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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFHxpJYw8U
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEwTPUmDfh
她一直都是這樣的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECK9iB1MIQ
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy4Uft1Z8B
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBs9Msl5fm
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6T8T5SqtQ
他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsByvDgsSO
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiaOSslpjL
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhiOq50rpZ
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『不要吵我。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BIcEOul2Q
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEHjnzTS1i
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb5HgQV4GY
『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DYdRtEsCO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpeX7F2bqP
她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JsYRz8hbR
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVXrUq6EF2
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG4m2vkqwA
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjB25M2rTs
『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1hhdDT4gT
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm247c36Oin
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOHMXqEBSs
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRdg0j2yRT
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNKIZWfECP
『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LdC2PH4Oy
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8vjb5IeTb
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJVaMe9IZm
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rmsCABsHt
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2N1ppZyV8
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw5tOMvSuM
兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBhpdRsS89
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『哥哥⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZTgjt34sQ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ktez71Y8y
最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡon5aXq3DPr
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh7XkqHOQb
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X7WiLQKKI
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzdRWOSkoJ
她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrlzebwAAb
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFtEnnbT23
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所以她才，更用力地加油啊。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohXh42X21T
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgVlwg1woI
她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqAiwH44I8
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhvjpHPuig
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy2t3Js9T3
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcjHmt2UQy
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CCipah1Li
比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCF3iG6I7G
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCLLA4SeiG
隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflG345yvew
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgjYJ35Hhb
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmOL7PAG5T
「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq3AUJcUm6
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIPxsWvvSP
他盯著那行字看了很久。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsMZFIRCpH
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「哥哥。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MywAMMTld
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmytRLGiSH
弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVCAI0OJXI
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是她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQIdMIBz1r
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZDtCu7Rdv
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmbVLKYBMS
哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPNc018oyX
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「哥哥——？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wBmD7TQsJ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf23YAKiSG
弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz0vcWeS6l
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tr8AhUwYV
「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTtP6342dp
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h8QQNHRGI
他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1mZ8Nl7uo
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3AVMzjgl0
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkdo3rfL8R
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnzwWvlWJ0
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytDDpMxLgQ
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「白痴。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMhmXc5YWj
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFew1gsy6E
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1L61RfOUT
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不知道。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9oqhmeoLe
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yKCKS0tLW
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKCyXmfadk
「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY0UFtTuss
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「啊？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgfecTBiHK
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQxEsfe15r
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz9P3TCaZS
她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvydHH7beI
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcPTLNpXQ9
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdPd3t3SsJ
「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYLGooyLWa
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rNddwbp86
他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2UYlC1ufs
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Vvc0EEjI
「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzHiYrkBL4
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7l7uSlBpM
「⋯⋯隨便妳。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqLGlyPsqd
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2rcEwqXw4
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「幹嘛啦——」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDdUtV1z4K
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqZ2kxSjZT
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer6OmPJg3T
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mRT2I08ZN
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo4OAQEDGi
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN1j2Nywbo
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdjqJ44jEt
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jdFDGmhJN
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