門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfzAoG51YC
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總要面對的，對吧。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLbS5aih3H
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTgMPQXLIV
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20WTFcqHqK
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0WP5RnMxO
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZpjcewaSS
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL3td5a7ik
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwcrciOU8K
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qxmXTRIVR
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu4Fwp662h
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGtmIRJSQG
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMjP6BPNvF
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她…瘦了？1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrk1mm1sWL
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKw9NW9Os2
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal6HERhG3C
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhETzerlFB
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2dlzXqFbI
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKUxCL0LMp
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfrXVDPnYV
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbhT9q9rBK
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFAVprUimX
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMmPR74oiF
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1djzSW7qK
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHDmo5QcnB
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQRPG6I2Kt
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbx3tadRer
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv617L0MRc
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0KCWT6PlF
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tknQ0sUYE
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU8lbdUgC7
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyVPmvAQZh
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb07V0eyQCy
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1VzISt1N2
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEXMgbLkYF
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxrG3ai1LV
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldMnZ0WJlb
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGhhvF9kt8
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadbk2KLuEL
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqndEMpOO9z
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP8oqu1BJ8
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxBRfapgTX
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFeIKiNICb
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn4xe7Rx5v
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFholoXila
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgnq5tiJXA
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju7LOfQ1Jg
這麼細聲能聽到？1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBeTG2iN14
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKQf0gekKR
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjXYBawCpV
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUYHCGe0dP
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBu844tV3W
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAgop59bfs
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYih4rtwmqM
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxejOj0o3uG
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GLhRKmCyZ
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF8pTLM1Cn
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wlQQbml4c
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNAW428X4O
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqncLMOfZ2G
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgfUQMgpWG
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNafCXzd0CU
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlgmOzoO44
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt4FVHwvrr
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UbFfg3NYu
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB64GfvsKD
老實說，我很心痛。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pMN7JxErs
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshnB5q25bx
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjmCyOJhp9
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQJ37FwT7c
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pj6POfb6o
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkBTTs5TxM
但…1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDpYGop3Xi
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2bjU2kUS1
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsDybDcNWU
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNxyGOsxIC
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FwEJCzVGH
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXL982mgT3
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnyN5WLK03
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWorYDbvOSy
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjBCFWqybB
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldS4CFYVV8
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtomuJO3jW
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ402lOqyqfl
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlty6v4rK67
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeEYUN0Tos
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEHInM1Y1e
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYPohMlXYt
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVDlwTMuhs
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ns7GZea9
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrfR69ebGG
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1qHh65Q50
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUxcfW4xnK
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3rlUniHHM
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi89VahySi
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vdvChkAJ0
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3IoLJvcZd
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHUe4h3WFS
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxqgnfiAUy
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTL5vv8Kw
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglnsK91TF0
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAaA4RcS2b
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcYk5ENgU0
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFFMhJN914
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG55UmXY0rF
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuguoYvpP1k
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCeeKZxEGx
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8aRCZpi73
我在說甚麼呢。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5gS68Tb1H
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFyM5oV2Ta
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZJ0IaOQGI
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIkms7IfdR
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV4bxoJvbb
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Yr4MoKAZY
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCesasjFnY
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbB7XkQH5q
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEBcJIBijF
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TO0IMlPN3
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzZ4HA080G
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tz5Yaom5L
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56rmK1YhL2
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExzzaj9Nnf
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnev2JkLla9
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGobRdE9jT0
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NnDhcLaTE
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqgC77cX1X
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ15lpsKhN
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我希望是這樣的答案。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIRCqPHa7D
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AUsITa7dk
但童桐先是沉默。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbx7nskJ37
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然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwsEXZ7UlW
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlWd9qG6F2
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmiX9oepJf
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUtLmLiUdK
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ348wjFvIdZ
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDSOcBeLos
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAf483n5Hd
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甚麼意思。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuY4lRJVp9
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjC7KyERUO
這到底是甚麼意思。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xuSw5GBbw
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzimTVIq63
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzflifEiSuL
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVNHg9Upih
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcb1l6PNoq
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRruBvtSj86
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TMffq4ABN
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhgjUxZvhh
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSOFpKAhrq
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakKR3GUabA
是你嗎…Dora.1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a8n3hvWBE
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdDt7RgW55
「你…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgWdMqcqWU
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPWD2tjB8n
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2EDvssbGt
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhfQrataEx
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMVOcS9SU0
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我覺得自己瘋了。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFSU6I271p
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjl7J9n5J2
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtQC0wGoog
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfONKXB8TCx
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxXi9IbTMN
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1AVp47zZU
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ95Tmpo65J
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0KIBqR2h0
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqgFqD8eNv
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrQwI8U5Ww
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbchcy4HPa
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN2VLypNd6
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNmFkHzeax
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEETeLdVFJ
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ62ChXss8o
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPLmnifqcn
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpI9Lwgn0d
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqoCsnBr7p
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6jvmEEJW5
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98wGzMImmd
「咁點解…無可能…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tgxx0NOW5
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qlFYlNx73
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCOsjuN7SS
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aBPgHMGff
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj65850RBW
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6dIWdByv6
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hGsX5jsqg
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8QwxUhfwh
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mOudW0DAN
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfvJVp1RFq
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5reLl3f3N
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRfoG8ozSl
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE4cvHqcLj
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP12cG594TK
「童……」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3F7v0jkVK
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sOOuMEpVf
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2obnwOoKnu
童桐…抽煙？！1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLLsuVM61K
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkkiB2AmHm
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1rPlpWIaO
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「童桐…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3KSx8uyLo
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7xW6sNAxM
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Dora哭起來。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U7HuPrsME
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI1RCSvnbx
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaidq5jqiAR
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjQA93aPJc
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XPbuVejTU
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADm3jFUbFc
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJNnJsCRM3
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNV4x6hCcj
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2pGRr7Kfj
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpX1JpqCR5
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr6bmlBPyv
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX36ASEx9MF
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結果當然是…1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRZwej9Uix
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUjqCb9n6p
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA44kCkItKF
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNSDlAl2xh
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyoQLLXFrH
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrSwBKAzM2
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm5woch87C
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGcDn52Ghs
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmhvb8nh4v
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96268Am96D
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7exkDIRYx
1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp1fA3SDHQ
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PfzIOwL5m
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrDpOolTjA
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
