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那是我與童桐之間，最漫長的一夜，甚至比起鵲橋連接她與我雙瞳的那晚更加漫長。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2DMRBAMes
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這是告解嗎？這是懺悔嗎？恐怕不是的。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSLvvKXtch
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這是一個儀式，我與童桐都完全卸下彼此的偽裝，再次赤裸裸地和對方坦誠初見。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq8haiFF25
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我與童桐的初見是在幼稚園中班沒錯，但之後我們都太珍視對方了，我們為了保護對方，也為了保護自己，穿起了一層又一層的偽裝。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WA5KMhKm6
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「我生日個時，其實我仲未認到妍妍，佢係以PTGF身份黎Join我地。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdjJkemri7
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偽裝不一定帶著惡意，正因為我與童桐都過於珍視對方，我們都不願自己醜陋污穢的一面展露在對方眼中。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDMdefdaDP
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv0bHxZh2T
「有一種藥，叫畢索洛爾，佢係一種受體阻滯劑，對於射箭運動員黎講…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx9G3j0N56
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB08jMCsryN
結果，我和她之間便變成了這個樣子。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAliLBskZK
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3dyFJjXUZ
「我識有個人叫黑ＰＲ，佢有一種叫概念核彈既資訊武器，個時你話你同植嵐晨…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj7tzClb1R
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6W36z4WfI
我不是甚麼除了射箭便甚麼也不會的人，我會耍手段，使陰招，為求目的不擇手段。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKpOA6GpNZ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAkdgagsZk
「係，我知道隔離班個個女仔係有男朋友，但…反正都無野好輸，所以我都照樣約佢去學校附近個海皮，最多咪俾人打獲甘…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95UXeUpy8Z
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprvxHZlL1f
至於童桐，恐怕是…沒有安全感吧。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGZMcgfbxw
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUErTCkkaz
自小被朋友，父母，親人排斥的她如忍著淚水般，拚命地建立起包圍自己的保護高牆。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WPrGT2s8M
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除了迎合我的愛好外，更加要對外樹立起女神的印象，IG要去自己看不懂的藝術展打卡，喝自己厭苦的文青咖啡，每個週日在網上的照片也要過得如渡假一樣。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7uK5ciucd
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dbZqY8mRb
至於Dora一事，也是這樣。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DcjkMJh7b
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHJJC06WGh
既然不是為了錢，那麼只能說…是虛榮心作崇，反正除了錢便只有這件事。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZvyAifrMj
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0LjyJCUVY
如那些印象，偽裝一樣，Dora只是她云云保護之一。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQj0Ehyfw4
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkUxEQBTQa
有人愛戴自己，有人為了自己大撒金錢，視自己為女神，恍如這樣能填補心中的無盡虛空，那淹沒萬物的深邃黑洞。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCx1JXCIlk
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但愈是吞噬虛榮，心底的空洞愈見巨大。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfScur62Ix
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTx5hs2iDD
高牆堆得再高，砌得再厚，也擋不下從心中升起的恐懼，唯有用抖震著的手，忍住流下的淚水匆匆忙忙地砌上另一塊磚頭。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKw2wZz79E
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3yk8p3kGo
每一次分手，每一次被拋棄，她都像鬼上身一樣再次化身Dora，因為她曾經以為男朋友不會像父母一樣離開她。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFBMJIy0Cs
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxBY2UIhIo
卻還是離開了她。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO29FNN15kF
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LctpaI8DE
而我——又不能過於親近，以免我發現她的秘密，以免我如世界一樣排斥她，討厭她。但是我由始終鐘情於她，至少是那個我想像出來的童桐。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLdj3zlBlf
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於是便變成了這個困局。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6qzusRhx
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQDjJsQzpA
不知不覺間，我和她也被各自築起的高牆困住。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSfPn2lJ5t
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY6tczJc9r
換個角度來說，我和她一樣無藥可救呢。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgulWrEpA1Q
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpet0kb5ZU
「既然妍妍咁講，我就…放開佢，直到佢話佢真係可以照顧自己我先離開佢屋企。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi4z1glYm9
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1fryQ4b3N
不知不覺間，童桐和我牽起了手。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpcJKGBl0r
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU60onW7Urh
她沒有如我一樣震驚，更沒有像個窩囊廢一樣心碎暈倒。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41uwe8KX9M
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGGOLcLlEJ
我不敢直視她，我不敢看她任何一眼，但我卻從手心中感到她的脈動，她的手汗，說到一些段落時她甚至不自覺的握緊了我的手。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZrdT97N3B
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwcmiOa2MK
「……對唔住，童桐。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zyZOrgB4U
