五天過得比想像中快很多，星野莉奈覺得自己連時差都還沒調好，就落地回到日本了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEV2Ba5QXK
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「然後你知道嗎？我真的沒看過那麼誇張的走台現場，根本是模特兒界的神仙打架，光是眼神就能把人震出場外那種——而且我一直以為只要拍照！結果到了他們才說也要走秀！我、我我我、走在那群人中間，根本像誤闖巨人國的小矮人！」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlYsl7V0N5
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客廳的沙發上，星野莉奈裹著毯子、頭髮還有些微亂，手裡捧著一杯熱牛奶。講話的語速比平常快一點，聲音帶著剛回國的高昂情緒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Rx79Zduo
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「我本來就知道自己身高沒什麼優勢啦，可是真的站進去才發現——十公分，是世界和我的分界線。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YSj1dphaM
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她像隻捲成團的蝸牛，誇張地比劃模特的長腿，語氣半笑半自嘲。餘光掃過牆上那張等身照片——腿長得像不科學一樣，幾乎佔了整個畫面的三分之二。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfxpcg8kIm
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她一直以來最崇拜的模特，也是她每天睜開眼都會看到的身影；一種，世界標準的象徵。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9obCkqw7Gx
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沒有多看，星野莉奈輕輕收回視線，把毯子往上拉了一點。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAwG4zxeaj
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糸師冴的目光也跟著落過去一瞬。沒說話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0TARjSpmy
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他知道那是誰。從小就知道。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jeuv3gsrR
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「——我拍完那天直接靈魂出竅，五天裡只有一天睡滿六小時，其他時間都在趕通告、改造型，連自己擦了什麼眼影都不記得。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwHypwxwYJ
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糸師冴坐在沙發的另一端，聽星野莉奈從香榭大道講到塞納河；從攝影棚講到試鏡現場的光線。他手上轉著保溫杯，偶爾點個頭，偶爾挑挑眉，但大部分時間只是靜靜聽著她說。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EpUqbk8wf
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「不過——也還好啦，我猜我應該沒選上。那邊競爭真的超激烈，連候補名單都快比正式名單強了。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJrTwStkk0
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVTyhctQHB
星野莉奈聳聳肩，語氣倒沒什麼失落，「而且有一個人超強的神人也來了——神谷美咲！她果然也去了！」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxl44iVWkS
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「誰？」糸師冴簡短回應。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6F6pWF1Qb
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「蛤啊——你不是知道她是誰？！就那個啊——『亞洲模特界話題新星』！本人真的超漂亮！氣勢超強！」星野莉奈一邊回想畫面，一邊用誇張的手勢比劃：「黑長直髮、超高冷，走進來連攝影助理都不敢直視她的臉，整個房間瞬間變成冷色調背景欸！完全不敢想像她只比我們大兩歲耶！那個氣場——」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk4K0FXyWN
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「嗯。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7HmgxJWo3
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「而且你知道最扯的是什麼嗎？」星野莉奈像是存心想讓他專心聽，眼睛瞪得大大的：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwbkvqZZwW
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「——她前男友是一個足球員！」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsNr4UjiED
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這句話終於讓糸師冴抬起眼，「誰？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy05Rt3SsKu
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「我有點忘記名字了，已經確定會代表國家隊出賽，好像是好幾國混血，踢中後衛的，也跟我們差不多大——叫什麼去了？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAOwSfovuz
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「奧利佛・愛空。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoupP8jodJ
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「啊——對！你怎麼知道？你認識他喔？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEe38hBZoC
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「不認識。看過他的資料而已。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOux2GpaAGN
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「噢，我還以為你認識。」星野莉奈轉了轉手中的馬克杯，「我好像有聽説，後來因為他們有點不愉快，神谷美咲的狀態跟名聲都受到影響，才導致現在沒那麼常出現。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMR3jFwtGl
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星野莉奈說到這裡，才忽然意識到什麼，笑著補了一句：「不過她對大家都很有禮貌啦，但就是⋯⋯你知道有種禮貌像是隱形刀片，說話都很溫柔，但聽完你會想反覆確認對方是不是在罵你？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMdmPKjeNs
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqIoZZKgYl
糸師冴沒接話，只是把視線落回她手中的杯子，注意到她的手指一圈一圈摩擦著杯壁。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKUiUxYeo3
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「所以我覺得沒選上也沒差啦——至少去過一次巴黎，還吃到夢想中的羊角可頌，雖然是凌晨三點拍完照後去的⋯⋯但我還是會記得那個味道，永遠。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPynvHjZUWm
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糸師冴看著星野莉奈微笑說「沒差」的模樣，指尖又無聲地在手上的保溫瓶轉了一圈。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSIfYoK0P2
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她一邊說，一邊撐著下巴看他，「——你都不想問我有沒有想你嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3p577rWxy
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「妳不是已經說了五百次『好想傳照片給你又怕打擾你』了？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJkQ8m5PKX
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「你居然有認真聽我講話喔。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR5Ol2F1JT
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「講那麼多次，失智也記得起來。」糸師冴語氣一如往常淡淡的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAZgMnQy6V
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「⋯⋯你真的很欠扁。」她輕輕地踢了他一下腳，「不過，冴，我真的有一瞬間，是靠著『你一定會覺得我拍得很棒』這個想法撐過去的。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5RSWumQY0
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糸師冴沒回應她最後那句「撐過去」，只是輕輕地「嗯」了一聲。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk04iidxsdM
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他沒有加什麼評語，也沒有對她的經歷發表任何看法——可她卻從那聲「嗯」裡，聽出一點點像是⋯⋯他也懂的回應。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUIA9xdiD
