門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGel3nefGD
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總要面對的，對吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22ex3R23o5
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTSjIlsGx4
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIMRvbzlrE
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ut5NOUwer
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTNhhgsDgn
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxum7dICEz5
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TollANveA
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD7ZybWAqD
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cIk7hiBML
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttZmWw1w2i
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dzXMeBQSe
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C6q1of2Ie
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOriKz93eBB
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuHOsPDREG
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她…瘦了？1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpefinzCjPM
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TC8egnyMz
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUN2PNiwUM
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqp432wAiv
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwykNzoG8C
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFywR8LsSOB
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zcpzO5Gdv
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ciHN3vgrw
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGeBRMDiiq
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MQPt5Qaxd
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18gWX88mcL
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzaZM02pW3
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0A9Nl00gB
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw5cr4jVi2
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG3N7p0Jwp
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0sX4hXUA3
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y8Ta22IAz
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR6A0yehuS
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaEokEOLWH
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JAG87TNHF
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN3DJbTUkH
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKpAn9nCQx
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv3u5GnRYB
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp7By9h14Y
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKu6obVsDJ
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqoBxiiUc3
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HJvACdulr
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GjVGcJyj4
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhGS87yuue
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAleWPcOSVy
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyyDQym3Jn
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgv0BJSDZO
這麼細聲能聽到？1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pW0GUqzHB
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC9lhKQtVS
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADdmH8xVp3
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhkD4TMpez
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicJG7zzIOz
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngOwhqDd4p
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwrR6wSHwd
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJU6pGZjIc
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwfvCyFBqB
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYKbJEs41m
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57y9JJF5rO
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafiKqfDBoG
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0MPvRu14h
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYULcMkuQ8
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxMQ7zBhbJ
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3TojWdk0q
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm580FpgYMX
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFA0q9xeJq
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufIWr3Zi8F
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevQBL0tFil
老實說，我很心痛。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyjkqgablb
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnE1x9f2Eu
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4YL0UWuf6
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqUDWRi6Dd
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUegrnIyLfs
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但…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt396RVkElp
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdjV40uvFe
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdMMB8pB7Y
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvHJpIxBdx
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjOzwEioqN
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTXBp00RQo
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaugzHCZ0S
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFJdljtJXj
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdIv7eStii
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkS1nAIPfw
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CzQliIUIr
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcBYJ5oTLc
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMNCzDv3O1
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczNA8a164w
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEGn8pzFw5
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvncrxYy6xk
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2uwubFvJ6
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsDTIseUZK
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlwaOsAgmP
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2eGWbSyBW
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGdKh0reRE
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBNPsu7Lnw
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a6uTeWxKc
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRN7iBnogs
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuecvLqbQR
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x95ZPioGK
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWDZyPPSkD
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3XZCTCSLC
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQUD2B52R1
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWlhgzPpbX
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4k14PuEbK
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO4vxLwQn3
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyL7BCm2Qo
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQkDusWOF
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQey0iiZmr
我在說甚麼呢。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFAy8T04fR
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaNVMmXKve
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UJjsoK1nm
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EPJkVObWb
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQclYtnmvTw
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwgD5aohKS
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXodS2jo83F
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuwUjFv1xG
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4KFSVFIpE
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjZ5flc3UH
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcJwkUnCoY
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoqjRyNRpz
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFUbHIYhp9
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueq3Bcs2HS
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd5m1Ycoei
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGIc9MWmZN
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58KC69wEPW
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHor8zCzo3j
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nG77wRGEK
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我希望是這樣的答案。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehyqmDlGH8
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZVH1XQ8PB
但童桐先是沉默。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HZmM784Bp
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgXaOzppTP
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Wh2b8kfz
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiDo7Of78T
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeYg0dJYGg
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcRqdq0qVW
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRe8kjJvdc
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjUTiLnCiL
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9lpPAk2c7
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甚麼意思。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zNkZz7HSO
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJdiKgFy4b
這到底是甚麼意思。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLicqT9t6p8
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m2yEFw47y
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wpUvdaRBC
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20aL8fwiyr
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXnROiJEmX
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OnkDjJFte
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDYb1uXmQm
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzM5UnIPBp
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQSynSgxbO
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s5KUdUOxL
是你嗎…Dora.1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSMnO67Qgy
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「你…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RpII3y3Ta
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCjWBrV2jZ
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3uhwkJ4M4
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96VU6xt7ok
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66VOdbIVwT
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我覺得自己瘋了。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJkzNXBRO5
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRXQrGTWcC
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY0k8UVhAf
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHbejvKP4V
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWXjBNq4ws
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RmcwKUJpN
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqitUNIjHEL
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeAWv7TLRm
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3md8zyUOL9
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qsDRRX1tI
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGJ1LwFctr
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「咁點解…無可能…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrEOyS9CpN
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5IvAD4VMH
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt5MU5iafu
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS5UBSwfT4
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaNJZUPS7N
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT4qy2Fqrm
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BcCwwabeW
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「童……」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gbd8wpAgu
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvj8NvByHM
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童桐…抽煙？！1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWOAHTQIpX
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9CvdHAeSJ
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「童桐…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpkjW75tY6
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46U04xcjBM
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Dora哭起來。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa3vWKHgVy
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wcjlMyGAt
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtWbfEmN9E
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「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFluS5bmLy
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfhCD0dYmz
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0ECaaCfoc
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLzWhnu1rA
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpcjryiIpU
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結果當然是…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhYRujXgFJ
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf10MPLjIOb
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALFoYRr7PO
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqRQb6CFte
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WnZ9hlEUs
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEvw2v70lC
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzCaNtHhFh
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3slk4lxWb
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF0hYYIhg0
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
