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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好,也知道還離得很遠。57Please respect copyright.PENANAsFHxpJYw8U
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近,哪怕只是多靠一步,也好。57Please respect copyright.PENANAyEwTPUmDfh
她一直都是這樣的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAECK9iB1MIQ
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就像那年,他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯57Please respect copyright.PENANAGy4Uft1Z8B
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『加油啊——冴,踢爆他們!你最帥了!』57Please respect copyright.PENANADBs9Msl5fm
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他耳朵一震,腳下的節奏頓了半秒。57Please respect copyright.PENANAUsByvDgsSO
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟,也跟著他一起愣了一下。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKiaOSslpjL
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。57Please respect copyright.PENANAEhiOq50rpZ
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『不要吵我。』57Please respect copyright.PENANA4BIcEOul2Q
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他下場後低聲對她說,臉色很差,汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴,聲音卻冷得像石頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAeEHjnzTS1i
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『蛤?我只是在幫你加油而已啊?』57Please respect copyright.PENANA8DYdRtEsCO
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她歪著頭,完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。57Please respect copyright.PENANA3JsYRz8hbR
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大,袖口垂著,像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZVXrUq6EF2
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵,你根本聽不見——』57Please respect copyright.PENANARG4m2vkqwA
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊?』他脫口而出,沒停,『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』57Please respect copyright.PENANAj1hhdDT4gT
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她聲音甜甜的,卻又太用力了點,混在場邊的歡呼裡,反而意外地突出。57Please respect copyright.PENANAm247c36Oin
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻,聽見了。57Please respect copyright.PENANABOHMXqEBSs
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏,卻又在回防時腳下打滑,差點跌倒。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfRdg0j2yRT
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『不是,剛才那球明明很帥欸!只是傳快了一點——』57Please respect copyright.PENANA8LdC2PH4Oy
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『我是在踢比賽,不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgJVaMe9IZm
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAj2N1ppZyV8
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兩人就這樣停在場邊,其他人經過時小心地看了一眼,沒人敢插話。57Please respect copyright.PENANACBhpdRsS89
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『哥哥⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.PENANAPZTgjt34sQ
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟,開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。57Please respect copyright.PENANAon5aXq3DPr
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『凜,這次是你的機會,你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會,把球傳給你。跟好。』57Please respect copyright.PENANAWh7XkqHOQb
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說完,他就轉身回去球場。57Please respect copyright.PENANA7X7WiLQKKI
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她不是不知道,這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系,第一場公開訓練賽。57Please respect copyright.PENANAqrlzebwAAb
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出,即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段,為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。57Please respect copyright.PENANASFtEnnbT23
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所以她才,更用力地加油啊。57Please respect copyright.PENANAohXh42X21T
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她站在球場外側,太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響,看著站在場中央的他,像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmqAiwH44I8
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩,都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後,她已經不在了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAzhvjpHPuig
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『哥哥,你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.PENANAQcjHmt2UQy
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比完後,弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說,哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣,也不知如何是好。57Please respect copyright.PENANABCF3iG6I7G
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隔天放學,他打開鞋櫃,裡頭多了一罐布丁。57Please respect copyright.PENANAflG345yvew
沒有卡片,也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字,字跡歪歪斜斜:57Please respect copyright.PENANAFgjYJ35Hhb
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「我會小聲一點,但還是想替你加油。」57Please respect copyright.PENANACq3AUJcUm6
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他盯著那行字看了很久。57Please respect copyright.PENANAAsMZFIRCpH
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「哥哥。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6MywAMMTld
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弟弟站在他旁邊,面朝後方。57Please respect copyright.PENANAvVCAI0OJXI
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是她。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlQIdMIBz1r
沒有委屈,比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFZDtCu7Rdv
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哥哥看了一眼後,把書包背好,掉頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANANPNc018oyX
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「哥哥——?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6wBmD7TQsJ
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥,又回頭看向站在原地的她。57Please respect copyright.PENANAjz0vcWeS6l
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「還站著幹嘛?等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說,「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAcTtP6342dp
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道,弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAq1mZ8Nl7uo
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近,那是屬於她的步伐。57Please respect copyright.PENANAa3AVMzjgl0
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANALkdo3rfL8R
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAvnzwWvlWJ0
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.PENANAytDDpMxLgQ
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「白痴。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAlMhmXc5YWj
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟,總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。57Please respect copyright.PENANARFew1gsy6E
是笑嗎?氣到笑?還是單純覺得她很好笑?又或者,只是覺得她——一如既往,煩得讓人沒轍。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1L61RfOUT
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不知道。57Please respect copyright.PENANAr9oqhmeoLe
但下一句話聽起來,沒有剛剛那麼兇了。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4yKCKS0tLW
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAiY0UFtTuss
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「啊?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAlgfecTBiHK
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAsQxEsfe15r
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼,她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳,問:那你昨天有聽到嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAsvydHH7beI
弟弟點點頭,跟著無聲回應:有,很清楚耶。57Please respect copyright.PENANAUcPTLNpXQ9
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場,那時候就更聽不到了——」57Please respect copyright.PENANAGYLGooyLWa
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂,她卻已經先笑出聲。57Please respect copyright.PENANAt2UYlC1ufs
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油!你不可以再覺得我吵!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAUzHiYrkBL4
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAvqLGlyPsqd
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼,勾住他的手臂,衝上前,一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——57Please respect copyright.PENANAT2rcEwqXw4
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「幹嘛啦——」57Please respect copyright.PENANAjDdUtV1z4K
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAJqZ2kxSjZT
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「噁心死了——放開啦!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAer6OmPJg3T
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7mRT2I08ZN
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。57Please respect copyright.PENANAdo4OAQEDGi
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只是他,太想踢好,太怕搞砸了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfN1j2Nywbo
只是,聽見她的聲音時,心跳亂了兩拍,突然想回頭看看。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZdjqJ44jEt
只是那天,他還不懂,那樣的分心,其實是一種被在乎的證明。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5jdFDGmhJN
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