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如連結失效請Youtube自行搜尋:WandaVision Finale - Farewell Theme1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxXzEVR1pF
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那是我與童桐之間，最漫長的一夜，甚至比起鵲橋連接她與我雙瞳的那晚更加漫長。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgpIWyMFrP
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這是告解嗎？這是懺悔嗎？恐怕不是的。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXhfp4Rtud
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這是一個儀式，我與童桐都完全卸下彼此的偽裝，再次赤裸裸地和對方坦誠初見。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP8vNcY8Wv
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我與童桐的初見是在幼稚園中班沒錯，但之後我們都太珍視對方了，我們為了保護對方，也為了保護自己，穿起了一層又一層的偽裝。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX2CAbrUrC
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「我生日個時，其實我仲未認到妍妍，佢係以PTGF身份黎Join我地。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPupxTTu3T
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偽裝不一定帶著惡意，正因為我與童桐都過於珍視對方，我們都不願自己醜陋污穢的一面展露在對方眼中。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypCGYdIR25
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「有一種藥，叫畢索洛爾，佢係一種受體阻滯劑，對於射箭運動員黎講…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4EXcSQXY7
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結果，我和她之間便變成了這個樣子。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmjiEML7Dw
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「我識有個人叫黑ＰＲ，佢有一種叫概念核彈既資訊武器，個時你話你同植嵐晨…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTinETxbYP
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我不是甚麼除了射箭便甚麼也不會的人，我會耍手段，使陰招，為求目的不擇手段。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyn5z2rrPQ
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「係，我知道隔離班個個女仔係有男朋友，但…反正都無野好輸，所以我都照樣約佢去學校附近個海皮，最多咪俾人打獲甘…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84eF8f6XlG
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至於童桐，恐怕是…沒有安全感吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAvEucbWLN
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自小被朋友，父母，親人排斥的她如忍著淚水般，拚命地建立起包圍自己的保護高牆。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMhbrUC3ur
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除了迎合我的愛好外，更加要對外樹立起女神的印象，IG要去自己看不懂的藝術展打卡，喝自己厭苦的文青咖啡，每個週日在網上的照片也要過得如渡假一樣。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz44n4I4ur
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至於Dora一事，也是這樣。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvrzELFxBx
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既然不是為了錢，那麼只能說…是虛榮心作崇，反正除了錢便只有這件事。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmvE0lW9Vl
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如那些印象，偽裝一樣，Dora只是她云云保護之一。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE0O0Fg6jG
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有人愛戴自己，有人為了自己大撒金錢，視自己為女神，恍如這樣能填補心中的無盡虛空，那淹沒萬物的深邃黑洞。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PvjeO0EYU
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但愈是吞噬虛榮，心底的空洞愈見巨大。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f2dBEwVhn
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高牆堆得再高，砌得再厚，也擋不下從心中升起的恐懼，唯有用抖震著的手，忍住流下的淚水匆匆忙忙地砌上另一塊磚頭。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP336Zk3JP
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每一次分手，每一次被拋棄，她都像鬼上身一樣再次化身Dora，因為她曾經以為男朋友不會像父母一樣離開她。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyouRMjokL7
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卻還是離開了她。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE2kJ6SPB4
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而我——又不能過於親近，以免我發現她的秘密，以免我如世界一樣排斥她，討厭她。但是我由始終鐘情於她，至少是那個我想像出來的童桐。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVwTFw4oYE
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於是便變成了這個困局。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWfKkDhcyr
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不知不覺間，我和她也被各自築起的高牆困住。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAOpdCYarb
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換個角度來說，我和她一樣無藥可救呢。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7lURyF1iq
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「既然妍妍咁講，我就…放開佢，直到佢話佢真係可以照顧自己我先離開佢屋企。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUB0Sx8CbH
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不知不覺間，童桐和我牽起了手。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcU5jKfKoT
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她沒有如我一樣震驚，更沒有像個窩囊廢一樣心碎暈倒。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGKLLabxm2
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我不敢直視她，我不敢看她任何一眼，但我卻從手心中感到她的脈動，她的手汗，說到一些段落時她甚至不自覺的握緊了我的手。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBr2jWAd4w
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「……對唔住，童桐。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHKBWdxZzU
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我以道歉作結。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9rC0IH5Fg
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屏幕上顯示距離核彈爆炸還有三十分鐘左右。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfdu7MiAXx
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亞基似乎感知到我們之間的氣氛肅殺，連躲在客廳的狗床也感到不自在，叼著牠的小被子跑到我房間把自己捲了起來，間中從床尾偷望。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAAqZuV6TY
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「對唔住。」我除了道歉還能說甚麼呢。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwitwGbnUsh
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一切都太晚了吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mt26as23b
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「…仲有咩好道歉？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhwIG3iCwe
