直到太陽近乎消失，房門被人敲響：「希渝，係我。」係紫悅嘅聲線，然後係開門聲。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWoapKmFeh
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我一直攤喺窗邊冇郁過，望住外面被染上橘黃色嘅天空。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk163GRlw4B
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「發生咩事…！點解你會…」大概係望到我手腳上因為掙扎而造成嘅傷痕，紫悅好驚訝。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbyTVFGj7f
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我一言不發，視線半毫米都冇移動過。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2g6txliaf
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「我去拎醫藥箱…！」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGun3GwpUZ
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紫悅返嚟之後，開始幫我包紮手腳上嘅傷。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMljUy3Hmj
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5INaoIxcxL
「我知道，今日嘅葬禮你係好想去，但係…如果因為咁而傷害到自己嘅話，實在太唔值得，」被紫悅觸碰嘅傷口傳來劇烈刺痛，但內心一啲感覺都冇。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpUBMcGmaf
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紫悅表情一沉：「因為呢一件，係卯月最唔想見到嘅事。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRojgkhbNs
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9DJppzi6Y
「值得…。」我輕聲細語。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQHiln3mVu
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncVtuR66wg
「嗯？你講咩呀？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nEw3dmmFS
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2nCxlSWUE
我知道，我都知道。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXhv7X6M71
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyavS2gPyV
卯月唔想再見到嗰個因為懦弱而不斷失去嘅我；我都係一樣，唔想再見到呢個殘破不堪嘅自己，所以…681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Meh3NAjP
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我一手奪過紫悅手上用來裁剪紗布嘅剪刀，然後往髮上一揮——681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0yuYWz7EJ
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgJvh1O97h
「希渝…？」一束束飄落嘅髮絲，伴隨紫悅嘅驚呼散落到房間地上。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbLUCf3CEM
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbv1G825dZ
直到頭髮變成剛過肩嘅長度，我先願意收手。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHXbGG13Yj
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqwis1Smy9
「…點解你要咁樣做？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5LTisgZoy
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrDbH65ep1
「由出世到而家都未剪過短髮，想試吓咩感覺。」我對紫悅笑說。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqyTHX7Vg5
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gvfBIl7jB
我撥弄雜亂不齊嘅髮尾，後背傳來還未習慣嘅颯爽感覺。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe4mQ3T49s
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「但你都唔使一次過…」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPpHDWeSzX
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodLue44yBE
「紫悅，我有啲嘢想同你講。」我直望進紫悅眼裏，內心前所未有咁堅定。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X56nYO3wl
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然後，我將卯月臨走之前留俾我嘅說話，仲有呢一刻心裏嘅想法統統話晒俾紫悅聽。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUme1FHXt3
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佢聽完之後，並冇好似我預想嘅一樣去反對甚至制止，只係小心翼翼地，好似想再確認一次一樣：「你真係決定咁做？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvX0in3xLU
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE3d83wEVG
「嗯，我要去。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDTeom3I2v
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我要去做我想做嘅事。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7glHzmcNqb
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我要去高田帆所在嘅地方。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUSRmHu86q
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「你呢個決定咁突然，真係嚇我一跳…」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSAnIlkQ6b
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv8zuIhJvI
「不過，之後可能就要辛苦你。」雖然卯月講過媽媽唔會對紫悅做啲咩，但我仍然有一點擔憂。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tKQews1Cx
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDq3ldWB06
紫悅只係搖搖頭：「點會？呢層你可以放心，就算就真嘅，我都識得保護自己；反而係你呢個決定，雖然令人驚訝，但我會全力支持你。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgtBHBnm1b
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxQ1CLgTrJ
我望住紫悅，傳達發自內心嘅謝意：「多謝你。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVkxGzbeaI
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUNgLNlvs1
喺紫悅嘅幫助下，我計劃好偷走嘅時機，仲有最重要嘅——點樣避開母親嘅耳目，喺佢唔知情嘅情況之下離開呢間大屋，仲有呢個我生活咗十幾年嘅地方。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyls1CFxhB
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或者得到卯月嘅祝福，整個過程並無半點不順利嘅地方。然後，喺臨上飛機之前，我對紫悅作最後嘅道別。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMPLwakiPd
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「你諗住去幾耐？」佢問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPNtjjFXmg
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrDetqduux
我聳肩道：「呢一刻我未有答案，」然後笑，「或者好快就會冇晒錢，跟住返嚟。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwQtiqegO1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMzjwohSvD
「如果係撒仔嘅話，可能知道你想搵嘅人喺邊…可惜我唔見咗佢喺嗰邊嘅聯絡方法。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGvFMxEzfx
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BuyEbHC9R
我搖頭：「唔使，由一開始我就決定要靠自己。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAAscAnek1
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOvfktZwSK
「但係嗰個地方咁大，要成功搵一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟…。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYN9vJwzwt
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「即使係咁，我都要去。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9q7SkbsXt
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ8I0GKWx3
「我仲未講完，你知唔知你要去嘅係個點嘅地方？」紫悅邊講邊數起手指，「係個空氣又差，物價又貴到離譜，政治更加腐敗到令人絕望嘅城市，呢啲你都唔怕？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKaytd3q5B
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2FtmygGmH
「唔怕，一啲都唔怕。」只要諗到嗰個地方有高田帆喺度，所有對於未知嘅不安都會神奇地一掃而空。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm5fN4IJlE
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQkEaDPypC
佢冇辦法咁嘆一口氣：「咁我唯有祝你同休比玩得開心啲。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSWdl38G0j
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBrGCahlHb
今次嘅旅程我會帶埋休比一齊，但因為坐嘅班機唔同，佢大概會遲我一段時間至會去到目的地。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s4l7JyihK
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYbhkfbVnS
「唔止休比，仲有小悠！」我將嗰幅畫舉高俾紫悅睇。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq1IEivyOl
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWh8JCJlT6
「小悠…？都唔知你講緊乜。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHya1n5JxW
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhcE1oAPol
「嘻，你唔知都得。」我細細聲笑。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4r2rigRhd
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vf9FjydtN
「我真係唔係好明，你想做嘅事究竟係咩，俾你見到嗰個高田帆又點…？」紫悅攤手說道。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKMb6OMgGN
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHdoyk1ltA
我以笑容代替回答，然後給紫悅一個臨別嘅擁抱：「我會掛住你。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDSvyAwQPw
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcHx3QAc1p
「等到機會合適嘅時候，我會嚟探你。」紫悅喺我耳邊講。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmQlQmzqyd
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OnTFB6Jiw
「一定要！」我向佢伸出尾指。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9u5QyaM4S
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QRC6ERvLH
除咗休比同必要嘅證件之外，我身上只係帶住嗰幅畫咗小悠同休比嘅畫。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gQfAoEzd5
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG1wzopah8
上一次係高田帆帶我踏出以往我一直冇勇氣離開嘅房間，教我如果希望真係咁虛無飄渺嘅話，我地只需要繼續去尋找。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNiRmw2Dbr
681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BKqMTGdRg
所以，今次我要唔依靠任何人，淨係帶住高田帆留低嗰幅對我最重要嘅畫，去搵屬於自己嘅希望。
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