那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4F0iDD7Ilh
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJcWey2Zp6t
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1078Please respect copyright.PENANARgSIvFcvYR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvE5ple6hVV
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6YjgEKl51s
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAy4UzJAXy6s
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1078Please respect copyright.PENANADGScDcBaTh
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAs9xyPXh52g
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMaG217Pcmt
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAbB3gmkxQJ3
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAESN5zXSWhm
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlGcoZTLmgl
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAKogyYgCLI3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANABaMqzRk6tB
「咩黎…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAfHlq6zFT8j
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA15eBb89taV
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA38frNiiXAX
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6nrAm0XUoX
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1078Please respect copyright.PENANAU6fKBTUyi3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIZOI3eWfqq
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1YmESAW1MQ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANASdXtedVnTU
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAWIKazqzCk4
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAbY3dEj01gQ
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJbRPVRNqQj
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjClUnFJwhv
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1078Please respect copyright.PENANARF9asJWzgH
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvF614eCDV8
「但點解突然…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAGu0bYiDG3X
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqP0nzkfwic
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmKieCTCRYy
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAysyczcZkkr
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQXIzqF6nit
1078Please respect copyright.PENANATCDHX1PlEz
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANATAU1lWuo6D
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXRfR6nN1JZ
「童~~桐~!!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANANPRmsTOwXc
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjsiNNGfhQ8
「桐……桐………桐……………」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHR2rIzUQq1
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhSvOoHbfno
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlzZDQdfXPh
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2O6vJKsNVW
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAuUnEQAPRIy
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJHBPCBRTd0
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAxR2kAOg7Wy
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmUOGpXO1tg
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAAlTk16xXkH
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA90bpuPsNVI
…等等。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAuXnFdQRx02
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA23xGcC7PBW
我靈光一閃。1078Please respect copyright.PENANANOdLKTL72Y
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVC5xxmVQyA
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAFm9pT4Wz2d
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5e6PxCh0Ns
…我了解她。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALo4zFKEKE3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIY8fjf0szS
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAugdwfzEJNC
1078Please respect copyright.PENANANzzf2VaSSp
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAa5AvgYOO21
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZoVQpxZiD
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMbj2Hefjpd
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAtH135Zgm51
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQDMtk8lQrR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAkKzZF7opDr
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1078Please respect copyright.PENANApoJVzFDpwn
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8zf2d2wqNM
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2PXP7rW9Jm
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAt1d0RGC8nT
…要快點才行。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA68xwQ4msUY
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXk5F3E14me
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3HGMmchBvm
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAtkIewin1h6
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3jukAJvZut
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAR5WaHNEmEX
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1078Please respect copyright.PENANADOpVpbif1e
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAPOg51pBBmD
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1BS0j0CO4o
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiT00ea0VpW
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALK7QYzdCSu
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIdnL7jvBWP
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAUvuUatIV7H
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAu4UceVCTiW
我可是親口答應過她的。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhzcio7Ekas
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAFMSVIDF3x6
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzSbhIOvQmw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoxkAIfG1XJ
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIe4mZrFWsJ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAefdMQyxG3M
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1078Please respect copyright.PENANASsrM5u4K2o
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAl7YxvK4uqY
但是。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYLCafQQsUt
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAp9W6nal4G7
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6KbRyMvLxO
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAwoHqWEcmTe
…1078Please respect copyright.PENANAWfSJDuWuqj
1078Please respect copyright.PENANANv0ZZ6V7bR
「唉,童桐…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoYAqePzqaS
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhEy5P0dqg9
…失敗了嗎。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjJXeTlknq6
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOYNujUT32h
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1078Please respect copyright.PENANABPFBB05z7G
1078Please respect copyright.PENANADJnzqgUHZT
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1078Please respect copyright.PENANADKYe0gxLQz
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQLa5uHzIKz
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjirrMGlq0Y
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAULheCq3sSP
但是原來童桐也了解我。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmAQrYnYysl
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALedVZntFfz
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlFJXaNBopN
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAnXek7Z79K2
「呀遊…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAq4BbAkfhOI
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOOUc0mVV8Z
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzIU41pRnxy
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjtvb1NtSfi
她就在那兒。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAngYTIAlkGw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5KzUiLJy3C
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1078Please respect copyright.PENANACR5LTictnB
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXXchUqajI4
我的女朋友就在那兒。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAEosx4eC8IG
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAySwyGlZsoe
「童…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANApitndWjaph
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAGEHEvKZOLU
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1078Please respect copyright.PENANARcjJ4wyrMw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAyLGEpd73gg
「童桐…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANArHEVyXV32i
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAGHftf1CTng
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOWoHWX4qEg
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHcEuSs3usz
「童桐!!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAn3wlm98I2T
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzfdjOlPriY
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjpRaxrKjxf
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoZe61ovBWT
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAsHkI3o6q4D
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAwn1mSlM27t
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALsyYTt1faR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAe41sOFf3Ny
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6NQAMoVnwA
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOIanAFiHro
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1078Please respect copyright.PENANANFHsEM77Ur
