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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。16Please respect copyright.PENANADGXs2Bt0fW
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。16Please respect copyright.PENANAR7xInnTPG5
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。16Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1LpNdJJun
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。16Please respect copyright.PENANAhd2C2BNyVH
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那是她的新代言廣告。16Please respect copyright.PENANA3ynBuOT9rQ
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。16Please respect copyright.PENANAp4cqT1h0P7
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。16Please respect copyright.PENANApr6ISX8i82
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。16Please respect copyright.PENANABZPaEP4qhZ
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。16Please respect copyright.PENANApiVEL48SPN
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。16Please respect copyright.PENANAo4g4VyLtsR
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。16Please respect copyright.PENANAYEEL1FwT5t
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。16Please respect copyright.PENANAlxG9DuDE9s
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAVz7jI3UY7u
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAjqkdh0V8OF
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。16Please respect copyright.PENANAtoKbGP0QRY
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——16Please respect copyright.PENANAxIBhriqliw
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。16Please respect copyright.PENANAnWrUvHxjFH
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。16Please respect copyright.PENANASj88uaGqBw
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」16Please respect copyright.PENANAiJKxlje4a6
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。16Please respect copyright.PENANAug2i6sEbCU
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。16Please respect copyright.PENANAgbL5DBek7m
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。16Please respect copyright.PENANAaNfesflzqp
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。16Please respect copyright.PENANA3KWMPvb05i
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。16Please respect copyright.PENANAchjzzAPccf
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。16Please respect copyright.PENANA2pWIhZraRm
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一支後台影片被曝光。16Please respect copyright.PENANA3RgJ6vPkQk
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:16Please respect copyright.PENANAj8rVMuJVJp
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」16Please respect copyright.PENANALv4l6rCuRK
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:16Please respect copyright.PENANAYOwyA8I91c
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAmIY2a8tesK
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAkKDRVyZA6U
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:16Please respect copyright.PENANAlufIpQuNG5
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「那就截啊。」16Please respect copyright.PENANARIytSaZjap
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。16Please respect copyright.PENANAPXmmzc3Ct4
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。16Please respect copyright.PENANAY2ZtxWMb1U
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——16Please respect copyright.PENANAmoZsLmbKL2
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。16Please respect copyright.PENANAL7reGU2QMT
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。16Please respect copyright.PENANAmWJSUNJGLM
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。16Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ9XiM5yRP
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】16Please respect copyright.PENANAbeHubIKzyC
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】16Please respect copyright.PENANA4WGjdpKw32
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。16Please respect copyright.PENANAVgZDCPqiEi
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已經點開了對話框。16Please respect copyright.PENANAL2crrQv5ox
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。16Please respect copyright.PENANAnmZSMiAbZq
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。16Please respect copyright.PENANAJhp8jwVGo7
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手指放到輸入列上。16Please respect copyright.PENANAjzWLWwa6KA
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——16Please respect copyright.PENANAwQH4ghFUDs
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。16Please respect copyright.PENANAFEPtBaCuD5
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。16Please respect copyright.PENANAJxeZW8gO33
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。16Please respect copyright.PENANA7fwlwAPJpM
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。16Please respect copyright.PENANAj5YEkIrafQ
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。16Please respect copyright.PENANACpctkzvuAB
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他沒預期她會打來。16Please respect copyright.PENANAp75aFUU9Jj
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。16Please respect copyright.PENANA0jOrosaZTq
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。16Please respect copyright.PENANAECmHMRqGzt
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。16Please respect copyright.PENANAJycaUtjCOt
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAbYXhIpIem7
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他沒有說話。16Please respect copyright.PENANADXTyOkJo30
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:16Please respect copyright.PENANAQiIDfuxJTs
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAL4HpxeAJPm
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。16Please respect copyright.PENANAiPAZDiGVhU
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。16Please respect copyright.PENANAH0BGIN9nhP
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她停了一下,等他回應。16Please respect copyright.PENANACBJ3nqcWEg
他只「嗯」了一聲。16Please respect copyright.PENANA2jT7Gy81Ot
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAnhKeM1MhMP
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:16Please respect copyright.PENANAARh7ZN6TEA
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAMDCvN8QHuj
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話音未落,她接著說:16Please respect copyright.PENANAnI4VhLGtZ4
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「早點睡。晚安。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAZGBrHy8GTk
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——然後,她掛了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAgSQzXPLLzt
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。16Please respect copyright.PENANAqC06AFbA9y
是她先掛的。16Please respect copyright.PENANAEPDv6Z70x0
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那通話不到兩分鐘。16Please respect copyright.PENANAEn8VsGMM5b
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。16Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8B0m1fTbS
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。16Please respect copyright.PENANAu8ww4gU914
耳邊安靜得過分。16Please respect copyright.PENANAdaMgAiLjkN
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。16Please respect copyright.PENANAH2HlJZlKia
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。16Please respect copyright.PENANAsX0G0ggqUS
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。16Please respect copyright.PENANAPBRz0iflJp
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只是——有點麻。16Please respect copyright.PENANApM8aHIlqxq
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。16Please respect copyright.PENANA2qH7EidPNj
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。16Please respect copyright.PENANAhsrIvF9363
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。16Please respect copyright.PENANAVkb53jxJ7B
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她知道自己應該要睡了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAC1MQlwFZ8j
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。16Please respect copyright.PENANArMHUpfPJ29
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:16Please respect copyright.PENANA2HFNGV7haj
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】16Please respect copyright.PENANAKndlFz79Hj
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輸入完,她按下儲存。16Please respect copyright.PENANAkszVhkvUa4
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。16Please respect copyright.PENANA1erbJHrRDT
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。16Please respect copyright.PENANAzeI5cMLOtd
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但也沒那麼痛了。16Please respect copyright.PENANAVLJEiMadhq
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:16Please respect copyright.PENANA5uWWfGEJLq
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAujQa06sCnU
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。16Please respect copyright.PENANAnxYCsWxp8e
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。16Please respect copyright.PENANAB2zdB8e3xK
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。16Please respect copyright.PENANAX7AgJgQNke
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。16Please respect copyright.PENANAXAfp0ps6yH
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。16Please respect copyright.PENANACiy963XDmA
耳邊有人說:16Please respect copyright.PENANABQMWpnFvPX
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「登機口要關閉囉。」16Please respect copyright.PENANAGujyq2a2Yd
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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