那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAYLZw57GEUP
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zvw6SOQ2a
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA4aDYczSouC
1054Please respect copyright.PENANASvdTEfEVhk
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAuKy7UdB3AT
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAIE0zMzIvjP
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1054Please respect copyright.PENANANkn3jDEmQ4
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvB3wPkNHdI
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQpk8COBADD
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAX9KqDheYNx
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUNaXLysQ50
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當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAsnWxUARUSs
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAMcSWzECe2g
「咩黎…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFPQs2fHDXR
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「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAwikUKUVr6m
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiGbJ0YirDG
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmynTtnUA0i
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAklzI4NWl3V
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEX1VQC9oq3
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但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAyVgojynZY6
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「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Io9SIleu
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3ISZ7tlhON
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8LmttCkSpI
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAYQiRChvVjp
「但點解突然…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANArHwmOwUZZx
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我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAo8HkmjbTy0
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1iQmNbzSBs
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因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA34wzGTcIfH
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZEOk2KnQTp
「童~~桐~!!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAv66fqIhNxd
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAp2ejmg7il5
「桐……桐………桐……………」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAv2rcS6urew
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我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiW2x7wmvAK
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJydpDDznXC
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKiWYRYj3nZ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxhveD2WvLD
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAsSimh6YZDz
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtpqgfYcdPa
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAf52IfvyKw1
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…等等。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkswuSRjiV5
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我靈光一閃。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfAampZvwEe
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGeNExe93WB
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdjcEk97inp
…我了解她。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAyv9Gclhd0L
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這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKbkkFDkdQQ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAV7QeXgAmcv
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAo2XpESAYl8
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我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1054Please respect copyright.PENANACnoQ6jc8fm
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAop6BC7raSC
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPOBbBjduyy
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPwE9FsyQlV
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAsSmWhUXRfS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAekO40FvCgf
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1054Please respect copyright.PENANASIaFpFcOsZ
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…要快點才行。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFDCj2SQoth
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「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1054Please respect copyright.PENANASAdJOM7xUO
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機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1054Please respect copyright.PENANASv6UsNzIq8
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAuE4fRVg2pR
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmN4TpPvrz6
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiFSUFqGYw0
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6IxHFIp1CO
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAm9FGCq3s5u
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3LlGn58tv4
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但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJyIZpfnCYP
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdvwnsCFD89
我可是親口答應過她的。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiU7z8mvpyN
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這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbZjsgtkOVJ
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童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAucGGc41M9I
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPa3sGV7SY5
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAh15D2zkC91
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但是。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmkapqxAfyo
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當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGtkgZEUJuR
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…1054Please respect copyright.PENANArJ0UgdLwnp
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGx0OLo6PI5
「唉,童桐…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2Nh7oNnQAe
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3uTQY3SALx
…失敗了嗎。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAD7QTPFb0pn
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果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcmHDYZCRk6
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果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1054Please respect copyright.PENANApiuxpl4xAV
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我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAA1AS2WLiUQ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAnCqFlJyWcp
但是原來童桐也了解我。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdBWf66QdNE
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAYHRrhzONrg
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1054Please respect copyright.PENANALRVyW6yVrK
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZwdny5I5Y9
「呀遊…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvKbh7ZVgPM
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlOwvgFJDPz
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKzo5SLsWmd
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她就在那兒。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAl24GlomwPW
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我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAq4NJTusqaa
1054Please respect copyright.PENANATEUbMTdP8V
我的女朋友就在那兒。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkurpK2m42I
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtGgGgIyUoW
「童…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdfw50KqIVu
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHb63ONxoAW
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAi5IU0bZqQb
1054Please respect copyright.PENANASa9CIB2QNS
「童桐…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxkYAToj3Ju
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfIeja8eWZb
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVux2Lhe1Q3
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfLzQ0MZ4mz
「童桐!!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANADgQMgMTqS6
1054Please respect copyright.PENANADbQsNOq2z1
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgwYCJ4HXHQ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgXuaP4Pidj
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAoiIfdU8yH2
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6edMhBPOJk
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvA5jxbiaV3
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA4mA8ycUZpV
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAwjey1naccm
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJSrhNxbYO7
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGOL9VfqfUI
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAryBQfZTHyu
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfo3XfUkG4C
