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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。15Please respect copyright.PENANA5tknkTop3g
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。15Please respect copyright.PENANABT1yhgZomi
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAfbjVXUMaWf
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。15Please respect copyright.PENANAIHEz13oEQD
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那是她的新代言廣告。15Please respect copyright.PENANAT2JeGmQllY
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。15Please respect copyright.PENANAOLbxA9q2Ah
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。15Please respect copyright.PENANAM83kAq2rL1
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。15Please respect copyright.PENANAO3roNhiV8c
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAfKVUyQ6Jik
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。15Please respect copyright.PENANAxdRWU3laWB
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。15Please respect copyright.PENANAYE2U68e2lR
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。15Please respect copyright.PENANAnSwFKAAfM3
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAQgvBtt91qz
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAVZWPP42LQX
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。15Please respect copyright.PENANAt50wCFrblv
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——15Please respect copyright.PENANAfcaHOOkW1F
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。15Please respect copyright.PENANASBY49RHpmu
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVLS6CQ3Hk9
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.PENANAFI8n9mOjhG
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。15Please respect copyright.PENANAiTXyXYY3iY
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAhnyel1C6P6
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。15Please respect copyright.PENANABZVvabU6aq
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzUsifrfTRb
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAimL0fXgLWV
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。15Please respect copyright.PENANAZP5GHoBD7E
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一支後台影片被曝光。15Please respect copyright.PENANAivdwdg87Nl
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:15Please respect copyright.PENANAFhoOULRPum
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAEb6d9164A6
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:15Please respect copyright.PENANA6KlGCzdO0t
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAceGB2n12w9
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAkvIDh8RW3P
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:15Please respect copyright.PENANA09OevsY3u8
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「那就截啊。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA5Na4wDLZZe
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。15Please respect copyright.PENANAedci4iQ9Po
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。15Please respect copyright.PENANATlA8xQwkpl
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——15Please respect copyright.PENANAi6Vb6cBEhK
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。15Please respect copyright.PENANAU477fpQSOC
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。15Please respect copyright.PENANAQIWqJwwfPB
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。15Please respect copyright.PENANA40jvsHaz1z
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】15Please respect copyright.PENANAE28OXKnMeP
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】15Please respect copyright.PENANAzYtkLjexfT
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。15Please respect copyright.PENANA76Dwa5swu3
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已經點開了對話框。15Please respect copyright.PENANAPliSTcwTbP
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。15Please respect copyright.PENANAfJqin9FVzn
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。15Please respect copyright.PENANAWtIiazhBmK
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手指放到輸入列上。15Please respect copyright.PENANApvC1FBaKMe
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——15Please respect copyright.PENANAyBAyrOKBNs
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。15Please respect copyright.PENANAQMOeraaOLN
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。15Please respect copyright.PENANAiEnT9dX1yR
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。15Please respect copyright.PENANAjbpDYeCeYI
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUhe2TltYxY
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。15Please respect copyright.PENANABOhdkPii0i
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他沒預期她會打來。15Please respect copyright.PENANARHNA5mCnAZ
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGR0vFYIFdI
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。15Please respect copyright.PENANAlFACAyzJE5
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。15Please respect copyright.PENANAHkuUOu8FgL
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAYeTl1ZTyDO
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他沒有說話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAziplN9Qzvf
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:15Please respect copyright.PENANAo65eQYUfuW
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAEDRHCHbKuI
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。15Please respect copyright.PENANAlE6LI7ZN3h
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。15Please respect copyright.PENANAAtGxlLBMhQ
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她停了一下,等他回應。15Please respect copyright.PENANAiBQwyVdQOe
他只「嗯」了一聲。15Please respect copyright.PENANAlV1quuWXeG
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA0uYEcRZRsZ
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:15Please respect copyright.PENANA4BYoNVPbtF
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」15Please respect copyright.PENANA6nioUYXFZF
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話音未落,她接著說:15Please respect copyright.PENANAFhPmrUbh5C
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「早點睡。晚安。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAH7PsZp7Ddr
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——然後,她掛了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAneXJnbqpzp
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAM9u7B5oLsU
是她先掛的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGvOt6ccWZl
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那通話不到兩分鐘。15Please respect copyright.PENANANvJgM76x8k
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。15Please respect copyright.PENANA5X3bkrDJj0
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。15Please respect copyright.PENANALjjdW0bzjj
耳邊安靜得過分。15Please respect copyright.PENANAYmaRsTCwLE
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。15Please respect copyright.PENANAc9a1f7jAKK
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUop6zjapbt
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9qUef9dRgZ
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只是——有點麻。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmvzzuvf28X
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。15Please respect copyright.PENANAXO58B8HfxF
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。15Please respect copyright.PENANAOCdk4dpXQJ
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。15Please respect copyright.PENANAvUgLkZ0yM7
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她知道自己應該要睡了。15Please respect copyright.PENANANRUoK5vGHZ
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFJsyEzIOEf
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:15Please respect copyright.PENANAjXdQt9BjU6
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】15Please respect copyright.PENANAmb7L09kHjc
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輸入完,她按下儲存。15Please respect copyright.PENANAB55psnCWZy
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。15Please respect copyright.PENANAITn6gwunGP
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。15Please respect copyright.PENANAkLXBfzUX2g
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但也沒那麼痛了。15Please respect copyright.PENANA9E4doOfXHE
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:15Please respect copyright.PENANAy6knBG9UFv
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAH9DiNs3cXk
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUJSlNvb4PQ
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。15Please respect copyright.PENANApr0H8m3CKd
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。15Please respect copyright.PENANAKyEvtStEG3
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAO7Xtznjdyk
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。15Please respect copyright.PENANAvi9eLcPiJn
耳邊有人說:15Please respect copyright.PENANApVpgfhgc6W
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「登機口要關閉囉。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAdmCGhyYiGs
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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