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No Plagiarism!i77lc51IIR31co3Nua55posted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAybnvGqqcYW 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection436PENANAqc7Cw1lRZz 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAUXAetgwJuA 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAXAM48RASW0 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection436PENANAkp1sX5HTPH 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection436PENANARVHg1JI6sE 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection436PENANAYNGALNvG4Q 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection436PENANAjcXc3SDbcB 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection436PENANAaR8y6a8vmA 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection436PENANA8HjgDUib3C 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAiCY1XVAUyb 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection436PENANA21bZrqWRDF 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection436PENANAyUeq5Bp7uH 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAoqlu6Kvrlk 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection436PENANAzgzz4ZqTxs 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection436PENANAnNoHuN9WLl 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection436PENANAilDvCg7dZm 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection436PENANA0YU4XcxN9l 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection436PENANA8XAc7qcnCb 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection436PENANACqhrrOsi0E 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection436PENANAtYSAQ9Ahqn 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection436PENANAhgaFP4BDG5 維尼
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