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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。14Please respect copyright.PENANAL5GtxVlVvf
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。14Please respect copyright.PENANAb9Xj9UNEPR
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。14Please respect copyright.PENANAEVBnzVTgKm
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0S9XJcLwsb
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那是她的新代言廣告。14Please respect copyright.PENANAmKJqr9DLKc
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。14Please respect copyright.PENANAoFcpU67Gkw
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。14Please respect copyright.PENANAHrQaXadEMt
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。14Please respect copyright.PENANAfHsUvTC8Xa
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。14Please respect copyright.PENANAqUaM50khmn
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。14Please respect copyright.PENANAAzex3c3j8G
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。14Please respect copyright.PENANAf9dLuFb1Va
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。14Please respect copyright.PENANAVgO0YIGkpX
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAf8K9lySjwJ
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANA1RpzFat9iY
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。14Please respect copyright.PENANAlARHtYH8d8
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——14Please respect copyright.PENANAvY9K8cJRG1
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。14Please respect copyright.PENANAyqG2NXPqPQ
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。14Please respect copyright.PENANAZaNjKlvV2m
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」14Please respect copyright.PENANAi05te8Znxk
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。14Please respect copyright.PENANAiBbgwn5Rkx
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0mcznGg8wN
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。14Please respect copyright.PENANAvu6yIyHVGm
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。14Please respect copyright.PENANA29AiG3OmYk
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。14Please respect copyright.PENANACmbDSDAsqK
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。14Please respect copyright.PENANAgfUdDhtymu
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一支後台影片被曝光。14Please respect copyright.PENANA9h2q8S6X9G
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:14Please respect copyright.PENANAjolBUkGUaX
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」14Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ejm9kHKVp
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:14Please respect copyright.PENANAnIQzTg5jDJ
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAa03VjhGArE
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAdKwbHKrcEx
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:14Please respect copyright.PENANABNCSEXF62K
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「那就截啊。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAFSeratJx8x
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。14Please respect copyright.PENANABkvruUB9j9
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhecFxNJ3yp
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——14Please respect copyright.PENANAFeNCfjQsHN
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。14Please respect copyright.PENANAHKjISFs87A
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。14Please respect copyright.PENANAiE3TytESsX
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。14Please respect copyright.PENANAozRavvhxMU
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】14Please respect copyright.PENANAWVRk9wcrGn
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】14Please respect copyright.PENANA0nuSkDIIMG
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。14Please respect copyright.PENANAkrdwNUGiH7
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已經點開了對話框。14Please respect copyright.PENANAAd888b5pdv
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKCwsspnlKV
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。14Please respect copyright.PENANA8iRnomPxwo
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手指放到輸入列上。14Please respect copyright.PENANAECDl1mYm2A
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——14Please respect copyright.PENANAGn88Mdl6pM
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。14Please respect copyright.PENANAZcHVOhkczU
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。14Please respect copyright.PENANAf8QXwPApuL
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。14Please respect copyright.PENANAoI1vyVetHc
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。14Please respect copyright.PENANAK73L3fSaIx
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。14Please respect copyright.PENANAhQiv4ceiPK
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他沒預期她會打來。14Please respect copyright.PENANAvR1Vy036TF
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。14Please respect copyright.PENANAfKa6wP3Oi2
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。14Please respect copyright.PENANAZDnI3i3cz4
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。14Please respect copyright.PENANAU23qpnZAN6
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」14Please respect copyright.PENANApqZYYu6uKH
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他沒有說話。14Please respect copyright.PENANAkRkSqKGYkW
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:14Please respect copyright.PENANAhHtmb0OQQB
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」14Please respect copyright.PENANARDGi7vsXhB
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKSMNEZV2xm
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。14Please respect copyright.PENANArofA6ken1g
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她停了一下,等他回應。14Please respect copyright.PENANAATgbmlYAgl
他只「嗯」了一聲。14Please respect copyright.PENANAOTBROpsMwI
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」14Please respect copyright.PENANADLx26enPiv
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:14Please respect copyright.PENANA1C3UNfZuTE
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAKjweK06GLH
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話音未落,她接著說:14Please respect copyright.PENANAauzTKCeXUq
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「早點睡。晚安。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAVL1C9rgSl8
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——然後,她掛了。14Please respect copyright.PENANA7DcjkMPl5n
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。14Please respect copyright.PENANAKGEM73QoW4
是她先掛的。14Please respect copyright.PENANA352CnvLqkd
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那通話不到兩分鐘。14Please respect copyright.PENANAebIwj6ZHN7
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。14Please respect copyright.PENANAULtgI2HQK6
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。14Please respect copyright.PENANAzv2WG000mk
耳邊安靜得過分。14Please respect copyright.PENANAOrmzJsqLGt
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。14Please respect copyright.PENANAwIFqoI8PKS
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。14Please respect copyright.PENANAcz8ko2AejY
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。14Please respect copyright.PENANAEU6noqEPWI
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只是——有點麻。14Please respect copyright.PENANACMV9A9fzh5
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。14Please respect copyright.PENANA8UlZfRQxMx
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。14Please respect copyright.PENANA5TreZevdpF
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。14Please respect copyright.PENANA0tRMknN9xN
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她知道自己應該要睡了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAeDkNllG51r
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。14Please respect copyright.PENANAdDKlqh0mNk
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:14Please respect copyright.PENANAXHGkJFFKF4
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】14Please respect copyright.PENANAm1N5dtYLD0
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輸入完,她按下儲存。14Please respect copyright.PENANA2nqN2jXdMq
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。14Please respect copyright.PENANAepaN55kepl
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。14Please respect copyright.PENANAkUyqs9Bbt7
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但也沒那麼痛了。14Please respect copyright.PENANAfrFQPWyHv5
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:14Please respect copyright.PENANAY7z5TjiHTE
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAoZY0cgNkUz
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。14Please respect copyright.PENANAVxQyK9DTb1
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。14Please respect copyright.PENANAvba5ri9OO8
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。14Please respect copyright.PENANArN4bMJBOxM
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。14Please respect copyright.PENANAzPi1Dl7Moj
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。14Please respect copyright.PENANA7EUWNX81sZ
耳邊有人說:14Please respect copyright.PENANAVUs99ZWGAR
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「登機口要關閉囉。」14Please respect copyright.PENANAX15UfpGvDR
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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