「唔使等下次喇，我而家就可以話俾你知。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QGlcJBHUY
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「嗯？」小悠一臉好奇。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXF79JivWz
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我別過視線：「不過，你可能要有心理準備…」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6XacuORbF
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「吓？心理準備？係咪好震驚架？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBWZZ9S8j2
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「我講完之後，你或者真係會咁諗都唔定…」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY0Es6cnxT
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小悠諗兩諗，忽然好似醒起某啲嘢：「吖，不過提起心理準備，我都諗起有件事要同阿帆講架。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlyMjzCKGi
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「咩事呀？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6HybISE8L
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佢笑：「都係你講先。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1MoJbI43X
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估唔到就連開口告白，都要遇到啲咁嘅橋段。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpBBbeu9v0
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如果我跟住落嚟堅持俾小悠講先，佢有99％機會又拋返個波俾我，我地之間嘅對話就會陷入沒完沒了嘅局面。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYzfeXzEOR
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所以照道理，我係應該唔理三七廿一，同佢講咗我想講嘅嘢先；只不過，呢個道理只係適用於正常情況下。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrJROzEBYn
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而家嘅情況，係我咁大個人，第一次同人告白。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYbnEzEil7
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所以，內心稍微緊張一下，都係正常吧？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsfmN4JSxV
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雖然唔知佢要講嘅係咩，但根據同眼前人相處咁耐嚟睇，八成都係蠢嘢；聽完之後，話唔定能平息心裏嘅緊張感。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvP9fktoxT
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就咁決定之後，我搖頭：「都係你講先啦。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6sbYg24KF
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慶幸嘅係小悠冇將個波拋嚟拋去：「好啦，咁你聽住喇喎。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWvsIo7QwG
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「嗯。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQg1TbcdYN
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會係關休比事，定係關屋企啲零食事——我喺心入面猜測。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcECtbubTP
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「就係，過埋呢個學期之後，我會跟紫悅一齊離開呢度。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ9puS2VVD
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欸…？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufS07ildgD
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空氣彷彿停滯於眼前。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ax8OEuhh2
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我用咗大概十秒時間去理解佢講嘅嘢：「離開呢度，係指…」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpImwR24f6
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佢接落去：「冇錯！就係離開呢個地方，出發到外地旅行。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoXyn4BTn2
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「…旅行？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSjwcwDwC0
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「又或者換個講法，係去追逐夢想。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jj6ndbYcX
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「…夢想？」大腦嘅思考功能由剛才開始忽然停歇，只係識得重覆佢講嘅單字。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP33mTJ6q0s
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「嗯！就好似阿帆咁，我都搵到自己想做嘅嘢…阿帆？」小悠喺我眼前揮手。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBEx2BRLHk
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「吓？我冇嘢…」我回過神來，「你諗清楚架嗱？你同赤城紫悅識咗唔係好耐咋喎…」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvWNgird7K
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「嗯！就係諗得好清楚，先決定讀埋呢個學期，咁樣阿帆你會冇咁唔捨得我吖嘛。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfXwP1mM8c
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距離學期完結，仲有幾個月。小悠選擇咁早同我講，可能真係如佢所講嘅咁，我會早啲有心理準備、唔會咁唔捨得佢。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUNN0FQxsc
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雖然知道，但依然抑制唔到內心嘅激動，我強迫自己唔去表現出嚟。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qLgrNOP6n
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「…你想做嘅嘢，係咩呀？」喉嚨發出乾澀嘅聲音。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrdnm8AHhv
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「我之前咪同你講過，紫悅係一個會行走於世界各地嘅龍貓學者嚟嘅？其實唔止做研究，佢真正嘅工作係拯救世界上所有有需要嘅龍貓…我想做嘅事，就係呢樣。」小悠一臉憧憬嘅表情。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PhGOvwUA6
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「…你真心？」總係覺得，自己嘅決心俾一個莫名其妙嘅理由打斷咗。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiuZgXaJUb
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佢笑：「又或者咁講，一邊拯救龍貓，一邊去睇呢個世界，呢個就係對我嚟講，呢一刻最想去追尋嘅夢想。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25t7etOOFa
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聽到佢咁講，我內心忽然一軟。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmyHj4l9zT
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然後厭惡頭先覺得決心被打斷嘅自己。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzb9DBKzJc
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對於冇背景、冇來歷嘅小悠嚟講，可以填補內心一片空白嘅，就只有親眼去見識，並且切身去經歷；呢段日子以嚟佢喺學校嘅投入度就足以說明一切，但係呢個世界好大，佢唔應該俾一間小小嘅學校困住，呢一點我再明白不過。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXrnTGwBul
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喺宏大嘅夢想面前，頭先我嘅所謂決心更顯得微不足道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz5vapSd9o
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我勉強揚起嘴角：「聽落好似好犀利。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe6HxEFUdF
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佢搖頭：「自從選完學生會之後，見到阿帆咁努力嘅身影，我就開始諗自己有一日都要有想實現嘅夢想，然後親自去體驗一吓，嗰種無論如何都想要達成嘅感覺。所以倒不如話，係阿帆你令我搵到自己想做嘅事。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYJBIGtHs4
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「我明明咩都冇做過…。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW2G8KH9Lf
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「有架，由一開始阿帆已經幫咗我好多，唔單止包食包住，仲有供書教學…」佢開始數起手指。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr0mdyIfKN
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我笑起上嚟：「照你咁講，我係咪應該逐樣收返錢好啲？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNerPBcu9cJ
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「你終於笑喇。」小悠講完呢句之後，我同佢都靜咗落嚟。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ2XevCuRw
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係頭一次，我居然會去在意我地之間嘅沉默。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyNB5HONo7
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隔咗唔知幾耐，佢再度開口：「你放心啦，雖然同你相處嘅時間唔係好長，不過我一定…」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstn0Nmjm8q
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唔知點解，佢講到呢度就冇再講落去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pXWeUINcq
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我將佢嗰條未梳好嘅頭髮撫平：「得喇，明喇。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5rl2HL2Tj
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喺道別嘅氣氛之下，就連呼吸一口空氣都令人感到格外無奈。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjIpWizJPE
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「咁到阿帆喇，你有咩要同我講呀？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv2wSyuOos
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「我…」一時間諗唔到要講咩。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJHSTL9uPw
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「嗯？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CYI91OmX0
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我搖頭，將一瞬間閃過腦海嘅替代句子講出：「我…向學校投咗稿，成功嘅話佢地會登我幅畫喺校刊裏面。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPavZhJycs
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「真係太好喇！」小悠望落甚至比我更興奮。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1csT8tUCHd
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至於原本要對佢講嘅說話，我選擇先藏喺心入面。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY25NKECz9
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