門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf5gUG1bOW
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總要面對的，對吧。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHhyE8nYKF
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4sQqmpNiR
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMDPDqIH59
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDXVtbkR22
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeM7NfO5Xr
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnEuIvaRYb
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV1fIhfpgH
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ9vbPNzaE
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAG7PfcclM
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nSwZL0m1p
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ifJLUBea5
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLBClFV2SO
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtJ8I9sftt
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Z853CTM1
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mBKZvObg2
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她…瘦了？1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BRaVkRb5V
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlM4W0VL0M
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCaRho5HXf
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpKOTMGou4
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r4D6onGqU
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnamvMApXX
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ibpF9wNaC
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNG7ovZxuh
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid8zPg1wAf
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVx6XswX2o
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gTw0zweIN
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtaILjxw2M
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJM0y8D9Q1
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCQzZtrNo4
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Vq5QAZc5
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5vb5hZ9zw
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTstX8OsdK2
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE26uCLOVkY
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmy4VMIfIf
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1TESxBWBf
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYYOMr6NiD
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFKXfkBU2R
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDuwcF11np
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgdVLJquGp
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9ZF2urETA
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBLUJVlcLW
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDm37Gn5wB
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkizRDiKGX
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYqHG5LdzC
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxfQsisAe3
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcXHgO3fY0
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9WIK7pTGg
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwkPKavxyq
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAtMx4IsXG
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiSmbawBHO
這麼細聲能聽到？1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFrD3WyUPa
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTdp21rfV9
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO3jDDEjNV
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk1du1Ix8e
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eDZdZbsiC
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdxdoNEmtJ
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sbXkDG5do
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcZjq1zaIv
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivKPsRc2Fa
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1KNzFZrv0
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkyuWlOJXa
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDga814Ub
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZXGuujgrm
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCTwKD2yEu
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0RR0SxJSy
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKulRJEEQR
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95fiDM6j5w
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8PU1J6HBR
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJvTA9Abgj
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TWEDKacWJ
老實說，我很心痛。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ901DRjjFMi
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWjbkXqhdn
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3QfSxwIwL
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCb7zE9jhM
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzYCFOof3y
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWPIywarA4
但…1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9mgJ0yV0E
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1vOKyABJ
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUyM5u996h
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq7G0O76uU
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS1pTm3iZN
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54f5gu1izg
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe0HGqmgTn
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyQrvkuxx1
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeSws3gExq
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPOPzpZ4LI
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppJ7TVu0sl
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu62Z83qKvS
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0wbk96tEj
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6idQvafK0
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJxqNKkAkU
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAgpgWB6Di
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtp3xbsvN6
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzTeZV9wyX
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiBrX1q3Id
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ48Ue6Cxhg
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff6mFYyZs0
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAuQLZmBdG
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs71vK3W1M
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwBsKyamnY
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlGO1kRuT5
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5CRoeqwC4
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzctKFkqIzb
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNXPLRUKvD
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlwX4Bz85a
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN728wKHCh
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AF8cZoz9P
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxG08U8xmh
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU1mu25V70
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknN4VSZ38J
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVod2KvQ7aU
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUOHsfoWPT
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsCD4miFYF
我在說甚麼呢。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK2OWlGi0N
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY289YSclZ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKwQWzkPKs
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks1R05dAfZ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvUhwM8AGa
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5en4wakiW
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBeFdSlgie
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6VlYAu9iF
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm9bvLvBj8
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQKpuzotbo
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkCbcB783J
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEh8Z9gxPq
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W9OK3g4OZ
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUyES5iF7F
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaAvptCC0l
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ04zSLDzs
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ftqsHSG7t
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmj07UpASJ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNkiZDDysB
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7FyVKCl5c
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSYjWvLOSY
我希望是這樣的答案。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQd23vxUos
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU2hmuQihJ
但童桐先是沉默。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvqjqQ8b0k
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQywIVzprKd
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbWJpoDplE
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSprfldwDtS
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwIYRqIuX2
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ350LivGh
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOTGM1AOyb
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbZrMulnev
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmdFg9O7bZ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo00a8Bm1P
甚麼意思。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yg3STrioD
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ilULeCZlq
這到底是甚麼意思。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBspdzB8p2
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nN2q5sVVv
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ4fhyhJ7V
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSQuCing8M
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdgsQhot3i
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O1gsrUGQ0
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKRg2PzNab
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt3ZML8rtS
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W3JORKq9A
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGdtjasEdG
是你嗎…Dora.1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGNlk0p3Ep
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprKL0bEeU7
「你…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFnIEZt0Wu
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKcJQTWZBg
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukLLhACWRU
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9y3G1hUSP
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu4hdjlsuf
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzynsPjqf2l
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYWWO6nZlh
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我覺得自己瘋了。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcCnZgbhfQ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3482K0KXLq
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp9EZCfVUv
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLaQAeegYl
Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jpXnNdE6a
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjSR5lGdv4
童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRHvY616R6
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKv1YrOedA
童桐就是Dora。
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYubSN2eHBB
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQuHI3ht1k
「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJWOsc78kD
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOz86Q166a
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DItASgPFz
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbZ2pZ38j5
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PHWhpcPSt
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnSked54Tw
我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKklsyjVhJ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIuAQnBJfh
或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsqemp957V
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jlGUcbYpO
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD7ZKLVVr5
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5HW353RXg
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxQn2FFMBJ
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2rOa7qaIk
「咁點解…無可能…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP1VrQyXqv
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bGIECv3Nq
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sC7cyr7jV
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY44KcY7cp
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFkgVblYsA
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw145WGafGl
眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN6E009qh5
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRAuWzqXHP
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJRNsrrQLh
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchCz6tGHSx
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSw4Ha0fbU
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tRiqJuj4V
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bb7piNeX0
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk8VGAaQRC
「童……」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcczRhu73R2
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjH3kgyl8h
簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E6KUDTTeE
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTYrOhMUBT
童桐…抽煙？！1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6fzQnbcRi
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZyPxySH6z
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILySkPmh9I
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMxnSom4OE
「童桐…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTaMxotjdu
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4sKV5yzrI
「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd1CI0FeLP
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Dora哭起來。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahUkBo6yui
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRZum1cli7
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p26uxskF8
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk44Dw1Az3
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8peHpzuD9F
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Dpl4V7ZcZ
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2NXdQPTcB
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqWUtFfVIa
「見到你第一眼。」我說。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDurrpndEpM
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr5kdRbHGP
「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElGOwV79c0
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJauBrErJB
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUiqZTdNAP
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ooTklYRiD
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelj7euY3Ah
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopNhJg6zAf
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結果當然是…1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJvWSlXcBz
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIUCg82YUE
「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3KAsLBMtE
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bwW8n5i1d
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEUh91Yfoa
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkIhkIOGu6
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmzH2L6ftP
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrA4o5ItI7
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Uh14XXaR
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU7xSDnbB3
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWv9AbFUSS
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwrxQWYrjH
正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubCFqWZzg8
1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WEuFDfWOH
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLigss9syK
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pImzNFujN
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