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysRs99MYib
我以道歉作結。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzazk4KE6d
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuj0QPH3Fa
屏幕上顯示距離核彈爆炸還有三十分鐘左右。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mM0tal53J
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2pOU1qRB1
亞基似乎感知到我們之間的氣氛肅殺，連躲在客廳的狗床也感到不自在，叼著牠的小被子跑到我房間把自己捲了起來，間中從床尾偷望。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqF0KmTc52
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ih15xPLWl
「對唔住。」我除了道歉還能說甚麼呢。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSMC9iX9Lw
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一切都太晚了吧。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt8cRt7iqb
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「…仲有咩好道歉？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyTH5yjnw3
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlERFm18ga
「嗯，我無資格話你，你講得岩，我同你一樣。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7w14Q6B6c
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgeA8rItQr
「但都唔代表你要原諒我。」童桐聲音更加沙啞，似乎在哽咽。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0KtsiZHSe
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03aaGRVf6Q
「…你都一樣，即使你有Dora呢個身份，亦唔代表要原諒我。」我面如死灰。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01bm6AzC2k
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1MdZcIBAX
互相沒法原諒的我們，恐怕到此為止。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqp9Gm5WGP
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu8JkmwSo6
那晚，我的童年完結了。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n3O2u5JFR
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這夜，童桐的童年也劃上了句號。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wNhCB0wvW
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud9eXyjlnI
但是童桐牽著我的手卻沒有放開。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFj58faxb
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQMv5g39lu
「我只有一個問題。」童桐說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabe7N8cWz3
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT2dW6D2aE
「你問。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5BItNmx96
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「點解你接受到真係收錢，然後同其他男人上床既甄姿妍，但接受唔到我？」童桐問。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7PuB8WoVm
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OQS782rdk
「…」我應該要行的。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUnNNFzKSK
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuLQ5L2kXN
「我只係上網賣相同直播，無人見過我既樣，無其他三唔識七既男人掂過我。」童桐說，「但依加點解感覺上你同個甄姿妍仲相處得自然？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ3PAoaksO
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ynApUtlgD
「…因為我重視你，我鐘意既人，係你。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd39MRpZuLu
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「…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPQFab9zcC
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「妍妍係我朋友…雖然我地過…過一晚夜，但係始終都只係朋友，但你唔同。」我捉緊童桐的手說，「其他人幾多秘密，幾多黑歷史，關我撚事！但係童桐，你對我黎講點可能同其他人，其他女仔相提並論？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTgNcRFwd0
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDm1HYAKXY
核彈的精粹，在於它不是無差別的上網爆出黑歷史。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvz6OBXkpF
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkDtcpGXj6
它最大殺傷力是針對你最愛的人，最重視的關係，最努力得到的地方去爆料，使你重視的一切瓦解，化成飛灰，進而觸發連鎖反應，使目標身邊化成一片焦土。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUS4i40wWv
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC9rANfLY3
正如童桐一樣，正因為我們珍惜對方，才感到心如刀割。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKav5JwonJ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggaJfHnvre
正如我一樣，正因為我鐘愛童桐，才心碎至幾乎喪命。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCS6zalzAP
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WsexBPZa0
但這是一份證明。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VFyxvEDB6
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「若非情深在，悲傷從何來？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtOffP9QGo
" But what is grief, if not love persevering. "
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妍妍告訴我，愛的反面不是憎恨，連想那男人恨她一生，妍妍也苦苦哀求而不得。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnw47lUAez
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2JxSTBiaD
愛的反面是漠不關心，視若無睹，既然是這樣的話我和童桐因對方有多心碎，更痛心，多幸福，多快樂，正因為我們也重視對方吧。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAhq652ER8
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEMy3pWgTj
雖然這樣說很對不起妍妍，但是這就是我的心情。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LR1L5PCjT
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25CjpVJjRk
這一星期以來的思考，我反省了很多，其中一件事正如童桐所問的一樣。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJUmtJ5I0r
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyN9nYmpn3