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會不會⋯⋯其實他在西班牙的時候，也有過，這種時刻呢？星野莉奈眼神亮亮的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJMofAEfN3
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靠著她，跟小凜⋯⋯？哪怕只是一點點也好，撐過了那種沒人知道的瞬間？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5BItSu4T2
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她突然覺得有點得意，好像自己默默參與了一場無聲的並肩作戰。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWaDAsiJsW
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「說真的，我本來以為自己會緊張到哭，結果在現場的時候，完全冷靜得嚇到我自己。連經紀人都被我的表現震驚到。」星野莉奈笑了笑，嘴角微翹，像是在告訴他——我真的也有長大一點了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSWeirtkZs
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糸師冴抬起眼，看著她沒化妝的臉、亂翹的頭髮、裹在毯子裡的模樣，忽然說：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKdt30JmZT
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「妳跟以前比，變得比較能撐場面了。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPeUlmmouY
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星野莉奈一愣，突然被電到似地整個人撐靠在沙發背，眼睛睜大得不敢相信，「什麼——你這是在誇我嗎？現場Live的誇獎嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM5TKnAgi2
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「沒有，是事實。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMSRxsqBpr
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「哇哇哇！居然還補一句！等等，我要錄音——」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OqQzF1yMn
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她正要拿手機，他卻一把拉過她的手，直接按住她的手腕。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODcdyHtj5G
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「不要吵。」糸師冴語氣沒變，語調好像又低了一點。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcSwEKOxYH
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她注意到他指節上微紅的壓痕。像冰敷留下的痕跡，也像球場草皮擦過後沒說出口的疲勞。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaWnnL2t3N
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「⋯⋯你保溫杯裡，還是只放常溫水嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG1oXpr49O
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「嗯。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm5j47oD3i
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「這麼冷的天不用熱一點的喝，真的不會感冒嗎？」星野莉奈語氣溫柔得像聊天，但指尖卻悄悄幫糸師冴拉了拉毯子邊緣，蓋過他手背。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hqHGlNM5D
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「還以為你現在應該超怕失溫，畢竟早上五點的那種場地⋯⋯風可不是開玩笑的。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRazZGjcZB0
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糸師冴沒說話，但動作頓了一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXpXqmzPS4
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她沒逼問，只是淺淺笑了下，換了個話題：「我在巴黎每天被造型師抓來抓去的時候，超羨慕你只要穿訓練服就好。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoy4cLZI5X
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「妳那叫工作。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc77P5HQcx
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「你也是在工作啊，不然RE・AL怎麼會一直派人來監督你。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhECcRM3gsn
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星野莉奈說得自然，像是從報紙上讀來的公開資訊，也像是從什麼群組小道消息中不小心滑到的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeVhJ1XGKC
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糸師冴轉了轉保溫杯蓋，沒否認，也沒接話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulHuiITuwH
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星野莉奈舉起杯子喝了一口牛奶，視線隨意地落在他身上。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mr8WP1GUq
——不過好險，她擔心的那些事，一件都沒有發生。他沒有被YIPS擊潰、沒有獨自去踢很冷的夜場；也沒有在她不在的時候，真的撐不過去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjpmPiZNDt
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「我最近看你的影片啊⋯⋯」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqznJvSZWE
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星野莉奈語氣像是不經意地提起，語尾卻輕輕一挑，藏了點壞心眼的笑，「你影片裡的動作啊，一個一個都像在交報告——其實是你在考教練眼力吧？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzdopga4DS
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8rOdZPhbX
啜了一口牛奶，星野莉奈杯子放下時才慢悠悠開口：「不吃甜食、不蓋毯子，還每天五點去場邊結霜⋯⋯你到底是訓練，還是想變成冰棒？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8X0YQA1YT
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他微微皺眉。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA31HDAX4s
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她笑了兩聲。像什麼都沒說過一樣，然後又補了一句，半開玩笑地呢喃：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkflRvRl4l9
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「你那種冷到會結霜的練習場啊，如果哪天忘記帶手套⋯⋯我可以借你一邊手放我口袋裡喔。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoojW1EGft
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糸師冴轉頭看她，眉毛都沒動一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU5okVeeur
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星野莉奈笑得很乖巧，「一邊而已，超出不收費。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJQ18uzrCJ
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他沒有回應，只是伸手碰了一下杯口。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BwlhpcCHZ
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她笑了幾聲後，忽然安靜下來。抬頭眨了眨眼，輕聲說：「我可以再多問你一件事嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxgJ42hXJx
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「什麼？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz1DoPSj0M
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「你有聽過——就是，神谷她之前的事嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpk6k4peT1
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「我第一次聽到她的名字——妳覺得呢？」糸師冴挑高一邊眉毛，看她的眼神像在說：我為什麼要關心她。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXN6gcPOKB
