那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANALZAePc3Afk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJzFhFW67dt
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJDT1t9tPzt
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAI7u8OKOApM
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGBoAwA7TQz
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsUDBp9r7Im
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4Zso7ppRCD
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xs7cGiOqr
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAx2z0yP3nNB
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAm7PzNcH0lg
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAodGa64POKy
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqiaD3BEexM
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAobDBS8IM92
1132Please respect copyright.PENANARpzqv5JSgS
「咩黎…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Itz163nL
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdlPVsfrqgK
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAageDtqQdzL
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWVZ0mKVO3O
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZ37qWy4Gi2
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAl4rbLEGDHq
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5DAXCmE3dW
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3leWYBYlHI
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAABccH3OpNV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2TWMlwnhb8
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ6nwGqFs8
1132Please respect copyright.PENANALBTpZkEtnv
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4H0k4Jcuip
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA44XmqUDWvb
「但點解突然…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnXBqb43m6I
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUBKyNayxnA
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFsYhAm9Rab
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAL5N6OfEWSQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgD3oTj0vh9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqny2fCWOjk
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANATyv1AGQNEC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANApu2A9YMHaW
「童~~桐~!!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAswnoLfQ8wh
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAs0LpMFykb8
「桐……桐………桐……………」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAc8XtOXCJJo
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGXtuDNybxm
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8naGTQ8ovM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ3OFbuihD
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUtBKRDA1WC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQpIZK1feWk
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAhqSWmAOe2x
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFC7L8TDPOm
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1132Please respect copyright.PENANALgdPTBcROa
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAANCearp83A
…等等。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtHvik986nP
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAX9vsrYaR0T
我靈光一閃。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0DKqTujVU
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXUHMhCjDyR
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAry056ev89j
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAfxIBpEucTt
…我了解她。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgMaKXNGIzr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUNllhWHVaz
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdIpRodEdsB
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAR7Do7IijGM
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwYKzOH9mAm
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAhKj7B2EQML
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAcvtyB6Ankm
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzzc8qhuSHQ
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8AivBbhNy7
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyDvPkAQnTC
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1132Please respect copyright.PENANArxLTr9jhUq
1132Please respect copyright.PENANATYECqEdgNr
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAK27H4h2xU3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkGIT9DSLmt
…要快點才行。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6mUeSehcV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3qZIYwbNir
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgdJkbfjEsf
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASkE9iz1hQv
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXs4xSmriG2
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAV7uxuyfLOu
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAw5kZsU6Ng4
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAo1p3dMmL98
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8GOD1qUGqh
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFJVYg94VCu
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAS9zq731Mdw
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmEwUTEXM42
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsioUaac8tB
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnBx9LXH5Sc
我可是親口答應過她的。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAS2g6NvGUOY
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgVm90II82j
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXfWOrK37N6
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVNENf1kGHY
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAoxWLR4cnvQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJnP9nHcgea
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqvwdwxBJTM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjIOdJixh6o
但是。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAg74YxXm6HQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADjrc7bOjCi
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9tLEFAeTl3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeYePxUg3UT
…1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvpPZa8CK83
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGFv0nvOswX
「唉,童桐…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANApdakOyAc0r
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASoNKqZ4NPN
…失敗了嗎。1132Please respect copyright.PENANACdmhrH2L2y
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuIDPNC7x10
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1132Please respect copyright.PENANArffkTy2oX9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAhzAnykXVvt
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOniH9kui2G
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAPQEu0xiky
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA74l7jA9m1h
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVal1WVWC2N
但是原來童桐也了解我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAaf4yX20XHI
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASscyTdHWuc
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIjuFohOEAQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAadrtfGH8lt
「呀遊…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAaBH8FV4g2F
1132Please respect copyright.PENANARePJF7OMme
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWw3aLjIFkG
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAlWeatzkCzq
她就在那兒。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAibK8AHhD7J
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAb7nfUZrkna
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAalp6PN1kCE
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAM7FGFJSEA9
我的女朋友就在那兒。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkBasEHgWcr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5bbatDC9CC
「童…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANANYHnfPpUuP
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6XE1pQgno8
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYEsopDL3O5
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbvbjCLoIrF
「童桐…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ3nA4LcBC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVI9QgFIlrF
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1132Please respect copyright.PENANALGPjXhWoRK
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtXCVU0Jee1
「童桐!!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAoMGOOzG82U
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAySrZ0qXGXc
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1132Please respect copyright.PENANArlQeOQ6wn3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAC8gKD8JR68
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqwoZcOZw7m
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAn2xTK6UY5W
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAL5HXCgTC01
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWgalfJhKYr
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAl86zDJFUPJ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZmlWHiZNj1
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2TkXGj3CN3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAektKLP8Fe2
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGDZsjYt5Sm
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzXfOa7r64v
除非我們親自去掙取。1132Please respect copyright.PENANARAyUnzof4j
