妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ULv1ybsaw
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tEsMr22w7
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkVYM12K64
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Owdv6RnZc
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQZvHXveFP
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoGsqQmB0a
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi7wN4lwH8
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHqyBcdXDq
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxowmsTm2Q
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYvGGSUDqw
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaXw6YR9gQ
「下，點解會開心？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lafed9H6W
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1w5yoBs37
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInoRi7cQ47
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdukSZZqLG7
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2a0YoPFRb
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtUucHX4rU
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpj9tWUYvD
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQqz0gQPPZ
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMKEk5kaaS
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnBK71X9px
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdpRMS4PJ3
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrGp8CVWvV
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5PsyftPzg
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxQxSRCwsF
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3F8uzrrIa
小病是福，我完全明白。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKc2vmoHhP
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJFOcxVae0
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtARW6vm74f
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3pf7fNbdh
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW6hVVOHA3
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwFT8fdJT2
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjd4lheSUJ
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7JnrxOcLH
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2uj1CGQ4r
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUnIqgPMjc
離題了。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVzkPqjKIa
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzboLMBccR
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1cGujOCi5
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaaV1etLNS
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ44WiQEp67
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W2MK7MmhU
「叮～」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfkkkR2irv
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKjSa5UMDo
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdX8yq2H35
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFbleFuwB0
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnp2CXKRsz
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdlhT3ci1F
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnhzspASqq
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXXqYNpBLz
「抽筋，Sorry。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI6Vihrjui
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVTzvrQtJZ
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1bDQLL68G
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhtI982nFt
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gsS2OBLy7
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRukQeA7U1u
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbocsGpyf0Z
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4kwKwRAFg
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuQ9jqWndK
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceBkcq93IH
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5QP9nY90H
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJLD3I6Q8a
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX6IcHjIoB
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGhWY4S5Wn
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xCNlLYjcf
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuFY2jk4GD
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCfCjvJLk2
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nBzv5OPQz
「我會有分數。」我說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hw634bJ54
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlAVPR3DHq
不，我沒有。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUKJUby4Kn
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO78MK3H9Xk
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnH7KthIgR
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoby50Ze5b
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx3BrhAphr
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qXKpVlTXR
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1udZyloVT
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVs0yGFMa4
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhg3e7XC4G
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zbljeaghN
難不難看是一回事。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Co7NGNUh
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EXEDy077N
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAi0wegAB8
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIIQRt4Jvo
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3uSCAWBgr
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRYVE5n5Hb
但我不甘心。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS9gMeCwsK
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMHjmjcCMM
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqFe5r2ZCt
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMKiV5Pw0h
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v2S8AED1e
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCvdVeoKSa
我不甘心。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeWCjU1Q4o
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLx7SMKlTF
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZf0AnfVaE
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ03O9HkHk
「…真係？」童桐說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh16ZmumOrU
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESNo6unlGv
我停頓了片刻。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrL2m2KV1W
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV32mzkChey
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6clc5Z8mWa
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcR54bw0Nl
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XGusBy2jN
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa1caHOS3b
就和你一樣，童桐。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObPqjCTnJs
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9i6M8QMuw
和你一樣。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2EoY4KEBN
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0AiAhb9JN
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eGyZ335Sp
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5WWHaw3gx
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnmB8tPOu9
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa88BgHWFZG
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rWCYYi4xE
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLTZ84mQXK
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3r78IUkK2
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVzREQywE9
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUR7SccUyz
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66T8X1VeYk
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvpbLEUaXh
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f0ky1eBpe
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGk9r4ht84
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSVOukH2HD
「多謝你，童桐。」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy82MryFsia
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKPDYOQEJA
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX3hOUGIhX
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtNDQMqyDT
「叮～」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFdPI6QhU6
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0bxZeV8L5
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvHIvzNnSD
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavonCK4YM
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUiENLmGiy
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwHP999rbo
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4puJmoU95Q
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwqJzgk53b
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9WmaWnjma
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjX7ac72vr
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKCFOc5aFP
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXubJDgNJX
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVstRkNCMj
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1GnIFComA
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcBOLL7JI2
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lEg5040Jl
太可愛了。1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCeaFShsFV
1093Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffLx4ctrKb
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