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「嗯，我無資格話你，你講得岩，我同你一樣。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ9rQ3VBRg
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「但都唔代表你要原諒我。」童桐聲音更加沙啞，似乎在哽咽。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZhS4i3uLa
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「…你都一樣，即使你有Dora呢個身份，亦唔代表要原諒我。」我面如死灰。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkK3SHo27o
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互相沒法原諒的我們，恐怕到此為止。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGdz0Hbq5v
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那晚，我的童年完結了。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PDaoWLEUk
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這夜，童桐的童年也劃上了句號。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BNluTBaRb
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但是童桐牽著我的手卻沒有放開。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB4uFW8BE8
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「我只有一個問題。」童桐說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTaKYeFRWs
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「你問。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lpA9oFe44
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「點解你接受到真係收錢，然後同其他男人上床既甄姿妍，但接受唔到我？」童桐問。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tvGg4unvW
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「…」我應該要行的。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFKvHr51fY
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「我只係上網賣相同直播，無人見過我既樣，無其他三唔識七既男人掂過我。」童桐說，「但依加點解感覺上你同個甄姿妍仲相處得自然？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtwlFMljGa
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「…因為我重視你，我鐘意既人，係你。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89nGkQPeVD
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「…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1MsCprTz9
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「妍妍係我朋友…雖然我地過…過一晚夜，但係始終都只係朋友，但你唔同。」我捉緊童桐的手說，「其他人幾多秘密，幾多黑歷史，關我撚事！但係童桐，你對我黎講點可能同其他人，其他女仔相提並論？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bnGapvFEi
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核彈的精粹，在於它不是無差別的上網爆出黑歷史。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ovaXZe5hO
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它最大殺傷力是針對你最愛的人，最重視的關係，最努力得到的地方去爆料，使你重視的一切瓦解，化成飛灰，進而觸發連鎖反應，使目標身邊化成一片焦土。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIp2S0ozHp
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正如童桐一樣，正因為我們珍惜對方，才感到心如刀割。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOPOpT7PxA
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正如我一樣，正因為我鐘愛童桐，才心碎至幾乎喪命。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6FNt3tNjn
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但這是一份證明。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEFXD06yeI
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「若非情深在，悲傷從何來？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvgwBZjM12
" But what is grief, if not love persevering. "
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妍妍告訴我，愛的反面不是憎恨，連想那男人恨她一生，妍妍也苦苦哀求而不得。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHJRaBIROF
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愛的反面是漠不關心，視若無睹，既然是這樣的話我和童桐因對方有多心碎，更痛心，多幸福，多快樂，正因為我們也重視對方吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF8ZzegC9q
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雖然這樣說很對不起妍妍，但是這就是我的心情。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuaANVTU7G
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這一星期以來的思考，我反省了很多，其中一件事正如童桐所問的一樣。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qKG3htSnF
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明明妍妍才是真正和眾多男生發生過關係的人，童桐極其量只是上網匿名賣相直播，沒有發生肉體關係，我為甚麼這樣自然地接受了妍妍卻對童桐這樣大反應？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8yPTFNDAT
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一開始察覺到這點，我以為自己瘋了，我為甚麼這樣針對童桐。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sf8U2x3g4
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後來我發現自己的確是針對童桐，但這是因為她對我來說是最寶貴的人。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SPjlq03ZE
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愛是自私的。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTZXfGc0uf
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同樣地，唯有自私的…才是愛。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpY0Q4099C
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我對其他人不是甚麼保守派，情聖之前每晚夜夜笙歌，妍妍是PTGF和不同男人有甚麼過節過去，我都不介意，真的不會介意。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKwnH7IQdN
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但唯獨童桐…我卻連心也碎掉。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnfv39Cuvl
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只有她，我為之傾心，亦為之心碎。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGU97q1OEw
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我這樣向童桐陳述了我的想法，反正我已經做好了與童桐老死不相往來的最壞打算。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwpAvt8Hls
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但至少我想讓她知道我的想法，因為即使鬧翻，也不會留下「如果那晚我有說出口便好」的遺憾。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbyuVqANUC
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童桐低下頭，似乎在咀嚼著我的說話，不過她的手始終沒有放開。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOks91kvTgJ
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「個核彈，仲有幾耐爆？」童桐問。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1ctd6PNEK
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我熟練地打開介面，然後掩面搖頭：「十五分鐘。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeayW6Jc6nc
