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No Plagiarism!SEz5xEKVnfBKhRRLrlkDposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAJv2Dl7N74O 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection510PENANAzM2h9ketY2 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection510PENANAKFHT9oKKE4 維尼
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「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection510PENANApIHf9TWbZf 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection510PENANAcVMgS7Q0aC 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAqfXGFtwLyX 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAK1DJ11TsoJ 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection510PENANA1d2npDdWbK 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection510PENANAsl8D0Blhpl 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAu6zsiPVMTC 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection510PENANA9Dj1DKZ9Oa 維尼
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「這篇應該……只有一句。」我即時構想。8964 copyright protection510PENANAZYXbWpWDCj 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection510PENANAYaoE8Kqcns 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection510PENANA0JDdYXiEGU 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection510PENANA1ysGLh5LA9 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection510PENANAeyzcjVMNq2 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection510PENANAADWz6E2KMd 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection510PENANAcJ1aYRkxXV 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection510PENANAm0UjxIXwtU 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAJGejWNg8be 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection510PENANA6OAgvACpDj 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAlfaMGQtDUf 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAeSmhQztoT7 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection510PENANAGZCG76GfDz 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection510PENANAdPJSGUMUvg 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection510PENANA35voPva97t 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection510PENANAtBzEXcyMXi 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection510PENANAAhqmblRMqb 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection510PENANAEa69SZzcjh 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection510PENANAv5XZs43oio 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection510PENANAXkfZSL5XF3 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection510PENANAIZE3vnWmhj 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection510PENANABYJrAfMZcK 維尼
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