「你最近點呀?」Jason。385Please respect copyright.PENANAqvf2BsrU9R
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時間輾轉已經是二月份的第七天,也是年初七的人日;今年的大年初一,完美地落在二月份的第一天,日子真好算。385Please respect copyright.PENANAt36dWU0qUn
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這幾天,由於連Priscilla也有自己的工作要忙,於是我也留在大學宿舍裡溫習。385Please respect copyright.PENANAVsUh4sdAMr
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就趁我還在數學功課時,我收到了一則由兄弟Jason給我的WhatsApp短信。385Please respect copyright.PENANA7NNxnyAZCS
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當我再仔細翻著手機內容,才發覺原來我miss了他剛才撥過來的通話,於是我又回撥。385Please respect copyright.PENANAj8nWVAVdqJ
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我:Jason?385Please respect copyright.PENANA6IrSoYyQ7y
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Jason:今晚出唔出嚟公園飲酒?385Please respect copyright.PENANA3qhlT4cgJl
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我:唔喇,想溫書385Please respect copyright.PENANAlvXVmSWZAw
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Jason:你最近有咩攪呀?385Please respect copyright.PENANA602ZaBIisZ
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我:冇,都係溫書做功課囉。385Please respect copyright.PENANAqZwPFiT09A
我:同你講呀,我最近識咗條女,上星期仲去埋人地屋企度瞓。385Please respect copyright.PENANAKj42gF169R
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Jason:條女係網上識?385Please respect copyright.PENANAA732C6Gaec
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我:係呀385Please respect copyright.PENANAjRjyA9Vt2H
我;其實上個月已經識咗,計埋前面已經見過三次面。385Please respect copyright.PENANA9nsrAYGsCz
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然後,我把相識的經過,我和Priscilla一起做過甚麼事,去過哪裡,簡略地告訴Jason。385Please respect copyright.PENANAapZ3ajk8k4
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Jason:拖咗手未呀?385Please respect copyright.PENANAAp5Ah7nFHF
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我:Er......撓佢隻手呀,摸佢個頭呀,平排咁撓住佢條腰行路呀,呢啲算唔算?385Please respect copyright.PENANAxqWdlXCcTz
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我:總之呢!⋯⋯係有掂佢嘅。385Please respect copyright.PENANAEOJ7SfV3K0
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Jason:你主動啲嘛!385Please respect copyright.PENANAnee1yssPls
Jason:有啲拖手仔動作我要教一教你。385Please respect copyright.PENANAippvCti7q3
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我;你等埋我,我今晚出嚟!385Please respect copyright.PENANA0cHc0jLltG
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Jason:屌你,你條友真係呀,一教你溝女你就即出啦?385Please respect copyright.PENANA5b8ctNdP6Y
(突然譏笑起來。)385Please respect copyright.PENANADqoZzuYT2s
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我完全沒有打扮,只換上很隨便的男裝,便出門見Jason。385Please respect copyright.PENANAvC38Iz9I8o
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我們買了半打啤酒,就在附近的公園找長椅坐。385Please respect copyright.PENANA2y4A3aTSe5
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「Cheers!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAtGXKarXxSl
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喝酒不一定吐真言;但是整個氣氛瞬間變了「心事台」。385Please respect copyright.PENANAMHvHoYW4sO
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我一五一十地把我和Priscilla由網上相遇,到相識的經過,還有中間發生過甚麼事,和她的基本背景,完全地告訴Jason。385Please respect copyright.PENANAvTO4bDCk3V
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Jason:有冇樣睇下?385Please respect copyright.PENANAr4CDFHHexp
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要了解一個人,看她的IG都是家常便飯。385Please respect copyright.PENANAf8BD4idMpt
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Jason例牌地審視著Priscilla的IG檔案,只要相片中有Priscilla的樣子出現,他都會去看。385Please respect copyright.PENANAyx74OJGF77
