妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDlfwkVr1U
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWKU87NsCF
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd0MxSqX9h
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nc6YcvsmN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypBb9as1Np
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidTscazEvJ
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRfJiCVhZ4
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAWldWwNxF
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR2VvsbLgZ
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8myWoSZDo
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfodlrYmsjU
「下，點解會開心？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwXr7QbQIQ
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMn3MJIvaH
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsCV4nfVow
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2uNXR47Wb
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw3PDfsnKn
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKCSpZ4Nx9
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypoEHIU3a7
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB4KORPsjQ
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB1aOAqy7p
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOs0D5Y4ef
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDKbbT5vlO
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SFaITMaLl
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984gQlEa1u
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lC5jgqFiT
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnubbFXL3gz
小病是福，我完全明白。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4poTlxwOj
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdom8NP1BQ
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAx37RZZEb
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEICFkUwEWR
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpwIjZa7mG
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfFStx78Pu
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLv2UI1OuA
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWqoP7HAUT
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngw41Is1F4
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz2UTfRNqM
離題了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtsGGUs49A
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPxLB77u2w
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBh4rgLkTC
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO37V2td5od
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlosgAsrkPJ
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuI7kckZF9
「叮～」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kMlvqDKNe
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6ZGZh0sYS
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8zKCC15TG
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJslDWCPWN
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR7CHpIogL
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0q48AaJIw
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA1C6JeykC
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjNYTBsH2z
「抽筋，Sorry。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q8uFz3zu2
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbSVlX3Fyn
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV1D8D2LHS
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWnVsyKVMA
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqrX7CfYxr
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVpexculrW
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRIhzF1YaN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYMMRIQh8u
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFzrCTE7xc
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BJBzCBEPC
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uHrMdJ3s1
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobIf6YeQAl
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXwKPJTaaJ
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2UOTj8peH
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5Tq9WptpF
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EGMFu1gGF
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb0Nl7Lp52
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaZBn256DV
「我會有分數。」我說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV7U5LxxuN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2qTzmrs0I
不，我沒有。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC3LyYpNhq
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR8rQrNx1g
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1aDO13PWW
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UmrEY25In
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKvn5D1ao3
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuYmYzFBL
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74HvCkHH7Y
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fnhUqjoTi
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgkyqZQjYo
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfx75nlXKp
難不難看是一回事。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WS0JFPRh9
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs9JIJQhEg
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVqHUn40KX
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbq8yLZ97Q
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpeOjEy99l
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNd2daIbkw
但我不甘心。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSJ5IuYrlA
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV6GrSnxv0
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlx0VMkepo
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MiVsnlGjc
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6OoxOwFG8
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7sdrhugaf
我不甘心。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq2oxiRZE4
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfBv81859m
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIFH0PrH6V
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfKLegtZYJ
「…真係？」童桐說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge2reoxx8j
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiXPFrhi42
我停頓了片刻。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZv3tNwciX
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLKFwEGpsc
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOTJpJjIz5
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT9374ul88
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvvjkSLsqZ
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80w5Ep8k6c
就和你一樣，童桐。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44oqb6nZjD
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbngp5mO1P1
和你一樣。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEbcO8dpyS
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu2kSJwKsJ
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI2KaQGAhL
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNosYqWY9Zj
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDupgslHccN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMidaPpOJYf
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJeHrPdXCr
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmWTDYg8AH
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmOuwZcsG2
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpxOGYZ5cz
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyGv1QgdRN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0DzHGgQvC
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jvi01sKZ8
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3i1YOiW4M
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOwSlP9wwl
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF99Ny97oy5
「多謝你，童桐。」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1FVh8QO78
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ivbFQnrF
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHuRP71PMY
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZqN3ZLX7i
「叮～」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxad54AZlS
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5axxhKxkhn
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOfPKtj1on
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouZSz5wXKF
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUnUeKAYXt
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrOtLgwBzA
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN8m1MeJ5G
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuypBHkRLI0
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ63XRyYlS
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrtdBkzEk1
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPzGAPz3Ak
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjvFmt3B1H
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hi2TwxFLY
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb58WLcEj5I
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRQ487sSjN
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYnGALqcJb
太可愛了。1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNLMXdT3xH
1034Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3m9yo3KP5
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
