妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoaNMqQFpK
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDp47H7MfF
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUauDb7J7LR
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGl7i4jjjt
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb3ntMSmWS
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp65ocs30e
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS34GZcRpk
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XSH62ZklX
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB6jgGO7LZ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByuaVOIbW5
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MHR0IEsMJ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj63HgjR1ZP
「下，點解會開心？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSArSCGkZA9
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJdlX57P8q
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wWJaWAjdj
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAePFhU89Lz
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V0ZFiZtQG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3dTv2vybY
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaoG3g3YCP
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vC6ThsVKq
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYGXEDAJyf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfGrLgqyAm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrlKfEImd8
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1p9rMvfAs
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtCjAIQ98M
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSG0S4bN8r
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHClEeSJqNH
小病是福，我完全明白。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggFzmFNAZC
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIW5JieO8h
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyvGTCiW2B
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6AaGvl6Bn
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dZepTGIbG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4kSAq6xyQ
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHX921470J
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYwU15DapS
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7qQyxhwno
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXnUMhVJjU
離題了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM3n2REJBo
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI5WoyZSzX
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dMscnLjnN
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y7rbpW3IG
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQFhMn8VQG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsCPcV2oLm
「叮～」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfDUAn2DNN
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06tMKGGjLJ
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZdqN6aIRm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2OSabYEmD
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z39CcT1Ba
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3ptPnNCua
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLHhLrJGi6
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0OtMR9zaP
「抽筋，Sorry。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RFV4ITm4V
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjtTyuOHp8
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPTjHVo9Ba
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx18mnYvX70
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ohx5tNc3D
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzhhyhy0vX
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjW0j4ouP3
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR1vMBKKMU
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fnBzFnctk
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKNtc9JR9M
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdB7PTWMya
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQFEZXtAAt
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivplzvOMXE
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfsiHEsLKE
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGruZSWlaM
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAbpbWJccn
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemqzHDXZRC
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHAfZ9idvd
「我會有分數。」我說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC7cglXoBi
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJtgACFye2
不，我沒有。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPDpaa8exw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaTX2dogG1
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhczu5fV1Qn
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV8aH0hyyd
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c1RslPnls
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmLg38ZQXJ
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhFdO1xlCv
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYOin6N0rF
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24XsUtN6nB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAoNoDa0p3
難不難看是一回事。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSGUbFrtgU
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesjRMCtk5y
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0ta8PDzqx
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cwTk1HWej
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DO9deOqJJ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lBgzmIwSY
但我不甘心。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9uFNtE95o
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi24G4pwl8U
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFjoKCYUXq
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY25JrJhZTA
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXjxryZqZ3
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1maAfO1nf
我不甘心。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WtMo6XYAs
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmW5bjIsug
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfb5dXTkes
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI30YhzcYia
「…真係？」童桐說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd9xtjJHtf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIqHSw6vlM
我停頓了片刻。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEtPKcqPGm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI87OGS9pi
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3ouZfocIC
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjdLUTbrEd
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW1Eg83eFD
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuymp4D0JV
就和你一樣，童桐。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3Hg5WYm5V
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5WJzXU7OE
和你一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFK5MnfJf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEp72lok4s
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0cNgYdKJq
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykNqRTeaKs
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda4gLo8j4x
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIaa0wFkzY
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUoyzLe92p
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hTCp1fZlF
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Us3GY82m
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbLUeA248s
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznHdQGecN0
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB16jxRkoS
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBBSuQR4os
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl55RFYTSn
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiR0HoBMMq
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa7G6ExII3
「多謝你，童桐。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGwuPV1ZWs
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7le76UUzoP
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbuEKk3OMA
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhiuPQfWun
「叮～」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yO6X6m20d
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvtLWqhbV1
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpBYDM1HJS
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR57OR2NhJs
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ59EZS3Zw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA7LATfEXU
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKeuZ9STw9
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJakbWBmM9
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4cDKKZwwm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYqxnEFnPz
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpyXOUyVHc
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8HAMUtcjY
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwgzHF5pDt
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXTprgrBWK
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwHa8xyw1g
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUC4bxISbX
太可愛了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQBCVdh0om
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql27jqQMs1
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