1078Please respect copyright.PENANASKOa71Pj1U
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoGvLJ6oZhI
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzXDVeMklFW
除非我們親自去掙取。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAL2q50UNHAK
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAKB1w8ffmGQ
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA548INl9EQJ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlN7EiZUrZ0
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAuw5EDdD9wJ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMWmg9anRlu
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6dqA4Q7ChA
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALkU8gJ2P13
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIAdGs1NW2S
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAA95QwgIDzy
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1078Please respect copyright.PENANArAaktU7IQ3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAp8w3XP3Y8X
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiOOcHNIHvl
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAonv1HbGylX
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAPrrOMnjxEb
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiO50jzOBcg
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMOwhUvvsRN
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAN6t5BrWadd
「咚——噹!!!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvTu75O9vYs
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5rv6aYmj96
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAcEaOfMCK5x
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqKk49KW1zv
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1078Please respect copyright.PENANANaoCSizP31
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdrGsYU9MuD
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAnXakn3yknv
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAEJct02X5ai
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAnKdp6PEj0b
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIc9FhLurvk
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAS4js0KpBW8
1078Please respect copyright.PENANADh1bEvLDaj
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmM4asCV619
1078Please respect copyright.PENANABeI2yO2oXN
我還在。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAl3GqVrJi2r
1078Please respect copyright.PENANABbk9PJbt2I
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5702bFmaJx
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVtIZW41uJW
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmdf2LVfZpY
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZHvEZ6rDY9
我也不會放棄。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAAdXqt0xvb1
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。1078Please respect copyright.PENANArkgUaQcfj7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhDUX35Jg9l
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1com8dhkz2
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIdAqhRx9x6
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAc8vxBOnneq
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAU43D2snyTt
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYTPEOJHxYl
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD4jLvjaLVE
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZB9URxenGw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAouyP8QGVu3
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJyk4i5pb72
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5iFektwfI3
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMxABzMcDX6
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAI1wsojK8JB
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAb2EFLtIWK3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANARGnzvxuJds
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqmjZZKg9JR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALNY50jKPBM
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAz96LjYUhyU
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlX76zWbaWb
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA31I9EzVFDj
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvComPPoEW5
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAM7JX5JvbOS
1078Please respect copyright.PENANABvf6Og1iHm
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdOKMT94QS0
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4K71rpI8E8
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAG6ffotdfZs
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALwEwoy6ETJ
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAv3zC6q3C2w
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHmnlrdOHG6
我無視頭上的風眼。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQN3ucfie4N
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVVp9yduYdH
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAg8MDAd2qDO
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIHcWAziwxx
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2xuMeMhVvd
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYCpd3riUn0
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8btpcWi8Im
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1DrRCepigC
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA0MYJRF3Ni2
但我不看在眼內。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqh0hcVgRgt
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAX2W5VVodr5
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALppSzPG08I
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAfz5H4ORurs
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD4xzVKAhhi
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQdhFTXh5v3
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAkj42ACJo66
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA9wyQA3A4oo
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAwqws17lXO9
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0OB1gpJFk
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHx5ZPVMdBA
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD6JFGfPXAn
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjskwwUBqre
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAKFG1sHrD0M
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAetodKEoKCZ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA630XnjMUJR
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVGon3jXsHp
1078Please respect copyright.PENANARFKqh0Js14
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA9oLAKZPbDo
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAy0VKBERJwL
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAS2oyylGdPX
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAV7WJVxnwuz
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVz8TWdWJJw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAyDoUZXENxC
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1078Please respect copyright.PENANAReS7dpkUFW
1078Please respect copyright.PENANACavWYqtjOo
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1078Please respect copyright.PENANAADn1hWf3kS
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmXqZUqdpiH
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8w25j6VRMg
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAxU5gOrvIHv
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD2YQytA9ZV
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2pX6P5QOIt
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1078Please respect copyright.PENANABf9JMVELpa
1078Please respect copyright.PENANANNzBoIp7gZ
「童桐。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAllOVGr2o3t
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3euMCPkU4s
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAz4PylvApCQ
1078Please respect copyright.PENANARuzpzc0gdu
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAii2To6pMdP
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAeUVTXW8zf4
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA46Q30Flur7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAFmbdtQf1QJ
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiWZ4fKJedH
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAttkxXcHz1S
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAgarXkGpA9G
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAWU7FI6jhaQ
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIvx35h0hbL
1078Please respect copyright.PENANABHA1B6EnZa
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAsUwTmJCOEV
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAluPGO0uKIY
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvW3Y5ImuJr
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hzxqr93qr
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAQmp08HMfTd
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAgeSvV0q0Aa
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8hjtrmbfeA
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJiHPLzFUBh
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVC3Zv96i50
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdXu5a46tAk
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqUIUwXOXoC
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAGVbtDnV28m
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA36flwzgTiB
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8LCzu6FIzv
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7hlKL9GItN
