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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tknkTop3g
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT1yhgZomi
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbjVXUMaWf
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHEz13oEQD
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那是她的新代言廣告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2JeGmQllY
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLbxA9q2Ah
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM83kAq2rL1
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3roNhiV8c
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKVUyQ6Jik
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdRWU3laWB
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE2U68e2lR
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSwFKAAfM3
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgvBtt91qz
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZWPP42LQX
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt50wCFrblv
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcaHOOkW1F
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBY49RHpmu
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLS6CQ3Hk9
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI8n9mOjhG
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTXyXYY3iY
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnyel1C6P6
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZVvabU6aq
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUsifrfTRb
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimL0fXgLWV
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP5GHoBD7E
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一支後台影片被曝光。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivdwdg87Nl
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhoOULRPum
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb6d9164A6
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KlGCzdO0t
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceGB2n12w9
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvIDh8RW3P
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09OevsY3u8
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「那就截啊。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Na4wDLZZe
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedci4iQ9Po
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlA8xQwkpl
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6Vb6cBEhK
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU477fpQSOC
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIWqJwwfPB
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40jvsHaz1z
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE28OXKnMeP
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYtkLjexfT
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76Dwa5swu3
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已經點開了對話框。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPliSTcwTbP
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJqin9FVzn
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtIiazhBmK
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手指放到輸入列上。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvC1FBaKMe
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBAyrOKBNs
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMOeraaOLN
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEnT9dX1yR
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbpDYeCeYI
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhe2TltYxY
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOhdkPii0i
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他沒預期她會打來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHNA5mCnAZ
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR0vFYIFdI
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFACAyzJE5
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkuUOu8FgL
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeTl1ZTyDO
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他沒有說話。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziplN9Qzvf
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo65eQYUfuW
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDRHCHbKuI
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE6LI7ZN3h
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtGxlLBMhQ
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她停了一下，等他回應。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBQwyVdQOe
他只「嗯」了一聲。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV1quuWXeG
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uYEcRZRsZ
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BYoNVPbtF
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nioUYXFZF
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話音未落，她接著說：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhPmrUbh5C
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「早點睡。晚安。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7PsZp7Ddr
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——然後，她掛了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneXJnbqpzp
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9u7B5oLsU
是她先掛的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvOt6ccWZl
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那通話不到兩分鐘。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvJgM76x8k
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X3bkrDJj0
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjjdW0bzjj
耳邊安靜得過分。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmaRsTCwLE
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9a1f7jAKK
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUop6zjapbt
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qUef9dRgZ
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只是——有點麻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvzzuvf28X
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO58B8HfxF
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCdk4dpXQJ
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUgLkZ0yM7
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她知道自己應該要睡了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRUoK5vGHZ
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJsyEzIOEf
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXdQt9BjU6
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb7L09kHjc
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輸入完，她按下儲存。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB55psnCWZy
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITn6gwunGP
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLXBfzUX2g
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但也沒那麼痛了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E4doOfXHE
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6knBG9UFv
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9DiNs3cXk
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJSlNvb4PQ
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr0H8m3CKd
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyEvtStEG3
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Xtznjdyk
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi9eLcPiJn
耳邊有人說：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVpgfhgc6W
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「登機口要關閉囉。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmCGhyYiGs
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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