夜晚,我攤喺床上面,目光一直向外,望住窗邊街景彷彿能讓心境平靜落嚟。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZWeHdY3r0
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幾日之前,我去咗搵樓下看更陳伯。541Please respect copyright.PENANANefL6ZWYCs
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我需要搞清楚,當初佢話見唔到小悠係咩一回事。541Please respect copyright.PENANAguMUm0JJqM
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喺我連番追問之下,陳伯由一開始支支吾吾,到最後選擇和盤托出。541Please respect copyright.PENANAnEat0Zqh9V
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然而,陳伯嘅答案唔單止冇解明到任何嘢,反而衍生出更多疑問。541Please respect copyright.PENANA14aznsabla
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頭部因過度思考而開始產生痛感之際,小悠抱住休比衝咗入嚟:「阿帆!休比又學識咗一個新技能!」541Please respect copyright.PENANAkhrdjYpIk0
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我下意識逃避佢嘅眼神,目光放到休比身上。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5P95EDMc1O
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「…咩技能?」541Please respect copyright.PENANAAz9iMt8g6W
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「休比!」小悠冇直接答我,而係對休比發號施令,休比聽到之後喺小悠嘅掌心連續打咗兩個關斗。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5XYhJ3AG6E
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「睇唔睇到呀?」小悠一臉期待望向我。541Please respect copyright.PENANAcsAG3OLaOj
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「…連續打關斗?」我問。541Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4e1RmUm0F
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「嗯!就係連續打關斗!下次可以表演俾紫悅同赤仔睇!!」541Please respect copyright.PENANAD2Wfn09PzE
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一聽到紫悅同赤仔(聽聞係紫悅養嘅龍貓),不期然諗到小悠就嚟要走嘅事,呢種想法隨即暴露於臉上。541Please respect copyright.PENANAuV5iSEKq70
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大概係察覺到我嘅表情突然僵化,小悠忽然沉默不語,我地之間嘅氣氛頓時變得古怪。541Please respect copyright.PENANAnVSa126yvc
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為咗打破呢個僵局,我伸咗個懶腰,然後走到書枱前:「唉…練吓畫先。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAL07wHxdDsd
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坐低畫咗冇幾耐,小悠坐到書枱旁嘅儲物箱上,一聲不吭望住我畫畫。541Please respect copyright.PENANAAYbu2Xxs0T
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「做咩呀?」我一邊畫一邊問。541Please respect copyright.PENANAwNVKP4qNsY
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佢將手肘撐喺書枱上,兩手托腮搖頭:「咁耐以嚟,好似一直冇睇過你畫畫。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAuho83q6Wla
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「…有咩好睇。」541Please respect copyright.PENANA8W3AFQFSd5
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「張廷宇話,芝芝專心做功課個樣係最吸引人架。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAw0FivDHRv3
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「所以呢?」541Please respect copyright.PENANAmP578C7yqi
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「所以!阿帆專心畫畫嘅樣,一定都會好吸引!」541Please respect copyright.PENANAK9KHOCElse
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我低聲抱怨:「我知我平時個樣一啲都唔吸引…。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAmkEkzMnFeh
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小悠嘻嘻笑咗兩聲,隨即問道:「你畫緊咩呀?」541Please respect copyright.PENANAoR9HuWPjhp
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聽完佢咁問,我終於將目光落喺佢身上,腦裏又浮現出看更陳伯嘅說話。541Please respect copyright.PENANAyziBLVbQKw
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我搖搖頭:「八掛…。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAzpzGojbPLH
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唔知係因為小悠喺旁邊望住嘅關係,抑或係本身太多嘢佔據於腦海中,今晚落嘅每一筆都極不流暢,重覆咗無數次擦完又畫擦完又畫之後,我索性將畫紙皺成一團,掉入旁邊嘅廢紙簍。541Please respect copyright.PENANA2LUqDThYNB