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「你聯絡個個人。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytKjn3pFmn
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她不知道是Beta，我故意沒說，以免那天婚禮的回憶被沾污，即使她有甚麼恨意，我也想小心翼翼地保護她那天的回憶。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf67pQ9eRVo
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「係？下？聯絡…？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtuPQtzaA2
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「我可以俾呢個金額既錢佢，叫佢停左個核彈。」童桐在自己手機上的計算機，打出一個銀碼。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpAh5ziJjU
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一看之下不得了，那可是能在九龍買一個車位的價錢，樓齡大點的唐樓小單位，首期也勉強足夠了吧？！1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRauTPX9sL1
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這樣的巨款…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7todAGM5D
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「但…咁多錢…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU898BB8IZk
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「係Dora賺既錢，我全部儲起晒無用過。」童桐說，「如果呢舊錢幫到你既，我好樂意，記唔記得我講過我唔想身邊既人出事？特別係你，呀遊。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U8MeFVdP4
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童桐流著淚說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm9cBVemeG
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「唯有你，我唔會俾你有事。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdbwwN0ZaU
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她握緊我的手。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXBfi4aqgq
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「如果有事，我就陪你一齊面對…如果你仲願意。」她輕揉我的手，看著我雙眼說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MuRbmjcAA
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSDEWX8YUf
我連忙胡亂抹抹眼淚撥出電話，但那天Beta明明說過我再也不會找到他，真的有用嗎？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6RPCkXQX1
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF7JwDtE88
［於"在永恆之門"一幕成功救下植嵐晨，呀遊始終沒有間接殺人，在童桐接受底線上］1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEi8fqcR1k
［在第五分歧點沒有使用禁藥，呀遊迷途知返，在童桐接受底線上］
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa8eNQL2ig
［判定呀遊沒有犯下瀰天大錯，沒有黑化］1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlfcUtgbKG
［在最終分歧點選擇了不甘寂寞路線，但亦因壓制不足而沒有成為情侶，童桐現在有立場幫助］
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjubWbLLb6
「你所打既電話暫時未能接通，請你遲D再打過黎喇…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeqCP09vg8
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果然嗎…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJV2OaJ5Cb
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但馬上一個未知來電回撥過來。
「點。」是Beta用了變聲器的聲音。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYDNLP1WCe
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZhfLtFBiO
我打去關了機的號碼，他卻知道在我找他，這是怎辦到…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4ovGHIF6H
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「喂，黑PR先生。」我暗示他別自爆名字。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACQjvVTYDt
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「嗯。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzckXw3Dlq
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「我係Dora。」童桐說，「對馬川遊個個核彈，停左佢，我可以俾…咁多既錢你，我諗已經遠超過Kay俾你既錢，係唔係？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq2Wvh04h1
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e706E203C
「果然係Kay…佢搵過你？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBTT8xBtLt
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「無錯，睇黎你唔知係佢？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYCPGZb4fY
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQKJVK3lUS
「轉介師係絕對無可能爆出邊個主使，連我都唔知係邊個。」Beta說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAR4CxLE8A
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo60lm3cBQr
「總之，停左佢，我可以將Dora收到既所有錢俾晒你，放過呀遊！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FoRmtG1DC
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8RtwcRKqC
「童桐…」我看著她，眼角泛淚，她也勉為其難地向我擠出微笑。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl9gI9qkFo
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrXh0gEYo6
「童小姐，你要考慮清楚。」Beta說，「據我所知，個筆錢係好好好大筆錢黎，以你既家境，你既成長背景，你應該都係貪慕虛榮個種女人。你真係要為左佢咁做？你知唔知道馬川遊做過咩？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vpFRiJjCz
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mIkzpAFeQ
「係！我知道！」童桐激動地說，「咁又點？D錢我既！我點用都得！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSpNp9ZZ40
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUBfQq9Fhr
「…本身係唔得，等於做生意你睇中左件衫，鋪頭話賣俾你既時候，如果旁邊一個寬太黎話我出兩倍錢，賣俾我唔好賣俾佢，而間鋪又應承既話，咁你會點睇呢間鋪？咁做…好影響我地做生意，即使係Deep World，有錢都唔係大晒。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoofG2UxET
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hAkIxw2UF
「呀遊佢已經好痛苦，佢係我面前坦白晒，唔好再咁樣對佢喇！」童桐哭著說，「我只係想佢變成之前個個識得笑，開開心心既呀遊…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWpgE6dGXF
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「童小姐，我係話本身唔得。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5KjizCOhW
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「本身…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvekyFWbVXh
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「我問緊中介人。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINwGWurPgD
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「仲要問咩？定係佢都要錢？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtTJ180eoz
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgKfM2x8SZ
「佢係賣人脈既人，更加唔會為左錢改變原則，打爛自己招牌。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUqmVSNHcu
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童桐絕望地掩著臉。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa4McQ4jah
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「但係破壞原則在先既人，係Kay.」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m551vG2ny
