「人生若只如初見,何事秋風悲畫扇」757Please respect copyright.PENANAB2X6T3pegI
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好,便不如發生之後的種種憾事。757Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xz76I7EVP
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。757Please respect copyright.PENANAb8KUzwC93J
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「呀遊,我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。757Please respect copyright.PENANAT1Mr82arEs
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。757Please respect copyright.PENANArWQJ2QJDWh
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「童桐。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAI5Aqfse9Nv
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。757Please respect copyright.PENANAJKIlIMKcMj
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「Kay…?」757Please respect copyright.PENANAlg9fkT3T6j
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根,下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起,雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業,你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年?」757Please respect copyright.PENANAGpQ3Psc2GT
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「Kay,你喊緊?」757Please respect copyright.PENANArv8eWH6SRd
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁?想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺,佢要同我分手?」757Please respect copyright.PENANAtKPPayPuS1
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說;757Please respect copyright.PENANAkrbpaVSPmY
「童桐,呀遊!」Kay竟然是第一個到;757Please respect copyright.PENANAaPBVTM4eMe
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨?最近二人好像親近過以前,連我這種路人都發現了;757Please respect copyright.PENANA7aBs56X8tc
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中;757Please respect copyright.PENANANBGEiBzvqd
Kay想摸亞基,「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退,還發出威脅的低聲咆哮;757Please respect copyright.PENANAUBILimOUNr
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來,背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢?但…」757Please respect copyright.PENANAgFNYBJ3J7Q
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「想知既,就去問你個馬川遊!!」757Please respect copyright.PENANAjnXVO9L1VC
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距離核彈爆炸,只剩下72小時不到。757Please respect copyright.PENANAyebMdBg0pN
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣,我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看,那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底,好像我每次打開看看剩下時間,那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。757Please respect copyright.PENANARVgWmOf7V4
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當然不會。757Please respect copyright.PENANAYLVCgkVjmj
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣,被困了在那個介面之中,只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁,看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。757Please respect copyright.PENANA3I3kcDJHFq
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因她的事而崩潰,因自己的事而崩潰。757Please respect copyright.PENANAiZAyWhWb2T
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐,連在手機上聊天也沒有,我一直以為我和她住得這樣近,即使不透過網絡總會見到。757Please respect copyright.PENANAW8X6lpWpmf
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但事實完全相反。757Please respect copyright.PENANAHDsbIXsyh3
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原來住得這樣近,是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。757Please respect copyright.PENANApZx6WrSo9s
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲,關門聲,我相信她也是的,但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破,把一切都隔絕起來。757Please respect copyright.PENANA1XcjitvQp2
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我好想她。757Please respect copyright.PENANAQxApcHUX5E
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即使我還沒法接受,我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。757Please respect copyright.PENANAnZX57zYaaX
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童桐…757Please respect copyright.PENANAbJJ01BSCIz
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也許在這段時間內,我們都需要好好和對方隔絕,整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。757Please respect copyright.PENANAMF0mtEwppE
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「汪嗚…」757Please respect copyright.PENANAVOZOFp2yhM
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸,亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子,甚至帶牠去散步後回家,牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。757Please respect copyright.PENANA6XfT2yJCzk
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「汪!汪!」757Please respect copyright.PENANAfXBolw8hdD
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在聽到童桐開門,聞到門後童桐的氣味後,牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門,吠兩聲,希望引起童桐的注意,期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍,如以前一樣。757Please respect copyright.PENANAv70CeVqq1L
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「好啦,佢走左啦。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAgmlFOivAgL
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。757Please respect copyright.PENANAVWWk0q7K6Z
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看到牠這樣子,我也不罵牠抓門了,童桐離去後牠便會停下來,尾巴無力的垂向地面,然後在門後伏下,等待童桐回來時再抓一次。757Please respect copyright.PENANAuPIdZ9Tw33
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「…算啦,亞基。」我說,「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」757Please respect copyright.PENANACyNl1FlKgI
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那個童桐從沒存在過。757Please respect copyright.PENANAhnttekTbAw
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我抱起亞基,扔回牠的狗床上。757Please respect copyright.PENANA8bqDHKj3Id
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「胡汪!」亞基站起來向我吠叫,好像在怪責我一樣。757Please respect copyright.PENANAJpELUQzQcZ
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也對,亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播,不知道誰是Dora,牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼,做過甚麼也只是童桐,一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐,如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。757Please respect copyright.PENANA94b5vYvcJq
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。757Please respect copyright.PENANAXC7ectFbVd
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「我想架?」我說,「我夠想好似以前咁,你教我點呃自己囉!仲有,得返60幾個鐘,就到我…」757Please respect copyright.PENANAcNUTR3u58z
