那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。819Please respect copyright.PENANAu37TFsYTCb
819Please respect copyright.PENANAsKxMWcF9Mr
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。819Please respect copyright.PENANA7WzKsROl9J
819Please respect copyright.PENANANnV70gqCd4
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。819Please respect copyright.PENANAF5uTSuSCxi
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「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。819Please respect copyright.PENANAhttXxqmrU6
819Please respect copyright.PENANAIpHZAx3FqQ
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。819Please respect copyright.PENANAgr5Xr0uB6B
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「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
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當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。819Please respect copyright.PENANAA1D3xx7Gyr
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「咩黎…」819Please respect copyright.PENANARcjPQyJkkw
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「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAIG8mcmkHlq
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這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!819Please respect copyright.PENANAmPViNt0Ugm
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我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAfcqRM6ghkO
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但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。819Please respect copyright.PENANA9AAF6nkLJD
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「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAqLBIaT5y6w
819Please respect copyright.PENANAyc4dOafLFK
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。819Please respect copyright.PENANA1Rkt0mLWhG
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「但點解突然…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAGSs3WVGTwr
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我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAnL736wb499
819Please respect copyright.PENANAKmTeBkDsCZ
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因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。819Please respect copyright.PENANAeIh13oJZMO
819Please respect copyright.PENANADZgkiHarKj
「童~~桐~!!」819Please respect copyright.PENANAG5zHoll2qx
819Please respect copyright.PENANA46uYl8WeLN
「桐……桐………桐……………」819Please respect copyright.PENANAilrw08OFhi
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我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。819Please respect copyright.PENANAcG0U6UxYnj
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辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。819Please respect copyright.PENANAhz7RrSEPiB
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去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。819Please respect copyright.PENANAT7UFMlj2JR
819Please respect copyright.PENANAwHTKAyGYyv
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。819Please respect copyright.PENANATQrNhqlFQI
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…等等。819Please respect copyright.PENANAgJFwDkr7E7
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我靈光一閃。819Please respect copyright.PENANAOJIq9csriM
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。819Please respect copyright.PENANA8TxZHRq1ef
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…我了解她。819Please respect copyright.PENANAktE1I2Wwyn
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這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。819Please respect copyright.PENANApEu2ZlRzCt
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我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。819Please respect copyright.PENANAVL7bB7BXgK
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我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。819Please respect copyright.PENANAu5V0K9UHh0
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「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAL6SfPpzbmo
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街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。819Please respect copyright.PENANAzbd2X8vlb6
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這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。819Please respect copyright.PENANAoNS3pqvoS0
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…要快點才行。819Please respect copyright.PENANABxRj1xQT9b
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「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。819Please respect copyright.PENANA08pN9iQCa2
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機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。819Please respect copyright.PENANA8sAMgELEc7
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我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。819Please respect copyright.PENANAYx9x0CXSAF
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但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。819Please respect copyright.PENANAwJOaFA4SW0
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我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。819Please respect copyright.PENANApEyQD5UWOx
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但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。819Please respect copyright.PENANANY8kYvUP8q
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我可是親口答應過她的。819Please respect copyright.PENANAlk78jJH4oG
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這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。819Please respect copyright.PENANA1WIFXLlw1s
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童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。819Please respect copyright.PENANAFAEZO4qDbD
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除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。819Please respect copyright.PENANAU3j2Panw5S
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但是。819Please respect copyright.PENANAoxsQASo6Jj
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當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。819Please respect copyright.PENANAnyKQCmwmEi
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…819Please respect copyright.PENANAFcOyJIGHzi
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「唉,童桐…」819Please respect copyright.PENANA0GkUelvt5Y
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…失敗了嗎。819Please respect copyright.PENANAeDHBciUnGU
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果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?819Please respect copyright.PENANAEVESE0lgHp
819Please respect copyright.PENANA5ePXQdWiL2
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?819Please respect copyright.PENANA0aR58Wy0RK
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我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。819Please respect copyright.PENANAEn7UwMpsLD
819Please respect copyright.PENANAa07SmELh68
但是原來童桐也了解我。819Please respect copyright.PENANAOQM0dQAQ3o
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更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」819Please respect copyright.PENANAr9x3i9Jw5m
819Please respect copyright.PENANAsjYSkZ61J9
「呀遊…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAEYeZaCsbVx
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不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。819Please respect copyright.PENANANzW5UROTc4
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她就在那兒。819Please respect copyright.PENANAHNOqvrJLQL
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我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。819Please respect copyright.PENANAXAeOw9aZWK
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我的女朋友就在那兒。819Please respect copyright.PENANAtBMhjl8jc2
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「童…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAosRyRNPWy8
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牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。819Please respect copyright.PENANA8vbVtUW9RS
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「童桐…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAVuwGRUaSNv
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而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。819Please respect copyright.PENANAHa7872es8P
819Please respect copyright.PENANAlTTfoX2VVC
「童桐!!」819Please respect copyright.PENANArxHAnkyGzI
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突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。819Please respect copyright.PENANAcuqXxxGopv
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「童桐,童桐,童桐…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAuQyHGQp3sl
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除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。819Please respect copyright.PENANAnj1tgynslO
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她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。819Please respect copyright.PENANAxqtVj8v2Qt
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童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。819Please respect copyright.PENANAt3tVTGmAwp
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曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。819Please respect copyright.PENANAbgaJOkrZOR
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除非我們親自去掙取。819Please respect copyright.PENANA6L4uT6Vy9J
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童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。819Please respect copyright.PENANA5McBaBrzFv
