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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8P9rQUUON
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjFPmAavA0
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRZDilpQmQ
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6O8JR4rqp
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那是她的新代言廣告。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTL5aTvgsH
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzF4OucVd0
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gbc5Ke8rx
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A7MA38ptU
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzQycUgK9S
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkasNoFImiT
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGttFEqyjUn
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6MBeT6HCW
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCwShNerxL
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bsjgXAxdM
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMNv3BYdnC
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0avY8MCsf
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6E6WiiZJE
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaToIMSl0RA
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9Qara4svD
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbmDNKoXjc
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7sT8f9Jmo
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfTxZW02r1
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7T0BKHKDd
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQNixwIYWM
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg114VRsmt
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5076ur2ev
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH7EalsFlf
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一支後台影片被曝光。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOEaNTI6NX
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnczpFxnP0
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXdaO5iQXO
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLXAK1eLpE
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sr3o5nzhO
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f7nmSkHBN
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1sCET1ruN
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「那就截啊。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1hujMdbuC
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCOqKC6D0e
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgnnUH1qyX
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMbLjsANTg
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tO6bb49MX
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUeSfReqBU
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsSveUBb0l
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iAv5StcNY
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mEY1qDqdT
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpUMoKnLJU
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Sy1qCXnTm
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已經點開了對話框。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXhArll938
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKbE1Cz6ck
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFF4m6RdfD
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手指放到輸入列上。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkSpFPO5Fh
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fhHGYgfk3
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtJpptKx7j
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMICSVixS0
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukZlrBhvBH
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWiDzSx04Y
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnMFLNbw4m
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0HLD1Kbnj
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他沒預期她會打來。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pfmTUpIfy
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgpVAYaOaH
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVtZYT2tM8
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P32ivFzBU
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4rlzJKA3i
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoH0slLk3g
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他沒有說話。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQApwU1oAXV
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKxftMJV8a
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg2dEbsmlp
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3rCW8b6Nj
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0mOGQHN2q
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她停了一下，等他回應。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpys91GPmIv
他只「嗯」了一聲。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqn00zD4aY
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE0ewGkC11
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSFB1ZvWaA
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHlyWjdMP7
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MHh9GiMlG
話音未落，她接著說：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevJK5Ycy04
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「早點睡。晚安。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCMtp7ZVxl
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——然後，她掛了。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKEVh0191J
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnZMYu1U4F
是她先掛的。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyjGUyxJLV
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那通話不到兩分鐘。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRyZ5rqr7K
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFltWhWj9eY
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdMsfX6bM5
耳邊安靜得過分。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaoGepaap2
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfLXJPeNOK
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ftjjwn18x
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MvNQVNRzq
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只是——有點麻。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjF4NALeC5
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90tbQogni7
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JfvUJh4BL
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVsr4vX92t
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她知道自己應該要睡了。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul67PkrgdX
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc1pmtqfv6
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeroG3IM2Z4
12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIs3RiQ7Fo
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBqP2dhyFM
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輸入完，她按下儲存。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WwfYtVXTr
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UXrJVy4Gb
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCoxDaSGxz
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但也沒那麼痛了。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvs50WKYjZ
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVoSWrrnqW
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfYeWS7ZtT
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1Czl3SFpd
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPemqu6354
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrf3VCY8VV
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiYvGH8ELC
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo820w0VqYg
耳邊有人說：12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQvk1GtxVV
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「登機口要關閉囉。」12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2dwtIJRLc
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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