像這樣輕鬆、只屬於自己的時光,對他們來說,都是極其奢侈的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAs6rMHB3j9D
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在星野莉奈從巴黎回來沒多久,糸師冴配合RE·AL的行程,去了東京訓練。一個小時的車程而已,不遠,卻也不近——足以讓他們很久沒見上一面。55Please respect copyright.PENANA7QUU7eVgej
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兩人偶爾傳訊息,大多也只是「吃飯了嗎」、「早點睡」、「有看到新報導?」平淡得像擱在書桌角落的便條紙,一碰就會飄走。55Please respect copyright.PENANAzHX2PgbZi4
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他的名字最近又重新出現在國內的訓練場名單上。55Please respect copyright.PENANAydciDLadPE
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星野莉奈不是記者,卻比任何娛樂記者都還關注他的消息。只要一有訓練側拍、媒體放送,她總能第一時間轉發給自己看,甚至用小號存檔。55Please respect copyright.PENANAD9c8q7yqjg
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照片裡的他,看起來比他回來的那天更加沉靜又堅定。明明只是一張球場邊的長鏡頭,卻讓她看了很久。55Please respect copyright.PENANAjj80nmKol0
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她知道他終於重新開始了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfT8hFmabjr
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不過,訓練場內的調整,並沒有照片裡看起來那麼從容。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8gXrlpZufQ
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從前鋒轉型到中場,不只是位置的轉換,而是整個思考方式的重建。糸師冴得學會在一秒內完成環視、判斷與出球;比起以往只需專注在門前破網,現在的他,得考慮整支隊伍的攻守節奏。55Please respect copyright.PENANAaxBKhsPo9D
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體能教練幫他制定了更精準的肌力課表。早晨的控球訓練前,他總是比別人早半小時出現在重量室。午後的戰術演練裡,他會被教練單獨拉到場邊,站在戰術板前,默默聽完解說——再回到場上,一遍遍修正每條傳球路線。55Please respect copyright.PENANALrWkWVtkGm
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一開始,那些與他配合訓練的球員顯得有些遲疑——也可能是被「旅歐天才球星」的名聲震懾,幾次簡單的配合都出現了空拍。但隨著幾次漂亮的視野轉移與直塞破防,糸師冴逐漸成為傳導的核心之一。55Please respect copyright.PENANAP1JSwx7zHF
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為了評估轉型成效,也觀察那段動作卡頓、被診斷是YIPS的低潮是否已過,俱樂部安排了每週一次的模擬賽,由當地訓練基地的球員與青訓選手組成雙方陣容,進行對抗性測試。55Please respect copyright.PENANA29LIVUXcbN
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糸師冴的數據被精密記錄:傳球成功率、空間控管、轉場效率⋯⋯每一項數據,都是能不能回到比賽的依據。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFdYfPWOmib
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某日,教練終於在訓練筆記上留下:「具備中場視野,再觀察一週,或可安排回歸戰上場。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAilFrcDtbJ3
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——她不知道那些細節。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqpOzgcBz59
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但她知道,有些東西,是即使躲在照片後也隱藏不住的。55Please respect copyright.PENANA3U7qRjrkhp
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像是他眉眼間的專注,那種只有在全力以赴的人身上才會有的光。她一邊看著那張照片,一邊聽見自己的心跳:砰。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8WRzzuJuOp
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像某種預感,也像某種證明。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqkwf6WhpNp
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他真的、真的打算重新站上去了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyGHoqK1JZP
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某天下午,化妝間裡助理正替星野莉奈補粉,手機擺在一旁,螢幕還亮著。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6SsCv85C06
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「欸 Rina,妳國小就很紅嗎?」助理邊幫她補妝邊隨口問。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGqNccv0K8W
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「蛤?什麼意思?我上國中才開始做平拍耶。」她笑著轉頭。55Please respect copyright.PENANA4TDNtysun8
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「我剛剛滑小帳,有人貼妳跟冴神的國小合照欸,超模糊,但留言說什麼『我朋友以前同班』、『國小女追男』,超像真的。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA3CKsPlsCIm
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星野莉奈一愣,話卡在喉嚨,不知道該怎麼接。這時經紀人小川鈴走進來,把手機放在她桌上,語氣平靜:「這是造謠。別理,別回應,讓它自己風乾就好——現在這種程度,還在可控範圍內。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAr4Umr1ZEBm
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她點點頭,心卻無法那麼平靜。55Please respect copyright.PENANASK2S3qEbEn
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「小川姐,這樣真的沒關係嗎?」星野莉奈等到助理離開後,低聲問道。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ4SgHeRUH
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小川鈴看了她一眼,平靜地回:「暫時不用擔心,只是小帳的八卦罷了。但妳要有心理準備,這只是開始。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA0b7gVrnRdI
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這幾天,網路上不時有些模糊的老照片、片段的回憶碎片,雖然不足為據,卻已經引起了微妙的討論。55Please respect copyright.PENANA4OzWCgWqvH
