妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FPmecM9qm
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVwCA9cV3z
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaqfG1uQbA
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWPuoAUNv9
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfFTsx8VZr
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sW8uv8dWA
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAgcnqLFlf
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UizlBS6Fk
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsmWFkuoNM
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljq5UaXh09
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeHbRAZh8B
「下，點解會開心？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOackGIjhv
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfCMwUwJbN
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8BvYbGeEk
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkarFhiZ7w0
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNThqFgm5z
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OkGq1SFQh
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtalEMhhntg
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IH44yasWM
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvFi5tDKh6
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GRs6j7Wxj
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpstkUIngX
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJhNwOxHop
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01BKVULHHy
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWVtvHazEy
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsxhSwMymt
小病是福，我完全明白。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C4EltkaeY
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP78q3K0gx
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3iQSWc3OC
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnLs7BQHz8
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BNp863jUW
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdhEt5GSev
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM3kLRUOrh
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGkirYIcUa
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzXhmyznzP
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAReso3WX1z
離題了。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCFhEAM9et
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgxgVuMuHg
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2z8F55HGT
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsmsV3eu1u
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9wNQa6EYQ
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIgC5uuOf5
「叮～」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHblVyZRy4
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswnf14EuWg
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopbhM2tDbS
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkNuxM2cW8
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZmArBRQKV
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRlCn7H9u2
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKIRS5GPnF
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9TH6ITVhG
「抽筋，Sorry。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPi5BSLZSu
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYkhUhVGvN
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeqLlbLpRA
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fam8noLgX
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokxny3w7sa
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8yxs0fqJY
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwGfqGpkrY
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwqB17Agz6
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapiwUoMe03
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2KCUpSDsy
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjOM4r5GdZ
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXethaBdU31
「比賽仲有幾耐？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BEPiAt9S6
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYwBGMh754
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Sdm8WHMl
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGwkyjUXK5
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5MVCkuoaW
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjig88ei87
「我會有分數。」我說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkpimq8tqC
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGUWduVEPE
不，我沒有。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMPyvhwUib
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnkgxJz1Nz
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibx0azkCUB
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5OKx9AgHa
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqazXGzcvk
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIinbrzqRlF
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BMNIQlM3E
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTqihIyCrU
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLR9F3mz6F
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xhJyaJGiU
難不難看是一回事。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfN4rSjePZ
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFJ8ut3FAA
甘不甘心又是另一回事。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxy2lkOnol
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pLwoks0mn
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDxwp4XwLY
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJS0GQH5uA
但我不甘心。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMsoKAyWyu
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojSkjbcDar
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj2KwpIFfY
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWaZyW0VVz
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYbAa9Yo84
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5O5DzSrEm
我不甘心。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPhqAVdpyh
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95TYatS15d
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY12yDKfLYZ
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03M2FFMU5Z
「…真係？」童桐說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIh9XVJGlO
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Q0zjtNrk
我停頓了片刻。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG261h2xQKB
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM491pyBmjH
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjgZ0wX8n1
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD9GZbzPZj
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfrXyjo2zI
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHmBoOddMF
就和你一樣，童桐。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFPkqCXqg6
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和你一樣。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZJDyDvMd6
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUBPlgU5iN
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCHA9eZ0PV
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFQuTLXwqE
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvjUhVmAen
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUkPreqpar
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWloMFucUYm
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeBhwtuInC
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoQiPnpN3o
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNT9YBYz5O
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVquTlOc4y
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oxutBWnAU
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZRq2mVc3i
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C4IbzEUMi
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXXi0cD4c3
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtsrZlosBK
「多謝你，童桐。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH1l2Xx0qj
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2uyQYpDjK
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSShIpUCgiR
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFwJ8PoJwM
「叮～」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYd89YfK6v
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6oOSX11Oe
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZVeScKV4k
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk3b09puEk
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkjHgyAukd
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90G02IMqAy
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5JIqIOBQW
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosxRZN1c7g
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K2YAXcZqJ
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVSYSUomqb
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiIlcDtCxv
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT65q9pF9y1
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrI4iZCH1U
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fDL9E1Wlm
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8VmVZU3O
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP2xzyy8Nw
太可愛了。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaRQK3wXgq
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbk7rSB6Jb
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
