經過漫長嘅旅程，我終於踏上呢片陌生嘅土地。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoiAvCt4Pr
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEezVMdhv0V
我用細個儲落嘅錢搵咗個地方暫住，瞓醒之後就漫無目的咁喺條街度周圍行，有時就會亂咁上一架巴士，坐到總站就落車，繼續漫無目的地遊走。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj6TdcD7Iw
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4hF0uhSI6
我諗如果紫悅喺度嘅話，一定會笑我，話喺茫茫人海裏面搵一個人等於大海撈針，但我覺得咁樣嘅生活其實都唔錯，每一刻都優哉悠哉，一啲煩惱都冇，比起以往困喺大屋嘅日子實在要好太多。當然，嚟搵高田帆呢個諗法冇一秒被我放棄過，亦都係我置身喺呢片土地嘅最大原因。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIg9Oj2bBv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR04CzuO6l
雖然只係過咗兩日，我已經深深領會到紫悅喺我臨上機前所講嘅——混濁嘅空氣無處不在，每呼吸一下都好似將多餘嘅雜質吸到體內一樣，對於呢一點我仍然唔係好慣。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A9UQ2nsdg
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC6YVUzMBT
一架大貨車喺眼前揚塵而去，我禁不住掩著口鼻：「咳咳、咳咳…。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb51HCOkjR
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKbH8S21ei
咳咗一陣之後，突然有隻手輕拍我膊頭：「冇事吖嘛？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEcWBWfKfB
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrKEemh5Ma
一個拎住拐杖嘅婆婆企咗喺我眼前，我搖頭：「冇、冇事，唔該你呀。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGVQMfBEZs
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx67AZT3ED
話音未落，個婆婆突然面容痛苦，我趕快問：「婆婆你點呀？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ6paEtU31
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Vv0NET11
佢一邊揉住後背：「冇事，只係背痛發作，係呢妹妹，你可唔可以幫我拎一拎袋橙，順便送我去附近公園休息呀？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4rXlzgpak
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dHZPBeXR7
「冇問題！」我一手接過婆婆手上嘅兩袋橙。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5hhXsJmA0
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsD9rZ6uea
一邊行嘅時候，婆婆滿臉笑容咁問我：「睇你咁生面口，喺外地嚟架？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTCLFhQd5M
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbNTBuoMEU
我點頭：「我以前從來都未嚟過呢度。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHdyqkZ3QP
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOiFEUOwqC
「你係嚟旅行？要唔要婆婆介紹附近有咩景點呀？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eFjAw3EUW
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CGLojQSqX
「比起旅行，我嚟係有更加緊要嘅嘢要做。」我眼望前方。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92jnVxyPvY
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8QHt0X4g1
「緊要嘅嘢？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKpGe2vALw
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxcYknBGwY
「嗯，嚟搵一個人。」我對婆婆笑說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkcQYd50WO
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBNgl3PNDT
「呵呵，對我嚟講最緊要嘅嘢就係每日同孫仔孫女玩…。」婆婆笑得好開心咁講。睇嚟同佢傾咗一陣計，佢暫時忘記咗身體嘅痛楚，所以我都鬆一口氣咁笑。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUpQvNQyzG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaa7REIYGF
但下一秒，婆婆突然掩住胸口位置，繼而不支倒地。我從來冇遇到過呢種情況，所以花咗啲時間先搵到送婆婆去醫院嘅方法，去到醫院之後婆婆嘅家人都好快嚟咗。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQDifWkLlZ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEQKJWzejS
喺醫院外面，伯伯同我講婆婆要即時做個大手術，但因為身上冇錢，所以希望我可以幫佢地俾住先：「我一定會還返俾你…！」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtseJsrDMJ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jmdc4JQFk
「但係…」我身上嘅錢本身都唔多，根本唔知夠唔夠幫到婆婆。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQlbuu5su2
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehxLRFil7E
