彷彿連天氣都在心疼每一個人,不願讓誰獨自在冰天雪地中。雪,開始漸漸變小了。65Please respect copyright.PENANAgcSbcfsmDa
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她看了一眼還坐在地上的小凜,肩膀垂著,像是已經失去了全身的力氣。65Please respect copyright.PENANAtAAwFOYDzS
他平常不這樣的。可是今天,他坐得那麼小,小得像一個不知道該往哪裡走的孩子。65Please respect copyright.PENANAaAimiTTtfD
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她記得他小時候哭得最兇的一次,是因為哥哥說「你太慢了,沒跟上我」。65Please respect copyright.PENANAChLXkpLYIC
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她伸手拍了一下他的肩膀。65Please respect copyright.PENANAgL2Ufx2rfq
力道不大,卻有點重量。像在替自己壯膽,也像是在說——「你們都不會有事的。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAJzxXa6aBLv
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她站起來,深吸一口氣。65Please respect copyright.PENANAFD5w4SqXpA
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趁那個人還沒徹底消失在風雪之前——65Please respect copyright.PENANAGCKAiXizsc
她抬腳走了過去。就像小時候一樣,想去往他面前。65Please respect copyright.PENANACt1LJuAPzt
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為了跟上那個決絕的背影,她的腳步越來越快。65Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cyp3svaoX
她在心裡告訴自己——不能讓他就這樣一個人走完這段路。65Please respect copyright.PENANACYfxSOqOBi
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雪踩在腳底發出細細的聲響,鞋底沾著濕氣,每走一步都覺得有什麼東西想把她往後拉。65Please respect copyright.PENANAgMwwItcDVD
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她吐出一口白煙,飄在自己眼前,又被風帶走。65Please respect copyright.PENANAQKjQHfZjVB
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風還沒完全停,雪卻像累了,飄得斷斷續續。那人還在前方,一步一步地走著,步伐穩,卻冷得什麼也不留。65Please respect copyright.PENANACHTCvKv9Bh
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再次看見他清晰的身影時,她放緩了自己的步伐。65Please respect copyright.PENANArid3U8uIV8
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她走過去,一步一步,不急,也沒有刻意放輕腳步。65Please respect copyright.PENANAqQJ8GKPnef
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她知道他會聽見。65Please respect copyright.PENANAm2prWNRV1x
但他沒有回頭。65Please respect copyright.PENANApXzDcKrxhr
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星野莉奈在他身後側。沒有說話,也沒有碰他。65Please respect copyright.PENANAyxVJEwQhhN
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只是跟著。65Please respect copyright.PENANAsS1gJGLy7u
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他們之間隔著不到一臂的距離,卻像隔著整個世界。65Please respect copyright.PENANAKxBvLwkY2X
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糸師冴繼續走著,沒有其他反應。連呼吸都沉得可怕,像是全身每個細胞都在忍耐一種快要爆炸的東西。65Please respect copyright.PENANADx81e9LtF1
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他沒有說話,但她知道他快撐不住了。65Please respect copyright.PENANAlYT7OvUa4H
她聽見他深吸了一口氣,像在壓住某句話。可那句話始終沒有出口,被硬生生咽了回去。65Please respect copyright.PENANA8GsQ6HgHIt
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他全身上下最像活著的部分,就是那隻緊握行李拉桿的手。65Please respect copyright.PENANAa5dsVq4p34
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指節發白,幾乎在顫抖。像在拼命抓住什麼,又像在把某種東西活生生壓下去。65Please respect copyright.PENANAFMbzYQrWMm
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她想起那張照片——65Please respect copyright.PENANAxf995zdl6H
那雙不知該看向哪裡的眼,站在玻璃門前,肩膀微垂、手指發白的他。65Please respect copyright.PENANAyGjs5CZzXK
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她沒問他為什麼說那些話,也沒問他為什麼變得那麼不像自己。65Please respect copyright.PENANAfZVtJ0LARa
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可她記得,那年她等著那句「對吧」被灌溉的夏天,下雨時,他沒有說話,只是默默把傘遞給她。65Please respect copyright.PENANAHTP6gmij0w
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——所以現在,她也什麼都沒說,只是走向他,哪怕只是一點點。65Please respect copyright.PENANAm7mgETauWh
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比起那些答案,她更在乎此刻的他。65Please respect copyright.PENANA0MUpLHIayI
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她想站在他身邊,跟以前一樣。65Please respect copyright.PENANAnwE8A0hARS
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風小了,雪快停了。65Please respect copyright.PENANAssbsyUVfKl
他突然停下腳步,她也跟著停下來。保持一樣的距離,沒有更靠近他。65Please respect copyright.PENANA87zQSRnfaw
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過了好一會兒,他終於動了動手指,像是終於肯承認,有人在他身邊。65Please respect copyright.PENANAvplNMacS2M
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「妳要是覺得後悔,也沒關係。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAI5d7Ro8Z14
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一句她猝不及防的話。65Please respect copyright.PENANAeQlsjA0Rno
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「後悔⋯⋯後悔什麼?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAYfmvA6YNqt
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他沉默了一下。雪還在細細地落,他的聲音終於落下來。65Please respect copyright.PENANAEuTYYo3any