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但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。819Please respect copyright.PENANAL3DeYaZKCA
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唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。819Please respect copyright.PENANA69YfH4vBlB
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「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。819Please respect copyright.PENANA3CzpP4jpGY
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撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。819Please respect copyright.PENANAePuNZICLkR
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「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAZLJY7YvTlH
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有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」819Please respect copyright.PENANA77oFSvGV3D
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「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAK03MwKjGKa
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「咚——噹!!!」819Please respect copyright.PENANAcE8KdISvcS
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即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。819Please respect copyright.PENANACpbxLP8Xxn
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雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
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那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。819Please respect copyright.PENANA9x7C8YQ0YJ
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怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAprJdIl7auq
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現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。819Please respect copyright.PENANAueT9WKfl46
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是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。819Please respect copyright.PENANAfdPi065YbE
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我還在。819Please respect copyright.PENANAHFhkxKLShs
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「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。819Please respect copyright.PENANA5o6Vc5z6O8
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即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。819Please respect copyright.PENANAStM5Lbger9
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我也不會放棄。819Please respect copyright.PENANAD47nlPLHOe
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。819Please respect copyright.PENANAblAp2IJVoc
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「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」819Please respect copyright.PENANA7DHDOti5VB
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「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」819Please respect copyright.PENANAYOAoB9g5Pn
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全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。819Please respect copyright.PENANACL3lU1PpnF
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「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAenVVw4HAIZ
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看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。819Please respect copyright.PENANA7vISLsB3H4
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「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAb7MUpm3E4y
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我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。819Please respect copyright.PENANA3oJf4ZMCfl
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「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。819Please respect copyright.PENANAdCPrlBWDt2
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「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」819Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hj2niL2Ov
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「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」819Please respect copyright.PENANARSudER85mZ
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「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAELfaxS10TG
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「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。819Please respect copyright.PENANApe84j4dco8
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「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAebYsECmrmx
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我扔開遠方的雲牆。819Please respect copyright.PENANAJxjr4rb8LP
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我無視頭上的風眼。819Please respect copyright.PENANASksYceenVi
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我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。819Please respect copyright.PENANAaj1ikYlUQM
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童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。819Please respect copyright.PENANAEbJLHSIz8q
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。819Please respect copyright.PENANAxebKrJVNTn
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但我不看在眼內。819Please respect copyright.PENANAe1zPeA9lwd
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。819Please respect copyright.PENANAtexs3OjFac
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因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。819Please respect copyright.PENANA6w9X1jscqn
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我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。819Please respect copyright.PENANA9RHox4IBXM
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我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。819Please respect copyright.PENANAaUSekFD8u4
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既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。819Please respect copyright.PENANACGr7gEoRRX
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不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。819Please respect copyright.PENANAuvmkP1ua2F
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現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。819Please respect copyright.PENANAAoteMWZNz4
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但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。819Please respect copyright.PENANAlNdxLM6BYX
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因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAYS41mOfQYQ
819Please respect copyright.PENANAtjpUvBHuT8
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。819Please respect copyright.PENANAAnyQ3drje3
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「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」819Please respect copyright.PENANATxrVO0AAs3
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勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!819Please respect copyright.PENANAURxngeGl43
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連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!819Please respect copyright.PENANAEq43rMFSU7
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「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAd5ZkdNQ8gl
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「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAONE0OZ7CEL
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她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。819Please respect copyright.PENANA063TQrZY7S
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「童桐。」819Please respect copyright.PENANASNCG6K27WH
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明鏡止水—我深呼吸。819Please respect copyright.PENANAHeM4MFIeMT
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即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。819Please respect copyright.PENANAkY3VTbGhHe
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我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。819Please respect copyright.PENANAcqbkh0Lp9H
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這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。819Please respect copyright.PENANAU8P5fFC2bV
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「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAwXcgps06nY
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我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。819Please respect copyright.PENANA2LBSbyHjJE
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「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAD3o8iNTBJy
819Please respect copyright.PENANA07ZkS7PXFi
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。819Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ5bdDoOCs
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「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。819Please respect copyright.PENANAhYVCgSZO1o
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即使正式在一起的時間不長。819Please respect copyright.PENANAaWJnWDLYMG
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即使我們都傷害過彼此。819Please respect copyright.PENANATpiuUlOGZL
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但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。819Please respect copyright.PENANAfy1S8lijpC
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這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。819Please respect copyright.PENANAmdvHYxOT2f
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即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。819Please respect copyright.PENANAD0unjF93t5
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「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。819Please respect copyright.PENANA9U7PDusl4t
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「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」819Please respect copyright.PENANANi7IiA6p1Q
