花咗成個鐘頭車程，終於嚟到。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWEsiiVNMq
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四周充斥熟悉嘅花香味，而且雖然係假期，但唔係特別節日，所以冇乜人。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIvwBGtM5h
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「你確定你要入去啦嘛？」我最後一次問小悠。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZJRo8zpDD
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佢抬頭，橫視裏面環境：「…墓地？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpisGq6DjD
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「嗯。」我冇特別停落嚟，直接走到要去嘅位置。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi3xOsqUej
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小悠冇再追問，只係靜靜跟住我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq2dkpbHMV
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去到一塊小小嘅墓碑前，我停低腳步。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXy8frgoXm
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墓碑上只有寥寥可數嘅幾個字同埋一個日期，甚至連相片都冇。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp1Kv8SYrp
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「你好嗎？」我對住墓碑講，同時將手上嘅花放喺地上。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxrJdVsg03
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小悠居然冇笑我對住個碑自言自語，反而問：「佢係…？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kJmxOZ9g3
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcRV7VPviI
我聳一聳肩：「我有冇同你講過，而家嘅阿妹其實唔係我親生阿妹，喺佢之前，我本來應該有個準備出世嘅阿妹——今日係佢預期嘅生日。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaAeKFpogz
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「準備出世？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcceT8hSIqs
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「嗯，但最後都係冇機會見到佢出世。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj3jEJo3N7
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小悠冇再講啲咩，反而令我覺得氣氛有啲尷尬，於是我對住個碑講：「今年我帶多咗個人嚟探你，開唔開心呀？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinFtUfpyM0
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然後同小悠講：「…我慣咗每次都會同佢傾一陣計，如果你覺得悶嘅不如出出面等我？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Graa1Dnnu
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小悠搖搖頭：「我留喺度就可以，定係…我唔方便喺隔離聽？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG2lju6Xbm
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我搲頭：「都唔係嘅。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGBMH8DkYS
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話雖如此，我都係冇足夠恥力喺小悠面前對住個墓碑自言自語，所以只係靜靜地清潔墓碑嘅四周。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2XWYj2eo
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沉默咗一段時間，我偷偷瞥向小悠，因為我發覺佢靜得太耐。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPjrDp0FTp
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雖然頭先叮囑過佢唔可以喺呢度嘈，但一句嘢都唔講真係唔似佢作風，或者係呢個地方本身令佢唔慣（？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjDzjF4rBq
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所以，我決定由我呢邊打破沉默：「明明未出世，都要幫佢立個碑，好奇怪呀可？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKTehGCaW8
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小悠向我望過嚟，我繼續講落去：「記得嗰陣我仲係5歲，阿爸阿媽有一日好開心咁同我講，我就嚟多個阿妹。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw8pBNC7b5
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「因為嗰陣興玩爆旋陀螺，你知啦要兩個人先好玩架嘛，所以知道會有多個人同我玩之後，我真係期待到唔識形容。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloUyNit8rz
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一路講，一路回憶起已經逐漸變得模糊嘅心情。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfMZDQPE4O
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「然後，有一日阿爸突然同我講，bb可能搵到一樣比爆旋陀螺更好玩嘅玩具，於是乎就唔嚟我地屋企喇，我問咁佢會去邊，阿爸就話去一個好幸福嘅地方。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq0IzFRgIj
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoNyvjbHm7
小悠一直冇講嘢，靜靜地聆聽。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0necM0lb5
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「我喊晒口咁話我想同佢一齊玩，阿媽嗰陣為咗安慰我，就講咗一句令我好深刻嘅說話，佢話無論分隔幾遠都好，只要心入面有嗰個人，咁就已經足夠，就係愛佢嘅表現。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsM0pUM4P0
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「明明嗰陣我應該係聽唔明，但之後每次諗返起呢句說話，我就會收返起啲眼淚，改用自己嘅方式去記住佢。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTn9O0UX40
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阿爸阿媽最後為bb立咗眼前嘅墓碑，呢個係佢地記住bb嘅方式。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0F6A0r7jb
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而我，就因為bb而開始畫畫，因為嗰陣時嘅我想用畫畫呢個方式嚟記住冇嚟到呢個世界嘅佢。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRWbHeZzEM
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不停畫、不停畫，但隨住時間過去已經唔知放晒去邊。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoTtZNPK0y
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsggYAb6Ela
「呢啲嘢我未同人講過架，你係…」我緩緩抬起頭，卻發現…483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjV5aA6UY8
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「小悠？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9N65zsMRz
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一聽到我叫佢，佢即刻擰轉咗身。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVXkT6HbrH
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只不過，頭先嘅一瞬間已經足夠我睇清楚——483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUzNRUx4zk
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佢流緊眼淚。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v1yBEtn1z
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我踏前一步，想要了解發生咩事，但被佢一下子阻止：483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUgz9xwgOO
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「唔好過嚟！」佢背對我講咗呢句。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbjpQsMzze
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「…你係咪唔想聽呀？最多我唔講囉。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV86gZ0oho
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEJaqbaKh2
佢搖頭，同時用手抹去臉上嘅淚水。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUIlk4jLfp
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「唔係，只係…今日嘅我有啲奇怪。」佢依稀擠壓出聲音。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8r9lkZaZp
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「奇怪？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG9FK3mwhK
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我地就咁樣企咗喺度。望住佢低頭哭泣嘅背影，我忽然覺得後悔，頭先或者唔應該講啲咁嘅話題。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuWTRRAETW
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODLUjH1eWe
唔知幾耐之後，佢先轉過身：「頭先嘅事，阿帆就忘記佢啦。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh0Am7eckM
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X1cRzFtyd
「…對唔住。」猶豫咗一陣，我向佢道歉。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkb6bGFowo
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PfrMe69zA
佢搖頭：「應該係我道歉先啱，突然間就咁樣。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLchIpNtUQ
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb80kiSWrOv
「其實件事過咗咁耐，我唔應該再講起。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwE78BzjP5
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZytey1iIC
「點會呢？如果佢知道你咁愛佢，佢一定覺得好幸福。」小悠講嘅佢，我知道係指bb。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mniknae3U
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然後，小悠將我頭先放喺地上嘅其中一朵花拎起，插咗喺墓碑旁邊：「你真係有個好好嘅哥哥。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhCbOKCyqf
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聽到佢咁形容我，突然有啲不知所措。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuBHXVYBJG
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAe8LP3M2h
「阿帆。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwGkAHa6Lw
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1QfxBJRSH
「…嗯？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9MgR11rKc
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「呢段日子以嚟，辛苦你喇。」同臉上柔和嘅笑容相反，小悠講呢句嗰陣顯得有點寂寞。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZUfqkhrVE
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