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Priscilla去過不同國家拍照,歐洲的有英國、意大利、捷克等等,亞洲的也有日本、台灣,有些是她在田裡、在火車站拍下的全身寫照,也有些精選動態是她和一些外地人的合照。385Please respect copyright.PENANAcyMoMWANcg
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我在Ch.22.2也提過自己的擇偶條件,就是因為她會周遊列國,而且性格上也是偏向腐女型,樣子勉強過得去但是懂一點打扮,也會寫劇本;論學歷要求我也不高,基本上,只要跟我一樣至少「香港八大」就可以,她完全不是問題。385Please respect copyright.PENANAJRszO4YJJv
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目前來講,她是最接近我最想要的類型。在初次約會時,她給了我最有女朋友的感覺。385Please respect copyright.PENANAwXdzhpSWdw
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因為和家人關係不好,所以要保持地下情,有事向Jason請教。385Please respect copyright.PENANAE2E8UIMJ9k
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我:你覺得佢點?385Please respect copyright.PENANAHXdUwpvt2a
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Jason一邊看一邊認真地思考著。385Please respect copyright.PENANA7Lm8boFC8c
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Jason:我覺得佢靚極有限。385Please respect copyright.PENANAM8LvCmtEpL
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我:靚極有限?385Please respect copyright.PENANAtDafjxhKAK
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我倒也想聽聽Jason怎說。385Please respect copyright.PENANAKPsOzeIQpv
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Jason:佢好明顯喺大陸落嚟之後,想融入呢度嘅主流生活,但係又入唔到。385Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tetm3jbvK
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我:我記得佢講過話住咗6年,差幾個月就攞永久證。385Please respect copyright.PENANAh4cx50Ezwz
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Jason:佢係好需要有人帶路。385Please respect copyright.PENANALK2BaktY1h
Jason:佢單身咗幾耐呀?385Please respect copyright.PENANAfoB7SGVeTl
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我:都差唔多4年啦。385Please respect copyright.PENANA3WfBPvWDu2
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我分享著自己所得的情報給Jason。385Please respect copyright.PENANA5b0OR1rvil
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Jason:我可以話俾你聽,佢好明顯就係香港搵唔到仔。385Please respect copyright.PENANAoBpBsAQZS7
Jason:佢身邊擺明就冇咩男性朋友。385Please respect copyright.PENANAI4N0F7ikZR
Jason:你係食得住佢嘅。385Please respect copyright.PENANAjfxvLjVec5
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我:你肯定佢冇人溝?385Please respect copyright.PENANAHbwdKgT8aO
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Jason:好明顯啦,佢係入唔到香港人個圈子,更加唔好講要搵人出pool。385Please respect copyright.PENANASaSvvQ5G46
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我:佢都話喺香港冇咩親朋戚友。385Please respect copyright.PENANATWQSbBYMzH
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Jason:而家仲封緊關嘛?385Please respect copyright.PENANAWzITp9VsNN
Jason:趁呢個大好機會,有得上佢就上啦!385Please respect copyright.PENANAPrRPUc5hFJ
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Jason:你再開個IG出嚟俾我望下。385Please respect copyright.PENANAxBZHDszs3w
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Jason再次閱覽著Priscilla的檔案,他在無意之中,發現到一張相片,那是Priscilla在一個海邊的柱子旁,「壁咚」著一個女性朋友。385Please respect copyright.PENANAE38OOOJViJ
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Jason:有樣嘢我頭先唔記得同你講⋯⋯385Please respect copyright.PENANA102hxrYi87
Jason:呢個女仔個樣,令我覺得佢前世係TB。385Please respect copyright.PENANA0NYJ7LIENb
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我所認識的Jason,偶爾就是會語出驚人。385Please respect copyright.PENANALnXUaG9BpY
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我:唔係好明。385Please respect copyright.PENANAaHIuSlHJ82
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我喝了一口啤酒,Jason也來一口。385Please respect copyright.PENANAQOEE3ey74Y
