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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGXs2Bt0fW
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7xInnTPG5
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1LpNdJJun
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd2C2BNyVH
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那是她的新代言廣告。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ynBuOT9rQ
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4cqT1h0P7
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr6ISX8i82
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZPaEP4qhZ
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiVEL48SPN
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4g4VyLtsR
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEEL1FwT5t
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxG9DuDE9s
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz7jI3UY7u
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqkdh0V8OF
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoKbGP0QRY
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIBhriqliw
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWrUvHxjFH
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj88uaGqBw
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJKxlje4a6
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug2i6sEbCU
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbL5DBek7m
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNfesflzqp
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KWMPvb05i
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchjzzAPccf
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pWIhZraRm
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一支後台影片被曝光。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RgJ6vPkQk
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8rVMuJVJp
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv4l6rCuRK
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOwyA8I91c
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIY2a8tesK
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKDRVyZA6U
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlufIpQuNG5
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「那就截啊。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIytSaZjap
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXmmzc3Ct4
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2ZtxWMb1U
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoZsLmbKL2
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7reGU2QMT
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWJSUNJGLM
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ9XiM5yRP
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeHubIKzyC
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WGjdpKw32
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgZDCPqiEi
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已經點開了對話框。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2crrQv5ox
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmZSMiAbZq
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhp8jwVGo7
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手指放到輸入列上。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzWLWwa6KA
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQH4ghFUDs
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEPtBaCuD5
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxeZW8gO33
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fwlwAPJpM
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5YEkIrafQ
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpctkzvuAB
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他沒預期她會打來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp75aFUU9Jj
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jOrosaZTq
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECmHMRqGzt
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJycaUtjCOt
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYXhIpIem7
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他沒有說話。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXTyOkJo30
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiIDfuxJTs
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4HpxeAJPm
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPAZDiGVhU
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0BGIN9nhP
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她停了一下，等他回應。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBJ3nqcWEg
他只「嗯」了一聲。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jT7Gy81Ot
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhKeM1MhMP
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARh7ZN6TEA
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDCvN8QHuj
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話音未落，她接著說：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI4VhLGtZ4
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「早點睡。晚安。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGBrHy8GTk
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——然後，她掛了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSQzXPLLzt
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC06AFbA9y
是她先掛的。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPDv6Z70x0
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那通話不到兩分鐘。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8VsGMM5b
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8B0m1fTbS
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8ww4gU914
耳邊安靜得過分。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaMgAiLjkN
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2HlJZlKia
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX0G0ggqUS
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBRz0iflJp
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只是——有點麻。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM8aHIlqxq
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qH7EidPNj
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsrIvF9363
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkb53jxJ7B
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她知道自己應該要睡了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1MQlwFZ8j
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMHUpfPJ29
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HFNGV7haj
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKndlFz79Hj
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輸入完，她按下儲存。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkszVhkvUa4
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1erbJHrRDT
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeI5cMLOtd
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但也沒那麼痛了。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLJEiMadhq
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uWWfGEJLq
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujQa06sCnU
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxYCsWxp8e
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2zdB8e3xK
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7AgJgQNke
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAfp0ps6yH
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiy963XDmA
耳邊有人說：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQMWpnFvPX
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「登機口要關閉囉。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGujyq2a2Yd
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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