妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pmhbapie3
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMnY21dWVO
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiZHohSMPE
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZQrKKdghw
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKi3UJqiEv
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo0WqdYvbo
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVWS6ejXdr
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYPBN2BFiN
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUFMuvwXMX
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wxPsvh9KZ
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8PiLfL9uS
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrcHM7B1y2
「下，點解會開心？」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMFPKzk1bG
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25b8888AiF
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAsulyBTJM
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum0ARLzIlr
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhOxq3HVow
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfzH2lMFDm
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNyYPXFyHg
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnUucOsUpL
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0tGrbi4er
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46sAZGZmz0
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u2oDHNCrQ
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAClcjKTM8K
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJQKuEIcFa
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdWz8nfyjD
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HqFaUo5OE
小病是福，我完全明白。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG156R2ibYg
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGEqV2P0Yy
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SzF64Bh5A
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb7jXuFzX1
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwdwn9UdRY
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wNVUF8J9S
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vn4wPjmHt
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgQ5JoojeS
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjrxuZk1L9
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hu67qbLUO
離題了。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKU7Oh0I8f
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4X42CWFPC
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjYVJgEmp1
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Y09qN7Qt
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFERyT0zUNY
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0LfdgclI7
「叮～」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFHnw8j4lg
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpucpiMvea4
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5uDOABJVk
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFWIIq5SAt
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr3L6USNtt
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpoCOD1Ycr
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFdzaCFwOe
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGobG7vvkJ
「抽筋，Sorry。」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSjbsN7Y7C
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqiGlrjiic
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0wJB2VD6w
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JUHd9GF8e
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUATrbXzNB
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESYL0zVP7O
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnPbBSkOFw
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa1cn5Gkui
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvhTjQQh1p
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQVEWUHf4b
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryixRaioq9
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApyM2dbwAa
「比賽仲有幾耐？」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8uvnehm32
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZmuE8vORX
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9pCWIXhmB
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqDhiIvgiy
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L0zsIYJ1H
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfRcApm5sv
「我會有分數。」我說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGCxoT0mXO
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqAemEncn8
不，我沒有。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIEDLei3JY
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvyBLEVA1i
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgcFTtOW0T
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6iw1D0MEv
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SYmoWkZM3
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2rVQCOI53
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNmFacp3mk
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4vw4mv2Us
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUNw72fxy8
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2SvZxXVB7
難不難看是一回事。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRnflm7fdK
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qNE30suNZ
甘不甘心又是另一回事。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIREg3jPyvD
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o5kPtUwFZ
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9G1aZmhWA
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRjdZdVyDd
但我不甘心。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuAHMsDmSb
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJH6vJx7ue
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn70ZPPnvCZ
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlmqrKmLbt
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXlYHqDbo7
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd7eYo1OSZ
我不甘心。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64FaOUxjzC
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBtPUFA6vl
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEnLyO6sA4
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8KcPUaXZ9
「…真係？」童桐說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vk60rv3Ba
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXYsi6ah8N
我停頓了片刻。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeppTVbINU
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTZ7P3cgBj
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTerfFatkM
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQCujGY19b
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6e8hrXBZ2
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSd4rLg0a6
就和你一樣，童桐。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2w4oSd4Pr
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFJcWKFLvU
和你一樣。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq46SJ4pdof
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kA7rw4hwk
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkJtoGitFX
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB87kmcyiDk
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47K9zk2KJo
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Enb7MuJsL
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O422njSAQ
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wzS14UpQm
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0hB58kdii
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSjjeT9oZU
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRTJSGtnDm
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNnkGJNT7u
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh4j6rUT4n
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4iXd1CgzA
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWbWa2Ux7I
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5C5UEF74h
「多謝你，童桐。」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmeMIHGDRc
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtugt0NwCRQ
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPFPtW9icY
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6gT14ix7V
「叮～」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjrlDFxzA2
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaEuy4xZxA
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3qJfx7Xtu
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i70LEOdPb
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrLgHJ38G4
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgtDbnnyXX
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ebONQBmdd
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ495zxewnP
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXXoZoXRph
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQXinNslQ6
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdYLr5vKe7
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMFupCyAF4
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0rYyA6OmJ
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOI9kb2NOk
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ybLRdSNqj
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbyWyjoBG1
太可愛了。1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV7zGu3KhS
1036Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C4Wn0kINe
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