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「很難看吧?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAuCBHvpMGap
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他沒回頭,語氣卻比剛才更低了些。65Please respect copyright.PENANAouSr1H1nD8
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「我沒有放棄。只是——以後不會再排我打前鋒了。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAkkIvSQs5Cc
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風雪無聲。65Please respect copyright.PENANAuYAxIT8g5O
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「他們要的是更快、更狠、更能衝撞的那種。我的風格不流行了,懂嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAadp3KN0KnI
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他語氣平穩得近乎過頭,像是反覆排練過的自白,好不容易才讓這一切說出口。65Please respect copyright.PENANAhSRfJ2nPwz
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「我只是⋯⋯剛好比較會傳球而已。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAOIV3IW97JV
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她聽見那句話,心口好像某處跟著裂開——然後他補了一句,像在替自己下結論:65Please respect copyright.PENANAp7PeJsiVy8
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「那就中場。至少還站在場上,往後站一點而已。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAqkgoRymGbY
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這樣講話的他,很陌生,也很安靜。65Please respect copyright.PENANAfG8gnNxiBM
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她知道,那句「往後站一點」,背後藏了多少咬牙切齒的自我說服,和多少撤退中壓抑到極致的力道。65Please respect copyright.PENANAqtWOfdZaZ8
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如果不是逼到牆角,糸師冴從來不會選擇退後。65Please respect copyright.PENANAXSCPaXBRPe
連對運氣都不低頭的糸師冴,絕對不會輕易後退。65Please respect copyright.PENANAINYvBldiCe
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明明,為了成為世界第一的攻擊球員,他一個人離開熟悉的語言、文化、土地,孤身踏上異國的球場——65Please respect copyright.PENANAHdDNY8Pom7
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那不是一場浪漫的冒險。她知道的。65Please respect copyright.PENANAzB8tmEHmXz
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因為他曾說過——如果先走一步,就能替凜探清楚世界長什麼樣子。65Please respect copyright.PENANAl2pWPPEiGp
他想讓他們兄弟倆,站在世界最高的那條前鋒路上。一起。65Please respect copyright.PENANAlb8cvXLd5Y
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而他,就先去闖。65Please respect copyright.PENANAtluRHDcMcr
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他不是為了離開,而是為了一起——一起站上世界第一前鋒的位置。65Please respect copyright.PENANAuLZGTnCChy
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他從不抱怨。65Please respect copyright.PENANAQOAhhIHwfr
她知道,那是因為他相信——只要撐過去,他就能把那條路打通,好讓弟弟也走得輕一點。65Please respect copyright.PENANAYa0JynL3ar
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那是他選的夢。也是他替弟弟鋪的夢。65Please respect copyright.PENANA4ADDkLbDbE
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連被釘在板凳上、記者說他是外來商品,他都沒說過一句委屈。65Please respect copyright.PENANADTwoDUwkaN
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她也有想關掉那些頁面、假裝不知道的瞬間。65Please respect copyright.PENANA1B60HPRkTj
但她做不到。她沒辦法真的轉身。因為那是他在的地方。就算只是名字出現在一個不知名的網頁標題裡,她也要看完。65Please respect copyright.PENANAogiZXYqycq
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他真的,什麼也沒說。65Please respect copyright.PENANA15HSEobfC3
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但她卻都記得。65Please respect copyright.PENANABYiM6pSbYP
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記得那些他沒說出口的疲憊。記得那些訊息越來越慢的日子。記得螢幕裡的他,連笑都只剩一點點。65Please respect copyright.PENANApBXJapYbbR
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明明是最愛射門、最驕傲說自己一個也能進球的那個人;65Please respect copyright.PENANAsWesjtZk7f
明明是從小就說「我要站在最前面,把球踢進去」的那個小孩;65Please respect copyright.PENANAXc0fFuGv5L
明明是什麼都敢嗆、誰都不讓的糸師冴——竟然會低下頭,用「剛好比較會傳球」來形容自己。65Please respect copyright.PENANAGSGdSk04Dy
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他不是不行了,是被迫轉身了。不是輸了比賽,而是輸給了局勢——不是不痛,只是不准自己喊痛。65Please respect copyright.PENANA2rRnvVWVkj
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那些他視為夢想核心的位置——被逼著放開。65Please respect copyright.PENANA0y4PUZVLV6
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她沒問「你真的甘心嗎」。因為她聽懂了。65Please respect copyright.PENANAXvv4Ys3iFU
他說的是「至少」,是「還站上場」——65Please respect copyright.PENANApHnyYZRA66
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那已經不是目標,是他咬緊牙關才守下來的最後一吋土地。65Please respect copyright.PENANAWxlsDu3e1a
他站得很挺,像什麼都沒失去;可她知道,這樣講話的他,正守著某個不能倒的東西。65Please respect copyright.PENANAUYIFLrU9tM
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雪,在她睫毛上融成微濕。65Please respect copyright.PENANAnP7mSMRX4K
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夢想,沒有碎⋯⋯只是換了個地方裂開。65Please respect copyright.PENANAfmjvgx9Yu3
