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糸師冴回到U-20安排的住所時，天色已經全暗了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mIUcm4ZUc
他沒開主燈，拉開窗簾，把窗外淡淡的街燈光引進來。包包丟在椅背上，整個人坐進椅子裡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVt8PvQgiH
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桌上的信封，早就在那裡等著了。是訓練營第一天收到的比賽票。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58rGy2Ww1w
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上面印著：【U-20日本國家代表 vs 藍色監獄】的字樣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqazMR9kflk
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時間、地點、票號印得一絲不苟。連背面的合作單位都排列得乾乾淨淨——一如這場比賽從頭到尾都不是真的為了足球，而是場徹底的商業設局。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIkvz9SOYJ
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手機震動了幾下，他從容拿起，是經紀人給他發了明天的訓練內容。隨意看完後，糸師冴例行滑過幾個社群帳號。她的帳號一如既往看起來很規矩，只是——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVOiuCizQn
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有些東西不見了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O6fmFx8Tb
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以前貼過的幾張動態照片、一些文字內容⋯⋯32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TiRhvimVm
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現在不見了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1oXjHAfkD
糸師冴又滑了幾頁，另一張照片的背景是球場外圍，光線落在她臉上，那張也沒了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAL77N850S
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他翻了相簿，找到自己存下的截圖，時間戳還對得上。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTyRTLg7tD
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《日曆上的記號沒劃掉》32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgqPMqvkal
畫面：牆上紙本日曆，某天有圈起來但沒劃掉。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUwBnjIhKB
內文：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iVyh6Dcxf
「這天沒有取消，也沒有實現。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveDhEEYyiu
#一直沒劃掉也沒別的意思 #只是想記得而已32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJdu07iIA8
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那天是他們例行練球的日子，但他已經飛了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SLrs2mC37
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《空氣裡的汽油味》32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO9maUeEJa
畫面：攝影棚附近街道的天空，沒有人、沒車，只有陽光與地面蒸氣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3S7THi9Am
內文：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQBZS55vPD
「今天的空氣有點像那年夏天。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GpuVIweEv
#熱到快昏倒還是不想回家 #這麼多年還記得那股味道 #熱到翻白眼32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZE2GNZd6e
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他記得，那年她陪他跟凜練球完說：「這種味道會黏在衣服上」。熱到連冰棒都沒用，他在堤防翻著白眼，凜一邊發出奇怪的悶哼聲，一邊找陰影躲，最後躲到她的影子下——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo96X1xW5Ka
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《便利商店的微波光》32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJe5IrHnHf
畫面：深夜便利商店裡的微波爐，橘色光映在門上。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXSNmx57Zr
內文：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtjMxJrFTX
「有時候只是想找個地方，等熱一點再回家。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAgYt3V26L
#知道那種熱也不會太久 #但還是按了加熱鍵 #味道還是一樣32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCxyPXPXhy
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那個冬天，他穿著球衣不想回家，她氣得去便利商店買罐裝的味增湯——還一邊口中振振有詞，逼他把那碗熱湯喝完再踢球。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnhV7NA8Tu
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那碗湯的味道他早忘了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxCkV0o1mi
但她那句：「喝完再踢。」還在耳邊。記得湯很燙，她的手也很燙。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyukQWxenGH
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他再次跳回她的帳號裡，那些東西——消失了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNx52uk9Ms
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不是全刪除，是選擇性地下架。她在做選擇。不是一時衝動，而是清醒的行為。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrfcMc7rNX
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糸師冴滑到最上方的置頂貼文，是她最新的一張照片。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7889gR8vg
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星野莉奈穿著斜肩黑色晚禮服，站在燈光交錯的宴會廳裡，手腕上那只經典水晶手環閃得驚人，像把整個場子的光都引向她。她的笑容明艷而從容，好似早已習慣成為焦點。畫面裡一切都恰到好處——連那只手環，看起來都像她親自挑選的，毫不費力成為她的一部分。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKlTKH0D0i
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所有那些跟她工作無關的曾經，都不見了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm81yv84mGa
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她留下的，是光線打得剛剛好的工作照、對著鏡頭的笑、順過的髮絲、調過色的手環。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhg4IfI2up
而那些凌亂的、真實的、衣角沒整理、笑得太快、連背景都歪斜的畫面——都不見了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrMeQ62d1K
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頁面突然重新更新，她剛發了一篇新貼文。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK4y9ifkPB
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畫面中的她，頭髮被風扯得四散飛起，裙擺幾乎被捲到半空，雙手緊緊捂著耳朵，連站都站不穩。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UQNtzVEs6
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「原本是要拍一張站得『很穩』的感覺，結果風實在太大，髮夾全被吹飛了。」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9smaoZapeA
#完全沒準備好的一張 #但好像不小心變成最有感覺的一張32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbMCRL40Yl
#風真的很大不是故意亂掉的啦 #現場大家都快站不住32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEv4TrPB7W
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——她明明不喜歡風大，從來都不喜歡。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2ttd8ljlS
因為會讓她眼睛乾、表情僵，會讓她站不穩。以前遇到這種照片，她總是第一個刪掉。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a7XK21i8K
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但這次，她留下來了。還發了出來——32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbL700XVMu
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——除非，是跟他們有關。和糸師冴有關。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRaXZpJ4KA
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但他讀不出來，這裡面和他有任何一丁點關係。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ll5Vrff3
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糸師冴坐了很久。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWXUEcQrYJ
手機靜靜躺在桌上，畫面早就暗了，彷彿那個帳號也關起來了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlm1WjVgIg
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桌上的票還在。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIMhlkv4BX
他看了一眼，又看了一眼。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUVh4kcaXZ
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【U-20日本國家代表 vs 藍色監獄】32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaRA1u8Wav
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印刷乾乾淨淨，就跟她現在的帳號一樣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9i4OAdC6g
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隨手拿起筆。他沒寫卡片，也沒加備註。地址填的是她的經紀公司。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeglulaWeM
信封外側沒有寄件人，只有一行字：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zLkHvGZtp
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【星野莉奈小姐／親收】32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBesAvui6A
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裡頭的票，他用另一個透明小袋包起來。連署名也沒有。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfhbEQLG1R
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信紙整齊乾淨，收件人欄填得很乾脆。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fDnggljUM
她的名字，他寫得一筆不差。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVIzTGRVkv
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糸師冴拿起手機，撥了通熟悉的電話：32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO8FvMTHlM
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「⋯⋯要怎麼寄信？一定要收到的。公司地址，能收嗎？」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWjM1NMnWc
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語氣沒什麼起伏，跟問一場比賽該排出什麼陣容一樣。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbtLR1b135
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那頭的經紀人明顯愣了一下，還是詳細說明怎麼貼郵票、怎麼寫地址、附近有哪幾家郵局可以投遞。又補了一句：「你可以直接給我，我幫你處理——」32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVCJsElu3e
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然後他就掛了。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFys70SpO4
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貼上郵票，封口。動作安靜，幾乎沒有聲音。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtTadFe9Kh
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他早就知道，不管她會不會來，他都會這麼做。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1VegOSzws
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他沒多看一眼，也沒多想。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyJ5ryGzcK
只是在收好那封信時，忽然想起她站在觀眾席上看著自己的樣子。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8wq5151M8
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——那雙眼睛，總是很亮。無論他變成什麼樣，她都還想看下去似的。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN9HEgQHIZ
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這張票，不是邀請，也不是期待。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIMwVtZkMn
是留一張位置給她。32Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tHjIF7SJw
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不是要證明什麼，而是因為那個位置，本來就有她的名字。
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