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「點解呀?明明畫得幾好…」541Please respect copyright.PENANA1KeVV2CoPJ
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面對小悠嘅提問,我再度搖頭:「最近硬係畫得唔順手。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAGSTw5s8ATm
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小悠冇再追問落去,隔咗一陣之後卻話鋒一轉:「係呢,點解你會開始畫畫嘅?我指最初嗰陣。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAFv7BzjCckW
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我會重拾畫畫可以話係因為夕嵐;但如果回溯到最初,即係細個嗰陣嘅話——541Please respect copyright.PENANA2oBoyExtFz
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諗到呢度,我企起身。541Please respect copyright.PENANASTNSo8uz4m
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「?」小悠一臉疑惑。541Please respect copyright.PENANA7nYED5pxvS
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「我去睇吓搵唔搵得返,我以前畫嘅畫。」講完之後我開始摷書櫃。541Please respect copyright.PENANATTJ1bcXAga
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「…你以前畫嘅畫?」541Please respect copyright.PENANA1reZIXCIfI
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「嗯,上次咪同你講過我有個冇出世嘅阿妹嘅?我會開始畫畫係因為我想用畫畫呢個方式去記住佢…搵到喇!」喺書櫃底層摷到一疊畫,但逐張揭過後發現只係一幅幅動漫仿畫。541Please respect copyright.PENANAK3YQFk30JB
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「睇嚟應該掉晒。」我無奈笑道。541Please respect copyright.PENANAih7YaYyuIy
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「啲畫係咪對你好重要架?」小悠忽然問咗呢個問題。541Please respect copyright.PENANAOfyfjXmW9B
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我諗咗一陣,然後點頭:「…不過,唔見晒都冇辦法,只不過諗住搵返出嚟,時刻提醒自己最初鍾意畫畫嘅心情,就算畫到氣餒,都唔好咁易放棄。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAsXOMUJjXK7
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「對阿帆好重要嘅畫…」小悠低語咗一句。541Please respect copyright.PENANAXg15wRr99M
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「算啦,已經過咗去。」我伸個懶腰。541Please respect copyright.PENANAtvKjKiev5C
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「你一定可以搵返你嘅畫,只要你相信。」望住小悠嗰一雙彷彿映照出遠方嘅瞳孔,有一瞬間我信佢講嘅嘢會成真。541Please respect copyright.PENANAIATl3dFPJH
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所以我推佢額頭,希望藉此轉換氣氛:「我啲畫呢,而家應該喺晒堆填區嘞,即係你本來要去嘅地方。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAKEeVTequTW
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「唔緊要!」小悠輕輕抬頭,「咁等我代替你啲畫,叫你唔好放棄!」541Please respect copyright.PENANACHSeQJ2qTB
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我笑:「你都就走,點代?」541Please respect copyright.PENANArWZ1dPCr6i
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「我會帶埋部電話走,到你畫到想放棄嘅時候,我就會轟炸到你冇得放棄…!」541Please respect copyright.PENANApgSQ1agYqt
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「你去嗰個地方聽都聽未過,分分鐘連電話用唔到…。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAqcFdtGOCOL
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「咁我就寄信返嚟…!」541Please respect copyright.PENANAr0EBc33EQu
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「諗落嗰個地方可能窮到連紙都冇,兼且啲人要食樹皮為生…」我乘機笑佢。541Please respect copyright.PENANAVzQNJDzo1k
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一聽到要食樹皮,小悠嚇到臉容扭曲,我忍唔住笑得更大聲。541Please respect copyright.PENANAIHs8ugTkjX
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我為我地又恢復到平常嘅吵鬧而鬆一口氣。541Please respect copyright.PENANAKNtoJBV53y
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距離繁星祭仲有5日。541Please respect copyright.PENANArue3wXSzfI
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看更陳伯同我講,嗰一日佢話見唔到小悠,其實係小悠指使下所講嘅謊言,儘管背後原因我諗唔明,但經過十個月以來嘅相處,我知道自己根本冇辦法對小悠起疑心。541Please respect copyright.PENANA1tf78dDkgC
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