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No Plagiarism!dTQysgMCzaGEoGFIfcBEposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAPGJhkNiND1 維尼
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然而關於進化,需要的絕不止是挫折。否則每天都有人遭受挫折,難道人人都進化了嗎?8964 copyright protection431PENANA4gS53SdLGD 維尼
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受挫折之後還須再加點什麼,才能進化。8964 copyright protection431PENANARd1vKIuxrg 維尼
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「他身邊有好的環境,有很多優秀的好朋友幫他,他也可以幫其他人。」她說,「感覺有很好的將來。」8964 copyright protection431PENANAyu4FPsXG2q 維尼
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「沒有什麼羨不羨慕,我也有你們啊。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAllJAuPoNyk 維尼
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我走近她,點一點她鼻子。8964 copyright protection431PENANAEXEEZu9nhO 維尼
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「只有你就夠了。」我露出微笑。8964 copyright protection431PENANAKqe3BhUg04 維尼
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「咳咳,不好意思,有個多餘的人找你。」門外有聲音說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAGa1jjg2fZb 維尼
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我打開書房門,是好久沒見的廣祥。8964 copyright protection431PENANAPEdsFaqf5f 維尼
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「我想跟你商量一點事。」廣祥說,穿著黑色連帽外套。8964 copyright protection431PENANAqkXJ4Fmsvx 維尼
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「說吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAom4sXSjd3w 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAJPhMfTby6c 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection431PENANA1DNeUlSXmj 維尼
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畫中的人就是小明。8964 copyright protection431PENANAWAcHJWH4TR 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAkbTO5IiCW5 維尼
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「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAyBlfdmAw1u 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAQykmScXdXr 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection431PENANAfmzrM5NUo0 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAcKbDkJVbVN 維尼
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「因為我曾經見過人死。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAyrrraqiFPV 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAzb6XYaFQUA 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection431PENANANBwMxcH40G 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection431PENANAh9ZJjBSJUB 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAwZVaQkPkY3 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAVvZFSO6SAR 維尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。8964 copyright protection431PENANAcQJncTO14y 維尼
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「有的,這一篇。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANA6kBChkALP9 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection431PENANAfD3nvnB2S5 維尼
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「這篇應該……只有一句。」我即時構想。8964 copyright protection431PENANA5wOcvNdvPZ 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection431PENANA4wkLJBkNI6 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection431PENANAYRlBPWiLjA 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAKY6nJBMssD 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection431PENANAPiODnAgnby 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection431PENANA1Z2IIxHu76 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection431PENANAKjeSGzF8Lu 維尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAEs3IXvnrNO 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAo8AshEzMRU 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAwSG1Ul5R63 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANA3MmX9RqIz4 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection431PENANAGEa1QK3SWF 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANA4akSd2R4gk 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAQOqyTktzIN 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAntRtXQRjEL 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANALt4mL8g1Zg 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAVYsunQjIs7 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection431PENANAgtB1kQdLe9 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection431PENANApSNNn9U3fd 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection431PENANAW0UnhLYvN3 維尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAdLxxuryG6q 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection431PENANAPOOl4RuLcM 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection431PENANAiMLylBM64J 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection431PENANACre9XCnH5v 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAbycs5vcIfV 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection431PENANAWN8Y3lc9pG 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection431PENANAJaq2kXCGTV 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection431PENANAnwV23ygCkt 維尼
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