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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1wxJUuKut
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgjSChxP6s
她一直都是這樣的。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QfkXYu2wQ
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6r1tY054d
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZNQBMRs7r
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他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboaun1WACm
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCjImlHvRV
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXKfvlUcXU
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『不要吵我。』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEwvM9HT8v
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2TiVIoDbt
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『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvttULhtyL
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她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRnIykBw1o
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEcXj21S1H
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDhcCDP1UZ
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C9wIa8Dzi
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxInVktxKR
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Ux4t7XIU
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkurWYclKW
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『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrMQkmEoZk
115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAyAFvUXCk
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt9GOwbmMS
115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh2RbpIsVM
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LovYkISv5
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兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL0MgoZA5k
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『哥哥⋯⋯』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCb8Ca0BYg
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbDqs78klM
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt3Q9ZFFZE
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTCFUcgjmK
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她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFaGDKBoql
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R7WiUnz5J
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所以她才，更用力地加油啊。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGVbyERNJ1
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她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUwUCUPp2F
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBqAh93ZI9
115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBCoUleCG8
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsvXm7Wiy8
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YkObaQ9kE
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隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnH71squ5o
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINNI40EFKy
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「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyATkYu5GV
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他盯著那行字看了很久。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP7R7wejQU
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「哥哥。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim0Ph5TwwO
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弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBsblZAlEd
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是她。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq2z4FMFQD
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQncUkYuWv
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哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ058AJuZ2CF
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「哥哥——？」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkM5kd4HSq
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fIgp6VVj0
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「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxQ6s4X9Zy
115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oUJXo6QFU
他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuFGuzhxkb
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7My7DW8GbF
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeGuZGteQZ
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunrMxaH5LF
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqHbp6JFBW
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「白痴。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxpQLVT9mG
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZjPwzpLJE
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFsrQBjvYj
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不知道。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmQV1ruCgw
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYSEoigXx4
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTBBnAwffD
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「啊？」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivpQhznKLC
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAzJuonGIa
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVHytZCBds
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJQTEoO2jW
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1sb7EszqK
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXdXiFP9vU
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgoSSOvTC1
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUB1FYmjn0
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ626bHxHfoI
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「幹嘛啦——」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8B8mBJ8sG
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0S5oN1k1Y
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXoa5yA8Xq
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWlQqGIuMH
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2skzZImccr
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGkiDDCqiX
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWd6cp04ug
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNPO2e6RdX
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