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「好喇,大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀?」在科大的common room 4裡,導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。480Please respect copyright.PENANANHxqi3w60q
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理論上,科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假;然而我為了刷學分,卻額外報讀了課程。480Please respect copyright.PENANAtfUBP44XAu
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趁著今天人在學校,我參加了話劇學會的工作坊,聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。480Please respect copyright.PENANAV0k86wXBKn
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「水神,冇見你一排又型咗啵,條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。480Please respect copyright.PENANAXvF7yhUUYe
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我正穿著一條牛仔褲,那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲,唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋;要生動地形容,就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中,地上長出奪目的純白盧薈,完美地形成色差對比。480Please respect copyright.PENANAk1XIYvfZio
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我:條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。480Please respect copyright.PENANAtf5q5T4NMW
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事實上,在平安夜那晚,我也穿過這條褲外出,還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過,看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。480Please respect copyright.PENANAYgiEL2hKOW
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Dave:開sem再見啦!480Please respect copyright.PENANAdnIgSRWxiY
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活動結束後,我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天,在空曠的街上等侯,而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣,不止是令人感到身寒,連心裡也寒。480Please respect copyright.PENANAPc2jhWCUG6
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等車等得無聊了,便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景,猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。480Please respect copyright.PENANATZq8vnbuEQ
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Veron,她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照,分成了四份,顯得頭像很小,雖然還能看到她的五官,但不是完全清晰;第二張照片,則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形,像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。480Please respect copyright.PENANAmfOngmkWm8
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直覺告訴我,愛這樣修圖,又不願放上最清晰照片的女生,是對自己的樣子沒有信心,給人一種顏值有限的感覺。480Please respect copyright.PENANAWgh0XMU97H
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儘管是修了圖,但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照,唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受,就右滑吧!480Please respect copyright.PENANAgnQs9GKlK8
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「水神,我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後,她便跟我打招呼。480Please respect copyright.PENANAGhaAWuefvr
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我:點解你叫太陽神嘅?480Please respect copyright.PENANAduMUV0EkXt
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Veron:冇,只係我中意神話。480Please respect copyright.PENANAXTpyh8PluV
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我:你讀緊書定做緊野?480Please respect copyright.PENANAabotM2zVSg
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Veron:讀書,你讀咩科?480Please respect copyright.PENANAm1nxG0mjKw
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我:工程480Please respect copyright.PENANAG5LckYmUUI
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Veron:我會計😩480Please respect copyright.PENANAJmNOdXGDxW
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開場白的用途,就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。480Please respect copyright.PENANAJVAUOsRR8y
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她回覆我後,我便上了巴士,把手機收好身旁。480Please respect copyright.PENANAACUoseqBZU
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回到家裡,才繼續聊。480Please respect copyright.PENANARxKtiTO5Rt
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我:點解用黑白相嘅?🙈480Please respect copyright.PENANAajHKeBLhrl
我:想睇你彩色相480Please respect copyright.PENANAGc4fpTeJm6
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Veron:太陽神想要安全感😊480Please respect copyright.PENANAqverKSdsrP
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來到這裡,我暫且不再回覆她。480Please respect copyright.PENANAYmsegGnnc4
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其實我無意吊癮,只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人,但可能是年紀大了,老手的精力不如新手,自己也不想再像以前那樣,經常秒回別人;如果每次都要秒回別人的話,自己也很累。480Please respect copyright.PENANACUa3YTL4Yt
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於是,我下一次回覆Veron的時候,已經是第二個早上。480Please respect copyright.PENANAfHlUv9afFT
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「你下星期有冇時間?我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完,於是我便直接提出約會。480Please respect copyright.PENANANe9ulge5Bx
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Veron:唔係好得480Please respect copyright.PENANAn2JeVn3w6m
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我:咁再下個星期又點?480Please respect copyright.PENANA52R1r69UgM
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Veron:最近我仆親,出唔到嚟😢480Please respect copyright.PENANApBt7W3H0I6
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我:Oh, sosad.480Please respect copyright.PENANAwAoPgOnbbo
我:咁休息下先啦480Please respect copyright.PENANAOcqyRuNImq
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Veron:你要出嚟嘅話,可唔可以著女裝呀?😳480Please respect copyright.PENANAGm84fqw2Gl
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在我的預設之中,我的首張大頭照是女裝照,一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性,另一方面也是因為網路世界,是一個很講注意力的地方,不取用這種手段,我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出,引起特定女生的注意;只有到了現實世界一對一的first date,為了製造男朋友的感覺(或第一印象),我才預定以型男的形象出現。480Please respect copyright.PENANAhg8434zaup
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Veron這番話,卻直接打亂了我的部署。480Please respect copyright.PENANAv57qnbm5TP
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說起真正的穿女裝外出,我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外,我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出;心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好,被人一眼看破男兒身,惹來歧視的目光。480Please respect copyright.PENANADNmcPLCx8E
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我:唔係幾好呢😅480Please respect copyright.PENANA7poOLBBdgV
我:你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦480Please respect copyright.PENANAiZegOS5c4Z
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結果我打了退堂鼓。480Please respect copyright.PENANAjpmnoOVsuo
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Veron:係呢有冇IG?480Please respect copyright.PENANALSk0HXRyHD
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最終,大家只是交換了IG。480Please respect copyright.PENANAhPWOZD2Nfl