門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SyIXS2s0y
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總要面對的，對吧。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5l7VDUyVq
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY9EdajKbl
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzABsxkonHh
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY0TGzjS6P
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYzvNaNwam
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIa6jij3lO
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TledGPBL1
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡichpImyzUw
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRvCLJAJix
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe1XbrFkui
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPQM69zDQw
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ia1XvtXZ4
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75F0qE8ZAw
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIVVREkLxN
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她…瘦了？1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ilIlGTE2h
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOI4rxPslg
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFk9rTuPKM
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8BdfrQKYd
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEjrsGtuE7
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1ULCctsnC
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGmg3J9AxT
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPjmvPbOZE
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzogmKwhWb
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4362O47uF
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncxF68MFSw
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3cmNw9kvY
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uOculnyLj
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6PQwF27S3
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeTwPoBF8c
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaKu0UlegC
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXUFSFSKU9
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc9tZ2GyBr
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJZRqvVUKs
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlE7YuhWwU
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC3NnVijlX
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNsXQGwQPk
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrFOpXxlAi
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIRvJ8rDCf
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiT9IwYhuK
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JIpOv4xkW
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGE20kHSQ6
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWHVa0kVEX
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgJJYZ623g
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KZ7Kkt3e3
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcdaKINs5e
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YiqN8WoJD
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA9izCd0R9
這麼細聲能聽到？1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nk2NUJjdP
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MPgC1Z1BC
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWcUjd3Ts6
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxNTcG6OzC
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nDsI9wSjp
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlisQ51ktV
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYraJx4xpd
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6kYqgS94v
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIW4Kz1irR
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U5IgLgRyZ
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVB0sd68Gh
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGxV7eqgqP
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NK1u9rtIo
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg7bqyOLaL
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVdgSrLsJz
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Ig77iCVt
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC4hTZysxd
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH0iEHXrFJ
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlAszUXICp
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGk4MzpXsF
老實說，我很心痛。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzNyL2uqxh
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaiLb29YiT
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR3s1R74HJ
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz80WVDV9OH
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpuucQ714s
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzZ7haLjw4
但…1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaAt6em73x
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDppQCQzj1Q
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp2cjTneY4
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpuBtWGIqr
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaJgp55DmD
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfLGYGlpp7
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe2fpKUvS7
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fdiHqj0Pc
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrv9gRUcPF
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nR7cREAhi
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzquayhbV6
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVesdWp0Zm
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS7StiaRbV
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj0l5kPNPF
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfdcApmYNx
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIMzoq5cB
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTxdGii0N7
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o1jb5b3uQ
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrptcvbVUDE
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFcUpeBVsm
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYIZhoLZqy
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHI9nTIEUW
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbHQLXBkBs
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfViZpuOA4
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5SfakgKbm
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAqr9ri6yW
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOHvogrwUA
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpFRlpxvDs
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgjHKc65hc
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusDKyAiene
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQerj83VXdm
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRrC6XoSGC
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVEsaURedt
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ7dS5HjyL
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfagUDsXMQ
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyQ5kveb1F
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kiAHUkXFy
我在說甚麼呢。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sF8J6Kln7
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21N7fIqcgq
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxubTD3QLM5
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTVGyniTKi
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE2Qxzt30F
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zlCBrQdS6
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpxcBxmzKU
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DNOyCumXM
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x98e11lAD
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl0hVcc0G8
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7CRfevZuq
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ2Vw3drcQ
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXua9dZQSBq
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUsxBgBw7d
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMmrhEB3GN
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG4PfBykDv
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzEBXKXVnk
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVje35lNqs
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AVVye3yTb
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatVawLNV5p
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTukXW6GUmk
我希望是這樣的答案。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8tWFgP5B8
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHdwoJoEY3
但童桐先是沉默。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBZsg617hh
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt9F5A6na6
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3DEV9Rap6
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGsJqTI8GD
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGICYUgJ06
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV70LckbZZQ
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vaBlmVO7I
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVthJIh4N4
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OtMmaiwje
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甚麼意思。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HCrFTxoyH
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwTb3wt8mm
這到底是甚麼意思。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0eMLXiOdL
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPXt24zflE
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3FpmMzh8k
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDERcMb3w3W
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4N20IZ0hB
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VMQdflHtl
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNTQtjitLu
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmXOKZ7PBX
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioYmaLttwQ
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11UZPjrtDU
是你嗎…Dora.1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOonvf0oZP
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMngAG6QESs
「你…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL28TZINrk
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSFiyWxkVA
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzJBoXOXKM
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jBXr0SuNI
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdr3lNWpYN
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2tlFF4jYM
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我覺得自己瘋了。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRpj1SJRLI
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO4pBM6fr4
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLsWJV8t4
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5TzU62mat
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58dBDR6dtB
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3SjQRlyzj
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHWSj7debV
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9sn5zEBhN
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZckz4bZab7
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gysfqpyAl
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1PRn16Msk
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVwaBGAohP
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17hXqkTi01
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「咁點解…無可能…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9zXllKYU5
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9rpYnxuXS
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNjgz1Qb4a
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbVTYnXdxl
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Sh0dpeHc
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsGs0YFHND
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNqqbjz9DH
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「童……」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiToSFLHRUj
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jw6Uyxyd6
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童桐…抽煙？！1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWZuuzfRDg
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYsL6EDzyS
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「童桐…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC5dyJW2gS
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8voeLt1m53
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Dora哭起來。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9bYlS8IiQ
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJGJmMKDVn
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HuWdnRhCa
1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9znsNupCdQ
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX78s2KjhX
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi4lxgK9uo
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L2lypKO9l
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrVeKEeCtd
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsMpXOx5ui
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結果當然是…1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEVVMM8sTS
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDUEvPv4FO
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MHNSTbOed
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu90UsFRq9Z
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdCUMhbb61
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyKRmhAnEA
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuuKGcX2nt
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBkgOaKC0n
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEilifNGyY
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
