「希渝?兩個字都咁難,可唔可以寫出嚟?」個男仔對我提出同一請求。於是我喺頭先佢寫咗帆字嘅紙上面寫下自己名字。411Please respect copyright.PENANAmAMVaYAeuz
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「呢個名,係點解?」佢問。411Please respect copyright.PENANAJUqD6WpGM4
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「…唔係好嘅意思,我已經查過。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAiI2Wjz3fZv
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「點會?」個男仔喺我手中搶過字典,「一定係你搞錯,我幫你搵多次。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAMEV3sYHZno
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「你搵幾多次都唔會改變。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAIXZ6mmsLzT
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佢聽到之後,原本望住字典嘅雙眼忽然抬起,臉上掛著稍微認真嘅表情:「你唔單止表情好悲傷,就連講嘅嘢都咁悲傷。」講完又埋頭喺字典裏面。411Please respect copyright.PENANAtwt6GIZmSx
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揭咗一陣之後,佢興奮大叫:「有喇有喇!」411Please respect copyright.PENANA2EWaAhdEPP
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「渝…我唔識睇之後啲解釋,係咩意思?」佢將本字典轉過來。411Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ6kefpbUQ
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我一眼都冇望過就答佢:「係變化。」411Please respect copyright.PENANA7l69tCLujS
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「變化…即係改變呀?」佢側頭問。411Please respect copyright.PENANAC5mRf54YQv
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「嗯,所以我個名係會改變嘅希望,即係捉唔到嘅希望。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAHW2vfl6LEi
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佢嘆一口氣:「我話你…呢個解釋會唔會太過夾硬嚟。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAOIK8MmAYhv
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「唔會,」我低頭,望住被繫在腳上嘅厚重物體,「呢個就係證據。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAkhGKXoO8aV
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個男仔沿我視線望去,然後驚訝:「呢個咩嚟架?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAxn49I6Mcbg
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「腳鐐,亦都係對我嘅愛——媽媽係咁講。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAxpdiZCBERG
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「你話呢樣嘢係愛?但係你俾呢樣嘢鎖住咪郁唔到囉?」411Please respect copyright.PENANA0oSi5ayUEp
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「嗯,所以唔會搵到希望。」411Please respect copyright.PENANALpI9ucDfoM
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「…你講得太悲傷喇。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAFoZnftxzzF
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「你覺得好悲傷?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAVo8NKahpkZ
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佢點頭:「嗯,超悲傷,你嘅表情都係。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAfX0BWvsxP3
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「點解你咁講?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAz9xoJb16Hy
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佢突然拎咗一幅畫出嚟:「因為,只要望吓呢幅畫就知道。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAGuyFYPFcqg
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「…畫?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAdI0Oomz9fE
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「嗯。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAvmgHvc0uhW
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畫裏面係一個躺在窗邊嘅女孩,正在遙望遠方景色。411Please respect copyright.PENANA2A4YXuJsiZ
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「…呢個係我?」411Please respect copyright.PENANA6sOLQf3uGd
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「嗯,喺出面唔覺意望到,就開始畫。」佢聳一下肩。411Please respect copyright.PENANAWpQkqtdCcq
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我仔細望咗幅畫一陣,然後講:「你畫畫好靚。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAp2AoilcmZ7
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「嘛…」佢撇過視線,臉上出現些許紅暈。411Please respect copyright.PENANANcM58i3g18
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望住佢呢個樣,我偷偷地笑:「唔係每日都畫嘅話,應該畫唔到啲咁靚嘅畫。」411Please respect copyright.PENANASy0qtjRjr8
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「…的確有每日都畫,因為阿爸阿媽睇到會好開心,同埋我本身都鍾意畫。」佢一邊講一邊搲頭。411Please respect copyright.PENANAjcf1ZZIAW0
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「你好犀利。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAIUagUQeBQS
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「但係,畫笑嘅表情果然係容易過畫悲傷嘅表情。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAQzfmPKEiPl
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畫入面嘅女孩,正如佢所講般掛住悲傷表情。411Please respect copyright.PENANAaB3C5cXPAn
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「咁你再畫過?今次將佢畫成喺度笑。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAQcRgUzDVps
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「畫唔到。」佢一口回絕。411Please respect copyright.PENANAN40SU64sx2
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「點解?」411Please respect copyright.PENANA9ff1eFDXUf
