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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo35PByr2Ld
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKDd2ylGAd
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeEz0HOkTZ
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOtkDssCU2
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那是她的新代言廣告。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdMxDz1HYN
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgwTt8sAcH
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeJ6goH5uB
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYhHXP6uuN
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZGn20vc96
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7IXvg5Yy8
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEHU6ZoK9G
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hNfQqMjSX
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cD0ALhmGl
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneV5oE4gqO
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS7nmVCeI3
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAO0wiEiwv
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJsp00Ktjr
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn3B7azk9P
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUZb26RVsX
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT3PQ7Govq
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyz9mdDRBP
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXN6HdFst8
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7c2rTau9e
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTjywCCi9i
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplrEBu7kTA
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一支後台影片被曝光。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKksD0mjBY
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyHiUim1oE
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ5OH4iLeU
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXn8XZ3gjM
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvtmeXePz8
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpJT4ALNj1
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeb9CYb0Yu
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「那就截啊。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoONEJzUv3n
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlDteSzw9j
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTEzn9uPxR
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOoHsvyGPu
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq25rXYmqT
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6LMH3cpME
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkDJszckdy
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydsbIseROT
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjQJLfCJW6
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd3pGP0mXr
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已經點開了對話框。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR43BI8IN5
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Osp5DzNW
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2txr481hS
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手指放到輸入列上。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXHz2ANj0u
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPUhsFvyoU
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvypWm0kZzh
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AmE67T547
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzegkHtoUV
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj75lYaEYo
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj84PQQuu9k
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他沒預期她會打來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVinWaZnOt
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJi2EJWoxK
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對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdt7R3zY4l
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dZ3ReQoHT
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYBdbkiLAn
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他沒有說話。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoQv1sRAzz
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSyzfgplBh
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwzgfUMBh1
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiMUVtBxsX
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboVOURUOzC
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她停了一下，等他回應。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5uNWjmK3M
他只「嗯」了一聲。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZTRC2wNlW
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOYNcUUIaI
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUfbxLAMZf
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0vwhsfqj3
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話音未落，她接著說：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkCJFU3nJO
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「早點睡。晚安。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gXxDcLvfl
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——然後，她掛了。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NyrRgobin
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ597AsEnLLQ
是她先掛的。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGpFIteHWA
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那通話不到兩分鐘。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYqlIpTJ8d
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8DeVJGTPy
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNYty16bIt
耳邊安靜得過分。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnhk7Q0UJG
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFcmnvdi1h
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iQHYXZ6Ro
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO7wf6T3TA
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只是——有點麻。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFyNmmAyT4
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7MBOCRoyh
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo1hgWNz3V
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPt86DclIl
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她知道自己應該要睡了。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9R2NLVscW
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUnuODzNOf
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAuyhECE5Y
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI64gKvzjmA
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輸入完，她按下儲存。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y8h3qbtDa
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwhGEYWe9l
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5MvWvBMqd
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但也沒那麼痛了。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cpoZBgL5V
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdb2GZ4w48
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsifuuBKevp
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJXG4CyAg2
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvQgORL8GD
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtBmbBdJy3
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pgX7PSyQC
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLxCi5HWEp
耳邊有人說：11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIcO1tsRRT
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「登機口要關閉囉。」11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe22JYaFl9m
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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