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她往前邁了一小步。65Please respect copyright.PENANAx5zep7ql67
沒有靠近他的肩,只站在他們影子能交疊的雪地。65Please respect copyright.PENANAuaUaDpUDlN
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她的聲音比雪還輕,卻沒有一絲猶豫:65Please respect copyright.PENANACme5UcZqrZ
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「你站在場上,好好地,就很好看了。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAKqu94iOYas
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她嘴角微微一笑,提醒自己——如果他突然回頭,別讓他看到她那副不安的表情。65Please respect copyright.PENANAu2AS3TlPU3
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「冴,你記得我曾經下的決定嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAr4w5GjwfUO
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語氣溫柔,像是對某個塵封的夏天輕聲點頭。65Please respect copyright.PENANAZmMBiMIDs5
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「等你成了世界第一,我就會跟別人說『我早就知道了』⋯⋯」65Please respect copyright.PENANAMNEdpzLith
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她停了一下,深吸一口氣,讓聲音更穩一點。65Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Lipij2bf
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「如果還沒有,我就會更大聲說——」65Please respect copyright.PENANATzI60gDA2T
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她揚起下巴,眼神亮得像少年一樣堅定。65Please respect copyright.PENANAgCRP3SwXgL
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「——『他還沒想啦』!因為糸師冴,一定會成為世界第一。」65Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZrLaoIqMF
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他沒回頭,但她看到他握在行李箱上的手,抖了一下。65Please respect copyright.PENANAq392Ilsfly
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她不知道世界第一的樣子會是什麼。65Please respect copyright.PENANAr7qSDy7vXH
但她知道——那個位置,會因為他而被重新定義。65Please respect copyright.PENANA9FlUO9Tnj4
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誰也沒有接話。65Please respect copyright.PENANAaiteq75XD9
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雪靜靜地,又落下來。65Please respect copyright.PENANAOVUoL5qVdW
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她沒催他,也沒再說話。只靜靜站著,等著。65Please respect copyright.PENANA2I7DpkKbba
他卻像是卡在什麼地方——不動、不說,卻已經走了一段很長很長的路。65Please respect copyright.PENANArvomf5O5xl
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過了很久,他盯著雪地遠方開口,不是回答,也不是反問,而是一句突如其來的低語——65Please respect copyright.PENANAYkgs0zvZSa
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「⋯⋯他是笨蛋嗎。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAywoEk4CxtL
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嗓音啞得不像話,像壓了很久才擠出來的一口氣。65Please respect copyright.PENANAcUO3CylvlJ
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「嗯。」她點了下頭,答得很輕。65Please respect copyright.PENANA5rWDsZZzuS
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她知道他在說誰。65Please respect copyright.PENANAO32ugYlS3g
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「哭得跟誰欠他似的。」65Please respect copyright.PENANASjXBt0LUPd
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她的眼神微微垂下,斟酌要用什麼情緒。最後只是淡淡彎起嘴角,語氣不痛不癢地說:65Please respect copyright.PENANAwAPtCwsxRx
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「你也一樣啊。」65Please respect copyright.PENANAiByQS1lONX
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糸師冴的肩膀頓了一下。65Please respect copyright.PENANA2DSHdkt2QQ
沒有反駁。65Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Bt7oI2qx
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她沒看到他的表情,卻知道他現在的樣子——肯定是習慣了她這種話,那種語氣輕描淡寫,卻一針見血的話。65Please respect copyright.PENANA0GmdNU6ElV
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他低頭,像在看地上的雪,也像在等什麼被攪動的東西,再自己沉下去。她不知道那些被翻起的,是關於現在,還是關於他支口不提的異地日子。65Please respect copyright.PENANANdMnnZiBQh
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他沒有再說話。65Please respect copyright.PENANA3Aj4iT07Hx
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雪靜靜落,世界像刻意放慢了速度,好讓他們能在這一刻好好站著,不被趕著向前。65Please respect copyright.PENANA8HROfD3Tzf
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星野莉奈沒催他。65Please respect copyright.PENANAcTgQ1LEtQZ
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她只是站在那裡,離他不遠也不近。守著兩人影子剛好交疊的距離——65Please respect copyright.PENANAiPOFCJBpQD
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就算腳步後退了,影子也還在這裡。65Please respect copyright.PENANArPaBMs11sV
就這樣陪著他,不打擾、不離開。把自己放在一個剛好的位置上。65Please respect copyright.PENANAnwZ2arxGpj
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等他想說了,再說。65Please respect copyright.PENANAz0nhmmWWIG
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等想再往前的那一刻,再走。
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