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「因為畫入面嘅女仔,即係你,本身就係咁悲傷。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAdoFdBBCr3r
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「…對唔住。」我低頭。411Please respect copyright.PENANAro3oqRqYho
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「…邊有人會特登道歉架?你果然係怪人。」411Please respect copyright.PENANA1qXp8fqMCc
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佢冇再理我,開始喺度畫畫。411Please respect copyright.PENANAkiugTCzCZq
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過咗一陣,我忍唔住問:「你畫緊咩?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAZgJUMBX6GX
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佢一直望住幅畫,隻手冇停過落嚟:「嗰個,痛唔痛架?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAK88gGEz547
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「嗯?」411Please respect copyright.PENANA2pVk4AT6FM
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「我係指呢樣嘢。」佢舉起咗幅畫俾我睇,畫入面係腳鐐,同我腳上嘅一模一樣。411Please respect copyright.PENANAk7H46tHqwu
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我垂低頭:「痛,不過我慣。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAn4AV8ID6sM
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佢合上畫簿,忽然企起身走到我身旁,開始研究我腳上面樣嘢:「…原來係咁。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAwkKxlwJTfy
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然後,佢雙手各執一邊,用力一扯——411Please respect copyright.PENANAwTyWFk8HnA
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「…你想做咩?!」411Please respect copyright.PENANA3hEvplCm85
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佢笑:「整爛佢囉,冇咗呢樣嘢嘅話,你應該就會笑。」411Please respect copyright.PENANATnqOTS6nwP
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「等陣…!」我下意識縮起雙腳。411Please respect copyright.PENANAKY7I0eDc80
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佢不停用力拉扯,理所當然半點效用都冇。過咗一陣佢應該發現到呢點,所以終於停手。411Please respect copyright.PENANAxdzxh3jHD6
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「唔會有用架。」411Please respect copyright.PENANACpBqoTfbbf
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佢似乎用力過度,有點喘氣:「果然單靠兩隻手係打唔爆呢舊嘢。」411Please respect copyright.PENANACVcr6K9Z4a
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此時,房間外傳來某人嘅聲音:「希渝!我帶咗新字典嚟呀!我地一齊睇吖!」411Please respect copyright.PENANAdRQk01dXS2
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「係羅凱撒…。」411Please respect copyright.PENANANsTSqlA5ai
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個男仔聽到之後起身:「咁,我都係時候返落去。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAvoXTrThCXY
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「你要走嗱?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAbCZsih6hR3
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「嗯,唔想爸媽擔心。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAVpBEICX452
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「拜拜。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAAEHyZalxDN
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「拜拜!聽日一齊再玩過!」411Please respect copyright.PENANADFQGNCxTV4
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「嗯!」或者係久違地識到新朋友,內心好耐未試過咁期待。411Please respect copyright.PENANAPjoQh9N9Q1
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「你笑嗰陣果然好好睇,你應該笑多啲。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAX878CobHR3
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聽完佢咁講,我先知道自己臉上掛著笑容。411Please respect copyright.PENANA7b9XHjEpLv
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「我入嚟喇——」話音未落,房門已經被打開,羅凱撒一見到個男仔就大叫,「你係邊個呀?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAtnaIeAtIdc
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個男仔趁機跑向打開嘅房門:「殊!我借部psp俾你玩,你幫我保守秘密!拜拜!」411Please respect copyright.PENANAKoTIeyB4Vq
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等到個男仔走咗之後,羅凱撒問我:「頭先嗰個到底邊個嚟架?」411Please respect copyright.PENANAqveYM7JO6V
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「係新朋友。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAh81thqTYAk
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「新朋友?幾時識架?」411Please respect copyright.PENANA91SZvpOR8D
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「就喺啱啱。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAyCvOKsiU7a
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「原來係咁,係個點嘅人?」411Please respect copyright.PENANABUB4LKdKW3
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「…一個好有趣嘅人。」411Please respect copyright.PENANA5tYnbLEX94
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「真係?我又想同佢一齊玩。」411Please respect copyright.PENANA1GPrHLNVJk
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「嗯!下次我地三個一齊睇字典!」我接過羅凱撒帶嚟嘅新字典,細聲唸咗一次個男仔嘅名——411Please respect copyright.PENANAH1jUqz5VKm
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「…高田帆。」411Please respect copyright.PENANAabcR3Megba