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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好,也知道還離得很遠。115Please respect copyright.PENANAS1wxJUuKut
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近,哪怕只是多靠一步,也好。115Please respect copyright.PENANAAgjSChxP6s
她一直都是這樣的。115Please respect copyright.PENANA4QfkXYu2wQ
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就像那年,他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯115Please respect copyright.PENANAi6r1tY054d
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『加油啊——冴,踢爆他們!你最帥了!』115Please respect copyright.PENANAzZNQBMRs7r
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他耳朵一震,腳下的節奏頓了半秒。115Please respect copyright.PENANAboaun1WACm
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟,也跟著他一起愣了一下。115Please respect copyright.PENANAKCjImlHvRV
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。115Please respect copyright.PENANACXKfvlUcXU
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『不要吵我。』115Please respect copyright.PENANAlEwvM9HT8v
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他下場後低聲對她說,臉色很差,汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴,聲音卻冷得像石頭。115Please respect copyright.PENANAU2TiVIoDbt
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『蛤?我只是在幫你加油而已啊?』115Please respect copyright.PENANATvttULhtyL
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她歪著頭,完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。115Please respect copyright.PENANAqRnIykBw1o
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大,袖口垂著,像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。115Please respect copyright.PENANAUEcXj21S1H
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵,你根本聽不見——』115Please respect copyright.PENANALDhcCDP1UZ
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊?』他脫口而出,沒停,『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』115Please respect copyright.PENANA3C9wIa8Dzi
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她聲音甜甜的,卻又太用力了點,混在場邊的歡呼裡,反而意外地突出。115Please respect copyright.PENANANxInVktxKR
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻,聽見了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAx6Ux4t7XIU
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏,卻又在回防時腳下打滑,差點跌倒。115Please respect copyright.PENANAdkurWYclKW
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『不是,剛才那球明明很帥欸!只是傳快了一點——』115Please respect copyright.PENANAHrMQkmEoZk
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『我是在踢比賽,不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。115Please respect copyright.PENANATt9GOwbmMS
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。115Please respect copyright.PENANA0LovYkISv5
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兩人就這樣停在場邊,其他人經過時小心地看了一眼,沒人敢插話。115Please respect copyright.PENANAmL0MgoZA5k
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『哥哥⋯⋯』115Please respect copyright.PENANAHCb8Ca0BYg
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟,開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。115Please respect copyright.PENANAPbDqs78klM
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『凜,這次是你的機會,你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會,把球傳給你。跟好。』115Please respect copyright.PENANARt3Q9ZFFZE
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說完,他就轉身回去球場。115Please respect copyright.PENANAwTCFUcgjmK
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她不是不知道,這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系,第一場公開訓練賽。115Please respect copyright.PENANAFFaGDKBoql
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出,即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段,為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。115Please respect copyright.PENANA1R7WiUnz5J
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所以她才,更用力地加油啊。115Please respect copyright.PENANAPGVbyERNJ1
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她站在球場外側,太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響,看著站在場中央的他,像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。115Please respect copyright.PENANApUwUCUPp2F
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩,都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後,她已經不在了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAWBqAh93ZI9
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『哥哥,你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』115Please respect copyright.PENANARsvXm7Wiy8
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比完後,弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說,哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣,也不知如何是好。115Please respect copyright.PENANA3YkObaQ9kE
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隔天放學,他打開鞋櫃,裡頭多了一罐布丁。115Please respect copyright.PENANAsnH71squ5o
沒有卡片,也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字,字跡歪歪斜斜:115Please respect copyright.PENANAINNI40EFKy
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「我會小聲一點,但還是想替你加油。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAKyATkYu5GV
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他盯著那行字看了很久。115Please respect copyright.PENANAtP7R7wejQU
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「哥哥。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAim0Ph5TwwO
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弟弟站在他旁邊,面朝後方。115Please respect copyright.PENANAwBsblZAlEd
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是她。115Please respect copyright.PENANAQq2z4FMFQD
沒有委屈,比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。115Please respect copyright.PENANAsQncUkYuWv
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哥哥看了一眼後,把書包背好,掉頭。115Please respect copyright.PENANA058AJuZ2CF
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「哥哥——?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAXkM5kd4HSq
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥,又回頭看向站在原地的她。115Please respect copyright.PENANA6fIgp6VVj0
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「還站著幹嘛?等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說,「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAdxQ6s4X9Zy
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道,弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAAuFGuzhxkb
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近,那是屬於她的步伐。115Please respect copyright.PENANA7My7DW8GbF
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAyeGuZGteQZ
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAunrMxaH5LF
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」115Please respect copyright.PENANAiqHbp6JFBW
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「白痴。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAqxpQLVT9mG
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟,總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。115Please respect copyright.PENANAjZjPwzpLJE
是笑嗎?氣到笑?還是單純覺得她很好笑?又或者,只是覺得她——一如既往,煩得讓人沒轍。115Please respect copyright.PENANASFsrQBjvYj
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不知道。115Please respect copyright.PENANAAmQV1ruCgw
但下一句話聽起來,沒有剛剛那麼兇了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAXYSEoigXx4
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAcTBBnAwffD
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「啊?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAivpQhznKLC
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAxAzJuonGIa
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼,她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳,問:那你昨天有聽到嗎?115Please respect copyright.PENANAIVHytZCBds
弟弟點點頭,跟著無聲回應:有,很清楚耶。115Please respect copyright.PENANAsJQTEoO2jW
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場,那時候就更聽不到了——」115Please respect copyright.PENANAR1sb7EszqK
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂,她卻已經先笑出聲。115Please respect copyright.PENANAvXdXiFP9vU
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油!你不可以再覺得我吵!」115Please respect copyright.PENANAQgoSSOvTC1
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」115Please respect copyright.PENANATUB1FYmjn0
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼,勾住他的手臂,衝上前,一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——115Please respect copyright.PENANA626bHxHfoI
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「幹嘛啦——」115Please respect copyright.PENANAv8B8mBJ8sG
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊!」115Please respect copyright.PENANAz0S5oN1k1Y
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「噁心死了——放開啦!」115Please respect copyright.PENANArXoa5yA8Xq
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!」115Please respect copyright.PENANAsWlQqGIuMH
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。115Please respect copyright.PENANA2skzZImccr
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只是他,太想踢好,太怕搞砸了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAtGkiDDCqiX
只是,聽見她的聲音時,心跳亂了兩拍,突然想回頭看看。115Please respect copyright.PENANALWd6cp04ug
只是那天,他還不懂,那樣的分心,其實是一種被在乎的證明。115Please respect copyright.PENANAeNPO2e6RdX
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