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Jason:我意思係佢有可能以前做過TB,maybe中學啦,然後而家又想認真做返一個女仔。385Please respect copyright.PENANAwnG2SrhDJb
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我:學你話齋,所以佢先至要咁需要有人帶路?385Please respect copyright.PENANAtZzESwu5Z7
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我又翻看著這張她和朋友的海邊寫照,那女生和女生「壁咚」的動作⋯⋯385Please respect copyright.PENANAHNKwKdVnum
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我:我明你講咩喇!385Please respect copyright.PENANA5o4XajU1wI
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可是,再想想Jason的話,又覺得Jason的分析太武斷。385Please respect copyright.PENANA6vMHdkyFpN
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我:但係⋯⋯你剩係望呢張相,就覺得佢做過TB?會唔膚淺得濟呀?385Please respect copyright.PENANA7uW0vMjaNE
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Jason:佢身邊實有至少一個les/TB嘅。385Please respect copyright.PENANAfVNvx0kezj
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說完這句,又真的讓我想起,在第二次跟Priscilla約會時,那段3人行的經歷,Priscilla又真的有一個這樣的朋友。385Please respect copyright.PENANAn0fewimR4m
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說真的,那個朋友就是Jason所說的那種人。通常一個LGBTQIA的人,身邊總會吸引來一些LGBTQIA的關係。物以類聚,是整個宇宙其中一條不變的鐵律。385Please respect copyright.PENANAv4fdAL4SU2
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我:咦,你又講啱喎!!早兩次見面,佢又真係有個TB打扮嘅朋友俾我見喎。385Please respect copyright.PENANAeimdovRTvO
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Jason:嗱!!!我係咪講得好準呢?385Please respect copyright.PENANA0pR84DqYgr
(他對自己的觀人術𣊬即自信起來說道。)385Please respect copyright.PENANA1COyTxA6cA
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Jason:呢個女仔分分鐘性慾好強嗰隻,強到想同女仔磨豆腐嗰隻。385Please respect copyright.PENANAC5HvjPCoWf
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我:佢係雙性戀?385Please respect copyright.PENANATsTkitrxdW
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Jason:唔⋯⋯又唔係雙性戀嗰隻嘅,純粹係鍾意玩呢啲刺激野。385Please respect copyright.PENANA9mQqhb8S3F
Jason:只係佢一直都抑壓住自己。385Please respect copyright.PENANAsXH3JwoHsg
Jason:你都講啦,隔咗4年冇扑過嘢,而家就係佢閪痕嘅時候。385Please respect copyright.PENANALuX9Kdb6bl
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可是老實說,在過去的3次約會,她對我的表現都是中性,我感覺不到怎樣的好感反應,難道她也是在抑壓自己的情感嗎?385Please respect copyright.PENANA3AifW5IIDW
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說著,我又分享著在年三十那晚,Priscilla為我拍的海邊寫照。385Please respect copyright.PENANAxa0nA1FOLI
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Jason:啲相係佢同你影?385Please respect copyright.PENANAutEYhHj5GV
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我:係呀,佢幫我影嘅。385Please respect copyright.PENANA4rtY8q46z1
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Jason:呢張又影得係幾高,但係後面嗰張半身型啲。385Please respect copyright.PENANATiRzM0Lmbf
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Jason:係佢主動幫你影?定係你問佢,佢先同你影?385Please respect copyright.PENANAspaCVrLyQd
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我:我問佢㗎!385Please respect copyright.PENANAdYFpNgq0MN
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Jason思索了一會,然後欲言又止。385Please respect copyright.PENANAoPeyRFaSmM
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Jason:我建議你唔好咁投入佢度先。385Please respect copyright.PENANABkyZTHasai
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如果是一般跟Jason做朋友的人,是會覺得Jason又在語這種打自打嘴巴,一時又叫人追下去,一時又叫人別再追;然而,我卻明白到這句話的弦外之音。385Please respect copyright.PENANASLL4TO1o9U
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畢竟,經歷過跟不同女生的相處,我也有一定的「慧眼」修煉,知道某些微動作,微反應意味著甚麼。385Please respect copyright.PENANAFCpE5YTBz8
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她主動為我拍照,和我問她為我拍照,完全是兩回事。385Please respect copyright.PENANAfHSpQTjYYm
