6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iQU9aIloo
常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyo6kzYakk
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayHOzXB2cM
遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFstFHaG6N6
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq6Cppt24d
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMyWtG34BM
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXcvXJYQXS
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61OEuBZouG
那是她的新代言廣告。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp1tOTtw97
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhbx1IuZCE
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvSyqFQuX5
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV0naR6kzO
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvsCrv6YH
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SPuIQhPUr
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8ylGkXfpj
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Mh0sBo8b
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslZxCZEJQd
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGA0LrbZNS
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1IYlCaDWi
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiKSGzTPJw
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX1LxvOuUz
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVcI5GIogb
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa07hAzkYLn
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdVJ3jpKOa
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer6CdUTSOX
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom6ijEwaLF
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFn0dY5ja9
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQMyCDvboy
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV822jAqxSQ
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K69s0P5xP
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaj42BJ1b6
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWa3owDdS4
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqztdNKmx6
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAcD7144iA
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5ylqDFfhA
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjW4BxlDfg
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqKnqFQzu7
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1soAjfssd5
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y4UgSkjAT
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfTGqqd0kB
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3VS4VQ9Pa
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXzmM7K4wE
一支後台影片被曝光。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32QKtAK7Wp
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0boGDvAali
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuUmSEU7r2
「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf50YzqaAGW
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSKfDvibop
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwA9YkS5pm
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9hVKnrNbX
「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMxFKj611U
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw5xRkZnBu
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNiws9ewKe
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIJIr8nteU
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluMTWK9EDi
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdcYIDaQ1C
「那就截啊。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftlyvPbfZj
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFp5dHc4uF
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQmW6SBxDT
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLbwFlZCB4
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr2Qgmyb8o
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G5STZchIt
沒有慌，也沒有躲——6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYKfFS5Skk
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w8cfLpKuh
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSKSB7SbdF
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJIQoYcNxl
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmb2Axjel5
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU1GzdkDAB
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER6zoNtk0K
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8alg66CZi
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftbGh9xNjJ
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQxHWkK5rt
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx9j43Oflk
已經點開了對話框。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD8whB7L7B
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK42C4NpHj
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUp6mrQ1MW
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORcgipSxQq
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA9VvGZDKJ
手指放到輸入列上。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJuy1t2cg0
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYk3glrMt0
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmm1NMDsJC
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTETG6gff4e
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wxIGVg7CN
但最後，他什麼都沒打。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPJsMfMvn8
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswo6HOUvSE
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQcQz1Gf6h
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtKegx5J8N
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUdXeM0y63
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorjIXFEA4Q
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzjKntybsm
他沒預期她會打來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ641cRBaHnH
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4du9Cti01
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKeNSuUy8t
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLwAtf1A62
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kWZ1NDI6Y
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8xl5iyRDX
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSJJoeXaRg
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fprQO487P
他沒有說話。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpVgYRxrZD
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXynXWsTfJi
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWuyiG3IL9
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pc2rv0v8w
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcD4OVxCey
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GSw8xzm21
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PeIIGLvf7
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80NXZFbe7i
她停了一下，等他回應。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp7iiUFnSl
他只「嗯」了一聲。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrvPkythyG
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Opl35sfOZ
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RiqB8XDQX
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJuGjWRYSX
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxOfOYczvV
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby5YfNqCVq
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ9Em0Jst7
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxnF48FHzG
話音未落，她接著說：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKpAfGmgxi
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKCIuxWPum
「早點睡。晚安。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pvHDURCPe
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UdHILB5f1
——然後，她掛了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFu7Yzjwsg
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNECHvrZhE
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohqq5Dern5
是她先掛的。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrP1rh4JKl
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWrxasci22
那通話不到兩分鐘。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjUUbpLoxE
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFTiLPSysv
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP98BINzhH
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi38mA8SxV
耳邊安靜得過分。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmmb2xdT1b
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfp1BiXzkF
＊＊＊6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWVEToKmKx
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaOBdZHEU0
掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsmHcP5hmH
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nvyETy2B6
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLQGEWb615
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMTwzQNHim
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC7SjQOUBj
只是——有點麻。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CI2SzdfjW
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg22Si2wDwN
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XE5bDPCmM
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2EpZh1iJ2
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIsmCp8bSL
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNeWmr2yTz
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQisuKyVEQ
她知道自己應該要睡了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdrNmBySyo
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DdSW7AgRr
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypBFzJnk15
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd8EbjkrT7
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitndAblMb9
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKgSaAdPvb
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnQmD8crb5
輸入完，她按下儲存。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TDcqc7qTE
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdpNwcgZqF
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Lxm6VjzO
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUNjnWuxOR
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU61qmC5qe4
但也沒那麼痛了。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb111qOf9iD
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlH9X9l5TE
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl9g9dHYLp
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpLp6fsZM1
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazYij2OZX
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uVsha70i0
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0qWzXynE4
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ7Ay5wMeI
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNr7Pw1AKf
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8DXSx0s38
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TmpQ8WN1M
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAUONAlllz
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yAATrY62u
耳邊有人說：6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH4nMv8L2B
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtxmYurhbO
「登機口要關閉囉。」6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zZkUdEkum
6Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleMlfpbTrC
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
ns216.73.216.239da2
