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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC0fYsw14F
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhiyxPsDBQ
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz6TPNYkkA
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtT2vZvqnQ
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那是她的新代言廣告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyB3fTVcZb
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro8Ly0mLyp
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI7V1gOhI5
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfL7KfuUO8
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPhAlwDqHJ
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb6Euk2Be6
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQeeoOLHK1
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqwMU1Hshx
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJX9ZysXld
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIBP7FQ0dr
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBQPheKgDZ
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm2hjFXuSp
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQWUPDBQ5N
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjRWv9EDwB
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ4jftUmg0
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWTqZI8S24
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnPaJVX24d
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lL2hP6CZU
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pMgZTsI75
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHHoaOZ3bv
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnilng3EoBD
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一支後台影片被曝光。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvKTCusAwu
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsUmcQ6gPl
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80HN34dsVN
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVxhXBOmK1
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6el50kInV2
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6cBUDKbOm
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfiFk3opft
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「那就截啊。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZB6wxrBaq
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1cZcYuwq
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoza3alKOp
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKAk4IpIQu
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kT18DtxEl
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYQKKWkPRl
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZiVHXumaD
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKElLpnotx
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoio9vuvb72
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGva7GSSzcs
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已經點開了對話框。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fz08sOufu
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5w6wE9YFb
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw1hxAUVR6
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手指放到輸入列上。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig6tDdVuFH
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhYDligFc1
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE7RD1xUez
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi77PAlgKDJ
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNPsH1e0FE
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiQMAB58o5
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvtpESZYBU
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他沒預期她會打來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4btsSiHHiX
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAe4zyIZWE
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWM7fSGrh3
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIh03GJAWL
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1COtkaxVaH
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他沒有說話。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7b5aYDf9C
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD4kOOAfhZ
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn749XQHO6
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jyBUN7YN5
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwaFgJUXCC
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她停了一下，等他回應。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrUlGnDkox
他只「嗯」了一聲。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEqwXgs4gD
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuXLkJc3Zu
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqp6xEP8Bh
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfDKsn4HYH
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話音未落，她接著說：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU929GdSwY
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「早點睡。晚安。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qU1PAfXX9
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——然後，她掛了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVdXKx8HIX
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueqsIQEwiM
是她先掛的。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0To1ODeOL1
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那通話不到兩分鐘。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOCLdfBtSv
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkutRngEtmz
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RrJxwlKuF
耳邊安靜得過分。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZTshOsx7j
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDgicftHM3
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSP9DTPQ4v
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iyrCSV8Kh
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只是——有點麻。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXrNOqkqG4
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqyeUWflsU
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18awDcWTwd
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bj7okhHWl
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她知道自己應該要睡了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeK3VhTVig
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYexSPKrcN
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSISLmFGLM
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPYvAMO9kF
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輸入完，她按下儲存。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9JF8M36sS
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCXeL2fc4U
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8ZpcEvVvr
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但也沒那麼痛了。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ReQ2zdBbb
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdc4bO2RBo
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvajHEkgX1W
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSePEH4nYHV
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmoaHxLiZL
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP7fwpb6qU
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiSE3UpBfS
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqCMS8qrKD
耳邊有人說：15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjsU22OY0W
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「登機口要關閉囉。」15Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoKGtTTVdu
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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