-----幾日後-----388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUmCRIxRHy
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEwr2crCR5
「好喇，大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀？」在科大的common room 4裡，導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQxJi1nKqN
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI1tULnGTS
理論上，科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假；然而我為了刷學分，卻額外報讀了課程。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwsLuZD3VZ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhLHSpcIy1
趁著今天人在學校，我參加了話劇學會的工作坊，聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTHtRzq1Vv
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1SamvtK8V
「水神，冇見你一排又型咗啵，條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfqlHpUm4i
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HJNHnCDWp
我正穿著一條牛仔褲，那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲，唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋；要生動地形容，就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中，地上長出奪目的純白盧薈，完美地形成色差對比。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1ItZaHiCW
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1jcLAFDhA
我：條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jQM72zMpk
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoW5cMPIKp
事實上，在平安夜那晚，我也穿過這條褲外出，還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過，看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLh1FwBilN
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NNQ3m4U6y
Dave：開sem再見啦！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrVX6Ww48F
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBuSxSmPw0
活動結束後，我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天，在空曠的街上等侯，而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣，不止是令人感到身寒，連心裡也寒。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5pLHNDHSH
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfqgcw7t5R
等車等得無聊了，便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景，猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCJrM1ocBL
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEanelDA0fV
Veron，她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照，分成了四份，顯得頭像很小，雖然還能看到她的五官，但不是完全清晰；第二張照片，則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形，像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUP0nyskgB
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU3JUnnXgM
直覺告訴我，愛這樣修圖，又不願放上最清晰照片的女生，是對自己的樣子沒有信心，給人一種顏值有限的感覺。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgLf4bETbd
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L3Z3cDPXR
儘管是修了圖，但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照，唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受，就右滑吧！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAotiUxZzgx
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqsjjZZhTo
「水神，我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後，她便跟我打招呼。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5WfvEsQz7
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16LJTip3ZJ
我：點解你叫太陽神嘅？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz51nr5oI6a
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEYAsU0aco
Veron：冇，只係我中意神話。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ18bfRVxF
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnyHRzDjS0
我：你讀緊書定做緊野？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ejlkM1urg
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp4puIAP0A
Veron：讀書，你讀咩科？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoSfbFeND6
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4J12EDams
我：工程388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSWqJpr45V
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePwWk3FuQ9
Veron：我會計😩388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN5dhkQ4ep
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTzZpsLHtm
開場白的用途，就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdbzGN4JQf
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbJHPHWAwY
她回覆我後，我便上了巴士，把手機收好身旁。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgyUbmsvIQ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22fgZo7q1j
回到家裡，才繼續聊。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7LiSi2Xyu
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2RCTH8s50
我：點解用黑白相嘅？🙈388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6hyvP0kof
我：想睇你彩色相388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnFqtUudj1
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwx7d8zW51
Veron：太陽神想要安全感😊388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozmC959RLG
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgEHChzJUZ
來到這裡，我暫且不再回覆她。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTSqk1OhZU
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJk4ySn31z
其實我無意吊癮，只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人，但可能是年紀大了，老手的精力不如新手，自己也不想再像以前那樣，經常秒回別人；如果每次都要秒回別人的話，自己也很累。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b8SULVMJf
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrTWYJ6Uqz
於是，我下一次回覆Veron的時候，已經是第二個早上。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKZC9DkZLT
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWSF1sioqr
「你下星期有冇時間？我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完，於是我便直接提出約會。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnj80xRMZg
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwegLfhk83T
Veron：唔係好得388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLmfk9Uqgr
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW6izvBAuf
我：咁再下個星期又點？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQpJ4JqzRp
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMTAXmJsc4
Veron：最近我仆親，出唔到嚟😢388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1MIjltlOC
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVjmpDMF93
我：Oh, sosad.388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz2X405yyo
我：咁休息下先啦388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazqkRTYGb6
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn0EugNxAV
Veron：你要出嚟嘅話，可唔可以著女裝呀？😳388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MgniBdsXb
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p0HVm7NpD
在我的預設之中，我的首張大頭照是女裝照，一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性，另一方面也是因為網路世界，是一個很講注意力的地方，不取用這種手段，我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出，引起特定女生的注意；只有到了現實世界一對一的first date，為了製造男朋友的感覺（或第一印象），我才預定以型男的形象出現。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD640YOxGlz
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2sBKZrkZR
Veron這番話，卻直接打亂了我的部署。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EN3bv7Fk9
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx8BMscsBc
說起真正的穿女裝外出，我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外，我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出；心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好，被人一眼看破男兒身，惹來歧視的目光。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P3biklZE7
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAAyNF3GLv
我：唔係幾好呢😅388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YXg8bqmbu
我：你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePGuQQfGYg
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZZ1OkOIyM
結果我打了退堂鼓。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI7D8jAiQs
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFq1O7NTB1
Veron：係呢有冇IG？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qb65xARFY
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIinbmw4OC
最終，大家只是交換了IG。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b35mZVpMw
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
