呢一晚,我地喺房裏面食蛋糕、傾偈,紫悅仲帶咗酒嚟飲,結果未到半夜佢已經醉到失去意識,我同羅凱撒幫佢蓋好被之後,出咗去露台感受晚夏帶來嘅涼風。322Please respect copyright.PENANALuigFnNUzc
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「估唔到,生日禮物竟然會係一隻…叫咩話?」羅凱撒問道。322Please respect copyright.PENANADiA9cd4nIi
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我笑住回答:「係龍貓。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA8eliSKzoUw
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「係,係龍貓,我都唔知原來你咁鐘意龍貓。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAASGhAJBzxR
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「嗯,好鍾意。」卯月知道嗰幅高田帆送俾我嘅畫,佢一定係見我好鍾意裏面隻龍貓,所以先會送一隻真嘅俾我。322Please respect copyright.PENANA3PHj53fLgA
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羅凱撒笑咗一下:「見到你嘅表情已經知。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAZ76vY8Qcd4
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「龍貓對我嚟講有特別嘅意義。」我望向遠方嘅燈塔講。322Please respect copyright.PENANAEKPuX1oIRV
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「如果係咁嘅話,一定要幫佢改個名。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAU9SxMdzEQT
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「嗯,一早改好咗喇!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAuIOrkr4bYi
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「叫咩名?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAIPTaOsMFkq
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「叫休比…!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAmOCSxO3PzA
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「休比…」羅凱撒唸咗一次,然後微笑點頭,「嗯,係個好名。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAX1ZFCWDyOA
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「同埋,我發現咗休比真係好有靈性架!叫佢個名佢就會應!」322Please respect copyright.PENANA5PuGo1hvUS
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「…龍貓又點會識得應人?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAub1ti6P6IX
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「唔信嘅話你睇吓!」我捧住休比,然後叫佢個名。322Please respect copyright.PENANAc42CFCgr06
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休比碌幾吓對眼仔:「嘰嘰嘰嘰!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAFSyUeZ28k9
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「睇唔睇到呀?」322Please respect copyright.PENANA7lz79gWLXF
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羅凱撒表情有啲驚訝:「唔通,佢唔係一隻普通龍貓,而係嚟自龍貓之國嘅勇者…。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA9WfSCoH7hq
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我忍唔到笑:「你亂噏乜嘢?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAXwWBmAPeKw
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之後,我地又傾咗無數嘅話題,尤其係關於嗰個同我相隔幾千公里遠——高田帆所在嘅地方。羅凱撒講咗好多嗰個地方嘅得意嘢俾我聽,就好似卯月以前對我講嘅故事一樣,每字每句都令我更加想親身去一次。322Please respect copyright.PENANAA3ZLhbm2T2
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我唔係冇諗過問羅凱撒有關高田帆嘅事,不過今晚嘅快樂已經係透支往後幾十年嘅份量而獲得,嗰份會跟住我一世嘅罪疚感只係暫時被眼前假象掩蓋,而唔係消失,亦都唔會消失——我怕再開心落去嘅話,我會忘記呢個事實。322Please respect copyright.PENANAuuzRRjV7AR
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所以,而家咁樣就夠。322Please respect copyright.PENANAp3yBAmAlHk
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羅凱撒用力伸一個懶腰:「咁我都差唔多要返去。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAiBLvfiQQHT
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「嗯,今日可以見到你真係好開心。」322Please respect copyright.PENANApsU9EDdkqm
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「哼…」佢閉眼笑道,「唔知幾時先再可以同你咁樣吹住晚風,傾偈傾成晚。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAcF7DHAv7zz
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不知不覺,月亮已經半掛空中,微風混和山中一帶獨有嘅氣味送來,每吸一口氣都令人感受到截然不同嘅清新——322Please respect copyright.PENANAHyCkSZzoMT
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嚟到呢個地方之後,我首次乘著晚風,同羅凱撒面對面咁傾偈,一切就好似我生日嗰晚一樣。322Please respect copyright.PENANARvLEaKAmRp
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「…一定可以!」我說出鼓勵說話,雖然羅凱撒表現毫不在乎,但我知佢憂慮緊今次聯校宿營嘅比賽。322Please respect copyright.PENANAQAuM2Ci7Ae