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴,伏回狗窩中。757Please respect copyright.PENANAisLZL01pqQ
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。757Please respect copyright.PENANAWBLtRWEqIe
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我看看手上的清單,即將被核彈波及者有我父母,當然,但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧,痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。757Please respect copyright.PENANAOLxbgAwA9A
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問題是妍妍和童桐…757Please respect copyright.PENANAwNcgkv2fGH
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妍妍身為當事人,我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕,植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭,雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法,我沒可能避掉所有傷害。757Please respect copyright.PENANApbi54XHWjk
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童桐…問題是童桐,現在我們是互相疏遠對方,但萬一核彈轟下來…757Please respect copyright.PENANAlxo4M6I60e
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我連想像也感到恐懼,但明明我又在和她冷戰,矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。757Please respect copyright.PENANAPMEADpagSr
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逃避再逃避,以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機,也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐,我就這樣一直自我封閉起來,如那段日子一樣。757Please respect copyright.PENANAyo1FKXVG6B
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據我媽的描述,那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣,附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染,漂上死寂的氛圍,全身散發著絕望的氣場。757Please respect copyright.PENANAMvfBA2PZzJ
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但…我…我…757Please respect copyright.PENANAHvXPcxPuIO
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去,這次真的不行。757Please respect copyright.PENANA9DbJ40js2e
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距離核彈爆炸:06:49:05757Please respect copyright.PENANAYlNXDT5wmy
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就是今天晚上了嗎。757Please respect copyright.PENANAtEX0jEwRCc
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到此為止了。757Please respect copyright.PENANAkRwS6Mo2LC
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。757Please respect copyright.PENANAHZnM2p5tsG
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊,那份窒息,那份絕望,比起甚麼都痛。757Please respect copyright.PENANAwe9bw8xJ14
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「童桐。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAPInuhO1kmJ
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在她回來時,我攔在她面前。757Please respect copyright.PENANAbLyIa6GBQ3
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咦她是不是又更瘦了?夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲,現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。757Please respect copyright.PENANAXbbf54TW0z
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。757Please respect copyright.PENANAkh8nxgdOKs
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我擋在她家門前。757Please respect copyright.PENANApg6TkHGVop
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「你今晚屋企有無人?」我說,「我有事要同你講。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAW9PlulO0Z1
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「…係咩事?」她低頭說,聲音有點沙啞。757Please respect copyright.PENANAbaGxogDjxr
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講,而唔想由其他人講你知,或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAghQaoOvgwV
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這樣子她便明白了。757Please respect copyright.PENANASOd2B6LiQw
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童桐似乎有了心理準備,但她卻難為地說:「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」757Please respect copyright.PENANAEQOL5naf0K
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但我早也有兩手準備。757Please respect copyright.PENANA1AkMtYcSPP
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。757Please respect copyright.PENANAfCgnPZG2lM
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「咁…」757Please respect copyright.PENANAwwwqx0FYWJ
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「嗚————汪—!!」757Please respect copyright.PENANA3JPy19dyx5
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家門才一打開,亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至,猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少,消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛!757Please respect copyright.PENANAd1z36a2TTF
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「小心!」757Please respect copyright.PENANA607Y7zIU6f
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐,如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。757Please respect copyright.PENANALi83a0rxBW
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好輕?757Please respect copyright.PENANAB6DZ5yBIDq
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「亞基!Sit!」757Please respect copyright.PENANADnStyzjniQ
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來,四平八穩的坐到地板,但尾巴還是狂搖,抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。757Please respect copyright.PENANAiwraPVrtK3
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…真的好羨慕牠。757Please respect copyright.PENANAZIZZTRuLVl
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「佢無見你太耐,有無事?」757Please respect copyright.PENANAAxfWnARjlC
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「嗯,無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭,亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。757Please respect copyright.PENANAwU4w89Z7Ei
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「你…係唔係瘦左?」757Please respect copyright.PENANAk58CCcYE7w
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「少少,減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開,走進我的家中。757Please respect copyright.PENANAoeCGcihe7g
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她身材這樣苗條,減甚麼鬼肥。757Please respect copyright.PENANAwbz579AgDo
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「亞基,Dismiss.」我說,亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。757Please respect copyright.PENANAsIw683OPCf
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。757Please respect copyright.PENANAQCd10A7bWU
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童桐與我,再次獨處一室,無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣,這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。757Please respect copyright.PENANAvRTmrIuXpI
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事,自以為已經做好了最壞打算。