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjd4kTAItou
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1132Please respect copyright.PENANABHZcXKI0wn
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbbA5j98oGp
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUnPilXl3VQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjLDWJqjPbD
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2jqfhIcTFU
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmS34XCyW3W
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q2dYvcrK9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAq2vmsHdIkl
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1132Please respect copyright.PENANARigWBBCIoN
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyPt5FiKoOH
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4fVLjYprXv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4Kw0Xe2oco
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2VZlheDr8T
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAs9QLvIAOZs
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnuy3Ea7C54
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAODw9C1LeKE
「咚——噹!!!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANArnUEE7pXth
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHRb8OqQKE9
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXP3LRpnpCw
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMEBhIlfqpE
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYnXQXquesG
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6CRwxidHpN
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVC5MQDwJcL
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmEXwk8g7Qx
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxWnIuF0cMl
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYD9AF8V7k2
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAisf3PiAjEw
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEB04gacvaj
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGCHjvkCF5g
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgSVT8gzAJT
我還在。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAoLThcilC5s
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAddSIEjk1Ua
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1132Please respect copyright.PENANABWmOzDe6ne
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyjiy3B2tz8
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiW1Ldp2c0q
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASP2jLibY4u
我也不會放棄。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkM3eI7oGHA
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA88OlWAPawV
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeK3PQ8dhjq
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmE8H1M8yUO
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANACnW8LuqyHd
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGkAZFOPZFE
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgaSeRt85hz
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtAr9a40d97
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdGC7uFDheS
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAR8liNufy3I
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEbuUyt5m4a
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAn52vWs1mji
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1132Please respect copyright.PENANARz4PtcD9aK
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXIutuOJ32j
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAANN0lSZJdM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAflKwupMhn8
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuQ2oU4T74z
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMbiahadqMo
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANABvXwYLt4Gk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUyGqSrzIRf
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANARhfmREAXfK
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAq6jqrJgO1W
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtdf4gZjUpQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkLcCw2wKtn
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeAfSKt7Dlh
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUypgk8Bapb
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAleKlGf44lK
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAo2UMphQVp9
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAK6orfkei6g
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAr7Y7KcnD4C
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxJKgHGqGPn
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAolgawNUyzi
我無視頭上的風眼。1132Please respect copyright.PENANARVaJyhkkr4
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3eBpXIh8gE
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYFY561n3CB
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXvEaQ65kLT
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQTApthRUYL
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWVHmOMQ89k
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeZiM97Bpuw
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASZbf9yptZp
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1132Please respect copyright.PENANACpozK8MOyk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvhIQLc4Uyi
但我不看在眼內。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjSjSUVNWQI
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6mvh4eVlkQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASArxKRePuH
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAR2AYgdNr1V
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAi06PXDLg0V
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3Kmd5eSdlk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6azHl4rrfl
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6HBp6R1fqV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8oovFkiQRW
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9ullRRWoYk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAa2FJAPGdmL
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkVtTQSscrv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANARMHPq5Lw6M
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAxOlGrVu3R
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwWcGYg35Jw
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdUtSmsVcwf
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyS6yVbhhXn
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANARnRfpL1Xj0
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVCSZ4YKruq
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANALU1PXt9wvj
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9RF3mO4dOx
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA22FNQo1BUe
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4kbmTuLFFH
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1132Please respect copyright.PENANAh8csHHdO77
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5qcb3Qfzbw
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbwsmXUKo35
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAs0PvpgbPNh
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbNr3FE3UR7
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQtwAPeLfge
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1Bdf5Z3fpl
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA92aPAU5lJv
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAh4GGKxx7fU
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3OoIpTC1jJ
「童桐。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAc5LBD7FMRE
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1IkidPArrq
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1132Please respect copyright.PENANASLodyHyFlt
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAM6XEWt2522
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIz7qI6BNRy
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADlkgXAwVgq
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAKFoNFKIMon
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZNqa0ODZEB
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAe9WWoaUfRa
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8zXtv0Fbi
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAYrvmRCaSX
1132Please respect copyright.PENANALhpClkubgE
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAudV8ODQ8LQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXPOEBmKNKK
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAroFgTtK1Jj
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA067v4LKkcY
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHm94U5qleF
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGLrXed7fHu
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAp1pwco6WY4
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyUdJk5IZAH
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEoVzwsYwbC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6EtyW8ZaCZ
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAi1lmo50s41
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAK60w3CIz63
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAcchXxr4soZ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADSW0TzdOnq
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAt8u6MSCUzn
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvx6YPUVNqo
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAh8eVJzOqjl
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnM9smS8KCp
