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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTQGadnBcH
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXmqJdVPDl
她一直都是這樣的。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5NHFVcPdU
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xFdZHRebY
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3BCXnQZAo
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWsqMyCPVI
他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW5TeWZUbV
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkWn4J8H9V
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7dOw6Ut4y
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『不要吵我。』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnyXUgubIw
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3vT9oCCtr
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『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYSHuxv1Cz
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJE7rM2PYj
她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8EPqx02rn
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnadeFGIW0r
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOjGZT016G
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWeyjCO9pl
『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTHqiNTskn
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93yNTNRfuk
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpXrHwPfXc
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYrqJXIVb0
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『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa90R6zB8h6
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe8d336M4q
『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wKRrW1o9J
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJiQ2Kq4KQ
她的笑容一點一點垮下去。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R3UCWR97e
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兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CMblGIYWX
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『哥哥⋯⋯』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszGJ6fylCI
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuiUka8EMg
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eMwU0vJG9
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFc4jLBieY
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGcMnyOCwP
她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj5pPpryQQ
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnkV7Kg3Is
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIj2VDmXc9
所以她才，更用力地加油啊。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDyrvpuVjY
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtzcLzo5p8
她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZI3mnK4cD
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcsGInYMgV
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYUdn7gKwe
『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TDtgyt859
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNW5Dm44Kq
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隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMVkZKUzIe
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0DDDitRKv
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「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf4q3x7Ctk
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他盯著那行字看了很久。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIeNtvCNdw
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「哥哥。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtJR70YRPq
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弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DK1pQwlV0
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是她。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7yZ9SXayo
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOf4taYSgZ
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哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9exoh90kM
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「哥哥——？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GfkrPYyDR
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f8ofRmUuK
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「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gweyvrp4H
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMcrM6HmJY
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1NVTNloTH
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcej2ZaVnC1
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTIbN79lah
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiZa3uSarv
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「白痴。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01WzdkK5xa
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ni99aeDtN
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZU45ghVUc
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不知道。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OaXmEygba
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbMphmInwS
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp7z8V5RDu
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「啊？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIiRKGERIY
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1XYQe97QC
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfCVWgmPIB
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1nSStZOZe
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPweQsL1hDQ
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVOcKJ5g7i
他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ajzQT5yj
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohZRDJMcbY
「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0RWzfnbaT
90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKAQB2U24Q
「⋯⋯隨便妳。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjn2TLdOb1
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSxPYmLqNR
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「幹嘛啦——」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmo5K8YR2f
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18RqytCdtG
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXNKz0pPCZ
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxog3hgVfpS
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5Siddn6MC
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BdDR2wV9O
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xnwa4f1fT
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1VF3pTbCG
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