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我:點解?385Please respect copyright.PENANADr8L0FpsHX
(我想聽聽Jason怎說。)385Please respect copyright.PENANA48j7PonpDW
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他思考了一會,就給出了答案。385Please respect copyright.PENANAOPNLCpTFgB
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Jason:而家問題唔係邊個傷害邊個,而係佢唔會投入落人哋個感情度。385Please respect copyright.PENANAwpUXFHrKwm
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所以,這就是她一直單身的其中主因?385Please respect copyright.PENANArHtW5fiFiK
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Jason:你可能放個感情落去,但佢未必攞個心出嚟對你。385Please respect copyright.PENANAB57TqCjBoD
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我:但佢唔係player挂?385Please respect copyright.PENANAM7sbFaWGlb
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Jason:嗱,佢就冇咩嘢嘅,唔會話點樣要捅你一刀。385Please respect copyright.PENANAajpHDhQuFc
Jason:純粹就係佢根本唔知咩叫拍拖,要有人教佢先至識嗰隻。385Please respect copyright.PENANAZkEvbLZkBa
Jason:分分鐘仲要教完都唔識嗰隻。385Please respect copyright.PENANAVxrMnXvPgP
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果然,Jason的「寫輪眼」級別,比我還高得多。385Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zdbtq4I7a
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Jason:你信我講啦!識住其他先!385Please respect copyright.PENANA78xhKsSVc9
Jason:我見過,識過嘅人多過你好多,梗係知咩事啦!385Please respect copyright.PENANA77jrwjymXA
Jason:我一眼就睇通。385Please respect copyright.PENANAh71uPVclCX
Jason:Priscilla俾你上去佢屋企,可能只係佢文化背景係咁。可能佢喺大陸或者外國生活時,慣咗用呢種方式識人。385Please respect copyright.PENANA9yHN4byDa1
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這點我認同呀,上星期我也是以社交式擁抱來作道別,這點我點很清楚。385Please respect copyright.PENANAIILJ0zC1Lo
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Jason:你而家有得食佢,係我就食咗先講!385Please respect copyright.PENANAqeytFilOl1
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我:萬一我搵到更好,而佢又對我落咗感情,我想甩身,咁點算先?點收科先?385Please respect copyright.PENANAZXumRDEijz
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我憂慮的主要不是道德問題,而是怎樣在一方面維護自身利益,另一方面去處理責任。385Please respect copyright.PENANAeLZ5FdrqUR
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Jason:你怕咩啫?到時你咪係咁話讀書忙唔得閒囉;時間一耐咗唔見,佢自然會收㗎啦。385Please respect copyright.PENANAQLNjJ80091
Jason:你驚咁多做咩啫?第一碟餸嚟咗就食咗先㗎啦,唔通慢慢等其他餸等到凍曬咩?385Please respect copyright.PENANATz6CCpA3Fw
Jason:加油,我撐嘅!!385Please respect copyright.PENANAkt7AUXaWOs
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儘管他有一小部說的話,我是不認同;但大致上,我還是相信他的分析。385Please respect copyright.PENANAbWH7dAg1In
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「情人節我們一起去吃大餐!」Priscilla。385Please respect copyright.PENANAdfhVsIER1t
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「到時見!」385Please respect copyright.PENANAo8WLj8S4Bi
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我約好她在下個星期,即2.14情人節約會。385Please respect copyright.PENANAkj27qj71Mr
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我又再去看Priscilla的樣子,翻到她IG那些很久之前拍的照,說實話,突然覺得她的樣子,有點像我8年前遇上的那個初戀情人。385Please respect copyright.PENANAjNIQ84e4tX
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原本,我打算就這樣刪除交友app。385Please respect copyright.PENANAA76EgczIP9
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「你信我講啦!識住其他先!」然而今晚被Jason分析一番後,我決定保留一切的可能性,沒有把Tinder和Bumble趕出手機的畫面。385Please respect copyright.PENANAE8cIsEaPvG
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對上一次有女朋友陪伴的情人節,輾轉已經是8年前。這年的情人節,我會有怎樣的體驗呢?是找回8年前,那種有女朋友的感覺?還是不一樣的體驗?385Please respect copyright.PENANA9c0rRO6ubo
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待續⋯⋯385Please respect copyright.PENANALOXTBPfxgK