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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4yq8K6sLS
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFlG2yCdDc
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HTy30BA9J
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0321YlVTtr
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那是她的新代言廣告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPjanSTvwL
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIG3H4OAlB
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80HQmuxYLO
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S4XF3WSNi
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGY8dkXx89
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RDE9nitrs
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NXeUisQuS
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur5Waq42jo
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTOre2ZC3o
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfAM7nwVVV
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qLR5NrsGe
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyVtrF0FWQ
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44VOz6XyA6
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS9aZJj52R
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTl2Iy5P9Q
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsGIJY9Gdt
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF1rjMaaZn
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfl1e93VAq
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbhyZgqX8d
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcNAFb7tfU
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7xojdfZNd
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一支後台影片被曝光。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRqV5Iysfc
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Tk0b5IMl
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn4GqADU1w
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmYBGmEfJE
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjPt5bjg2d
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEdNIrAv1g
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mrz789MS7
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「那就截啊。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVp4pjMxQs
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUAQdsHgNT
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrDxQ6WRMN
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPXIGkbsLe
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv0g71le0L
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddXaaxJE4k
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthkSLcRxT0
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmcdEqUk0T
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGrbKKmrx4
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ibHFDroL8
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已經點開了對話框。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw40nF77J6x
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLzCkcOdP7
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBUnSW5u5X
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手指放到輸入列上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUS5LMJzKb
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEKOGTxJTw
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiiGc0Knc9
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUOXzlo2Zz
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoAdXoTpYM
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrvTJVSL1A
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXOwzQV31H
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmuE6u3R9y
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他沒預期她會打來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyFmyhSK6l
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTfOo7JDwE
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD41BMTtllA
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cnCibB4y9
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCqqZsyP5D
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他沒有說話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZu9RLvS2H
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48rDsns7YV
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5t1ldfetx
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04Kf13mqUJ
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9R8ofGqLT
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她停了一下，等他回應。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiOODTuUv4
他只「嗯」了一聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA4MT51P2F
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESRoDu6neJ
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAglySKcoz
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmgd2zJlaw
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話音未落，她接著說：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnd9webb9q
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「早點睡。晚安。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84hu6B0ql3
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——然後，她掛了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrgRdXqdLb
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhTEoDnpdz
是她先掛的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lSjfK6PVO
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那通話不到兩分鐘。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GBdBxbSIi
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYJv1dMsCM
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtF2GmCjML
耳邊安靜得過分。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBUKuI09hB
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteVO6NHWjq
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxOzhNHHnz
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8KFcvjVLu
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只是——有點麻。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4zFmobl4N
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe65U9iIMzE
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB9OgJEsaI
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD7N6Z8bbi
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她知道自己應該要睡了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVhRrbc9f4
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l2fp24sDq
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zYFBWWmgu
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIR5vFHRhl
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6rBmo9f4Q
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輸入完，她按下儲存。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbCp1bbN6h
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEFpg22vyL
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HUS1v3IHh
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但也沒那麼痛了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMrFlOYacZ
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrwdL0RTIg
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVQ6RfkpTF
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGwchddiHX
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ75DHVHP0O
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWFKQVKPw8
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmioc0dC9E
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K7xUZH1EZ
耳邊有人說：17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomLNfhgCSM
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「登機口要關閉囉。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6HKKsnfjy
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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