明明妍妍才是真正和眾多男生發生過關係的人，童桐極其量只是上網匿名賣相直播，沒有發生肉體關係，我為甚麼這樣自然地接受了妍妍卻對童桐這樣大反應？1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBrtHnWCOH
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgbMUSqAdk
一開始察覺到這點，我以為自己瘋了，我為甚麼這樣針對童桐。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dHIvRbag4
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeefdqZA8hX
後來我發現自己的確是針對童桐，但這是因為她對我來說是最寶貴的人。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdrBiZqQnc
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIwZQDRmJv
愛是自私的。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkvqP9xgUd
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1grcRLM4D
同樣地，唯有自私的…才是愛。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSElW6FCwt9
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm5LkL62V9
我對其他人不是甚麼保守派，情聖之前每晚夜夜笙歌，妍妍是PTGF和不同男人有甚麼過節過去，我都不介意，真的不會介意。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFyXvblegU
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jA9UhPDYT
但唯獨童桐…我卻連心也碎掉。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi68X1zy92
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuyZiLCw0n
只有她，我為之傾心，亦為之心碎。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCiie45sEp
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiYxEtW781
我這樣向童桐陳述了我的想法，反正我已經做好了與童桐老死不相往來的最壞打算。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZAfpHtkOV
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE47FKDJsEK
但至少我想讓她知道我的想法，因為即使鬧翻，也不會留下「如果那晚我有說出口便好」的遺憾。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG8zfl5VtV
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokBcA4ErXR
童桐低下頭，似乎在咀嚼著我的說話，不過她的手始終沒有放開。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfooRpjYOnE
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8VsmChFBj
「個核彈，仲有幾耐爆？」童桐問。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ht6KEP9kW
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZwZCvEfG7
我熟練地打開介面，然後掩面搖頭：「十五分鐘。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7bs6bJ3w8
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7dcEIYley
「你聯絡個個人。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwjGh3IyxW
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9jdfTvhrH
她不知道是Beta，我故意沒說，以免那天婚禮的回憶被沾污，即使她有甚麼恨意，我也想小心翼翼地保護她那天的回憶。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVhMI4qbq
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMJqJRyblL
「係？下？聯絡…？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx1pZYM1rA
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4xn1q9iU4
「我可以俾呢個金額既錢佢，叫佢停左個核彈。」童桐在自己手機上的計算機，打出一個銀碼。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScUDUGtR2c
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVzgRJniW9
一看之下不得了，那可是能在九龍買一個車位的價錢，樓齡大點的唐樓小單位，首期也勉強足夠了吧？！1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vo98D5u7g
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2eJ8mWcHF
這樣的巨款…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz8uJLldCs
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「但…咁多錢…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mPMTAysbI
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDwf2HXCBS
「係Dora賺既錢，我全部儲起晒無用過。」童桐說，「如果呢舊錢幫到你既，我好樂意，記唔記得我講過我唔想身邊既人出事？特別係你，呀遊。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb8J2UbnbQ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKTE8lUMyl
童桐流著淚說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlD56d8mnj
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPDsBFlScO
「唯有你，我唔會俾你有事。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zaM28qGXz
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerHo1UR1QO
她握緊我的手。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0EV4ZxE7I
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe1Tph7Bud
「如果有事，我就陪你一齊面對…如果你仲願意。」她輕揉我的手，看著我雙眼說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXarlsnBLe
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHbgb2tkM0
我連忙胡亂抹抹眼淚撥出電話，但那天Beta明明說過我再也不會找到他，真的有用嗎？1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfj4lKmkev
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KN5ZDtolY
［於"在永恆之門"一幕成功救下植嵐晨，呀遊始終沒有間接殺人，在童桐接受底線上］1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2UWVU8xQO
［在第五分歧點沒有使用禁藥，呀遊迷途知返，在童桐接受底線上］
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO6QhVANQ6
［判定呀遊沒有犯下瀰天大錯，沒有黑化］1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9mxi6PhiO
［在最終分歧點選擇了不甘寂寞路線，但亦因壓制不足而沒有成為情侶，童桐現在有立場幫助］
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3pquzRCSM
「你所打既電話暫時未能接通，請你遲D再打過黎喇…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpM8l4DK6t
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5OBi5qSG9
果然嗎…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvzCQueYX5
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTnxfj008R
但馬上一個未知來電回撥過來。
「點。」是Beta用了變聲器的聲音。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReNePDDJ0z
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1aCVegeUk
