「點解冇相嘅?」我指住眼前立喺地上嘅淺灰色長方體問。432Please respect copyright.PENANA7i3KVpLndd
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墓碑略顯新簇,上面只係刻咗寥寥可數嘅幾個字,仲有一個日期。432Please respect copyright.PENANA8YXJmZCWAk
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「因為我地冇見過佢,唔知佢點嘅樣吖嘛。」阿爸阿媽咁樣同我講。432Please respect copyright.PENANABrZqqAbEZ5
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我望一眼墓碑上嘅字:「唔知佢係點嘅樣…咁咪好快唔記得囉?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAZL4RpiwaY6
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阿媽摸吓我頭髮:「唔會,只要你心裏面愛佢,就唔會唔記得。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA1DDnl3nDut
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「雖然係咁…。」我細細聲講。432Please respect copyright.PENANAuvDdbfGcX3
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我偷偷地數吓自己有啲咩係一定要記住:每個禮拜嗰集動畫劇情、每隻陀螺嘅屬性同特徵、每日喺學校學嘅單字、每次去公園都會一齊玩嘅朋友…。432Please respect copyright.PENANAEfdlA2AWkF
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咁數落去,話唔埋有一日我會完全忘記呢個冇出世嘅阿妹都未定。432Please respect copyright.PENANAtdMWJsgNEB
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只係想像一吓,已經一萬個不願意。432Please respect copyright.PENANAfTnV9ezQaA
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返到屋企,阿爸阿媽忙住同唔知邊個開視像會議。432Please respect copyright.PENANA7ypnVirVKM
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佢地俾咗啲顏色筆同畫紙我坐喺地下度玩。432Please respect copyright.PENANAj4MFjX1WG4
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坐喺地下,一直諗住頭先個地方——灰濛濛一片,令人唔舒服,可能有啲顏色會好啲,咁阿妹都會住得開心啲。432Please respect copyright.PENANAMizyVe8FXQ
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我拎起其中一支筆,開始合埋眼想像。432Please respect copyright.PENANAlGk6Z4bySw
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隔離屋有對讀緊中學嘅兄妹,個阿哥就成日話個阿妹除咗多嘢講,就係多嘢講,同埋蠢,佢話:「阿妹呢樣嘢,唔係好嘢。」432Please respect copyright.PENANA9JcuE9lUq6
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不過我諗,或者唔係所有阿妹都係咁,至少我會教佢做功課,令佢唔好變蠢,如果我有阿妹嘅話。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGTasz0juyR
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所以,佢最多都係多嘢講;大概仲會鍾意周圍走,跌到損手爛腳都唔知。432Please respect copyright.PENANAUYdKnw5CKH
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因為咁,佢應該唔會好似學校其他女仔咁鍾意留好長嘅頭髮。432Please respect copyright.PENANAdMXpGldku4
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然後對眼,應該會同我同阿爸阿媽相似。432Please respect copyright.PENANAVYwryVngei
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我愈諗愈高興,開始喺紙上動筆。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZGLUpKPAQ6
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一番功夫之後,我喺畫紙上完成最後潤飾,然後放低顏色筆。432Please respect copyright.PENANAZu64wj61hU
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「…咁樣就唔會唔記得你喇。」我望住畫中嘅女孩講。432Please respect copyright.PENANAT7UsrWbeeU
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不過,成幅畫只係得一個人,或者佢會覺得好悶。432Please respect copyright.PENANArACTVYi4fA
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呢個時候,我不經意瞥向櫃上嘅相架,係不久前阿爸阿媽幫我影嘅,慶祝我首次養寵物,只係而家睇返,依然覺得好傷心。432Please respect copyright.PENANARVJ0NuZBo4
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「…龍貓。」甚至連改名都未嚟得切,就已經整唔見咗嘅龍貓。432Please respect copyright.PENANAd2U4fDjLs3
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我唔想唔記得。我想好似記住阿妹一樣,一直記住龍貓。432Please respect copyright.PENANAENpFpqs0SU
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所以,我執返起支顏色筆,喺紙上面開始畫。432Please respect copyright.PENANAGN912vItM3
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冇幾耐,阿爸阿媽開完會,我都差唔多畫完。432Please respect copyright.PENANACPKUHZsBtY
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佢地見到我喺度畫畫,表情有啲驚訝:「帆帆你畫得好靚呀,你畫緊咩呀?」432Please respect copyright.PENANAt7zaUiJGJy
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我將幅畫俾佢地睇:「係阿妹同埋龍貓。」432Please respect copyright.PENANAs3iwLf0aJA
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阿爸阿媽冇講乜嘢,淨係笑住摸吓我個頭。432Please respect copyright.PENANAUA0M5PFrAG
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「以後每一日我都帶住呢幅畫,咁就唔會唔記得佢地!」我笑逐顏開。432Please respect copyright.PENANAx5sQFwazem
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——呢一個就係我開始畫畫嘅契機。432Please respect copyright.PENANAq76HaG60C1
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