飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS2wKvM8uT
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6l8XD0nMY
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x1muZN4jr
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IBm3Za5vr
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC479jPPMY
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypBYYkIvG5
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmj1WnLgqS
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb4kCf31HP
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GK62t49zK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdzt4Bs4k8
早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOSQsNORrM
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUn3Q3CBFj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcUHp7Ouco
下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp89S0pBkHb
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自選課程內容：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dKcSUMwEH
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucBWMgIfwi
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZmPfAr88E
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUrJMNOmpg
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「¿Tan pronto?」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpUJwte3Fc
（回來這麼快？）57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EG5S0YxI0
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他點點頭，腳沒停。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXmZDVLJy9
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTKyFJ6vuZ
「¿Estás bien?」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8oCyRo84X
（你還好吧？）57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo61vflr8wd
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「Sí.」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDRlNDfOzt
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他只說這一個字。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGy6jvPLB6
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第三天，一樣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR3k8TsEw7
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第四天，差不多。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb71ukNZlJc
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy1yFyNztX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubH47zKoCo
經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcuiG4m0ui
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJwTgnwPhC
但這裡不是日本。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeWFRLXJj2
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zH63RvepZ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GUX2Vf8fL
就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFKIImOyA9
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxKArwwu7D
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WM3D5wXR8
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUXoHR4Yvx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVZwV7zS0O
他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLdwrmTox4
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWlMIgUxq7
「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DbvO810wt
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHycFWAbQLg
語氣很輕，像開玩笑。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPkReAdwFY
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1OcI4klkm
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEDxQsY0Hp
糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGB2g40mea
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZN8sg3s7H
沒笑，也沒回。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1h4KKfAnD
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cpLeRwRUB
但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZPYA9kM9b
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UkVPl4Tc0
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfkoedvTrw
一切沒有變。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjP6mcjzeN
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBFDt5mjMI
那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgDtnwfXOC
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdUCdYrLod
就靜靜地，放在那裡。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZVK7SbFEg
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUvdbQIBHn
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxbxCILP7n
星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtie1Ty5bYO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjEA45jAW3
「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJmlYR44Ky
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkyd4BO6O3
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8yxuvpULB
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3rjtSi7xU
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd1K25egbd
棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCkQZmf5TI
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxh3vdOXyO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcycXK4LeCJ
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9TFPOAGdj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepwxVALZ4r
換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemUhaIxX6U
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1g48OKAaT
化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXdvRjLq2N
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE1jrZjhCR
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe28FSSyvs
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZw9VPmBB2
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOP7FWt15V
她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1g9RWs3uQ
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq71i8TgeHR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXn9cNmvvh
星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr7YiBzV3D
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl5LgGNOuh
沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSEXUvh7YU
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolkHK4lESK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKUJt7rqfm
就像往常那樣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlRCIBvvWr
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaDd9Fy1R1
她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ak9tyc99P
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrO3hwTmay
但不嚴重——還撐得住。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhXJoMEUGl
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfwJamisDs
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WSLkaEPxu
「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61UgCullSp
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sM4ixOjC4
星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ6DjfJhrQ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9DQK81fak
星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lfGqmpPrw
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDuC5s3VMD
一上車，空氣明顯變了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e05kGnt2o
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgmKG1HcxR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9W58ZhEDr
「他們在等著我們露餡。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdVJrMgetL
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EbZm2kg8m
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQGN5mXOzX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2CFs9iCan
說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VTRleBIYA
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVm7uUVrqP
「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTNni76CSM
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gtAbrxTwE
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmVOlEM0FU
即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KKHJUE80f
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtXb6faZRN
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——所以她現在也沒說話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAz7XEskkv
像在忍耐，也像是接受。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOQgfBr09V
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qvAFOmXHD
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUKQqDUujZ
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM3kPxRPEk
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——他不會回的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdJBHn2Kwx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzIMlIKWwn
心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuww0sykNLs
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltFM3X5lF3
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyK5oX3U78
「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ91I5xjLE
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「啊？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiK4hFTlJx
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2rudJaYfA
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ9mZYydiO
「我們⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Gb18IPYK
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FafJYdzJ
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J6HAjkjEC
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「我們⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpLx9MqfR4
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqUhBMMf9k
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcL8zefXuj
「只有妳認定，是嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaGTQAZu7r
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgDTcsZ8Lf
「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfASMSXU3dp
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「要想那麼久嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7d740vC3m
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmvO2CmBAA
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpWAx6ZCMz
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYhPebgprA
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZprgTcIaze
小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQiBBEBzGq
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「我們必須提前準備。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7hrinXII
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhf2yUTKFC
那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZz4PSvE25
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3F6MZ06tt
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rRVXXAdrx
她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TVNZjEPLK
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmTMvzyngU
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ1W2WixhY
只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabQY7lwt2a
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcoA5jwLuc
小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTkMbJ6B1c
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR6Md37jv0
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3c20dNadJ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSIXV8Ca7C
助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt4hAT1kyf
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLksxxZPZU
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgfWoulzzX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UCGw1wqrj
「等不到的。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlvngwdWjX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u0kmVQ4Zh
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ9UyAdL0J
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAzqcsAjsq
她早就知道，他不會說。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44VXoP3vIe
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXM3KBXYib
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSCigB6zUl
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfSJ9Os99S
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3oypPDiRH
更別說這次，是關於他自己。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KKhjBrjCn
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHFcJi5sKT
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp42O7EFa0
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTImPzcFWy
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpmCTmEx4t
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAXEleR2d8
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4bdNnsxZo
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzxumPoSxG
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarAnSzVT6F
不是不理解。也不是不甘心。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1BiqGTTEM
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJiaNA1VPi
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDW2tkm8K1
主要是運動員之間的默契文化57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsvTeYDtPy
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXZwht9hnC
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AKur8r5PS
1.保持距離的尊重57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCma40M86of
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IJ7klexUa
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwxNFiSa2e
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WGQzWQtn7
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrz0ZUfkK9
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL38QrpZbGP
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA0lay1xcG
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFhgpyz2uP
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk3Ac6Gf60
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiAYpajvYW
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJB8kvP2KM
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwGQLpjuEi
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyxalWdJEi
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SmOdgI6ov
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenmjWhmjAr
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti3OIragXc
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ib8rlgkdI
主要是運動員之間的默契文化57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNUzaQ01pD
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtxKUcVed0
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9m1MEccgV
1.保持距離的尊重57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluH2yvLeKh
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFfC7SCK9S
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme9eNeVD7w
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyCHayXnnI
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aIq86FOMK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IT2YrpcPC
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4bKBoA0ZN
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIpvEw8lZg
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYO485PDjLd
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI4fcs2lRJ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGM1imnRon
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyG7lYpiNv
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT1QmNTFdv
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoZGSuXsnu
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU9KeNkkRm
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
