門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTCUsx66Eu
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總要面對的，對吧。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSxq07IrCI
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEapmICCzVV
「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgQxws3wan
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdHJ5HSXZD
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIVKawfvg7
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAIK6PREDh
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYuFvZOP1c
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeekA1P0Nmw
…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqz9bPglc5
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn3bJpdeN7
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTbiy4wRRu
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgFnmT3XzN
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq3h6qIqvI
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ67cEy4zEj
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R9lEHf8SY
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOnKLKnowd
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu63cR7IUCi
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她…瘦了？1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmFbrDWZXS
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8PDoTRCt3
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zTW21AL8H
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9PujhI6ls
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYblkuto2J
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69JytGTCdG
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH63DD1MStq
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnWzuCVZre
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspl1dYIEoR
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8P8LEXIfP
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAE7D8TaNl
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw7E1J7aHy
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0saXPD7CxJ
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0ebL9Th1i
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qFa2hPdYc
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Icf6yRSZk
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC9cOt04T2
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYTBOMw5rh
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJCJg8CiOQ
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv6WYQMpnv
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWG0dk3rTg
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sHYZVYtRP
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j1CI1IRov
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLvZ6NTHog
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFRn7PgKyE
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXHySWFcFN
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8z3TdlC9n
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHOtKaJm2S
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI4KXGqEqr
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVQMOznIGY
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFQlpvgG7z
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSOdpTVYv0
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26gpPsKojc
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTNA2GrtHT
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgciZMMeZJ
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc3gEX6UwG
這麼細聲能聽到？1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdNhw8jXT7
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfurFxzkjB
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2Sx9XYvfJ
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEqr8tNqKA
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uQfjJ4zUj
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0Q7IaCo5o
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGZjfS8Yyq
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q59OIBKIX
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbTd5ohd4G
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjJq44sKAQ
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcHfGur2D3
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnpavLKSAi
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrWhc0ss6O
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqO8M2V34j
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdCNnkhaFM
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpvwTogpZe
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZGMjYyHr9
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktOptu8ijO
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYWv1r3mm7
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtHC1a5lhv
老實說，我很心痛。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrXHIab90E
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0cxWICBZD
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWQc7qjeIq
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD2XMaJNlG
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfWpXojoXo
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN0s1wvEsw
但…1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOPbzT1r81
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkVa9rC7NH
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IZwJT36Tz
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCLDFaQtOx
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa9k7myzkq
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N7pX9sQo5
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbCIkWozZA
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tFqlyswjt
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CghaA67rs
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglvpsSqcLn
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzdI9CwFPr
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME87iEH8au
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZLeomwrzR
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNXN460Tna
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtqnLnlVoT
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQCo3Klsy9
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FI9C3qURN
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU8uNNGAkD
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJshoV6iyk
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkJAxski0f
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HHow787dD
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVkmDvuDfg
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI9VnbPqPO
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JCGYyiCZt
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUcMj0tVHv
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcckvRmmu2
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSEAvE7EIR
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HaT26LHcW
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L7cbfB5Oa
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0yh06IkCm
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonL1G2Wg2f
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEtf93ceIM
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qUWFP62LE
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqd2ZhTDcy
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lsu3yyP3r
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJPGjVR2q0
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK09i3QIEp
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD8weuDQjx
我在說甚麼呢。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfRC0z2DM8
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1lbvuNgqx
童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGXMYLkJh8
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPgF9fjO7T
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWFVu9XdRp
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi91ilv3hZQ
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp9lb7pVd2
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRjK6ONII1
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhywNnxieU
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvrL2huO6w
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz81FzaTrSs
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArV56YL147
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArlcwI8eW6
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCfrTpuBtB
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4XQZRbFaI
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5LNuh4oDX
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyh8gcEaat
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue6GNnKHww
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGojwSgvKM
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwfz89LjGp
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAScMLGHqOU
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtO64FA6wn
我希望是這樣的答案。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNkoC4U5hH
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLUbuVrPIG
但童桐先是沉默。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdQyq8rjzy
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOoAvSIn0x
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aTwMgGctz
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqtjgbk8PJ
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBBi0zPFHm
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcReqkLswMr
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOjbDQ8uE0
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMvmXp3SN7
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcedRP2Dt1
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甚麼意思。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENZtZ2lrmT
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXMHNIJzjY
這到底是甚麼意思。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2cFqXHChP
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpqZZm7aRw
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue5JTQwnsJ
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxTe8B4ZkL
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMCUCnbVuN
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchTviYfJHD
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3YSQlKl6b
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2OxGa4hRG
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx3FErySo3
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSafudAbgz2
是你嗎…Dora.1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1dp0Bgz8J
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgyc8eUitj
「你…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhQKivXFQg
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75h2xOrEgw
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNl7k0uk0j
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eYiJpf6Xj
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkcDg4QGtF
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2lV35aWsi
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我覺得自己瘋了。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkkygVbdrj
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOg36w3RXE
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDazzujNCh1
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawmcZjwobN
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qbr9HDXre
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGdg5bBN1h
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSVVkmTyXx
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKrGAijacw
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sxfeETCP3
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOPPAyJEsY
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6YB3LW0y8
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tr5YzJe4z
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqEMbjy3Iw
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IIiArWV4P
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「咁點解…無可能…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd8YBa3bfh
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbm2iZxI9u
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7UMWYqDJ3
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7EGUKD5Tj
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5YI5leRqo
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoen4Hse1W6
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zGzjrDE6v
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「童……」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvcKReQfPY
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmuqGQpJa6
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童桐…抽煙？！1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppJtHEOtmL
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGALqY3236T
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「童桐…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJNqX5hFzu
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpXTkgHSwK
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Dora哭起來。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmddDJoBWTJ
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdIDujQNIe
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYzSuINyUX
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5YleGYd6n
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxFWG3yrRg
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZbsFv6u3V
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJLYp0wbIr
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmRPNByZGr
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4BppHLKl5
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf1QSvVY0e
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKc9si2F3y
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結果當然是…1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwk8ABChhU
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR9Sf0j5jw
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOl3LWPmKi
1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF2MCTT6hr
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSaW1GTFWf
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsa4kNDKCX
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vlaQYTvQ6
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAg1nbrvPy
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP19hAgZTV
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1186Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkMwzBypnv
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
