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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好,也知道還離得很遠。90Please respect copyright.PENANAvTQGadnBcH
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近,哪怕只是多靠一步,也好。90Please respect copyright.PENANArXmqJdVPDl
她一直都是這樣的。90Please respect copyright.PENANAF5NHFVcPdU
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就像那年,他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯90Please respect copyright.PENANA0xFdZHRebY
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『加油啊——冴,踢爆他們!你最帥了!』90Please respect copyright.PENANAA3BCXnQZAo
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他耳朵一震,腳下的節奏頓了半秒。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgW5TeWZUbV
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟,也跟著他一起愣了一下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYkWn4J8H9V
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。90Please respect copyright.PENANAs7dOw6Ut4y
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『不要吵我。』90Please respect copyright.PENANAPnyXUgubIw
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他下場後低聲對她說,臉色很差,汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴,聲音卻冷得像石頭。90Please respect copyright.PENANAq3vT9oCCtr
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『蛤?我只是在幫你加油而已啊?』90Please respect copyright.PENANAlYSHuxv1Cz
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她歪著頭,完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。90Please respect copyright.PENANAI8EPqx02rn
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大,袖口垂著,像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnadeFGIW0r
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵,你根本聽不見——』90Please respect copyright.PENANApOjGZT016G
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊?』他脫口而出,沒停,『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』90Please respect copyright.PENANASTHqiNTskn
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她聲音甜甜的,卻又太用力了點,混在場邊的歡呼裡,反而意外地突出。90Please respect copyright.PENANA93yNTNRfuk
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻,聽見了。90Please respect copyright.PENANABpXrHwPfXc
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏,卻又在回防時腳下打滑,差點跌倒。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYYrqJXIVb0
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『不是,剛才那球明明很帥欸!只是傳快了一點——』90Please respect copyright.PENANAa90R6zB8h6
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『我是在踢比賽,不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。90Please respect copyright.PENANA0wKRrW1o9J
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。90Please respect copyright.PENANA1R3UCWR97e
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兩人就這樣停在場邊,其他人經過時小心地看了一眼,沒人敢插話。90Please respect copyright.PENANA7CMblGIYWX
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『哥哥⋯⋯』90Please respect copyright.PENANAszGJ6fylCI
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟,開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。90Please respect copyright.PENANAEuiUka8EMg
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『凜,這次是你的機會,你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會,把球傳給你。跟好。』90Please respect copyright.PENANA0eMwU0vJG9
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說完,他就轉身回去球場。90Please respect copyright.PENANAIFc4jLBieY
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她不是不知道,這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系,第一場公開訓練賽。90Please respect copyright.PENANAdj5pPpryQQ
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出,即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段,為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。90Please respect copyright.PENANACnkV7Kg3Is
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所以她才,更用力地加油啊。90Please respect copyright.PENANABDyrvpuVjY
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她站在球場外側,太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響,看著站在場中央的他,像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。90Please respect copyright.PENANAWZI3mnK4cD
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩,都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後,她已經不在了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAPcsGInYMgV
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『哥哥,你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』90Please respect copyright.PENANA5TDtgyt859
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比完後,弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說,哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣,也不知如何是好。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYNW5Dm44Kq
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隔天放學,他打開鞋櫃,裡頭多了一罐布丁。90Please respect copyright.PENANAJMVkZKUzIe
沒有卡片,也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字,字跡歪歪斜斜:90Please respect copyright.PENANAX0DDDitRKv
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「我會小聲一點,但還是想替你加油。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAmf4q3x7Ctk
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他盯著那行字看了很久。90Please respect copyright.PENANADIeNtvCNdw
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「哥哥。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAdtJR70YRPq
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弟弟站在他旁邊,面朝後方。90Please respect copyright.PENANA1DK1pQwlV0
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是她。90Please respect copyright.PENANAD7yZ9SXayo
沒有委屈,比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnOf4taYSgZ
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哥哥看了一眼後,把書包背好,掉頭。90Please respect copyright.PENANAF9exoh90kM
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「哥哥——?」90Please respect copyright.PENANA0GfkrPYyDR
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥,又回頭看向站在原地的她。90Please respect copyright.PENANA9f8ofRmUuK
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「還站著幹嘛?等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說,「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANA5Gweyvrp4H
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道,弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAAMcrM6HmJY
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近,那是屬於她的步伐。90Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1NVTNloTH
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAcej2ZaVnC1
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意?」90Please respect copyright.PENANABTIbN79lah
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」90Please respect copyright.PENANAiiZa3uSarv
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「白痴。」90Please respect copyright.PENANA01WzdkK5xa
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟,總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ni99aeDtN
是笑嗎?氣到笑?還是單純覺得她很好笑?又或者,只是覺得她——一如既往,煩得讓人沒轍。90Please respect copyright.PENANAWZU45ghVUc
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不知道。90Please respect copyright.PENANA0OaXmEygba
但下一句話聽起來,沒有剛剛那麼兇了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAlbMphmInwS
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」90Please respect copyright.PENANARp7z8V5RDu
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「啊?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAdIiRKGERIY
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAX1XYQe97QC
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼,她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳,問:那你昨天有聽到嗎?90Please respect copyright.PENANAzfCVWgmPIB
弟弟點點頭,跟著無聲回應:有,很清楚耶。90Please respect copyright.PENANAn1nSStZOZe
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場,那時候就更聽不到了——」90Please respect copyright.PENANAPweQsL1hDQ
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂,她卻已經先笑出聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANA61ajzQT5yj
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油!你不可以再覺得我吵!」90Please respect copyright.PENANAM0RWzfnbaT
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAVjn2TLdOb1
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼,勾住他的手臂,衝上前,一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——90Please respect copyright.PENANAtSxPYmLqNR
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「幹嘛啦——」90Please respect copyright.PENANAvmo5K8YR2f
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊!」90Please respect copyright.PENANA18RqytCdtG
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「噁心死了——放開啦!」90Please respect copyright.PENANASXNKz0pPCZ
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!」90Please respect copyright.PENANAxog3hgVfpS
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。90Please respect copyright.PENANAC5Siddn6MC
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只是他,太想踢好,太怕搞砸了。90Please respect copyright.PENANA0BdDR2wV9O
只是,聽見她的聲音時,心跳亂了兩拍,突然想回頭看看。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xnwa4f1fT
只是那天,他還不懂,那樣的分心,其實是一種被在乎的證明。90Please respect copyright.PENANAM1VF3pTbCG
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