伯伯突然舉起三隻手指：「一係咁，你墊住咁多俾我地先就夠架喇，求吓你。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2jrfHknlH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tvm5vNGwS
「吓…？」我對伯伯所講嘅銀碼完全冇概念，不過如果可以幫到婆婆嘅話都想儘量幫，於是我將身上所有嘅錢拎出嚟，「你睇吓呢度夠唔夠？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny2STQl1Kd
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUTt0DjZ1P
伯伯見到之後，表情變得好開心：「夠、夠！」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsQAftmpXs
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHdRh6htbx
「咁你快啲去啦。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD38iUBJ8R
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWIxdqFnlq
我繼續喺醫院外面等，等伯伯返嚟同我講婆婆而家情況點，但企到太陽落山，到黑夜降臨依然見唔到伯伯。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC9SiYW7ZX
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttv0cjsNaw
去到凌晨嗰陣，我去問護士知唔知做緊心臟手術嗰個婆婆情況點，得到嘅答案係唔清楚，不過今日冇人被安排做心臟手術。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5DE7Ffroz
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbgyp7udMw
「咁晏晝同我一齊嗰對公公婆婆…？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1fI67Jsp0
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPnZx0izDk
「個婆婆冇咩事，休息咗一陣就同個伯伯走咗啦，簡直係浪費救護車資源…。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF51ErGtDN
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYAkCkWnTF
到咗呢個時候我先至後知後覺，但已經咩都做唔到。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGTs6ReyME
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQot0vJ1yp5
「咁我以後點算…。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTKsJsjH1x
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4TbwnBjdQ
所餘無幾之後，好快連住嘅地方都冇埋，身上值錢嘅嘢可能得返電話同手錶，我根本唔知自己仲可以去邊。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnMcIiomz
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2nBhk3r3Z
紫悅喺我臨走前講過如果遇到有咩事一定要打俾佢，無論佢喺天涯海角都會即刻趕嚟；只不過每次我想按下撥出嘅時候，我都會提醒自己嚟咗呢個地方只不過係短短幾日，如果咁短時間就要向紫悅求救，咁我之前下嘅決心又有咩意義。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ezWLMVNMx
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzLnqBDZ5p
仲有，我嚟嘅目的仲未達成，如果輕易放棄嘅話，同嗰個被困住喺大屋嘅自己根本冇分別。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFae3Kg9y0N
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PZMFVd0sx
每當諗到呢度，我都會收起部電話，然後再諗其他解決方法。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipoZrFOqU4
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KoFUtacAb
冇錢嘅話，大不了我就瞓街。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa96Adteo1Z
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNTzDjsSBM
我拖住疲累嘅身軀走到去一個公園，然後瞓咗喺一張長櫈上面，為咗忘記兩日冇食嘢所累積嘅飢餓感，我淨係想快啲瞓著。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARfM55P1A4
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsN4E2z3lA
或者瞓喺長櫈同以前瞓喺房間地板嘅感覺有啲相似，好快我嘅意識就開始飄走。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUs32zoWXa
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuyYms7gcD
入睡嘅前一秒，耳邊隱約傳來其他露宿者嘅收音機聲：「提提大家，而家正懸掛八號風球，冇咩必要記得唔好出街留喺屋企喇…」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFkqgFbbiu
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5GFigo3rz
時間唔知過咗幾耐，我感覺到有一對手喺我腰間遊走。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPy3VIDYkz
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQLJc8p0Y5
我即時清醒過來，見到嘅係一個陌生大叔。我想反抗嘅時候，佢塞咗幾張紙幣俾我：「我俾錢你，你幫我解決吓。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvRncDz3aC
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAepMA3QBP
我咩都冇講，淨係推開佢，然後跑出公園。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqCgTPaqAO