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「哼,爭贏體育館唔係你話可以就可以,尤其對面學校呢種級數嘅對手。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAhx3m2waYeZ
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「有阿帆喺度,佢一定會諗啲辦法!」322Please respect copyright.PENANAwkaEOMJzA4
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「照我觀察佢根本唔在乎體育館,講真見到佢肯嚟我已經嚇一大跳,你到底用咗咩方法迫佢嚟今次嘅聯校宿營?」322Please respect copyright.PENANADUo2C16kpd
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我發出零碎笑聲:「算係…出咗少少術?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAABJFvoEilV
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「仲有…一直都未有機會問,到底發生咩事令你咁大轉變?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAVUzdOg2a2q
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「乜你覺得我變咗好多?」322Please respect copyright.PENANACtdGoiIZFG
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佢托一下眼鏡:「唔單止個名,仲有外表、言行舉止。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAgSQyRInQbY
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我沉默起來。322Please respect copyright.PENANAaWOgn7CQYB
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「如果你唔想講嘅話,可以唔講。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA3EA9z6OAeM
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我暗自深呼吸一下,否則繼續回憶落去嘅話,大概會被嗰種仿如世界末日嘅痛楚再度吞沒:「…你記唔記得邊個係卯月?」322Please respect copyright.PENANA9R0atltblG
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「記得,以前去你間屋玩嗰陣佢對我好好。」羅凱撒講嘅時候,臉上係柔和嘅笑容。322Please respect copyright.PENANAC8y5wlJeUL
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「佢死咗。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA0k2nXNtnAB
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佢嘅表情於瞬間凝結:「…你講咩話?」322Please respect copyright.PENANAHHgtE6l3oz
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「嗯,佢死咗,一個個名長到我都記唔到嘅病。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAI6TJtgjcA0
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「…點解會咁。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAQItWzfraUh
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「我知道嘅時候,已經係見緊佢最後一面,我永遠都唔會忘記佢喺走之前,握住我對手同我講嘅一字一句。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAI5wjxibW8k
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我繼續講落去:「佢話佢最大嘅遺憾,就係喺我身邊照顧咗我十幾年,而冇好好去理會內心真正想追求嘅事。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAb2vis2Hhrq
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嗰個時候,卯月雖然握住我對手,但從手心傳來嘅只剩下冰冷,嗰種令人難以忘懷嘅溫度永遠會留喺我掌心裏面——322Please respect copyright.PENANAsl9D252aqo
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「所以,你都要去追尋自己真正想做嘅事,我相信呢個都係希洋嘅願望。」322Please respect copyright.PENANAvNx80vx1RS
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「真正…想做嘅事?」望住眼前嘅卯月,我個腦只係一片空白。322Please respect copyright.PENANA5mclUU5Fgg
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佢點頭,片刻後說:「你唔使擔心我同紫悅,太太對我地好好,唔會待薄我地。」322Please respect copyright.PENANADuNSmpWpUR
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「我冇任何想做嘅事…。」我稍微撇開視線,然後緊握住佢掌心,「比起呢樣,你要好好休息多啲,一定會好快好返架。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA837XFhyhvc
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雖然連我自己都唔相信。322Please respect copyright.PENANAbz0QTW5l8V
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「唔會冇,一定會有。」佢搖頭說道,「希渝,你試吓合埋眼,嗰樣最先浮現喺腦海裏面嘅事物,就係你真正想做嘅事。」322Please respect copyright.PENANALsIX1gobF6
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講完之後,佢緩緩閉起雙眼。322Please respect copyright.PENANAOyS1Oy3r25
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「…卯月?」322Please respect copyright.PENANArD3GxcyDl0
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「真係好想再返去一次,我出世嗰個地方。」322Please respect copyright.PENANA3UEn8eOORm
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伴隨住窗外遠方嘅鳥鳴,卯月最後嘅聲線傳到我耳邊,直到好耐之後我依然唔知道嗰陣時嘅聲音究竟係出自邊種雀鳥,聽起來竟然如此令人悲傷。