我打去關了機的號碼，他卻知道在我找他，這是怎辦到…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNNrjcOOTZ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzOw3JwlGE
「喂，黑PR先生。」我暗示他別自爆名字。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQezF3R2F
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6LKTlzYV9
「嗯。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn118VShHTI
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG6apwaemq
「我係Dora。」童桐說，「對馬川遊個個核彈，停左佢，我可以俾…咁多既錢你，我諗已經遠超過Kay俾你既錢，係唔係？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQUzHfoWOI
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq38GpOlSlj
「果然係Kay…佢搵過你？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpVseNSQdb
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwfpaT2g2G
「無錯，睇黎你唔知係佢？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby18ej5JhD
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RQM4HSz8X
「轉介師係絕對無可能爆出邊個主使，連我都唔知係邊個。」Beta說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTChecIozGh
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uNdlUyC9B
「總之，停左佢，我可以將Dora收到既所有錢俾晒你，放過呀遊！」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdgTktpvA3
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mzj5iD4MB
「童桐…」我看著她，眼角泛淚，她也勉為其難地向我擠出微笑。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Kht8HThQ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0qVv61b2t
「童小姐，你要考慮清楚。」Beta說，「據我所知，個筆錢係好好好大筆錢黎，以你既家境，你既成長背景，你應該都係貪慕虛榮個種女人。你真係要為左佢咁做？你知唔知道馬川遊做過咩？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsu4du3qmY
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fKuo4gGYd
「係！我知道！」童桐激動地說，「咁又點？D錢我既！我點用都得！」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP0hkCK85k
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkW2PcrA8V
「…本身係唔得，等於做生意你睇中左件衫，鋪頭話賣俾你既時候，如果旁邊一個寬太黎話我出兩倍錢，賣俾我唔好賣俾佢，而間鋪又應承既話，咁你會點睇呢間鋪？咁做…好影響我地做生意，即使係Deep World，有錢都唔係大晒。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw4bf50tL8
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGZrPPmD2M
「呀遊佢已經好痛苦，佢係我面前坦白晒，唔好再咁樣對佢喇！」童桐哭著說，「我只係想佢變成之前個個識得笑，開開心心既呀遊…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OJnfKwMKP
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3kxoSOCbj
「童小姐，我係話本身唔得。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyEhjAFZBz
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoDpeYLZU6
「本身…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEbet23L9l
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJRHEWcu3Z
「我問緊中介人。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOivo5EQRse
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xb31W1dSt
「仲要問咩？定係佢都要錢？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjeERXPmbV
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqdPYgQ5LF
「佢係賣人脈既人，更加唔會為左錢改變原則，打爛自己招牌。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhDhU7aAFN
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj71klXrvG
童桐絕望地掩著臉。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRdmUt1Kjk
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG7eHNdMfP
「但係破壞原則在先既人，係Kay.」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNj3npHEWU
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vLsjuemzL
「係…？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbmZeuy2Et
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdZGhcwiWR
童桐把視線在指隙間望向電話上的「未知聯絡人」五字。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7IyLd78K4
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTBKhrRbU1
「嗯，有回音。Kay係知道唔可以接觸目標，但佢接觸左，依加我知道左佢既身份，你都知道左，你同馬川遊可以搵佢尋仇，傳左出去人地會以為係中介人出賣佢，咁樣好大獲…中介人已經落左Order，是次核彈轟炸取消。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrlblZIyW2
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4xXWectID
電話中傳來鍵盤聲音。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwLr3cgLjz
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJmzWZz2DF
「重新整理一次個網頁睇睇？睇黎呢個Kay的確係又衝動，又感情用事個種女人，佢係唔係見到仇人會直接拎刀捅佢個Ｄ衝動撚黎？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD6KacKrQn
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVt2WMLKd9
童桐馬上照辦。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lr94BDx0H
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt0en5cmOd
距離核彈爆炸：00:07: 101047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE1JthD20M
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:091047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKur2CNgNZ
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Rc4jBmRh
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr67VunnCz
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:081047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREFe4Wf9ji
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgWIIpClXT
＞TARGET：Ｎ／Ａ1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3OIFTPqSH
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核彈倒數停止。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLXq2buzSM
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwSnULRNUg
