門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruDU1fNfwp
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總要面對的，對吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHZTYEukOt
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX8WoGGqIA
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2zxOpjHsg
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU67Og11o8
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz03vpMVUP
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg27PE4MeV
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe2ecbrXH5
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「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJj10UjR2z
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjWR1o8C0y
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「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG9rGlsjlB
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她…瘦了？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjhvaSdLsm
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGxOChHfBY
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童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAUC89kLj3
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHKoWuX2on
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIqo42dPTl
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcbszrWnjo
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKnW1dpOEi
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhh6iTTVJL
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTry2fkrxii
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIJG8ik2K4
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGbpEb7tNM
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKvHjnOX9u
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AEEGuVqeB
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82pWg56mWY
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5KXroxcKl
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Hoa3YL1l
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpOI41fTqH
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp1S2l4KaY
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8hqpUfjQQ
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjm7YUoS0V
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHX27ii0Mv
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnMzRFU04H
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqi8udlulz
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpnZsuZaOG
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6dCB4WbWR
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPS9g904mp
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtJfCRa5oS
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmobQxvh5f
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEubDkC0C6V
這麼細聲能聽到？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzSTndskhB
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZf4966TEc
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEQokYUxNq
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybiOv4hR47
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0H5kONnDe
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmYHXknjVg
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gJlP1Yn1R
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhxJ1KG1iD
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnlEgUiNo5
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BZKv1S0Hz
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl1ygiLum0
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCDaS7meU
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFWOEJkuw3
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI61eadTkG
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vD3GV0OOV
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEdjS3os1A
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQo5DgdXPX
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbDUzUfJJY
老實說，我很心痛。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMNoCG9BVi
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ3mL1f2Gl
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vvHrl8xt1
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4NooGeWsR
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj8JwLxEdW
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWMze0Kq1i
但…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3aRYYp8f8
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sgk4B9MKa
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulKiTcNMje
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ug1yTq8lA
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0pFLIWIlK
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFWSApLkOG
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVcIDlgDI9
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMvJBPjmNM
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr6rpBDfMX
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdHXFeYes6
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ849EcqzfUt
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n0VEi8cu5
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO0cepZxnP
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjo0Udt4CM
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Y39uicfH
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「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrSTk1Bsae
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurpeZ4n2up
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMZJ6qahxi
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvVVLFnUC4
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTjpl71BZd
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkF8u9nhE0
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmYBykNMqz
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlHKdNsL2W
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd2WqnH6kG
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXVKE4s7ms
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XXJ2jPEfG
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx5OPMu0Zl
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQHi96hxaj
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL9NRzEkJN
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldlLRSR2Qx
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxomTjxiKim
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「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUp4iRZZmp
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我在說甚麼呢。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQLoQ7Pnqa
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVUx4L9kTO
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS0U1I2Gst
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpRgTG3ljr
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWr6z9KPVp
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazzzb60z3U
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GNscGgs8t
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuX20An62x
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszGd5F7j4i
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61xfF1WnOg
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpbfjjrnBr
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWJ7yynLNO
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oRaBeP0KX
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGugCzQFyz
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvHtWdrK2R
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70ZvtcvXnm
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkXTuzjzF0
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMId2QNiEZ
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXEhCnVDsf
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2ZsJW5cWB
我希望是這樣的答案。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH1FB9v7xP
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4KUK5Aitc
但童桐先是沉默。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSa0b1gpRJ
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O1WVwiNUj
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjaf7MTYAl
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhtrlFtIvL
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF6705Xds6
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBZBe2VzGp
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu98XpTA1dv
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qpYZB1A3G
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXmOBhz57T
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甚麼意思。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ILexjfkj
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDcjO8TApv
這到底是甚麼意思。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJyY6FfBcr
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDISvROeIio
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDAynb3GCh
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOff0Xc6FvW
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqTiLXjES8
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGJIZiRDIw
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALTEeM869F
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…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyFDnY479C
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGJr6Td88D
是你嗎…Dora.1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4t4YmjjZo
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「你…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl81OkTz6sb
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIrPpCwhpP
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvS881rQSp
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIT3umEcrb
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLfeATVtG5
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我覺得自己瘋了。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAWnBQkNhp
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkSiXlfI4W
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mgEBt9xk1
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10eFnxNaob
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lNVPQyLYM
童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcvnIDtZQ4
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV4v1va2f5
不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02VzksB5fe
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENrxiMyr4G
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxxIocO9Ym
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc0sa5PXqe
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTJx5633SR
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKStDlDxxvq
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywQVvnodnv
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq5RTLLgUs
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZdkgzqF8K
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtr4oTFvFC
「咁點解…無可能…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFb1v3EO2N
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eAwKV1Y43
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2HapKOrb4
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa03VPWSH2q
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWm45oTPj2
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq8iWkwc9M
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItZ3sE5pi0
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「童……」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E6ti7FSJR
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtumhxf4UHX
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童桐…抽煙？！1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt44gbxX7L
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3DZtDk4xj
「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7FIo9Duce
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「童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrkOusgdei
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPx3GGU91c
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Dora哭起來。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwFHJH1Ii7
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCvrnJFfD5
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V2SANC438
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVLIOixHh3
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCymDCKt3x
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbEXWVHeNM
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkayVv83Qa
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGxszDst04
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxKJFEIqdk
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadiz4LjYRb
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOi3DpSKQk
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結果當然是…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4MSWwW7OO
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g2SVC61tW
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1SbTIhhjj
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT870uCpCV
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDATYzqz6NG
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUYY4VWX1n
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6kf9xsyWx
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRXkkdzdmH
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s9lcD0Q0F
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOISqvVbISB
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWasyPkRhMH
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaobX8rNne
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQmIMHVRZW
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
