「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn71zhWJzA7
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyynEnHW9F
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8f38ShhYY
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXMicpCbXf
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHPNprUwKV
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「童桐。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbTUT6p7nY
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwYvPdYg5Z
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「Kay…？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIoIrVGZUT
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiRaD8bsim
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「Kay，你喊緊？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aKXhOXdMf
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyJjy4AvGT
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7bZFNGNJW
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOUbKdVOdw
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp63Oszx4R
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvBRWq3A0j
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPjTi0J0gL
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kIXeoJ98V
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvia88Hast
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTyDPRYcKQ
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「有人害佢？但…」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9LURm3ZU3
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLujbG7F3bs
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9nrUr5djQ
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68magjCcNV
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTguMzFwdCm
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當然不會。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiNiXFFb80
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYmaoqHxvv
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe6bWQDsia
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZahIcpO49h
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8UNNW8W9Y
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但事實完全相反。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXckwCrIuCp
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB93jcKVOx
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZhAaYnEd6
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglxBvjXtzh
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我好想她。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LEspFzkwK
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlolh1Y6cBp
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童桐…983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3apGBdLo1
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAIZqgE8Yu
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「汪嗚…」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjjMuGIKSJ
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqrTUSqSGY
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「汪！汪！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5K6htQNfa
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv3SB3Nxcv
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGlH6W6B9J
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANY9qWGS6f
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsDWBlhZ8j
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RdN3y8g1d
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZjznY4awA
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2p8eSI1Kx
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhnVu5C5Ds
那個童桐從沒存在過。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaFKYtftnu
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUU5iXSUpf
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9mzmBuGCi
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUPHvjwJ39
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmjZBy9aAJ
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE54iOwgO0
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk29PN3UyuS
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgRgN8vpM2
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a2kRSrl4e
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ea96PQWnF
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEqO3TzgXV
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmx7EJxw2u
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8eQKSOrW0
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPPtUOCYUk
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpl4DnoSsl
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oVfcLdmiv
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq2LYGYGzo
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問題是妍妍和童桐…983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTQXw6xEPm
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvAoKuFIfd
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w7GP7jNW0
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaCJSvuCtg
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xG4Yr8ScU
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5TuY7A30g
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88CA4H285A
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但…我…我…983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz8G7Ahlpj
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydIIBk9Q7O
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIgkNvR6nL
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooaWT2rjaM
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就是今天晚上了嗎。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikbhqJ8w1Q
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到此為止了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqaZiEh2Wf
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlweMAvxpp
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTb2mDbTp3
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「童桐。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQztIPMa79S
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3XxOEuLg4
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXa68WeTQ6
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPgCARY8Hl
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIk2tLXJ8x
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D2EntYGj1
我擋在她家門前。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOc7r8RKjl
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfMZG43r79
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ8drYHr1f
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd1YmJECpc
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDqg9Psd2k
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioH84chjmc
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb9vshGAQ4
這樣子她便明白了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6JRy5mKYg
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn3W40JtI4
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBXueyQY7y
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDu0e57IwC
但我早也有兩手準備。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesRKFNIgk1
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PEGldVsvk
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「咁…」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VR8O70AjE
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「嗚————汪—！！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE2kRtSV7p
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3AuLgKI2h
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「小心！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjqOeDMzim
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPHA8Gpi8b
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好輕？983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAciSn9fNU1
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「亞基！Sit！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYiIwh6tBr
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ7Rb6y9Xp
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirs2naqOaW
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…真的好羨慕牠。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEA7Fr4tpB
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGevcLB54Gf
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5p8fkAyJ2
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvgpLeKYKb
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA3rK2DQzF
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM64bAViHb5
「你…係唔係瘦左？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfluBaTQ9NR
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOvQiokueT
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgE4ENq3vN
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumJZLGGfLC
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIPTtIhiGG
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fSRWZA7cd
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdwUoWkXj2
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjsVosuAjc
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpCq1vmdlN
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHNkwiuCLE
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
