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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLQudFGxaf
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0gAzbT4eB
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7SAhpEP35
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc752BrILJw
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那是她的新代言廣告。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZVkFWHiUx
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxcoIOiE2m
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S3OTd5TjF
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxKAmUjXJ1
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD29VQhYap9
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUY20wu5kc
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZdqFRjUvT
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nkvpjor4q
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Lf9lDEJt
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCf8sCQ6Dh
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1oD4JdtPM
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP3I897yTB
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvEexniMyl
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM82v860SQV
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVU4ABOBux
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXE8aUovkx
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemyHeFPZ15
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsC8uAVqqp
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbeyP5LRZ1
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBD1v1IOBz
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiYYeMc083
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一支後台影片被曝光。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0xMFBbQ1G
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqT6jUtmec
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnws35dQUs
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHgRSyw5YZ
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsQy8Re4m7
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHannKVGDi6
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Qd2BFfh5
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「那就截啊。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdFYLzTigd
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaW1fEYoiV
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC93edYZIYQ
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nenQaP8Uu
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WLCpxbNKT
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlzwmZPN4M
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tLMbTzaGx
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn4NbzUNMf
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjCdeIDu4z
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo2vKN6Gn5
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已經點開了對話框。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylmsHqcdMQ
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5fJKjYbBi
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtcW31vYKX
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手指放到輸入列上。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvRtkeYGpN
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHYYDkA9p0
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpHxRsjCkH
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCFjEElgSG
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg43xH7hjl1
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30PmLnaRxk
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmKaIkT5p9
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他沒預期她會打來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvh5fUWtaT
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWesNJwPaP
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajErACiNPr
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7XHhGLMk8
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTXtXK6RLq
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他沒有說話。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjJndqw0OA
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNvX1axXD2
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo99hWM3ny
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYPQfhIuRv
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv5LuDt1Eu
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她停了一下，等他回應。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeEiBZ6Smk
他只「嗯」了一聲。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx8wTcjtBI
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSapXOTtOC
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ6tl0IqPF
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd87fZ5Y77
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話音未落，她接著說：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcwfVZxMn3
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「早點睡。晚安。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidLDDR2YXL
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——然後，她掛了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk9vNCmldm
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtpxZZIPsX
是她先掛的。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1NVHHtycl
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那通話不到兩分鐘。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevttjSTmkX
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP1sgyuVJ8
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bouv8A1At
耳邊安靜得過分。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3BfQWovhC
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwWDM6315o
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqZ2eGvRdo
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGuqo8jEec
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只是——有點麻。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uaaSsux7y
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvivqqNrFC
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwsbMpOCzY
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG3Nlzy95o
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她知道自己應該要睡了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzLwZJRvNP
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBn1jJjsR4
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXEFeqvfX5
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOxEEH7BmH
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輸入完，她按下儲存。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTi10i6t2x
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckEBHo4DLx
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjcpeNeOmN
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但也沒那麼痛了。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe0sAMAtos
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9tMtQPasQ
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVeYcrjqKn
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5vzo8bAeM
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHYsZvfGnM
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeBDzQOlBE
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOh1St2LCo
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgy7FlVsCI
耳邊有人說：21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHDpZNS0wt
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「登機口要關閉囉。」21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9JXAfCYj
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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