直到太陽近乎消失，房門被人敲響：「希渝，係我。」係紫悅嘅聲線，然後係開門聲。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O7easqXeZ
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我一直攤喺窗邊冇郁過，望住外面被染上橘黃色嘅天空。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvalOXs6Es
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz9hIp751b
「發生咩事…！點解你會…」大概係望到我手腳上因為掙扎而造成嘅傷痕，紫悅好驚訝。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl6jBYNlZP
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ97OYuD9nu
我一言不發，視線半毫米都冇移動過。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytpD5pbzkb
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRLsiDRjEn
「我去拎醫藥箱…！」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajDDywA0xj
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHmJiy4DgR
紫悅返嚟之後，開始幫我包紮手腳上嘅傷。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZWZkKhJ4p
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTkvZWiAo5
「我知道，今日嘅葬禮你係好想去，但係…如果因為咁而傷害到自己嘅話，實在太唔值得，」被紫悅觸碰嘅傷口傳來劇烈刺痛，但內心一啲感覺都冇。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZXy7nDwWu
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMGcotuawX
紫悅表情一沉：「因為呢一件，係卯月最唔想見到嘅事。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50m7cwGp7b
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA11zCMh9pK
「值得…。」我輕聲細語。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXfuGblk1Z
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoibuxUXOa
「嗯？你講咩呀？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO4euDc3Pl
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP99e1XXwC
我知道，我都知道。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xwBpNIOeQ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJKfjUPURm
卯月唔想再見到嗰個因為懦弱而不斷失去嘅我；我都係一樣，唔想再見到呢個殘破不堪嘅自己，所以…680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPH0OaqJT5
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalWMH1PNWA
我一手奪過紫悅手上用來裁剪紗布嘅剪刀，然後往髮上一揮——680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9kljYKuX7
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡums5c4bDwW
「希渝…？」一束束飄落嘅髮絲，伴隨紫悅嘅驚呼散落到房間地上。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZWC6VTSfW
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3FWqkQqPU
直到頭髮變成剛過肩嘅長度，我先願意收手。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWHnhUSzYn
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdZJBgf3wz
「…點解你要咁樣做？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AzQ7B6TBi
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodpqiQzBni
「由出世到而家都未剪過短髮，想試吓咩感覺。」我對紫悅笑說。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2vdRABceT
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwghGkXQqED
我撥弄雜亂不齊嘅髮尾，後背傳來還未習慣嘅颯爽感覺。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwPtaxid5q
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyB3UAppB5
「但你都唔使一次過…」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdYo2ReoX5
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuSbznGJh0
「紫悅，我有啲嘢想同你講。」我直望進紫悅眼裏，內心前所未有咁堅定。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3oZcR1cWy
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6MoaWJI4Q
然後，我將卯月臨走之前留俾我嘅說話，仲有呢一刻心裏嘅想法統統話晒俾紫悅聽。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KaD9t3ODy
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjuqXCPzqe
佢聽完之後，並冇好似我預想嘅一樣去反對甚至制止，只係小心翼翼地，好似想再確認一次一樣：「你真係決定咁做？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9X2PR8LHj
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXQqv1Vyic
「嗯，我要去。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAiYPlsUIX
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9kSHjrfdS
我要去做我想做嘅事。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjE6oSY8O2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG6k8qZ5Yg
我要去高田帆所在嘅地方。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4oOIwtTe8
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi67ucHu4nA
「你呢個決定咁突然，真係嚇我一跳…」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UNo1KUeOo
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWlJHUeXME
「不過，之後可能就要辛苦你。」雖然卯月講過媽媽唔會對紫悅做啲咩，但我仍然有一點擔憂。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYR19OoBBR
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXI1lAaFnq
紫悅只係搖搖頭：「點會？呢層你可以放心，就算就真嘅，我都識得保護自己；反而係你呢個決定，雖然令人驚訝，但我會全力支持你。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGCrQv4jIH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz5v2nDluy
我望住紫悅，傳達發自內心嘅謝意：「多謝你。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y3kYRetdL
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8GJdLlbKs
喺紫悅嘅幫助下，我計劃好偷走嘅時機，仲有最重要嘅——點樣避開母親嘅耳目，喺佢唔知情嘅情況之下離開呢間大屋，仲有呢個我生活咗十幾年嘅地方。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lMzSCZQjV
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogYfaH4K6A
或者得到卯月嘅祝福，整個過程並無半點不順利嘅地方。然後，喺臨上飛機之前，我對紫悅作最後嘅道別。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhcTHctwbZ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeTOSldrly
「你諗住去幾耐？」佢問。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yPC9fnUhQ
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t2ieePgYC
我聳肩道：「呢一刻我未有答案，」然後笑，「或者好快就會冇晒錢，跟住返嚟。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd0T36nXGb
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcfl8EPwB7
「如果係撒仔嘅話，可能知道你想搵嘅人喺邊…可惜我唔見咗佢喺嗰邊嘅聯絡方法。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DWYa6FA78
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K08Nj9E94
我搖頭：「唔使，由一開始我就決定要靠自己。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCnK55gVt6
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7z2sy0qBw
「但係嗰個地方咁大，要成功搵一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟…。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBeFrDQre2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaflL3hyzl
「即使係咁，我都要去。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDeJP4RYCO
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg7NuhH7XS
「我仲未講完，你知唔知你要去嘅係個點嘅地方？」紫悅邊講邊數起手指，「係個空氣又差，物價又貴到離譜，政治更加腐敗到令人絕望嘅城市，呢啲你都唔怕？」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YfAScBCeG
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQASQHEds2R
「唔怕，一啲都唔怕。」只要諗到嗰個地方有高田帆喺度，所有對於未知嘅不安都會神奇地一掃而空。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKGMkUY9NH
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ljLfKffoc
佢冇辦法咁嘆一口氣：「咁我唯有祝你同休比玩得開心啲。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5V4r36fLP
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEENkgLzodl
今次嘅旅程我會帶埋休比一齊，但因為坐嘅班機唔同，佢大概會遲我一段時間至會去到目的地。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrucXAB0LRy
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78LH0LgW7X
「唔止休比，仲有小悠！」我將嗰幅畫舉高俾紫悅睇。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNl5AYHHXF
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqlL4S5cIW
「小悠…？都唔知你講緊乜。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3RngCbE4W
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJKCqr8NVR
「嘻，你唔知都得。」我細細聲笑。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHDoPNqEsv
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizwGK1ZAIL
「我真係唔係好明，你想做嘅事究竟係咩，俾你見到嗰個高田帆又點…？」紫悅攤手說道。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt09M5CPz2
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uD12i6CpH
我以笑容代替回答，然後給紫悅一個臨別嘅擁抱：「我會掛住你。」680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehhZDPIhC3
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqlP6YDxZc
「等到機會合適嘅時候，我會嚟探你。」紫悅喺我耳邊講。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJzf0rfSIs
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWFVyQM90r
「一定要！」我向佢伸出尾指。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm7Z8vBbSd
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk2TmOnMB5
除咗休比同必要嘅證件之外，我身上只係帶住嗰幅畫咗小悠同休比嘅畫。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02kbPk8kUp
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPnOvdOuDu
上一次係高田帆帶我踏出以往我一直冇勇氣離開嘅房間，教我如果希望真係咁虛無飄渺嘅話，我地只需要繼續去尋找。680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoAs5xsboo
680Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP2OcV6lAT
所以，今次我要唔依靠任何人，淨係帶住高田帆留低嗰幅對我最重要嘅畫，去搵屬於自己嘅希望。
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