我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScpysa8hT6
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡailbIjRsZm
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCes5BPHl8Y
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6jCHC54GG
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「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg2JKul0xl
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我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO83StKCUS
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就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNClVQYAjg
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「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy7Q1j7ICq
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「嗯～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0qFdxRxSb
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一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9cFr9bgOY
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「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qPi1CN5Ud
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「咁我去買野飲？」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9TBzfUP4L
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一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeTERXb214
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「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB8Az7D0ED
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「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86vXgEVnf1
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一如以往地帶亞基散步。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WT0Fr6aRx
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxitmnwUdWv
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9kctKKGi
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不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIdUnYDweB
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我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG2tDDJ4w8
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準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhNHx1Zy3E
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差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9EZ5SSZ3y
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但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFXwagdX2N
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說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgeElEja1Y
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之後呢？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmr5FGeS1E
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沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfjyXUVxgh
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但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5RsU6IdFJ
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我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS38BOROlS
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現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTEqULNGEN
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現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUwKnS90JU
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現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZqnCiCaIP
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那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMcWaRBRZd
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我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnbhVI0Bx2
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至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWVAzLX0A
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雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbDCEbjiK3
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「呀遊，早晨～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iUHzQqdIR
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「What！the！Fu…」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQyZI7u9bM
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試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5l88i3ouC
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「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AJ1FMYINx
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「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc9hBJ9bEf
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童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRzNtuq7lE
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如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1MszpPcxs
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總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcANUFIZj5B
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我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5TQNealxU
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再舉一個例。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFOTyAljs3
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「好，抆箭。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGthTMbm2ln
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魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC7L1aop8p
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左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz84WLLY86
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「呀遊～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ngh2skfeZ
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童桐從後抱住我。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLhRVoE7QI
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「童…童桐？！」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv3SGmO54c
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射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCIiT29h7H
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相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsDVMwJMxK
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「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSJBwuFXfJ
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「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35lkePYozt
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「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGNAGLoWtS
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「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgSWLi5zfV
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因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZtN9tC2kl
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「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJNwbAaLiZ
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「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtEDaCDMVO
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惹眾怒了…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVRsMHqC7S
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好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGtlHLxA64
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又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixnCEkTHew
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「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZdeWPhyg1
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「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZynIscqfBj
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情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yz8ypSzIr
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「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGm2atwraq
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「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGQYh4vVpV
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「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kQczwqucM
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那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuyLysowP4
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「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDFJv193pQ
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「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqxLlpjXTP
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她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JadzqdvsM
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「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0nbKDTv8L
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畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGmiKV1ixU
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「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH3exFfMPu
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我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNusEqSRgt
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童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L9uyf5bLc
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「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHxSIhaKgN
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「拜拜～」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx9ZAiCpt4
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情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4HWRyFHAT
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…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcVbN4jilH
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「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuwoOx87dD
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「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNWaqGWf4W
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但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IKoJBk69Q
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「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tDimdURnW
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「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkVcp6TYzo
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI398xghdU
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAJL85BStw
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtYiWfVyG5
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx6ATzQcTG
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然後。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR1YhMzZa8
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaOlu4UWXq
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVblwGk90d
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCDWDuTEnD
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyc7QSpwGa
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ7dpKv9Lq
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQuo7X2Cvq
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「係。」1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYJZmF7X0S
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