「但係你係有口齒既人黎架可，Dora小姐。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xiItb6Jfa
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBnXAdK7Re
Beta這混蛋…！1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLxnZl7JI3
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcs8Biou71
「嗯，我…我依加過數！」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOA7XVvG6Z
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61SugEgbtm
「轉成加密貨幣，入數去我係暗網既帳號，我依加俾電子錢包既地址你。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6p9LR1leZ
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1dogoKNTP
「喂！既然係Kay接觸我地呢邊在先，本身都要停啦！你照收錢？！你咁仆街既？！」我說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXgodo4wwT
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWDpEZ9UcV
「呀遊，我會照俾。」童桐說，「佢收左錢就唔可以反口。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOfpsNheRH
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6roT3NPxml
「…因為對面毀約在先，我會暫時將馬川遊列入核保護傘，唔接任何攻擊既你既Job，如果佢搵其他黑ＰＲ搞你，我呢邊都會發射核彈，相互保證毀滅。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EPGbi1miR
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLJeHHe6dE
咁做係以免你地出咩事其他人入我同中介人數，同時警告其他客人唔好衝動毀約。但同時，你地都唔可以用核彈攻擊Kay，至於其他手段，唔關我事。」Beta說，「為期…九十九年就好。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU9SRU9kTK
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn0rLUzp8V
這傢伙…我真的不知道他是敵還是友，只能說他只按Deep World的潛規則辦事嗎？1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynPJhZKQSy
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIw0Ef1RKB
但我相信在灰色地帶之中，他作了自己的選擇。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwMFDGa07J
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eeuvDxR1e
「已經過左數。」童桐眼也不眨，便把那驚人的金額匯到Beta手上。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvV5zbEw8J
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41p4eWtif5
「…未收到，等等，嗯，有喇，加密貨幣應該係要咁用…Anyway,」Beta說，「仲有咩幫到兩位？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CxuDVDbUc
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcfQeIBVI8
「無野啦，拜。」我把電話掛斷。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnse3f2uSY
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd095D47H86
「好好保重，兩位。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyMWYiqH9Q
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Yuj4U2Rl
我和童桐相視。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6MUw9Qzui
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv2kGnCtx2
然後不禁露出微笑。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oc5z7rT7L
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpJUp5mAhw
「咁大舊錢，你至少遲疑下？」我說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiJL3KAlvx
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgxNxR1r3m
「為左你，無所謂。」童桐搖頭說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1xlXKFCl3
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70iux0pMfZ
那舊錢，能去好多好多次旅行，買好多好多名牌了吧。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkoSPGRRgC
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JMoUKTCRb
「童桐…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquRjjgClon
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTsGHmtI4A
她卻為了我，為了這樣害植嵐晨的我…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO6RlMvN4N
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9QSQPBdhj
我感到慚愧，感到無地自容。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUALefxjlVU
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYcrfQ7S7E
這就是我和童桐的層次分別。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1BU3opoff
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIDZ9CgmIY
我愛著的只是自己幻想出來那個完美的她。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VL34qpQWM
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9XiKKiiBj
但她愛著的，是真真正正的我，甚至為了這樣而害怕關係改變，壓抑著自己十多年，把自己困在高牆後十多年，逼自己止步於青梅竹馬，把我們二人的關係凍結。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM2piV0R5Q
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlqnd4fPoT
她想著的是如何接受。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFeZ5ZE40I
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8nRTICx2R
我想著的是接受與否。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnERgxeBxjB
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCgof9S3zn
…唉，我這人真是…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGGQiiBNwh
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNm1XTQsfN
「唔使再講喇，錢我真係唔介意。」童桐笑著輕撫我的頭說，「我只係想你無事，想你好似以前咁開心返，唔好好似中六個年咁。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeas8l313Tw
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y1E6dgeVK
我又回想起童桐那年為了我，在大學講廳大大聲謊稱是我女朋友然後拖走我。聽說，這是她那次分手的其中一條導火線。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYZNnIYbzH
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyS5j5PX8T
「呀遊，你唔好誤會。」童桐說，「我用錢幫你，唔係要買你既原諒。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d7uxEpudT
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstdE9bxSWY
「我點會…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22cgjXzusu
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJOk9NDtjW
