妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIZ5qAkDvz
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl1pippPMk
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTypvyujF5m
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV033Dem1p2
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz1wccZIe1
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCRhB74HVC
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3h4qdh3Hm
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrCqKVg9ru
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HRzjxMkYo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt5CPoFo0u
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzpdv04AcQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0OG3SBpgO
「下，點解會開心？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOCbrVud6q
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK8VOVMygL
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiK8xjjCYo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvFdOSflcQ
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycHSziTZ3O
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hFLH1roPa
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M0dOlDQrE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXMhhJSvsa
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2cHDpGD02
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLun8jqhqy
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hslt5nhAi
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9hyTpOqs0
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡittOXIUVkL
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuxvyAy6jW
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpLkv6dYyU
小病是福，我完全明白。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3zDSqE4NW
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZF4d9DwIx
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmbijZZsiw
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvEULIEGAz
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ljAchgSlt
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNBWEiEJaB
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxeLIKjXrL
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhqgeEv8Sc
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLVIH1CTDN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5VULpt8Uk
離題了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3giUM2zaQJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLddricCDR
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjLvASFL2r
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUllOeRhpoa
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawAlqDMvCl
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nfy75aXPa
「叮～」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AoIpqMoJV
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqzWa9Ijbn
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4XmaIHTOe
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBgrJDePJ4
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWQ6IfMObN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvUiYZQPJ6
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFoM9rloK4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELy42mWNqt
「抽筋，Sorry。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIu1MrDeEs
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX0iW1Zi2e
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRq7gUDmMI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRv2DmcsYA
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIXrbiQ207
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeO3RWDRig
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoXUzVr7mk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiINF0vPRY
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OlwtSCUeH
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh4NkN7Jns
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCZKgxLzJJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk84DbNkur
「比賽仲有幾耐？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1ocMgmypU
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcHg70jPR7
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDszDTRsIk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAgL0V0Wl7
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbhB6C5kcQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gz2y9VLON
「我會有分數。」我說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBubcDgFFp
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkYzjGMWGW
不，我沒有。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50sBD6SrkQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTUwEuF2GP
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOqKhR9Lfn
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeQBVKQPHJ
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wsUUInMDg
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyyLm4oggA
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUtqheFmip
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKRxuokjju
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpQ2fEuEQF
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeEY3Jmp66
難不難看是一回事。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3hKEqZSJN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhTdmvXXv3
甘不甘心又是另一回事。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUNZ4PgWax
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVElSMUNJFR
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwcldzTqVD
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayT6UMKaDo
但我不甘心。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VzFgGeqCR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXz6fzY5op
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4n7pkiRda
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSlS9xLgPT
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eyQHD3CDK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxsUWq9iqc
我不甘心。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWr4agL45o
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5prAi4wr8
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV0RenGulU
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56pBjX4lBh
「…真係？」童桐說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ceqCoJUq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqDUVBL10a
我停頓了片刻。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnOxOiikGk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMzibEjHMQ
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqSOFooc3E
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm8po1WMvp
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2F9k4qG78
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0O67Am4SN
就和你一樣，童桐。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvGLosryRo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxaKAK0rJL
和你一樣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJPAhTBFdE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4shDKt8fGi
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqgAAZ1voZ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndQiX5IfjW
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2l2WRNn04
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOLxR9YKsC
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuGh4elocN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CxeGodtfy
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkKcmXK6rB
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY1ZsvotLH
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfE0mkaAl4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQH04GHnkv
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq5jskPHgC
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cKTN7B82C
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig8j6j1aaP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0eLDI3GUS
「多謝你，童桐。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pgrKX4qVX
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzHNVYMUva
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iUgx6t7VK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs45j0hAHZD
「叮～」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uJMeSjUDn
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ5xsMvHmb
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHqojVmXlW
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzLsuwPAvY
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWHPMXmZkI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrgflUjRUc
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUhnMsXo4F
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK7DfgMCUO
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDhL22afCF
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uIkb5Utj3
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD3nEjukbL
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH3OOO8uBt
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ca4nZmMY7
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJvBNprId9
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R69dtBeN8
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8ISj1jWXQ
太可愛了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62UhNxpDwe
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8TBSbrHUP
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