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvlqLfRJ0IC
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA0A8xmUxVGz
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAixXssfgWJy
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAwgnX61B7Dp
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlScvWaTZPg
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAG3hKOJG6Jb
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHrZyhTX403
「下,表左架啦。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAueQO5hnpHH
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALL9cvluWKJ
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4hMaFCVNeK
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAsDkK6S9X6R
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlbKKgaAv7i
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4u6zRyEEfK
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAfI2YQabWqc
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA23BPBuOTc7
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlF5nxX1rNw
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA2tsosDkCtI
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1078Please respect copyright.PENANABxYcC6CruT
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlPT4awuWHM
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoNtJiykBCc
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhFL4BvDebz
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAcNHRDBGDOP
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAkgykueCksD
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1078Please respect copyright.PENANATL4h4FgTUe
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAC12wb5dfgC
「我願意!」
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIJmt5o4kJj
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjRtfldorQ2
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1078Please respect copyright.PENANASbsW80MPFd
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZouMLTv5o0
——便永遠都不會分離。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7C5Nvhyigd
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjm84RjN0tR
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAJzwRGEFc7s
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVt6IKIBSft
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAv3lP7zbfWB
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXpgjFVzdaM
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAOEcIaTONm9
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAmvpDMiJyQ8
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4MfGEnc2py
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAKepxKeBFdf
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAP3yCi4Rn5i
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiyMu0BE5Wr
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAuMbNLFGHSN
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAru2inaNo5z
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAXXcKo5W625
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAESdTXaQ0uS
…還有Kay的悲劇。1078Please respect copyright.PENANATY7dXxMgMB
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlDY3PjfUiw
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1078Please respect copyright.PENANATJ8VmqolPh
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAgXtHKSCGey
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1078Please respect copyright.PENANAyEa7L6o6Xn
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAiR2Hdfuhkw
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1078Please respect copyright.PENANAi3JlQtPuf2
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvlU6PKmNNR
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqiBJhq6WYf
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4C6sI81bV1
其實不然。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA8fC4QxMevv
1078Please respect copyright.PENANANdkZUL0BE7
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAD8kNM1WGO3
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAMYDLrf2FkQ
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzn6omJMmDT
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAbkp8YXlCIO
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjHA4QleyiR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAdLInPrnMcf
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAUqOYi48tgK
1078Please respect copyright.PENANASOPCLmFjBJ
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA9HeaGFeHJv
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAaeyp5hgqXq
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAd6WTDhB5CL
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjxRz5b0uTi
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqguLaEMiX7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA4tLCWIR7rD
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAK5WMAs8Dr5
1078Please respect copyright.PENANASsmy3bNq9H
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALCx8NcWluL
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAcbVpTW7YLL
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA5BUDpVEhzt
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAGjgZC5FQOB
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAW5QKukXoJz
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAArwoZ0q8Kl
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIKFLVefPw7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1x6OmVta7c
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAVbzkYIyMy0
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA1SLn1o1H56
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAuNKXkLOek7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAs4bFlNvJXx
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA25IKHC8dlx
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlYidglRlc1
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqILIneWAP2
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAPCiOSIyHb4
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAeYEpAZmfkY
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAwaBKUL3rdg
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHJAu5AtKp7
1078Please respect copyright.PENANACc8v5pq72W
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1078Please respect copyright.PENANAM0NaN8Btxo
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAX2mohExPVm
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAALtmsRb8uy
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAfSy7o06pO2
「咁,咁快?!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6XOKgslcwB
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA0MpoyZqMxH
「咩呀,避風呀!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANATnqcKeGbbR
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAUVZDQ4rImI
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvVgQ2UuXHX
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAvtnnPaBXxq
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAHyLGuJgzFM
1078Please respect copyright.PENANArV28wk37LG
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIe1gjwLt7d
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7EUYJlIbtZ
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAe9dh4wSSq0
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAYdIEU4O8l3
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1078Please respect copyright.PENANA7sYVSSAnll
1078Please respect copyright.PENANASy0OwUHukn
「呀遊…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAU48yjbJCIe
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAAigPfryecI
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAp7IOeaUgxj
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA6Jic01bbxw
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAoM8KovaWLl
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAecYwVcRLk4
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAz16MmKnJH0
1078Please respect copyright.PENANArRgy4vv2mj
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1078Please respect copyright.PENANApthv4cIYEn
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAlZgO5ltUOP
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1078Please respect copyright.PENANAAkg1YoABPo
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA01vSjMREGt
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAIepwW40Dvz
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAqg8vjMXMQ9
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6OlHF2XUU
1078Please respect copyright.PENANALd24RDLX4M
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjbm2AxkDbz
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAWBsKYKZBZb
「返屋企喇。」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhSyGBeRY19
1078Please respect copyright.PENANA3MOQoSevxi
「…嗯!」1078Please respect copyright.PENANAudEnRGypo2
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAjCuPldLqCB
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1078Please respect copyright.PENANALBuicqdZwI
1078Please respect copyright.PENANAzxO3poikbm
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAbaY8bf8rqO
1078Please respect copyright.PENANArBG3wCMm3c
現在我會這樣說。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAhSrxgA5UC1
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1078Please respect copyright.PENANAO0ta0OzwUL
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晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。