「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAnfU2w33V
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVkkqBhZcO
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy1fkOxsbc
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxLYdtnqzs
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原因是因為在那之前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVMXNCKmEg
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5U4gfkhVa
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG2n3M4cmb
「童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJxldergs0
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQn0Xeur4V
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「Kay…？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj2O5o0E9i
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiofvlzmy2
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLKsOLPYe2
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlZAtYVPE6
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0RVgkrpn2
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwjYAIsNZX
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UVi5bJL6C
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT16ldmBQmO
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Z9P8xFE0
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc9vcdpxaP
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPQmhKOksE
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9LPmPo8de
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprWBNX2SJw
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「有人害佢？但…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFiIW1pRar
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHX4ypRC28
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bPOikRn7L
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlWUTsow1f
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxEIZxQWEp
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1ygrDQoCB
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當然不會。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3zDgvSZ9n
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFvD4h9zkh
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7Ia1Q5NIu
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYh84Q1Cdy
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5idcrTgvZ
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但事實完全相反。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFVFHby80M
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lZKe6QSbx
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9oJXjhGVY
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x9YjVxpuO
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我好想她。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85tt3WLjVh
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrgTZ8aJgd
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童桐…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNk3EBFhNG
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHKXHsGsRV
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「汪嗚…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1nhjtcmpw
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknajzslSVY
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「汪！汪！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgluFGjIsm
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooWTpttUzQ
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5fxolzMqK
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtjJrzjwtd
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9SBZRvyIE
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssEqlF2RPh
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHovVj5dhH1
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY53aFoByc
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukRo5YGZbF
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Sz7jWEX1
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWjlFSMFvy
那個童桐從沒存在過。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat3s333Bkt
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7X4VoiQAf
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6oW8DR5G3
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoveEZcIFG
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxBvOKLYBx
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf1ZhYbCNd
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTma16P8WHw
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7VIol3ozP
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Y1LU3WDX
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUYdBrWMAi
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcZCafTERr
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZUUWe9Pi7
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHv6QAaZuK
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH4rfWOaUT
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFmYivHZmp
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVROukIZLz
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaOUByqZez
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gGdbHnHbO
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qnAhC4ieG
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sLQWTLLb1
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyIl943VSY
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ri8pByHEb
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CiU8AO2bk
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60AvABqVLe
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn7mM2VB3L
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G6Pk3Zzc4
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但…我…我…1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm6n9Dcqlq
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG5i0NEapf
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTHZgIt5Od
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5pLxBaGto
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsd3wB5fNM
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到此為止了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA6bnNSNNt
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7keLWRmmX
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pet6tuEPE
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyGUJ7acQZ
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「童桐。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlusR99ThDm
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazHfU3sQN4
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CM3b6za7g
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvZkwwedZW
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GW5tHiL6V
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPe16y2eog
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我擋在她家門前。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXUGXrZryd
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMUUXyGJiF
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDWnA8DNGY
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTuv4gGHSH
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoErUAyTzN
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eHxVkHtBw
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zbc0lMhTa
這樣子她便明白了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnmBuudbpH
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYzN0DY1sA
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUEYJlSkg3
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vXgPtA2BM
但我早也有兩手準備。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBxRm2a61H
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAKs3qyOes
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「咁…」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QzlVfRQ4i
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「嗚————汪—！！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6bbNh8WuE
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfVfDPInau
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「小心！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGSVT1LnrM
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMLaRkJpaC
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好輕？1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEod7pYdram
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「亞基！Sit！」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGey5h31NEc
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkQTDby0d7
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…真的好羨慕牠。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKXSXB4Dg8
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTvoIcVxhl
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlqYDB4OCj
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLpTCoA5o8
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMvSBxkgfe
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50YpQfZxrT
1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIyilTvu8b
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY51HnZNNL
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eIlop5lpV
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBuNKX242w
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpymsYxamWq
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRoPkrCJjs
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1073Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJxJ62fH2h
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
