在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtJEe4OM2r
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然而，有些是感情騙子。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9SWGFP1z3
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG69KFBJVNq
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我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaDgRZPfLM
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX0Nvpb9rn
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Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wbzw1sFgg
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQeQyYzkJF
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Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAacqrfn3wy
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隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vZYHwPbMY
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我：咁你呢？做咩工？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSIaWAlqgP
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Candy：我做sales㗎554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKjNCVTlP4
Candy：今日幫公司同事手554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCByT3z8AP8
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs79gz5Yas
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我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWVDDw80dc
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在WhatsApp上⋯⋯554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9DL1tPa9m
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我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxijXLHdiq
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Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB396ZnKoT
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我：主要係火影迷囉554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E9fPab0I4
我：我cos過男角同女角554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOD7DHv0jm
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMh4VvK3xS
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Candy：化妝師（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9mUZuBjCl
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo97ZJ0OSC
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等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOZaRRai8p
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你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLEnTp9qqk
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當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98mpAlWf6J
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所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqR3PRntdM
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這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh55mRL0Y2
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不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgFejBdmcT
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於是，我提出加IG的請求。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAQB8bszxz
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQiUQmBfAZ
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Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC2nA3sMnk
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聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdufjNTg7M
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為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzoOfINTEE
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產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGjQTzlKAb
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男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl8GuCf7nI
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不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScnxc3y04G
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