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「這次的關鍵在於——他快要被鏡頭拉回來了。」小川鈴一邊看著螢幕,一邊補了句。55Please respect copyright.PENANALmWqHSnaur
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星野莉奈觀察到,這幾天的小川鈴講電話的頻率變高了,開會時更常眉頭緊鎖,甚至默默婉拒了一個需要直播互動的訪談:「這種時間點,越少談私人越好。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAOnTUFRoT3s
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小川鈴沒明說為什麼,但星野莉奈知道,那些網路上的碎語與畫面,早已成為小川鈴手上那份風險清單的一部分。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEjOU0kngLv
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「Rina,這段時間稍微注意一下社群,先別發任何可能被解讀的東西。」55Please respect copyright.PENANALbQPcU59KW
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星野莉奈點頭,她明白小川鈴的焦慮跟擔憂——55Please respect copyright.PENANAz7GWsUrUMy
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工作持續滿檔,記者會照舊,廣告試鏡接踵而來。日子在高速的節奏裡推進,她連續好幾天沒吃上一頓完整的飯。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZh1eX2mgkv
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她不是沒習慣這樣的節奏,只是那根心裡的弦,這陣子越繃越緊,連她自己都不太敢碰。55Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ6ZAL8zkp
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晚上十點半的車上,司機輕聲播著新聞,星野莉奈靠在車窗上,望著倒退的路燈發呆。那些訓練場、球衣、比賽名詞,都被她像護身符一樣默默地藏在心裡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAjVyQONSHHB
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——他快要回到賽場了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAI73EhyMYuP
RE·AL已經官方宣佈,其青年隊將赴日交流訓練所做移地訓練,舉辦特殊友誼賽。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyHR5F4LaJv
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在名單最上方,「糸師冴」三個字醒目到無法忽視。像有人用粗筆劃過般的語氣:他,回來了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAVBB04LAY1d
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新聞標題語氣一貫誇張:「旅歐天才球員短暫歸國:回到日本進行久違的本土比賽。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAoRoDQnhEln
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RE·AL官方聲明:「此次交流賽,將作為觀察日本足球未來與選手自我定位的契機。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAFtINyKdxeY
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星野莉奈讀著這些句子,心卻早已飄得很遠——55Please respect copyright.PENANAPqcgKiVUt4
她在心裡排演過很多次,自己站在球場邊為他吶喊的樣子。不是為了被誰看見,只是因為那是她一直都在做的事。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwL4g1AFVb2
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隔天傍晚,星野莉奈外景棚拍結束,疲憊地回到家。55Please respect copyright.PENANAaLk1rxUlJc
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剛推開門,母親從二樓探頭下來:「莉奈,小冴今天特別拿東西來給妳,我放桌上了,那個牛皮紙袋。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA7jhhgHvxog
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她腳步停了一下。55Please respect copyright.PENANADlvdRQYCq6
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客廳的燈光灑在茶几上的牛皮紙袋上,格外溫暖熟悉。55Please respect copyright.PENANABDFpXS7iE5
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星野莉奈慢慢走過去,坐下,吸了一口氣,做好心理準備,拆開封口——55Please respect copyright.PENANAPcEpSAFHAO
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RE・ALE SPECIAL JAPAN TOUR VS 川崎 BREAKERZ55Please respect copyright.PENANAbqIlMH84cX
糸師冴 出場 回歸賽55Please respect copyright.PENANAi0Q5yqSGi0
國立競技場55Please respect copyright.PENANAA5JvXuKJ0D
預定 19:30 開場55Please respect copyright.PENANA0Pt6VkObuP
《禁止以盈利目的使用》55Please respect copyright.PENANAUUm5P37B58
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裡面是一張比賽門票,視野最好的貴賓席。55Please respect copyright.PENANARIrLcnUca7
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還附著一張小紙條,字跡清晰又熟悉,只有簡短的一句話:55Please respect copyright.PENANAu4ioMi4jwG
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「別遲到。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAlFaSUrBmaR
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星野莉奈盯著那張票,心跳加速,臉頰微微發熱。55Please respect copyright.PENANAE8ASofDROK
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腦中忽然閃過國小時,他也曾這樣把一張邀請卡塞進她的抽屜。什麼都沒說,只留下那句「別遲到」。55Please respect copyright.PENANAy8GsV9UFNO
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——他來了。55Please respect copyright.PENANATBWB3VXEHa
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就在此時,距離她家一條街的糸師家,糸師先生手拿著另一個牛皮紙袋,朝緊閉的房門輕聲說:55Please respect copyright.PENANAHu3duy7cHQ
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「凜,信箱裡有封信。沒署名,是給你的。」
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