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「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAXgxiYMAOQ2
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「下,表左架啦。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAuAEuXVTtmP
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「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
819Please respect copyright.PENANAVpBMwHRCrX
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「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。819Please respect copyright.PENANArmNktFeLgS
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「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAIr6xrWI48p
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「呀遊,呀遊,我…」819Please respect copyright.PENANAZZycIb6WQg
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無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。819Please respect copyright.PENANAeqP4G4vBgk
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「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAqUjzeyN23y
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童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。819Please respect copyright.PENANAu8cJ7A5HXz
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因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。819Please respect copyright.PENANA3ws1rkPGLy
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「我願意!」
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童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——819Please respect copyright.PENANADRRb3eH3tO
819Please respect copyright.PENANAJDj6oE0Z2B
——便永遠都不會分離。819Please respect copyright.PENANAexeB7zNEr7
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這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。819Please respect copyright.PENANAb2uMxEu6Ev
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第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。819Please respect copyright.PENANAOd2r5qWSpQ
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結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。819Please respect copyright.PENANA4aUi5ZXBEC
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第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。819Please respect copyright.PENANAKamVtaS5IT
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但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。819Please respect copyright.PENANA45frON7PFO
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到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。819Please respect copyright.PENANAtiby1xtrE9
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結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。819Please respect copyright.PENANArqlm75NQa5
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…還有Kay的悲劇。819Please respect copyright.PENANAeDdhmfS5RF
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現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。819Please respect copyright.PENANA74i5TzkooM
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一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?819Please respect copyright.PENANAVeFyevKKJh
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追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?819Please respect copyright.PENANAU5ebwRa4oW
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這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??819Please respect copyright.PENANADdcQyAJY9h
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其實不然。819Please respect copyright.PENANAWvz8R83Diz
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「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。819Please respect copyright.PENANAFqSBrQ6u4V
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並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。819Please respect copyright.PENANA76PCfb62a0
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即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。819Please respect copyright.PENANAVnoTdZQ662
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「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。819Please respect copyright.PENANA0tEZld50bI
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「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。819Please respect copyright.PENANAh0STnfAjtZ
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童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。819Please respect copyright.PENANAEOOIoNyGfx
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而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。819Please respect copyright.PENANAuMfIrdB8An
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我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。819Please respect copyright.PENANATY1pMwbB11
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唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。819Please respect copyright.PENANAmfvbftWmEB
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這並非登山,也不是賽跑。819Please respect copyright.PENANAp3YRoXKMwh
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沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。819Please respect copyright.PENANAioYLzeTvkS
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這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。819Please respect copyright.PENANAp1wU7rBtNU
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「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」819Please respect copyright.PENANA1VA0Jci9rL
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「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」819Please respect copyright.PENANATFJjReGPGC
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意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。819Please respect copyright.PENANAx94VZ5zkzD
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「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」819Please respect copyright.PENANATRw0yuwU2C
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「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAzz519mglWq
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我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。819Please respect copyright.PENANAiil0D4Wedk
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雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!819Please respect copyright.PENANA4m70kQDDvd
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「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」819Please respect copyright.PENANA0mbIbGzyog
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「咁,咁快?!」819Please respect copyright.PENANA5d8op4SSih
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「咩呀,避風呀!」819Please respect copyright.PENANAQxznsti4yk
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結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。819Please respect copyright.PENANAucRcxOjaAv
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我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。819Please respect copyright.PENANALY3P1CbjVw
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那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。819Please respect copyright.PENANAf6IKZAprQc
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只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。819Please respect copyright.PENANAd5mEmui5HY
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甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。819Please respect copyright.PENANAANDuATS3hc
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「呀遊…」819Please respect copyright.PENANA4tz4ArUbLt
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「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」819Please respect copyright.PENANA3YsMw0g0Q6
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「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。819Please respect copyright.PENANA6S5J2RSW00
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我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。819Please respect copyright.PENANAHL9DsyINbP
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蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。819Please respect copyright.PENANAZJoRQsaz64
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即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;819Please respect copyright.PENANASXR7GA6WIG
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即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。819Please respect copyright.PENANAG9dmvx5ZNC
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正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。819Please respect copyright.PENANASlFu8wRP2p
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破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。819Please respect copyright.PENANAjI978DBIVL
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「返屋企喇。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAVFEKrdkuXV
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「…嗯!」819Please respect copyright.PENANAkeS2U0qko2
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曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。819Please respect copyright.PENANAF6EGGtHOau
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曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。819Please respect copyright.PENANAvTnSIMaZSN
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現在我會這樣說。819Please respect copyright.PENANA8KBYpKAz3v
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。819Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ1xcMIBqp
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晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。