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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。12Please respect copyright.PENANAq8P9rQUUON
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHjFPmAavA0
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqRZDilpQmQ
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。12Please respect copyright.PENANAO6O8JR4rqp
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那是她的新代言廣告。12Please respect copyright.PENANAwTL5aTvgsH
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。12Please respect copyright.PENANAlzF4OucVd0
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。12Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gbc5Ke8rx
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。12Please respect copyright.PENANA2A7MA38ptU
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxzQycUgK9S
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。12Please respect copyright.PENANAkasNoFImiT
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。12Please respect copyright.PENANAGttFEqyjUn
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。12Please respect copyright.PENANAC6MBeT6HCW
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAeCwShNerxL
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5bsjgXAxdM
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。12Please respect copyright.PENANAFMNv3BYdnC
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——12Please respect copyright.PENANAO6E6WiiZJE
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。12Please respect copyright.PENANAaToIMSl0RA
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。12Please respect copyright.PENANAr9Qara4svD
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」12Please respect copyright.PENANAxbmDNKoXjc
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。12Please respect copyright.PENANAgfTxZW02r1
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。12Please respect copyright.PENANAP7T0BKHKDd
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。12Please respect copyright.PENANAMQNixwIYWM
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqg114VRsmt
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAG5076ur2ev
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。12Please respect copyright.PENANAYH7EalsFlf
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一支後台影片被曝光。12Please respect copyright.PENANADOEaNTI6NX
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:12Please respect copyright.PENANAlnczpFxnP0
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」12Please respect copyright.PENANAfXdaO5iQXO
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:12Please respect copyright.PENANAxLXAK1eLpE
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA5sr3o5nzhO
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA7f7nmSkHBN
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:12Please respect copyright.PENANAP1sCET1ruN
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「那就截啊。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAf1hujMdbuC
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzCOqKC6D0e
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。12Please respect copyright.PENANAAgnnUH1qyX
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——12Please respect copyright.PENANAqMbLjsANTg
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。12Please respect copyright.PENANA4tO6bb49MX
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。12Please respect copyright.PENANATsSveUBb0l
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7iAv5StcNY
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】12Please respect copyright.PENANA9mEY1qDqdT
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】12Please respect copyright.PENANAVpUMoKnLJU
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7Sy1qCXnTm
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已經點開了對話框。12Please respect copyright.PENANAAXhArll938
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。12Please respect copyright.PENANACKbE1Cz6ck
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。12Please respect copyright.PENANAuFF4m6RdfD
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手指放到輸入列上。12Please respect copyright.PENANAdkSpFPO5Fh
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——12Please respect copyright.PENANA1fhHGYgfk3
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。12Please respect copyright.PENANARtJpptKx7j
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZMICSVixS0
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。12Please respect copyright.PENANAukZlrBhvBH
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。12Please respect copyright.PENANAFnMFLNbw4m
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAO0HLD1Kbnj
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他沒預期她會打來。12Please respect copyright.PENANA4pfmTUpIfy
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqgpVAYaOaH
12Please respect copyright.PENANAKelruYnXGf
對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。12Please respect copyright.PENANAsVtZYT2tM8
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。12Please respect copyright.PENANA6P32ivFzBU
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAUoH0slLk3g
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他沒有說話。12Please respect copyright.PENANAQApwU1oAXV
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:12Please respect copyright.PENANAlKxftMJV8a
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAcg2dEbsmlp
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。12Please respect copyright.PENANAd3rCW8b6Nj
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。12Please respect copyright.PENANAa0mOGQHN2q
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她停了一下,等他回應。12Please respect copyright.PENANApys91GPmIv
他只「嗯」了一聲。12Please respect copyright.PENANArqn00zD4aY
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAEE0ewGkC11
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:12Please respect copyright.PENANAMSFB1ZvWaA
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAuHlyWjdMP7
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話音未落,她接著說:12Please respect copyright.PENANAevJK5Ycy04
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「早點睡。晚安。」12Please respect copyright.PENANATCMtp7ZVxl
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——然後,她掛了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAeKEVh0191J
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。12Please respect copyright.PENANAUnZMYu1U4F
是她先掛的。12Please respect copyright.PENANATyjGUyxJLV
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那通話不到兩分鐘。12Please respect copyright.PENANAxRyZ5rqr7K
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。12Please respect copyright.PENANAFltWhWj9eY
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。12Please respect copyright.PENANAzdMsfX6bM5
耳邊安靜得過分。12Please respect copyright.PENANAnaoGepaap2
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。12Please respect copyright.PENANAOfLXJPeNOK
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。12Please respect copyright.PENANA0ftjjwn18x
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。12Please respect copyright.PENANA0MvNQVNRzq
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只是——有點麻。12Please respect copyright.PENANAHjF4NALeC5
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。12Please respect copyright.PENANA90tbQogni7
12Please respect copyright.PENANApCn29ru57d
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。12Please respect copyright.PENANA9JfvUJh4BL
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqVsr4vX92t
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她知道自己應該要睡了。12Please respect copyright.PENANAul67PkrgdX
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。12Please respect copyright.PENANAGc1pmtqfv6
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:12Please respect copyright.PENANAeroG3IM2Z4
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】12Please respect copyright.PENANAtBqP2dhyFM
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輸入完,她按下儲存。12Please respect copyright.PENANA0WwfYtVXTr
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。12Please respect copyright.PENANA4UXrJVy4Gb
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。12Please respect copyright.PENANAtCoxDaSGxz
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但也沒那麼痛了。12Please respect copyright.PENANApvs50WKYjZ
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:12Please respect copyright.PENANAUVoSWrrnqW
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」12Please respect copyright.PENANApfYeWS7ZtT
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。12Please respect copyright.PENANAT1Czl3SFpd
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。12Please respect copyright.PENANAvPemqu6354
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。12Please respect copyright.PENANAXrf3VCY8VV
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。12Please respect copyright.PENANAXiYvGH8ELC
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。12Please respect copyright.PENANAo820w0VqYg
耳邊有人說:12Please respect copyright.PENANAZQvk1GtxVV
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「登機口要關閉囉。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAr2dwtIJRLc
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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