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAExnJRyTXjQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIXy1G60UVc
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuz9VR5UWt0
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADqiWlIIP77
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1Lvj5LjabV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXk6kPljPz5
「下,表左架啦。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxdwhd0lHpZ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJXRulaikF1
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAR0E46wFujK
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOIPx5jV9sV
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA7xPPmczmL2
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXoQjsQ5wnA
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3pRU82yF2l
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADSVefhwv9Z
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJEsx3DW6KM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANALW2J9IDDpW
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMdxaHT622W
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAb6a5UPRiM
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjODFp1D4vE
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA66YjBRA7Ur
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAd3z99CurF1
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqFRdahemsN
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAhmv0EHOXT1
1132Please respect copyright.PENANApHW4mcpagS
「我願意!」
1132Please respect copyright.PENANABEHI1z48BC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA0FqgbOIqym
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiEWCGAMn6Q
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAs0Crt2woR6
——便永遠都不會分離。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHej88vDEpC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAfD6pmDKD52
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA7pzqGklpJy
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAY8oylIVWs6
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1132Please respect copyright.PENANASBlZBHjvuC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2W83JYZ1Jb
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFP9LrZ9uIE
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2lXBNK3gz
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAoQGFzPC25V
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA95py9j4HJo
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMjo2xU8J6Q
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAV4ruONciaN
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQEHAktS6IQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAD4FDinAFl0
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGNv196Vd3y
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4VbrRnf5Gz
…還有Kay的悲劇。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ZYUOdG2T
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA70vHcflLBY
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1132Please respect copyright.PENANANMOPDT3B0h
1132Please respect copyright.PENANARoycQ4lVVE
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1132Please respect copyright.PENANANmoLRpULj3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAokjyJZSHpF
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmp7AYpYHf9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANATSUQuA6LQ3
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8V1sAAKDxX
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8iZKlaa7qt
其實不然。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA76KrcGLYlV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnFaFSXhPg0
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1132Please respect copyright.PENANANvDFtfCKEv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiVxaX61vLt
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1132Please respect copyright.PENANATSOThOPCGu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1eeQVQc2JQ
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHfJJyA841S
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9irCQyD4as
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGK1vXeQqe3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADzblJpki1N
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1132Please respect copyright.PENANADndLDOzsGR
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjDn2mv0C2y
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMQQc6nEcug
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHYfZHcp4YW
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtTdg29FuMu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWqkQdxgNPY
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQySlC7xWuN
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9NhHASAnEW
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6un6ffCVpj
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdy3JyOo7zb
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJPO2eFJNbO
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4zyR0JHwS6
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiotQ0Pb0FQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOLatO2fCY0
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4Stp2SMoqH
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYrOISQpTWt
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANADWlLCaNFwV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZNJHNBFwC7
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANABTxdFhYG7F
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAX6OsJJldo8
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA20b7Ap7jcd
1132Please respect copyright.PENANANoStbQW06E
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjvSwlxtDOf
1132Please respect copyright.PENANABxSdIKvd8E
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJVWmhfLwhg
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA92AOJ8duSw
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtyLdLew5sO
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA7vYDMzWP2N
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1132Please respect copyright.PENANA0OMlGR7rJr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOTQ07Z3H08
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIt3MaAO5AM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgZB88fNh50
「咁,咁快?!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzfvhqAXM11
1132Please respect copyright.PENANANRiSVqoYke
「咩呀,避風呀!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEYTVQbsox7
1132Please respect copyright.PENANATJewxG9xX7
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHxZT9WtlBH
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA0k5NThOcOn
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJyJQAcG5K9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9idK7cBr2I
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6OjhH321GW
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4SkSTiRjjW
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdcCE5tXKl6
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAanBSOCftEL
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWOEPT6hULr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAv8fiHwQFeH
「呀遊…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3603vwfV6s
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA7c3KnB7M33
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAibFRVR1cWg
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3r9inF1kNS
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjkzyWqWnAQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ6ZxXebjx
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA31wQo1VUbO
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtLRU3SJT70
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtuJF34xObv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzZMEn4Itji
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1132Please respect copyright.PENANA31UZidTtCA
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbAGMBqoytu
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1132Please respect copyright.PENANADLRoDG2fwx
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAC1ib9JR4WV
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1132Please respect copyright.PENANABl5IhMFMyX
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAiu9LieB9Bh
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVHfpkJwD9M
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAK4ArYHHVOr
「返屋企喇。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANABRuzjg3ckf
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4lnbBGeWTB
「…嗯!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHWLZJcANNw
1132Please respect copyright.PENANACJzxMtwmpT
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1132Please respect copyright.PENANACRXY98Nu6w
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwPVsxpxWJV
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxzL0ClqfdQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAPfDeT4KGsN
現在我會這樣說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAXb2mwp3h1
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkzmVe1ZmuD
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA7soPrTlBQb
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwnNIdLIFne
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。