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除非我們親自去掙取。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiElv8Af1xE
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童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1054Please respect copyright.PENANALPn0n0SiwU
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但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXplYtMgo9H
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHhArumbcKM
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlVSuE7trDy
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1VGSvXhbwN
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAY5FuZqYOoo
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撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAETmbwe8LVx
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「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3YrmCJl0E7
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmZt2JaD4UE
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAk2GaQuhdfZ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtrccZqGpnZ
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXDLRGEVC7h
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAF6CONfjd1s
「咚——噹!!!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAX3MedSyND6
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即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1054Please respect copyright.PENANATlhNPTMaOz
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雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAoDLrF3hLNN
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那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA9PlMjyRbLy
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAztgpR8Zmbu
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAseK8PloRh0
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmFM8GrXqdk
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1054Please respect copyright.PENANARKCL7rOtoF
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是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAILU4xXdXT1
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我還在。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAqoONONiAVR
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「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkGMktS0vKT
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAz0PL2qLdN0
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJOvbKUmBmQ
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我也不會放棄。1054Please respect copyright.PENANARtTAJQLzDk
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUUKC3RLcNZ
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「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGVDbeRpWBR
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiG7Edp5gpa
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGA43EaFvOP
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全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjgRzph5p55
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「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjry4iwookI
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看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlqqIK7TGPu
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「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvsJAaeQ9DV
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我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAF01lZHaZxf
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「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQD4LCrHJ0y
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「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAMnpImNXxFt
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「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3lMFoK1RuS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA0OuNvFfjQj
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAaO7VLtwhPm
1054Please respect copyright.PENANANSdRmPLB4v
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAzF3iJXMaxD
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「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1qPD5pFRbM
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我扔開遠方的雲牆。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjogCr7fRWb
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我無視頭上的風眼。1054Please respect copyright.PENANArdb17wIZ5Y
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAuSm9sYQpeG
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbTZrYJxKCe
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAS32N2Mv6Ai
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAWgAC2lzyCG
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1054Please respect copyright.PENANANQFSL6judH
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但我不看在眼內。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAox7pNbi1gM
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOQhv0QFR
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因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAuDraTX9daS
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我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUkJ5HucXIl
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我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcvm8V9uPgS
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既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1054Please respect copyright.PENANANLUO7cPDzr
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不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZBq79EYsFl
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAf93V6laeZo
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGEiJCke1AQ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAW9CWAlkVR6
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA11QuwxbQ3n
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxKQlvwV69e
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANApOXehkoI7s
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAarcUxAmq85
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANABR7Ds6UoJG
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「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxqzxHhI7jZ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHi8g5We1PK
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbzdyDXgULi
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAhz3nnTSfSC
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1054Please respect copyright.PENANA88bjxQWVis
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvyGZXnqQ14
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA39GCXZ6q00
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAsOZyVIZTtS
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAts9TstDLyi
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA7e9wJouRWa
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXN9owBlC
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAIMJ8BWjj1i
「童桐。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8b2zJyIezX
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbimfaELwUI
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiTgLfVezOP
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即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3HlPE61uk1
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmGUji3nOyL
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEFPIMBeDNu
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGEbiQBW0Jp
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQVl71Y2cir
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「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAekkxFIrNlB
1054Please respect copyright.PENANARi8XBWK73N
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAxlpbV9uNGc
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAq2yjyKN5Fk
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAu5mTSf6Vkr
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8R346B81gk
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1054Please respect copyright.PENANATupwwvIkjY
1054Please respect copyright.PENANARwsFvWjNk7
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAutCCMYKfua
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAqq0NHVTLAf
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1054Please respect copyright.PENANACrvZIAc3Kj
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAOCpH9vWloQ
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAB5Lv4tXX0q
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA4t88Gzmu8k
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA5AtngrlmXw
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAu2d2aHndXJ
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1054Please respect copyright.PENANASDX2sLSCPa
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6AEPBP9cvk
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEE4ZOqUyPf
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAzIqIGHVUJ9
