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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。21Please respect copyright.PENANAoLQudFGxaf
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。21Please respect copyright.PENANAC0gAzbT4eB
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。21Please respect copyright.PENANAv7SAhpEP35
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。21Please respect copyright.PENANAc752BrILJw
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那是她的新代言廣告。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZVkFWHiUx
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。21Please respect copyright.PENANAQxcoIOiE2m
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6S3OTd5TjF
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。21Please respect copyright.PENANADxKAmUjXJ1
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。21Please respect copyright.PENANAD29VQhYap9
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。21Please respect copyright.PENANAMUY20wu5kc
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。21Please respect copyright.PENANABZdqFRjUvT
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6nkvpjor4q
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」21Please respect copyright.PENANA49Lf9lDEJt
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」21Please respect copyright.PENANApCf8sCQ6Dh
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。21Please respect copyright.PENANAi1oD4JdtPM
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——21Please respect copyright.PENANAEP3I897yTB
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。21Please respect copyright.PENANACvEexniMyl
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。21Please respect copyright.PENANAM82v860SQV
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」21Please respect copyright.PENANAIVU4ABOBux
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。21Please respect copyright.PENANADXE8aUovkx
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。21Please respect copyright.PENANAemyHeFPZ15
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。21Please respect copyright.PENANAvsC8uAVqqp
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。21Please respect copyright.PENANALbeyP5LRZ1
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。21Please respect copyright.PENANAWBD1v1IOBz
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。21Please respect copyright.PENANATiYYeMc083
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一支後台影片被曝光。21Please respect copyright.PENANAx0xMFBbQ1G
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:21Please respect copyright.PENANATqT6jUtmec
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」21Please respect copyright.PENANASnws35dQUs
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:21Please respect copyright.PENANAQHgRSyw5YZ
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAIsQy8Re4m7
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAHannKVGDi6
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:21Please respect copyright.PENANAz0Qd2BFfh5
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「那就截啊。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAFdFYLzTigd
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。21Please respect copyright.PENANAjaW1fEYoiV
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。21Please respect copyright.PENANAC93edYZIYQ
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——21Please respect copyright.PENANA1nenQaP8Uu
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。21Please respect copyright.PENANA6WLCpxbNKT
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。21Please respect copyright.PENANArlzwmZPN4M
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。21Please respect copyright.PENANA2tLMbTzaGx
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】21Please respect copyright.PENANABn4NbzUNMf
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】21Please respect copyright.PENANADjCdeIDu4z
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。21Please respect copyright.PENANAmo2vKN6Gn5
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已經點開了對話框。21Please respect copyright.PENANAylmsHqcdMQ
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。21Please respect copyright.PENANAh5fJKjYbBi
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。21Please respect copyright.PENANArtcW31vYKX
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手指放到輸入列上。21Please respect copyright.PENANAEvRtkeYGpN
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——21Please respect copyright.PENANAGHYYDkA9p0
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。21Please respect copyright.PENANArpHxRsjCkH
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。21Please respect copyright.PENANAHCFjEElgSG
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。21Please respect copyright.PENANAg43xH7hjl1
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。21Please respect copyright.PENANA30PmLnaRxk
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。21Please respect copyright.PENANABmKaIkT5p9
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他沒預期她會打來。21Please respect copyright.PENANAGvh5fUWtaT
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。21Please respect copyright.PENANARWesNJwPaP
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。21Please respect copyright.PENANAajErACiNPr
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。21Please respect copyright.PENANAG7XHhGLMk8
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAJTXtXK6RLq
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他沒有說話。21Please respect copyright.PENANAtjJndqw0OA
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:21Please respect copyright.PENANAVNvX1axXD2
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」21Please respect copyright.PENANACo99hWM3ny
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。21Please respect copyright.PENANAMYPQfhIuRv
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。21Please respect copyright.PENANAFv5LuDt1Eu
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她停了一下,等他回應。21Please respect copyright.PENANAyeEiBZ6Smk
他只「嗯」了一聲。21Please respect copyright.PENANApx8wTcjtBI
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAUSapXOTtOC
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:21Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ6tl0IqPF
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAsd87fZ5Y77
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話音未落,她接著說:21Please respect copyright.PENANAQcwfVZxMn3
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「早點睡。晚安。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAidLDDR2YXL
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——然後,她掛了。21Please respect copyright.PENANADk9vNCmldm
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。21Please respect copyright.PENANANtpxZZIPsX
是她先掛的。21Please respect copyright.PENANAk1NVHHtycl
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那通話不到兩分鐘。21Please respect copyright.PENANAevttjSTmkX
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。21Please respect copyright.PENANAJP1sgyuVJ8
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。21Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bouv8A1At
耳邊安靜得過分。21Please respect copyright.PENANAv3BfQWovhC
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。21Please respect copyright.PENANATwWDM6315o
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。21Please respect copyright.PENANAmqZ2eGvRdo
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。21Please respect copyright.PENANAoGuqo8jEec
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只是——有點麻。21Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaaSsux7y
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。21Please respect copyright.PENANAwvivqqNrFC
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。21Please respect copyright.PENANAcwsbMpOCzY
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。21Please respect copyright.PENANAwG3Nlzy95o
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她知道自己應該要睡了。21Please respect copyright.PENANAWzLwZJRvNP
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。21Please respect copyright.PENANAqBn1jJjsR4
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:21Please respect copyright.PENANAfXEFeqvfX5
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】21Please respect copyright.PENANAtOxEEH7BmH
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輸入完,她按下儲存。21Please respect copyright.PENANAuTi10i6t2x
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。21Please respect copyright.PENANAckEBHo4DLx
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。21Please respect copyright.PENANAmjcpeNeOmN
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但也沒那麼痛了。21Please respect copyright.PENANAbe0sAMAtos
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:21Please respect copyright.PENANAm9tMtQPasQ
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」21Please respect copyright.PENANAVVeYcrjqKn
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。21Please respect copyright.PENANAK5vzo8bAeM
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。21Please respect copyright.PENANAcHYsZvfGnM
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。21Please respect copyright.PENANAdeBDzQOlBE
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。21Please respect copyright.PENANAbOh1St2LCo
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。21Please respect copyright.PENANAXgy7FlVsCI
耳邊有人說:21Please respect copyright.PENANAkHDpZNS0wt
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「登機口要關閉囉。」21Please respect copyright.PENANA0z9JXAfCYj
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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