「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d61htvbhi
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX6Ql5yuwh
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwQeZJB9lN
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzKaSbiuaT
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡappsO5jWCd
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「童桐。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0EBE82C2N
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW83Qln5N9
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「Kay…？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDhtwWNVlm
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHov3Pt0tB
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33KTyk6gT0
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「Kay，你喊緊？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhToZcvgmc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HbkWYci7N
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsBCdUhbIc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1ffpBUf4E
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4dPGO4dxS
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuWPrx8ob3
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY1VRImjfU
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoBvXazXAo
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmtJMvDkQz
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1DoMg4rAX
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「有人害佢？但…」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9e1irW9P7
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xXRTEdFBa
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb6eWIgt5Q
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdljU33qfXG
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sOfr1yPpM
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當然不會。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3SHwIKXEZ
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFKk7y14XQ
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8gD8Faot5
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL3OJXNIRu
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj8kTSTbgq
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfB09hoXA6
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但事實完全相反。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0RIRpzax4
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO44YKAMrxu
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9xw38MPxw
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFP5S2D7yY
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSfE601R55
我好想她。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8jQNungXb
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaMhJArSDU
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyTNx6NHV6
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscdzSpwJXz
童桐…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOYQ8vevnl
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VvVROfjhK
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOtumeb4ms
「汪嗚…」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHsm1cXpNc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TMMFwTNr2
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXTBB1u9Z8
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoEZT4kJHc
「汪！汪！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZqsPNhNsV
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP40GiZYVS4
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuUUHNDxS4
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiqN1bXBjI
「好啦，佢走左啦。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQOCOQ9uYl
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrRLXy87Xi
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSR11StmrY
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGJDu9Sebj
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ023ljWq8Hf
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe9MpvFe1c
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kPujnaOOa
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwEKqeAkJi
那個童桐從沒存在過。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7kT4x5v4d
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI12na51C6J
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUFmx14h8u
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9lLmfr7zI
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNqPWEMDGJ
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUoldrlchM
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBXsEuShBA
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfFm5k741E
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NiSGPnYdd
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtf6GsdhWc
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m9HMj8C3S
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTvNLLZrV1
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0IXcppFD3
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew60AhoJF7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXJTapNlOV
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLEpf1TxlC
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問題是妍妍和童桐…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTHVFWD1So
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehe3jXnpaD
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8xxsCnJET
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqisVabZRYv
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTDieabvia
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1X5WjKIal
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mI62cZgTi
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q3PPfODYi
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL7pPkfuGN
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但…我…我…966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSijr0PIdz
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeqrXKisFs
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHIRPPlai9
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQQBLxJ1KE
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBBKzDUg5z
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就是今天晚上了嗎。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIHRkXZNIt
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到此為止了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtpJXq8y9O
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wh05rVa91
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTM63msUG8
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「童桐。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwmdZ5rQoG
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjozxgo2R2
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKWuv7CkS7
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq3k0oYYQy
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBCwt2m73k
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBb5jHofmm
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我擋在她家門前。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiimSGIW2b
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgusEX2xTf
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFUDoSfsXK
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJWzWmIi2G
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCr2MATX4Y
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL6A3lTwaV
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL06q536rRC
這樣子她便明白了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeRt0NHGC7
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5EYCkBhNm
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjGsdZTrEG
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XYdvV2LGL
但我早也有兩手準備。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TVfC955Qs
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1avXJvDjL5
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「咁…」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVfswoftYL
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「嗚————汪—！！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIyzLPjt0T
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iQJjbpA4C
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「小心！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIm1KcLSCP
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIig0TdAUzv
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUb1wuvhLb
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好輕？966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaim9w9rk02
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjA8VEhojL
「亞基！Sit！」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlONh9BXDZ
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4yjyujrPs
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpC28jeHWr
…真的好羨慕牠。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMe8hxvnfm
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy47HtV0sT
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fRE5ql0Rj
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvJlQHmgje
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gRYN311WA
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgJg5evsGO
「你…係唔係瘦左？」966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFjlLiss6d
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeqriyciwi
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oubKM39jx
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgEzxdMXU1
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8ZZyRIEMw
966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmhFQGo5kv
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hW2cdNO1o
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYIGh77ESJ
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HTIB4crGt
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。966Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVUCYzKmS9
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
