我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1jvOekq6J
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjL7Hpk13U
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAZPOZy265
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4yt1uQAIN
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「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH65cc8LwJw
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我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1yeRuLS74
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbT7wlM9pA
就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqR52p29np
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「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1sDRhaVmB
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX16J8B3WiV
「嗯～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIsSx2NUNw
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一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAKWC2wGFP
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgo7Dccp5Q
「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xEz68M4us
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQI35ifhJe
「咁我去買野飲？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBA92Ase53
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一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyJ4aFTwo2
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「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0xQCsSwpP
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「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40XU40fGog
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一如以往地帶亞基散步。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5WeKQy4np
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i0vvbKief
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFjOR6q9xt
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不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtyGoyKVOk
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我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWMkCKKTdN
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準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk70ZopCLEd
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差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjY48wI5SR
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但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFQez0UDNs
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說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsRMfbah34
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之後呢？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a7iq5wSbI
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2kMI2dytW
沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnCcy9M80d
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但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTddR7l75p8
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH2oBGXT3l
我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41qQCVbleO
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxyhzDN19o
現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIjpGAnrrN
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AuEi8Embv
現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSZUj9KYYC
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw7KGW7d1V
現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ywkUIMhu7
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHMiNtmmsI
那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WZQPzCR3F
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZfVrbefCq
我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eCVjogaIf
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至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MIhignbJz
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeyd4FGcPs
雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkff5svnPy
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCx8Qqc7tn
「呀遊，早晨～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08XYVyp44u
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「What！the！Fu…」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEcgLVa4wL
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6N26iMf8k
試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIJBrulF28
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「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3pL3Z9am2
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovFHxXeVeS
「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOHy11z5hg
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S88qMl0GE
童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XrW197BNq
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NqkdDBYti
如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkGcCDmWob
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAQnqRX98O
總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvbt6hN788
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我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTa7L2BBOT
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再舉一個例。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBRocAcD9R
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「好，抆箭。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ2J4q9v3W
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魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBHdaX6S96
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左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp2tCAJxMI
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「呀遊～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJDS6aqNFg
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童桐從後抱住我。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZdoQtDp9f
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv0DEvNx3e
「童…童桐？！」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zBeWsgFCh
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsAhwljhru
射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TpQ9TaJFd
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相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7msZEZ7KpY
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「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK2coQk34x
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF51VMddQK
「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrVnAA5sOg
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQs1VH1L76
「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G7Uqpk9aT
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirjhItx4nl
「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX43SCUmb3
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因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg6CYbTOsN
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY1mRxsfU7
「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvoJjykvCf
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzEJ2I1ZBa
「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGTNbrvYNT
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiInmdRk07u
惹眾怒了…1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEyyj9GPQN
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTwLgfctQG
好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVZxvxlEa6
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl5DiBfeMG
又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5dNRtu8L0
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「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdhBwZWwOJ
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY0MtYE1Ft
「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TxJ1hGs0O
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjwZgdDEtZ
情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6KOgbxq2C
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyU24Jpdub
「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz5DFXjcJP
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbDEpmBYRF
「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfpNi4IV4a
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUOW1gQFqx
「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrkRQXdQvI
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyJiPnWpdb
那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2qs8IRgYR
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WqycMHwr7
「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4z2GLmDR2
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9MCVnpH0X
「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfM9l7QlsN
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OuSAETbk1
她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPEiVeXhO2
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5BbAnXHSe
「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7BJh7sBDf
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMLSKLKAEA
畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb582dHTby
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0de6jO20i2
「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zdbHuxGPG
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我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh1TEs2vzx
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAVmTGhpRY
童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonETWfalv3
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「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIPGUmL4vg
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS6nzGAx14
「拜拜～」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21qCLgYNrO
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqULdtHYL8
情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoBqfKRREC
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt10CHi9sry
…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHi2vDwB5r
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbplrcCedu
「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic7opojIiS
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUpyMGjsuA
「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSFwUxX9WW
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWxxVY6MIL
但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Q84qIRyM
1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfPUeOvGsU
「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ0T9X2fju
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「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBxMOhficz
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuq04T32pP
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRwJV6hjL4
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0ZPDr3MbB
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY5zctVOQW
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然後。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZWTzIvl4h
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJN4mEuWyY
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pQTkRHnKL
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJXJydBdk4
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeB15OJxQy
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4GOs0d8w
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP7p1USTC7
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「係。」1152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbhqpkV4Fb
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