「我知自己我點補救都好，都改變唔到我曾經係Dora既事實，你唔使因為我用錢幫你解除左核彈，而逼自己當無事發生過。」童桐低頭說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaxTFV35n2
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOmdyk8k4d
「童桐，我差D殺左植嵐晨，點解你要咁？我仲以為你會好憎我先岩…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0SAmjO18a
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtldKwIXtT
童桐這樣以德報怨，我更加…我更加的無地自容。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoiv2d3RVX
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ldz8zJHrq
「我仲未接受到。」童桐說。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4NgCVaaBU
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DaniJhL1N
「…果然…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3WqLd2MHk
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「但係我更加唔想睇到你唔開心，睇到你再崩潰，至少唔好俾件事惡化先，之後我…我會同你一齊慢慢去學習點樣接受，點樣過呢一關。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzRdKne6lO
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtZ2rfaQZF
童桐的手，整晚也沒有放開。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8V491sANt
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhV5hZGyVF
「其他人或者唔得，但我同你係咁多年既青梅竹馬，一定做到架嘛，係咪？呀遊？」童桐又哭又笑。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cdgMcxfRM
1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlgqrrCd3J
童桐美麗得叫我窒息。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhKC61LCfw
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我忍不住，輕吻了她。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vm1x7wkU9
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輕吻變成了深吻，我與她抱在一起，互有默契地避過對方的鼻子，好使雙唇與舌頭能鎖鎖地扣在一起，把每一吋肌膚都纏綿在彼此的毛孔上，貪婪地感受著對方的芳香，沐浴在對方的體溫和溫柔之中，酸麻感從唇上擴散到舌尖，隨著窒息感漫延到全身。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ARY7Gdypg
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「呀…嗄…呀遊…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hZuSUmwbc
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「童童…哈啊…童桐…」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkVlQg0RgG
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那天婚禮的一吻很浪漫，但是…1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5cVL3Zucr
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…但是我們那時還活在彼此的幻象之中，躲在自己築起的高牆後。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9kQLyYXbC
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現在我們吻著的，是有血有肉，不完美，有點醜陋，但卻實實在在的對方。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWCx1pbobp
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「汪！！」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWqq4jIinW
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亞基高興地把頭從睡房門邊探出來吠一聲。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9NqsPPHi6
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我和童桐暫時放開彼此，看看亞基，然後額頭貼著額頭，相視而笑。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgT63DCk8v
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不知為何我沒有感到那種衝動，我只想好好擁住童桐，靜靜地遠離開那狗屁DeepWorld黑PR核彈中介人之類的糟糕事。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWjtn2xEMD
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「你又話會向我表白既？」童桐說，「表左架啦？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK2N5zp8PI
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「下，表左架啦。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRUR6yYng5
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「唔制！」她輕拍我一下，「快Ｄ，我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白！」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7PJCubWve
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我笑著說：「咁我要俾個驚喜你先得，但你想我劇透你？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiPMLvfxvd
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「唔好！咁…我等你。」童桐說，「今晚…就咁先？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPLl72gxkv
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「嗯，我都覺得…未係時候。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGogK71Evvs
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感覺…衝動的成份比較多。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSybLzaOtX
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現在我們是需要沉澱的時間，好好整理思緒，接著才正常地走向我與童桐的下一階段。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgMCAPWWLY
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「你依加就唔怕我唔再只係你青梅竹馬？」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKGag68ZEq
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「…我對你有信心，亦對自己眼光有信心。」童桐說，「同埋即使係點，我地未來變成點都好，至少我地永遠係青梅竹馬…或者以上，唔會以下。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dMEgAbwdp
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我舉起尾指：「應承你。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeuueq82gE
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「我都應承你。」1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwELeuTSsf
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童桐以尾指和我相勾，我與她額頭碰著額頭，眼中只有彼此。即使彼此的眼角都有淚痕，流淌至臉頰，但我們笑逐顏開，以嘴角將其截斷，只剩下喜極而泣的淚花。1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9uHMy4hai
