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No Plagiarism!rEKLC9EOdqkitoPfciGNposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAbekvuMfH32 維尼
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然而關於進化,需要的絕不止是挫折。否則每天都有人遭受挫折,難道人人都進化了嗎?8964 copyright protection511PENANAM3iBLABMIf 維尼
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「小才才。」童遙忽然喊我。8964 copyright protection511PENANA1zDdahrEUd 維尼
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「他身邊有好的環境,有很多優秀的好朋友幫他,他也可以幫其他人。」她說,「感覺有很好的將來。」8964 copyright protection511PENANAnC567CRNoH 維尼
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我走近她,點一點她鼻子。8964 copyright protection511PENANAemc7ANDCWc 維尼
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「只有你就夠了。」我露出微笑。8964 copyright protection511PENANAJtFEnQicsM 維尼
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「咳咳,不好意思,有個多餘的人找你。」門外有聲音說。8964 copyright protection511PENANARer4xCAEdd 維尼
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我打開書房門,是好久沒見的廣祥。8964 copyright protection511PENANALMTemeT7yi 維尼
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「我想跟你商量一點事。」廣祥說,穿著黑色連帽外套。8964 copyright protection511PENANA1QE61V5Tz4 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection511PENANArKh3Oc2Fub 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection511PENANATOznDiagPp 維尼
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畫中的人就是小明。8964 copyright protection511PENANADUnA3WygoT 維尼
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「不能進入腦死狀態?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANAktS0bmWjYq 維尼
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「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANAYOwtzBQOI2 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection511PENANAmoqBxpclfm 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAUTwGqDkMA2 維尼
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「因為我曾經見過人死。」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANA48GU7ISPtg 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAwtdgy69iDt 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection511PENANAyJO1mZ74on 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection511PENANAhke2qCnKXD 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANADAESEGJIa9 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAHtoyD3OcbF 維尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。8964 copyright protection511PENANA66N4EpYSwr 維尼
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「有的,這一篇。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANA9lpytiLcFr 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection511PENANAhWSHa0bX5K 維尼
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「這篇應該……只有一句。」我即時構想。8964 copyright protection511PENANAL8JiSRNOa2 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection511PENANA2knsOdO172 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection511PENANAnIVZpBgPcJ 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANA7FX6eqZ4i8 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection511PENANAdOpUkfUNe7 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANAF1H33lMncK 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection511PENANATrYi4SoP4g 維尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAvWzponZZyi 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAm4mHGIQXAP 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection511PENANAWY51XKUjPP 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAcNSuZO7eJd 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection511PENANAI6RekDiuUg 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAmNhTk0Dcc6 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAEGAXAmwokb 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection511PENANAVNkxXeXSGF 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANA04yBzSpVOe 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAX4Kk5YpUyz 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection511PENANArRgSrKmFBr 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection511PENANA5mlamlgxyp 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection511PENANAy0ptcLWUHb 維尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAILW0My3xNn 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection511PENANA6FsE8Goslg 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection511PENANA6PTZgrarbu 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection511PENANA0bXa8K5fHe 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection511PENANAvffDrkyQ73 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection511PENANAxu20Ua0JqQ 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection511PENANA0FfltbzdlQ 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection511PENANARmLwAYGUjz 維尼
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