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「噢對吼。」星野莉奈傻笑了一下，又猶豫幾秒才說出口：「就是⋯⋯她那時候跟奧利佛・愛空的事，好像有被拿來炒作過。還有她公司⋯⋯我有聽說過一些⋯⋯不太乾淨的操作手法。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gnu2WcjOV
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糸師冴沒有立刻回應，手指輕敲了兩下保溫杯。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwMORgAhLB
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「我們圈子也有那種人。」他終於開口，語氣平靜，「不是運動員的問題，是有些人會把所有不甘心都掛在別人身上。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgRvEIHNvo
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她抬眼看他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq2ijZs3a5
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糸師冴語氣沒變，只是語句明顯轉向：「那不是他們的問題，也不是妳的。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW84EIW0VF
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然後低頭喝了一口保溫杯裡殘留餘溫的水。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG3x8YmyKs
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「別讓那些人的帳算到自己身上來。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAiboTlDPq
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星野莉奈輕輕笑了：「我也不想那麼在意⋯⋯但她看人的那種眼神，真的很難不記住。我覺得她應該不只是想拿代言，她好像⋯⋯想證明些什麼。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t746vbsRs
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她說完後低下頭，用大拇指劃著杯子邊緣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZrJAqMSjD
順著杯沿在心裡劃出一道軌跡——其實也在問：那我呢？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFFPG8YXz8
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「那妳呢？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wvPxbAlRV
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「我、我啊？」星野莉奈頓了一下，突然被問住了，但很快輕笑起來：「我⋯⋯我就是想——站在鏡頭前，被很多人看到，然後⋯⋯」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaGVMID6yM
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話說一半，星野莉奈低頭看著杯子，聲音慢了些：「至少，有一個人會覺得『很適合』，就夠了。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBlMLkCF30
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說完這句話，怕被聽懂什麼似地，她趕緊補了一句：「當然啦，如果能拿到代言，我還是會開心得飛起來！」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaTLrCpgfI
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糸師冴沒再說話，只是稍微垂了眼，看見她把腳趾縮回毯子裡的動作。像是怕冷，也像是怕被看見她的在意——69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNxRzie8cb
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「巴黎很冷吧。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow4qIdJA1f
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「有你冷嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5O4VxsHnw
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他又挑了下眉，「比我冷的地方不多。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZvQvTpqxS
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星野莉奈笑得更大聲了，躺在毯子裡像是整個人都鬆了一口氣。這才是真正的「回家」。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqLhD8qtFZ
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「欸，我媽說你今天想睡我們家客廳也可以哦。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj4PyydoN9
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「我想睡床。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iiKmqOojT
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「冴你⋯⋯」星野莉奈睜大眼盯著他，語氣瞬間高八度：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ0dEqeSWO
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「你該不會是說你今晚⋯⋯要——」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEErFwuBzQi
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「回家睡我自己的床。」糸師冴面不改色地打斷她，語氣比平常還平。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SJY9Lj55f
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「⋯⋯哦。」星野莉奈當場啞火，然後小聲補了一句：「講清楚嘛。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRG7iTR6zJ
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她也知道他口中的「家」只是慣用詞，他根本沒打算要回去他家。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4NKNhZ0kB
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「對了，你跟小凜和好了沒啊？」星野莉奈跟糸師冴一起起身。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw3KCiYTJR
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「沒聯絡過他。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK8nmGmoac
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「你不回去見一下嗎？」星野莉奈用拇指指了一下糸師家的方向，「你不在的時候，小凜真的一直很努力⋯⋯」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqvo5YECgW
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她停了一下，又補了一句：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25em6mI9n2
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「那種努力啊，有時候看了會讓人覺得——他是不是太拚了，拚得有點孤單。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwomQehZs9
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那種孤單，不只是因為哥哥不在，還有全世界都看不懂他真正的渴望是什麼。所以他只得獨自向前——拚命想抓住某個東西。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxxGXcNWhr
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而她知道，那東西的名字叫「哥哥」。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTdWqzgYpg
比自己還拼，比自己還更相信「糸師冴」的，糸師凜。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfIeJxW0aY
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糸師冴沒有回答，只是走到玄關前，拉開門時——手微微停了一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXH9Y6YBYW
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「那是他的事。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkEb0yE7Ss
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星野莉奈沒再追問，只是默默看著他，心裡卻想著：你嘴巴再硬，也還是會來找他的吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Qey5xEHU
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認識他久的人都知道，糸師冴的眼神，有時候會比他嘴巴誠實一點。
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