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQgAu16Ti16
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA4bdx92uo8W
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2dc9C3pZOS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANACa5kSHo7oA
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdH1yeWcL1A
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAC3VJ99dgSW
「下,表左架啦。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAk1c7WvFlj6
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkvcpf0fqIo
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVecd6a2ucu
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「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAS4wEdFCCIy
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3PfGhAbHqx
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAmxVpmjaxcr
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUfvta0R6LK
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAb9fhrdLuCw
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無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAoat6yrDg1v
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAWAUSGJCTSY
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVWfZQwbWBk
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKI0SqFhgKO
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1054Please respect copyright.PENANASc9pjG2rm9
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因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVf3nDAuzYQ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAeob9XRXToP
「我願意!」
1054Please respect copyright.PENANADK0OPW1sfI
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童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8eLZupMkEv
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAAs1HoNMnvg
——便永遠都不會分離。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAm9ugCdMWdE
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這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEHFZs2X70E
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtUh8G7z04D
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAqNacu5eB8t
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wr4qVFXSr
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAJML6YS9Uup
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAhWuINXMQMD
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1054Please respect copyright.PENANABOX2RzFqLE
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAhW6iETQe4K
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA48YxQjO6aK
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到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKzlWKHFz4w
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvMl58tX3KZ
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1054Please respect copyright.PENANArxDsgCzyCx
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3C751P7fXS
…還有Kay的悲劇。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA5i1IPVOrR2
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現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAj0CXcNjtoS
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一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1054Please respect copyright.PENANATr2m0v7XMk
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAG3Yu1AucEL
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcOVdxLTLBS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAqAlqFUx3CS
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2KKUUvV1a8
1054Please respect copyright.PENANALzYyi4a8gQ
其實不然。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2gn3Lo7uOL
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「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3kE2XmkIau
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並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAyqAQfuPkmy
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2elIsJE3cE
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1GwEEvgnQ9
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXu7NCdvjAK
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgf8gcX4cEl
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvMf0Jmtu6v
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAb9vqJs4uOe
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHJbjyQ2nZO
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAE7aR1maKGu
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而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAi1u8DsOGuW
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGnWnikMXBs
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZhIQa8Q90p
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAiL3nBWBAso
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAvrFM6Yte9V
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAjcRwSrboPg
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAUMnVJ2VBzS
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAXk7MSRF5Yr
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAC0e7PkEeN5
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAP9EdpXyJMm
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAbUgH1m5iLp
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZn4HJX96EB
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA8GKKRT0ODC
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAWBc9fbheKi
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA3Bq8M3kxmU
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA1RsJALBfhe
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA6DCT2kCn6N
1054Please respect copyright.PENANANcQaUhVALk
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAGQVyPetvrR
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA7AegtgzLb3
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdgvraetn4z
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA10PSRLDNaD
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAAH2TSNyEjZ
1054Please respect copyright.PENANALvA3xi1gd9
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1054Please respect copyright.PENANA5w0q47ByYV
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAm64WW9YHx3
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAyazT7foLRA
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「咁,咁快?!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAEQBbTRM7Cw
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAPOfw7G7yjp
「咩呀,避風呀!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAff5ebmaoF6
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAFlr1L6xiJu
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAlh3wtvlXmE
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我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAwrgpDlgiQz
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2RdeezDmFs
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAdCVwk8GZvV
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只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5svVfux9z
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甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAtcuMB0FAth
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「呀遊…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAVoN5aDKtzG
1054Please respect copyright.PENANA0DV54SPFqH
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAz4NzyfJC6g
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「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgNW1jY4OsD
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我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAO5G1MgbOyF
1054Please respect copyright.PENANAHgLfx1eeHE
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgHli0NcZdU
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即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1054Please respect copyright.PENANAKVbJWOJwX6
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即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAcbSCUQxkBW
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正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1054Please respect copyright.PENANA36MEInpwrb
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破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAgVhFuHkXMW
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「返屋企喇。」1054Please respect copyright.PENANA2u5pwScYeH
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「…嗯!」1054Please respect copyright.PENANAfjXEsSHSxI
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曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAkXEh2qXeyp
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曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAIWgXC56eG0
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現在我會這樣說。1054Please respect copyright.PENANALfBrlM7wVP
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1054Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9nlWHA1zV
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晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。