「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RoBEirCh1
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT2EcBnInB
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84D38JBjCw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CmLwrEaAL
「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoVvkkEs18
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zS0I0lF7j
原因是因為在那之前。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1LSoeu4fD
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGHap7EfZc
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoW0S8LtQB
「童桐。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r3dYq9tMt
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmUMYSvAIQ
電話對面傳來一把女聲。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7seiaGLlQB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTQl2fryBP
「Kay…？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhK8bcQVpd
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufXy8biFy6
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd0BlkzWS1
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSPAPNmTpm
「Kay，你喊緊？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBytwqo45u
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLPcxBtqXi
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwOvjkoJwW
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29KLclyfms
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k2AwTOWmZ
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZwFHwQf69
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSIMTeCOjD
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChcRwptkGN
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IRoQePfrt
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQAxEn0g5V
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj97NG5V2I
「有人害佢？但…」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwXEBKXrua
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutlZ5JEOvn
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb18pJ4XMw
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K3LaxUMPy
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LFohcjmNp
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuOTbKQdkn
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBduySjxXUc
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNFEhRc3ET
當然不會。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IZf7jspLG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnusYrEYNOs
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7RceaopbV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOcZnUrvBw
因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOP7Ur4XmM
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJQCYeNeHh
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQoPPPDicb
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhSeTX7fE4
但事實完全相反。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq5LRK3kls
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIN7mHlscn
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKcp6bVh9P
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGHST22n3R
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMQsQVssOQ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJg9VOZOMN
我好想她。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Fwa0t9Tr
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BuAdZCYAr
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwehh1pDY4
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0RTP6HGsH
童桐…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdYSZGsdrC
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtJQ27T7YL
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHtR02Hyov
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExjdGsU6iz
「汪嗚…」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiYg5WTzvm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxF6OuiuOu
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYiuTZoNF6
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM97uUjimYk
「汪！汪！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5mNumO5W3
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0VmCbxHgm
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5A5hsHDbb
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRT0p12N1J
「好啦，佢走左啦。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn2EcfPcDK
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLNnQytaOx
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgNbGz58zb
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf93naNFH3G
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14chQeRIcB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXlwyNMd5b
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvxkLmKAxm
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C56T4bO1D
那個童桐從沒存在過。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6yH5KSn4B
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwEwNS0DoS
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGmF72sWVq
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2McijKVXD
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRItLG9IXu
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnJK5oUuOS
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOt3bP4sgJ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sCa6hK8Kw
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUlvqKPFML
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTtdwZ81hX
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0orMGAHwj
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSViSqZHhw
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQoKzIc8Ib
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGv3stxBym
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbNuTAmEKp
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumyfQ1VK0y
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtM02IQj17
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06lDmI2Ekf
問題是妍妍和童桐…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE26inlTL8
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfo8sXdCpn
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BEtfWKRLo
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq34qNZtbI7
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCxD8IfyYV
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABdZYAYTrU
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jdZYOb95L
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV1qKC74OJ
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK05jeCOCu
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo4ias1yp2
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡart8fEQPfY
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjPpi94gIg
但…我…我…1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGUvkXD7zH
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRkOWem6XN
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHgmKr6ZWn
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡforTzHIsUd
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrH81BGZlM
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqVseMAO1l
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhTnjKHZuB
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SnMOWsXWa
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到此為止了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7tGquuiFJ
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDA6efh3KL
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydjNY0b0a6
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NbG3hF0Uv
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEsIhlEzFF
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWScMZ3o4m
「童桐。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwAHpLxGoe
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAb1bSAwMq
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRTzTOcGdl
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDlyb0BeIk
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp7bhmNVog
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2M60KK4Ez
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBtJPbcf08
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMjrt7uGAU
我擋在她家門前。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY44lgn7mvD
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitm26MKP5T
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX9UNMnLqu
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevQLoM8pMq
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEWjRlESSl
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOowm53H9m
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zgQldKQmf
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf797DGDRN
這樣子她便明白了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqLSsMKaUx
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYczZQDnFC
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmE0GKNgGy
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBKzKaUBXO
但我早也有兩手準備。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFArixyEUyA
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdow1fcZDJ
「我屋企無。」我推開門。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6BewTNgTb
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ6gIZ1FPK
「咁…」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2ad58yN27
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「嗚————汪—！！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey3BAHUPAy
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvRFE8co4x
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAhspAlEGz
「小心！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXokbDpILpY
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbhTLCTMVR
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmoT69LTHh
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx82sqWfc5
好輕？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPv3cqT7x9
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dFG3O4LLW
「亞基！Sit！」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEj4t483Qt
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5b4YX9fiC
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmC2lu0wDt
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErgNlY1YkZ
…真的好羨慕牠。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmsA40EKZs
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WLYSCOXSB
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHKs7TkGGB
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcluYGRtzYx
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWrU6QyLuE
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUA6K4DRJS
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbr6mDDL0K
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yMcSEdcls
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6GF5D76XG
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bGqydr24G
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuK6Ygms0V
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYQZiK8Qec
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIVMJUrPg1
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EJkDonzhU
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgN11JPYQw
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUZFyL1KM5
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
