的比我想像還要多，儘管拍的角度不同，動作和表情也有著微妙差異，但每一張的共通點都是那時候我的一副呆相。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2hQLNhP9e
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgwVZHvOTD
「點解碌極都有，你影咁多做咩？」總感覺，有點害羞…456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB9YmIVhmV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROJ0NgDXPe
「因為鍾意囉。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a6nmqS6PN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxLLda7PN5
乜你鍾意影相架咩？——即使再笨拙，我也說不出這樣的話，尤其和她一起這段時間，我知道她是偶爾會發出一記直球，把我弄得面紅耳赤的類型。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX9jYUWAK9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWHj71fSFH
換言之，為了避免她說出「我係指我鍾意你」之類令人害羞的說話，我選擇閉上嘴巴。
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