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「係…？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbYhfNXAHB
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童桐把視線在指隙間望向電話上的「未知聯絡人」五字。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN6PGA47ld
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTvUkyyvIg
「嗯，有回音。Kay係知道唔可以接觸目標，但佢接觸左，依加我知道左佢既身份，你都知道左，你同馬川遊可以搵佢尋仇，傳左出去人地會以為係中介人出賣佢，咁樣好大獲…中介人已經落左Order，是次核彈轟炸取消。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8crFDTskOm
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電話中傳來鍵盤聲音。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqdR14iXsY
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflFY8rUO1s
「重新整理一次個網頁睇睇？睇黎呢個Kay的確係又衝動，又感情用事個種女人，佢係唔係見到仇人會直接拎刀捅佢個Ｄ衝動撚黎？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2U7wAk3uE
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童桐馬上照辦。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNQYFoN27N
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距離核彈爆炸：00:07: 101141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao1hKMnoF8
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:091141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSEg06w2YI
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu9imFJWw6
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNje1hh82Mq
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS7YM3Swpm
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＞TARGET：Ｎ／Ａ1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLCYiQeoJg
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核彈倒數停止。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PvChOPp8P
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「但係你係有口齒既人黎架可，Dora小姐。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XdkDRR5Eh
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Beta這混蛋…！1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKdD3fThdn
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「嗯，我…我依加過數！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYecVECCtMf
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqiGEGuTGQ
「轉成加密貨幣，入數去我係暗網既帳號，我依加俾電子錢包既地址你。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5URpRimz7
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqK32SWLV4
「喂！既然係Kay接觸我地呢邊在先，本身都要停啦！你照收錢？！你咁仆街既？！」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDHe7awjAR
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcefr3U3JlA
「呀遊，我會照俾。」童桐說，「佢收左錢就唔可以反口。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv3xVgBlaA
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sWMuJoAiF
「…因為對面毀約在先，我會暫時將馬川遊列入核保護傘，唔接任何攻擊既你既Job，如果佢搵其他黑ＰＲ搞你，我呢邊都會發射核彈，相互保證毀滅。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMfUL8o64J
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咁做係以免你地出咩事其他人入我同中介人數，同時警告其他客人唔好衝動毀約。但同時，你地都唔可以用核彈攻擊Kay，至於其他手段，唔關我事。」Beta說，「為期…九十九年就好。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdxx1zyAB9
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4HFKzBawy
這傢伙…我真的不知道他是敵還是友，只能說他只按Deep World的潛規則辦事嗎？1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWvpJoRMkI
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONnTL8wddU
但我相信在灰色地帶之中，他作了自己的選擇。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwcbeb8jRG
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvcfpWihD6
「已經過左數。」童桐眼也不眨，便把那驚人的金額匯到Beta手上。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdzNSS6ohm
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp7vHwbOAj
「…未收到，等等，嗯，有喇，加密貨幣應該係要咁用…Anyway,」Beta說，「仲有咩幫到兩位？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUYza8yrHF
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSSVO0AyBt
「無野啦，拜。」我把電話掛斷。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4nxsADtH5
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「好好保重，兩位。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNcDcrQa9W
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我和童桐相視。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBEh2qp1Ih
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然後不禁露出微笑。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYDfVQgkvI
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「咁大舊錢，你至少遲疑下？」我說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3YWKudhyK
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97J32tgVaV
「為左你，無所謂。」童桐搖頭說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPT6Yho5SW
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyQC9n03PC
那舊錢，能去好多好多次旅行，買好多好多名牌了吧。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aC5BWU99O
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「童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL737Jsqa2
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她卻為了我，為了這樣害植嵐晨的我…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0qsvcIZs1
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我感到慚愧，感到無地自容。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpEgq77Nly
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這就是我和童桐的層次分別。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE0sRzi7dv
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IIEpoT6HH
我愛著的只是自己幻想出來那個完美的她。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtQoJFGa8b
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VzJWLOTt8
但她愛著的，是真真正正的我，甚至為了這樣而害怕關係改變，壓抑著自己十多年，把自己困在高牆後十多年，逼自己止步於青梅竹馬，把我們二人的關係凍結。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRxnxoc5A0
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她想著的是如何接受。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqTlaHJU4G
1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbIW89gXZa