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzehCarrRwf
「喂…！！」佢喺後面叫住我，我以為出咗公園就冇事，但佢依舊對我窮追不捨。明明而家唔係好夜，但街上居然一個人都冇——我先記起原來掛緊八號風球。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLHog8fDpG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLlGb4EZ2h
嗰個人一直跟喺我後面，眼見同佢嘅距離愈縮愈短，我內心首次出現驚恐嘅感覺。我索性咩都唔理，趁住轉彎嘅時候，用餘下嘅氣力跑入一個飄散住陣陣異味嘅地方，然後匿埋喺最埋面嘅角落。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaXsnNQtNG
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2wo6AqWLY
我唔敢再望外面嘅情況，過咗一陣只係聽到嗰個人大叫：「嘩老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿…」然後係一陣腳步聲遠去。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUB70lEmCE
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIsJqXJuGg
聽到外面冇晒動靜，我偷偷地望出去，先知道自己跑咗入垃圾房。再觀察多一陣，確定嗰個人已經走遠，我至鬆一口氣。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4bSsCGQyX
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbDEZJeRby
但呢一口氣同時將我一直壓抑嘅情緒鬆綁，眼淚好似缺堤一樣，不停從眼眶裏湧出，我將頭埋喺膝蓋裏面。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFxcxhtTPJ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUjymefNFM
好攰，好想食嘢，好掛住休比，好掛住希洋，仲有卯月。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84sKuyBn6k
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9LHtp3rAB
結果，我都係嗰個咩都要依靠其他人先做到，懦弱到連自己都覺得嫌惡嘅自己。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A5lPuJto5
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLZJAsj3hl
直到眼淚流乾，我連思考之後應該點做嘅氣力都再擠唔出，只係感覺到一陣頭昏腦漲，彷彿下一秒就會成為一具冇呼吸嘅屍體。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5GGRgiH21
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxYtYwL2YC
如果我真係死喺呢度，唔知紫悅會唔會搵到我。又或者，到時我會連同呢度啲垃圾一齊被帶到唔知邊度處理，咁樣同我隔住幾千公里遠嘅媽媽應該都會好開心。啲人話一個人臨死前，諗嘅嘢都會愈來愈奇怪，意識逐漸喪失嘅我開始明白。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OA3ZHPJHw
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfFINZ4sRw
就喺呢個時候，一袋垃圾由外面飛咗入嚟，打中咗我，緊接天空傳來震耳欲聾嘅雷聲。因為咁，我嘅意識亦被一下子帶返現實。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFjzCSAv25
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7cMQHdrSK
我揉著被打中嘅痛處：「痛…邊個咁大力掉垃圾呀…」然後慢慢起身，爬出垃圾堆外。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xoi3FYD9b
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xWmkBcesr
「嘩！有人嘅？」頭先掉垃圾嗰個人講，聽落係一把有啲熟悉嘅男仔聲。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcti6QQ0m5l
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5cb8sRaQH
「對唔住，頭先唔小心掟中你…。」嗰把聲繼續講。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgEmGmsZ6w
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5eM5FVA2f
胸口開始響起強烈鼓動，我緩緩抬頭，去確認心裏面嘅猜想——381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCQ4yuLfeh
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BDiHvj7sq
依舊係一頭剛過耳嘅短髮，有點顯得寬鬆嘅卡通汗衫，仲有嗰張我一輩子都唔會忘記嘅臉孔。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLMZ3nVybb
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfd3Jul4nq
「…你冇嘢吖嘛？」眼前嘅男仔帶點慌張，向我踏前兩步。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AU1zxNyTQ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSbuerayGW
要喺茫茫人海裏面搵到一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVv8nU1ye4
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmoaZGDzp5
我一直將紫悅嘅說話記喺心入面，因為即使表面唔相信，但我內心深處依然覺得要喺咁大嘅地方裏面搵到高田帆，或者真係冇咩可能。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzIXlcYPhd
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVTitDrhk9
但係望住呢個相隔十二年冇見面嘅男仔，我想同紫悅講，奇蹟正喺我眼前發生。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPTZJxO0Z1
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