「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOc3hzVqOx
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsUNkWHJxz
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7M8LZBwF1
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9HUxw9qzo
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yJq6B8hJ0
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「童桐。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnKpktwkn4
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ExX374hpn
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「Kay…？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS08xbisEr0
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6SzgQ5ds0
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpnwzthmJe
「Kay，你喊緊？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6p8raR7Np
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9wplBFNLS
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YXK0T1AM7
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg7zegdiUA
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVgRWreNsF
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvRm1ZxULi
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpHncWWl0r
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxBTuqfvSQ
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOvpW5iXPn
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO4kQ1nnEw
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「有人害佢？但…」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VPe79nmdE
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV04uutZnN
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv8SRBnZYo
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArwWOExR0i
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q5OMftXee
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqfm19Yz1B
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當然不會。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqJQv4Wwvd
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPhxmz8W8C
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8QXaqu5S5
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe9sCotptP
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy1GSbQTFr
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DRNJZkp14
但事實完全相反。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt9Ql8D9sR
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1evETQsFcH
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbilwqtZ8H
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkzO90DSaF
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdUX2t98Db
我好想她。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vwLizaXTU
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fR3mpYnzu
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefWZw7Vg4k
童桐…1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa8v8pxy3X
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlA59IbinG
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIhSz3RDFj
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「汪嗚…」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhejSi7o0f
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewT8LvOebK
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「汪！汪！」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBsh3T0RpH
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDywyV9KCxy
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV3XiAiZqx
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapu0MsUuwI
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8laQb0j7p
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkzkfDqRoU
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG0d6D0Q17
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB28gcBpC9l
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUs2SvVlB3
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV2gfrjQRp
那個童桐從沒存在過。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitZVbHrIWl
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp5uFrC61x
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1kliSUUyA
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIz5qo976L
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29WOWYDqBJ
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNzlvii7GV
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNn983lV6c
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIQm6qYpjI
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgGwPWBQOl
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeftpPSTqM
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbhYZMEMSV
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjBES6mjpE
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBedqxyE6bb
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4DLQI0JMW
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSKRQ2FsQs
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5AczJrYW7
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt78aJMebgH
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaatQDJ36l
問題是妍妍和童桐…1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2ystge1Fw
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJwdtmecoU
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2QiNHNb3C
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmHHn4SphL
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8vMSCbbzB
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdeCz5CWnl
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFGeDIugXm
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oi4Iet2A7
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWxjGiu8JU
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkuQilcIdq
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbrtWuavtl
但…我…我…1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR160f81hI
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJZaVgSmEI
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CjENY8vgP
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KCH9Ov6YR
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEoFxcdKIb
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMsJMudimB
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwSsmd0LFf
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到此為止了。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeweqBCxgH
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi8l1L9O4l
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl83TmcGI7
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrLR1RmySC
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQVtq0kSyH
「童桐。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvZBZBgvXY
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51ASx0s9UJ
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Y6vdLRto
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVHZ6YcEaH
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV6dnPGETe
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnJQNuUEay
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mVaibfgt3
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWlNrPJuys
我擋在她家門前。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwzlUM3bGC
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jHlBu1OfE
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4efGvn8yyi
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxbdRG6YeR
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUc4u9Dedr
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZllHttbmT
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UCzK7suaO
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg4hTXw00e
這樣子她便明白了。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5nIVjuRkx
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxmbldYTNO
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA70JNpC1n
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但我早也有兩手準備。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DyRt1Etoa
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xhC8cOMI9
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「咁…」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEnZL9EOJY
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「嗚————汪—！！」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EyACwf1qU
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sFbchoVyM
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「小心！」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh9LqyrRxW
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd9FwwqNaT
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1vk2brFqu
好輕？1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy95sYteQ52
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「亞基！Sit！」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtyD3BImd9
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy3H10Rev4
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsJnX2qE80
…真的好羨慕牠。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWJhUZbAxQ
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyHCZku4il
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTbHuXAgY4
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB47HwhMcq
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgIqD966aE
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMj08epB8G
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0ZNhFpODK
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDLSXXmNne
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlrULITT1A
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkz4LP4b19
1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXzosykp5V
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqLTYJZwsr
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR7047iiyK
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf4wHNSiHx
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1051Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRD19GfGRx
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