我想著的是接受與否。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV29WMJaz0P
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…唉，我這人真是…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXAYkapQm9
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「唔使再講喇，錢我真係唔介意。」童桐笑著輕撫我的頭說，「我只係想你無事，想你好似以前咁開心返，唔好好似中六個年咁。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI4p3vfEmY
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我又回想起童桐那年為了我，在大學講廳大大聲謊稱是我女朋友然後拖走我。聽說，這是她那次分手的其中一條導火線。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQshvUlWdn
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「呀遊，你唔好誤會。」童桐說，「我用錢幫你，唔係要買你既原諒。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm7JCgBAGS
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「我點會…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKdRa1TEQW
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「我知自己我點補救都好，都改變唔到我曾經係Dora既事實，你唔使因為我用錢幫你解除左核彈，而逼自己當無事發生過。」童桐低頭說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClYl3EeJBe
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「童桐，我差D殺左植嵐晨，點解你要咁？我仲以為你會好憎我先岩…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f9BIyJbVC
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童桐這樣以德報怨，我更加…我更加的無地自容。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWdaxe5LOy
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「我仲未接受到。」童桐說。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9YCicJQUt
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「…果然…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOpEB5Hdx3
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「但係我更加唔想睇到你唔開心，睇到你再崩潰，至少唔好俾件事惡化先，之後我…我會同你一齊慢慢去學習點樣接受，點樣過呢一關。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTr7935O5E
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童桐的手，整晚也沒有放開。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWIOyxQUSo
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「其他人或者唔得，但我同你係咁多年既青梅竹馬，一定做到架嘛，係咪？呀遊？」童桐又哭又笑。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMrUSZaxKg
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童桐美麗得叫我窒息。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCktALDqxCU
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我忍不住，輕吻了她。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bJH2WFoSq
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輕吻變成了深吻，我與她抱在一起，互有默契地避過對方的鼻子，好使雙唇與舌頭能鎖鎖地扣在一起，把每一吋肌膚都纏綿在彼此的毛孔上，貪婪地感受著對方的芳香，沐浴在對方的體溫和溫柔之中，酸麻感從唇上擴散到舌尖，隨著窒息感漫延到全身。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaMnioq3M7
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「呀…嗄…呀遊…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYf7dXzTUD
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「童童…哈啊…童桐…」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHqUJ8dIrq
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那天婚禮的一吻很浪漫，但是…1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkb7BPQXk6
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…但是我們那時還活在彼此的幻象之中，躲在自己築起的高牆後。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP2hB4iFUU
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現在我們吻著的，是有血有肉，不完美，有點醜陋，但卻實實在在的對方。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbnV2djdwo
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「汪！！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr897JwKJ5
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亞基高興地把頭從睡房門邊探出來吠一聲。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14tnVyWSat
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我和童桐暫時放開彼此，看看亞基，然後額頭貼著額頭，相視而笑。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuRPLfeySr
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不知為何我沒有感到那種衝動，我只想好好擁住童桐，靜靜地遠離開那狗屁DeepWorld黑PR核彈中介人之類的糟糕事。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1lMn8jzZ1
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「你又話會向我表白既？」童桐說，「表左架啦？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gDgmwjmlL
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「下，表左架啦。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBLEPM2xfO
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「唔制！」她輕拍我一下，「快Ｄ，我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白！」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeU9ollMgu
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我笑著說：「咁我要俾個驚喜你先得，但你想我劇透你？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTfYHXzZdB
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「唔好！咁…我等你。」童桐說，「今晚…就咁先？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bna1uxb2t
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「嗯，我都覺得…未係時候。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPSoPRW5MJ
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感覺…衝動的成份比較多。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8XCf9o20B
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現在我們是需要沉澱的時間，好好整理思緒，接著才正常地走向我與童桐的下一階段。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dvHtNCpbJ
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「你依加就唔怕我唔再只係你青梅竹馬？」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsRedN7iDo
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「…我對你有信心，亦對自己眼光有信心。」童桐說，「同埋即使係點，我地未來變成點都好，至少我地永遠係青梅竹馬…或者以上，唔會以下。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW13P5JCAcE
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我舉起尾指：「應承你。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8b0doWBNn
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「我都應承你。」1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzvO9RJk4p
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童桐以尾指和我相勾，我與她額頭碰著額頭，眼中只有彼此。即使彼此的眼角都有淚痕，流淌至臉頰，但我們笑逐顏開，以嘴角將其截斷，只剩下喜極而泣的淚花。1141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwwAfE5kU8
